00:00When the inner energy has gone mad, there are only two options left, either to go fully
00:29mad or to give that energy the highest expression, the highest vent, the highest exit.
00:50It would either be a very lowly exit in ejaculation or it would be the highest expression, energetic
01:06devotional surrender to godliness, the choice is yours, only these two options are there.
01:18One of the two has to be exercised otherwise the energy will madly roam within and won't
01:29let you settle down in peace, a channelization is needed, the channel could either be very
01:38lowly or the highest, in between channels won't suffice, decide for yourself whether
01:50you have the guts, the desire, the patience to go for the highest channel and if you find
02:04yourself unwilling or incapable, then the lowermost channel is always available, it
02:15is an easy vent.
02:33One can ejaculate himself out of restlessness, too much restlessness,
03:01masturbate and you'll have a period of rest, you can go for that if that's what you want,
03:16it doesn't suffice to merely nod in disapproval, the other option will require tremendous effort,
03:28are you ready for that?
03:30And if you are not, then the other option is uncertainty.
03:55Fill up your day, your time, your mind with the highest, let the truly deserving one occupy
04:23you fully, if you reserve even a small corner of your being, then it will be taken over
04:39by these thinking tendencies that you have written off, don't reserve anything, let
04:50the highest occupy you totally, if you steal away even a bit of your time, that time will
05:04be your hell, don't have any private time left, don't have any personal corners left,
05:15if you have private time and personal corners, then those corners will be used in that time
05:27to conquer you, give the evil neither time nor space, the concept of personal and private
05:42time is nothing but the devil himself.
06:12People talk of personal time as opposed to professional time, they forget that the profession
06:28that they have chosen has also been chosen by the person, so even that which they are
06:35mistakenly calling as professional time is only personal time, our lives have only personal
06:44time, to be in that office and earn money is your personal desire, is it not?
06:53So that time which you are spending in the office, is it not personal time?
07:01Your time in office is personal, your time at home is personal, your time in the market
07:05is personal, your time during vacations is personal, your life is full of the personal
07:30and I said personal time and personal space is where you are getting conquered, beaten and destroyed,
07:51so do not give value to the personal.
07:55What is the source of strength?
08:23Source of strength is your resistance towards suffering, when a mad dog chases you, how
08:48fast do you run?
08:55From where did the strength come?
09:06You simply are resistant to suffering, that is the source of strength, see that you are
09:17surrounded by mad dogs and run, you will have divine strength in your legs, you will
09:31break all records, it means you are not seeing the ones who are surrounding you, you are
09:45not realizing where you are and what you are doing and who is surrounding you, the
10:02result is a body full of dog bites and rabies is infectious, it spreads, it spreads
10:29from the dog to the man, from the teacher to the student, from the student to the teacher.
10:59When I was learning swimming, my coach was in the pool, at that time our survival instincts
11:22comes to the fore, so we don't have any option, so we become more stronger than ever before,
11:30but if we apply the same scenario somewhere else, when we work at workplace or something,
11:36why can't we have the same strength when we work at workplace or do normal work like here?
11:42Because when you are drowning in water, it is gross death, it is death of the body and
11:50we are gross people, so gross death is easily detected and easily avoided, gross death scares us,
12:02when your body is attacked, you can see that with your gross eyes, when your body is threatened,
12:11you can see that with your gross eyes, when your mind is threatened, then you don't see that,
12:21if a dog chases your body, you will be able to see the dog, but if an inner dog is chasing
12:28the inner peace, you are unable to see that, because that's a subtle attack,
12:37when the body is attacked or violated or raped, see how resistant you become,
12:43but when the mind is violated and raped, nobody says anything,
12:50we are gross people, only gross events matter to us,
13:20love the subtle and then the violation of the subtle would not be tolerated by you.
