00:00Okay, so the time, the attention, the love for you is far away.
00:07You're more focused on your studies.
00:10You're not okay with that because of course you want to...
00:13Right? You want to be special, right?
00:16You shouldn't miss anything.
00:18So who's the one who's separated?
00:20Me.
00:21Because actually, I understood him at first
00:25that studying is really a priority.
00:29And that I'm okay with it being a second priority.
00:34But what was unfair to me was the part that
00:38of course, it's rare for us to meet because he's busy.
00:43And then when we meet, for example, he's on his way home
00:47and he's always on his cell phone.
00:50And then when he's with his friends, he doesn't update.
00:57Of course, I was thinking, you're on your cell phone when I'm with you
01:00but why don't you update me?
01:04You were holding your phone the whole time.
01:06Of course, you should also understand that the school is a top 4.
01:12If you hold the top 5, I hope you'll be happy.
01:16It's a cell phone if it's a top 4.
01:18Yes, it's okay.
01:19Maybe you'll be the top 3.
01:22Maybe you'll be the top 3.
01:24Okay.
01:25So, time is running out.
01:28It's not quality yet, right?
01:30So, did you regret that she's gone from your life?
01:35Yes, because she's the sweetest woman.
01:42She's the only woman who can give me the feeling that she really cares about me.
01:49As for me, I can excel academically but when it comes to emotion or giving to others,
02:00I can't do it.
02:03He's so emotional.
02:05Zan, where do you feel more hurt?
02:11When CJ left you or when you became the top 5?
02:15Why did you bring that up?
02:21I'm not afraid of that issue.
02:24I'm crying.
02:27Don't be so hard on yourself.
02:29Don't be so hard on yourself.
02:32Don't be so hard on yourself if you're not excelling in everything at the same time.
02:42What's important is that you're still excelling.
02:45You know, we were all born in this world.
02:47Our first gift when we were born in this world is to live.
02:56Just live.
02:58Just try.
02:59Just do.
03:00Just win.
03:01Just fail.
03:02And try.
03:03And do.
03:04And win.
03:05And fail.
03:06Again.
03:07You don't have to do everything at the same time.
03:08Don't be so hard on yourself.
03:11You're okay.
03:14And you're doing so well.
03:18If that's how you feel, why don't you look at the good things you did and how you made CJ feel?
03:26For sure, in your relationship, there are moments where you're the only one who made CJ feel that love and happiness.
03:33That's right.
03:34What do you want to be in the Top 5?
03:35I'll wear this.
03:37Okay, choose.
03:38Brother.
03:39I'm just making you happy.
03:40The top 1 is the wedding, but that's the uniform of a man.
03:43Do you want to be the top 1?
03:44It's okay.
03:45And maybe that comes from jealousy.
03:47Because you always say, why them?
03:49They're also slistered, but they have a boyfriend.
03:52You know, the moment you start comparing yourself to other people, that's where it slowly gets dark.
04:00That's where it slowly gets dark.
04:03Jealousy.
04:05Lack of self-confidence.
04:07Low self-esteem.
04:10The lack of self-confidence.
04:12The lack of self-confidence.
04:14You can't see the beauty of what's around you.
04:18You can't see the beauty of what's in front of you because it's too far from you.
04:21You're looking at what you don't have.
04:25Just be yourself.
04:26Appreciate what you have and appreciate what you are.
04:29You don't need to compare yourself to other people.
04:30Why are they slistered, but they have a boyfriend?
04:34They're slistered, but they have a boyfriend.
04:37His heart is dirty.
04:38Maybe you're the slistered one.
04:40He's the slistered one, he has a boyfriend, but his school is only in the top 8, right?
04:47At least he's in the top 4.
04:51Let's not pressure ourselves too much.
04:53What we're pressuring ourselves to do is to solve problems that we don't have yet.
04:59Because we're pressuring ourselves too much, we forget to appreciate what's happening around us.
05:05Because we're pressuring ourselves too much.
05:08Sometimes, we ask too many questions.
05:14Before we waste our time asking too many questions, let's appreciate the answers that are coming.
05:23Because there are so many answers.
05:24Every day, all the time, every minute of the day, there are answers that you asked last year,
05:29that you asked yesterday, or that you prayed yesterday.
05:32But when God gave it to you, you didn't notice it.
05:34Because you're too busy to think about what you want to receive in the future.
05:40You need to be able to answer the question, why is this happening?
05:46Because everything that happens has a reason.
05:50So you need to be able to answer that, why is this happening?
05:52Everything has a reason.
05:53What am I thinking?
05:54Ah, because of this, ah, because of that.
05:57After you think about it, you'll realize it, move on.
06:00Because if you just get caught up in thinking, it's a bit difficult.
06:04When I think about a lot of things at the same time, I become very problematic.
06:08I just think about it.
06:09And you can't get an answer?
06:12Oh, I don't know.
06:13Am I important to you?
06:15Yes.
06:16Have you ever told yourself that,
06:19Oh, I'm important to you?
06:21Thank you, Lord.
06:22Thank you still.
06:24Because you don't have it anymore.
06:25Sometimes, there are answers that you can't provide to yourself.
06:30Just let it be unanswered.
06:32Time will give you the answer when your mind is tripped.
06:37And the things that have already happened,
06:40you can't do anything about it, you don't have control over those things.
06:43So might as well let it go.
06:45Let it go because it can't help.
06:48Wow.
06:49Let it go.
06:52Let it go.
06:53Let it go.
06:54Let it flow.
06:55Let it flow like water.
06:57Thank you.
06:58Like that.
06:59Like that.
07:00Bong is already wearing it.
07:01You can't do anything about it.
07:02Let it go.
07:03It's already here.
07:04No, when there are heavy things that happen in your life,
07:07think of the beautiful things.
07:09Because not everything happens like that.
07:12Look at the brighter side.
07:27You
