00:00I would describe my look as androgynous, small, goth, punk, clown kind of vibe.
00:05It's pretty much chokers, spikes, scary contacts.
00:10Today I am transforming into a Victoria's Secret model.
00:13Three, two, one.
00:16Oh my god, I look like my mother.
00:18I'm on a date tonight to surprise my boyfriend.
00:20He has no idea what's going to hit him.
00:23That is very different.
00:31Hello.
00:32Hi, how are you?
00:33I'm Jay.
00:34I'm Sam, nice to meet you.
00:35Awesome, nice to meet you.
00:37Right up here.
00:39Creepy, cute gremlin is my go-to phrase for describing kind of the look that I'm going for.
00:46What exactly is an androgynous, small, goth?
00:49Between just my fashion and trying to present more like punk and alternative,
00:55I also kind of try to mix in my gender as well and not being too feminine,
00:59not being too masculine and trying to keep that like what are you kind of look to my fashion.
01:05I have a collection of all my spiky big boots.
01:09Anywhere from big boots to anything chunky clown, super platforms, anything with metal.
01:17I have probably close to $3,000 worth of shoes at this point.
01:21It's pretty much chokers, spikes, scary contacts, that kind of vibe.
01:25Today I am transforming from androgynous, small, goth gremlin to a Victoria's Secret model.
01:31Our date tonight to surprise my boyfriend.
01:34He has no idea what's going to hit him.
01:37So we're going for an ultra femme look for Jay today.
01:42So she's going to have like a classic beauty makeup done.
01:46So what are the key elements of a hyper feminine style?
01:49I think it's just enhancing her natural beauty, keeping it clean and classy.
01:55One of the biggest challenges is going to be her hair.
01:58So she does have dreadlocks in.
02:00So hiding the dreads under the wig is going to be fun.
02:04But I am looking forward to the challenge.
02:09Alright Jay, we're ready for you.
02:11Do you want to take off your piercings first or do you want to?
02:14Oh, yeah.
02:15When I think of hyper feminine, I think of like neutral tones, long brown hair.
02:21So is there anything you're particularly apprehensive about today?
02:25I am worried y'all are going to put me in a blonde wig.
02:28Blonde is not my thing, but I am curious to see how I look.
02:33Alright, well this is going to be exciting.
02:36Alright, so we'll just start taking these keys off.
02:40Are you excited? Are you nervous?
02:42I am nervous to see me super normal.
02:47I mean like I haven't even seen myself in like normal attire for many years.
02:52This is a Cocokind peptide cream.
02:56It's like a super heavy moisturizer.
03:00Now we're going to go in with some contour.
03:03We are using the Ace Beauts Ultimate Sculpt Face Palette.
03:07So we're going to go in and underpaint.
03:09So we're going to do all the contouring first
03:11and then we're going to go in with the foundation on top.
03:16So what made you choose a hyper feminine look to go with for today?
03:20I was curious like at my age like how I would look if I didn't go down the path of,
03:26you know, being very alternative and very fashion forward.
03:31When I was younger, I always looked up to people that are heavily tattooed and heavily modded.
03:35I was always intrigued by very fashion forward looks.
03:39I wasn't able to really experience that in a strict household.
03:43But once I got out, I just dove deep and figured out what I liked.
03:49I really peaked I think around 2020 when I was just like at home
03:52and being able to be creative with my makeup and my fashion.
03:55I just stopped thinking about society and how they wanted me to look
03:59and I was like, they're going to look at me weird anyway, so I might as well just do it.
04:03We're going to go in with some concealer.
04:06We're using the Smashbox Halo concealer.
04:09We're going to go in now with our foundation
04:11and we're going to use a mix of the Graftobian palette and a Morphe liquid foundation.
04:17I get a lot of judging a book by its cover.
04:22People make their assumptions about me and treat me accordingly.
04:25When I'm out and about, I either get nasty looks or name calling
04:29or people even have stopped me and made me feel unsafe
04:33saying that I am going to go to hell and need to be saved.
04:39Now we're going in with some Haneli matte bronzer to just bring in some warmth.
04:47And who are we going to be revealing this look to today?
04:50Are we showing my partner?
04:52How do you think your boyfriend will react?
04:54He's going to be shocked.
04:55He has only known me as my alternative style.
04:57He's never seen what I look like before except old photos of me as a kid,
05:01so it'll be very surprising.
05:03Okay, makeup's all finished. Let's get you dressed and in the outfit.
05:05Alrighty.
05:06I think it's going great.
05:07I think she's going to be very surprised with the look.
05:11I think she looks great.
05:12Her partner is definitely in for a big, big surprise.
05:28Okay, so it's not going to go over them.
05:30So we're just going to lay them down.
05:32All right, Jay, are you excited? How are you feeling?
05:35Nervous.
05:36Very nervous.
05:37Okay, well, you're all done and we are ready to take a look.
05:41Okay.
05:43Three, two, and one.
05:48Ooh.
05:50Oh, my God.
05:52Oh, my God, I look like my mother.
05:54I look like my mom.
05:57Oh, God, that's terrifying.
05:59Oh, you did do good.
06:02But, oh, my God, I hate it.
06:05I see so much of my, like, face without all my piercings, too.
06:09I don't hate this dress.
06:11I hate the color.
06:13The style's really pretty.
06:14It's actually not that bad.
06:16Do you recognize yourself?
06:17Not at all.
06:18I look like someone completely different.
06:21I look like someone completely different.
06:23And how do you think your boyfriend will react?
06:25I think he's going to lose his mind.
06:27I don't think he'll recognize me.
06:28So how do you feel about Jay's androgynous mall style, Gothma?
06:31I love it.
06:32I love how they look.
06:33I love how different it is and how much of just, like, kind of a character.
06:37So we're going to be going on a date.
06:39Honestly, just nervous.
06:40I don't really have any expectations.
06:41I think it's going to be a really cool experience.
06:43We'll just be able to see them doing something different.
06:49Oh.
06:50That is very different.
06:53It's weird, huh?
06:55The dress is really pretty, though.
06:58You look beautiful.
06:59I look like my mom.
07:00You do not.
07:02I'd say more so just not seeing you with your nose chained.
07:05Yeah, you've always had that.
07:08What do you think of Jay's new look?
07:10It's different, that's for sure.
07:13But I think they look very beautiful right now.
07:15Isn't it weird?
07:16It is weird, but you're still beautiful.
07:19What style do you prefer?
07:21I like my little creature.
07:23I'm very out of my comfort zone right now,
07:25but I feel like I won't get the same reaction from the public that I normally get,
07:30which will be interesting.
07:31Are you nervous about going out with me like this?
07:34I'm more nervous for you because I know how you feel right now.
07:37I know you're scared, but it's okay.
07:39What has the experience taught you?
07:41That I can, you know, push the limits and try new things just to see.
07:45It doesn't necessarily mean that it's going to fit for me,
07:47but it's always nice to chase curiosity.
07:50It's so weird.
