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00:08www.mesmerism.info
00:08Per me to talk about the man I have become
00:10you need to know about the man I was
00:14I was 15
00:15when I joined the UVF
00:17the Ulster Volunteer Force
00:20At that time there were riots
00:21on the streets every week
00:23petrol bombs everyday
00:25and it was like we were under siege
00:28you have to understand
00:29the mindset
00:31once you're in you will do anything
00:33you will kill anyone
00:37she says
00:37this isn't about men who have become the man
00:39they have become that you have become
00:41or something I don't know
00:42we want you to meet the man that killed your brother face to face
00:54he's always there
00:55in my head
00:58and I don't know where to go
01:02this is the question
01:03we are all wanting the answer to
01:06truth and reconciliation
01:09what's at stake
01:10is it possible
01:19time will heal
01:20I say
01:22years just get heavier
01:23nobody tells you that
01:25the man shot my brother three times in the head
01:27the man is having the life of Riley
01:29do I shake his hand
01:31or do I kill him?
01:34well killing him wouldn't be good for you
01:37not good for me
01:40my five minutes of heaven
01:44how would that not be good for me?
01:45you
01:48you
01:52you
01:54you
