00:00I mean, you're only on this planet for so long
00:05Go for it now
00:08Patrick had something about him that was very rugged
00:11But that also had that beautiful, gentle, sensuous ability to move
00:20Patrick performed like he had something to prove
00:23He was a gymnast? A world class cowboy? A ballet dancer? Really?
00:29I was just looking for any way to make a mark
00:31I remember watching Patrick and thinking, yeah, that was so good
00:35He charmed everyone
00:36He'd find a way in and make you just fall in love with him
00:39As soon as we started dancing, it was just like
00:42It was important to be great
00:44He carried that over in his life
00:46He'd be bubbly and fun
00:48And then as soon as he's by himself and alone, he would just crash
00:52I have these demons that run around in my insides
00:55I've done everything in the world thinking I'm going to get rid of them
00:58I don't know if it ever will
01:00We had so many challenging things to deal with, but I still loved them
01:04There was an innate loneliness, and I think that's where his art came from
01:08Ready or not, here comes Mama
01:11To be taken seriously, he really needed to work harder
01:17Pain don't hurt
01:19That's him coming out of a plane, and it's in the movie
01:22Would everybody do that?
01:23Not a chance in hell
01:25When you're a master of your body physically
01:27You think you are larger than any disease
01:33Whenever anything good in my life happens, I'm just afraid I'm going to lose it
01:37This was raw courage of somebody who knew they were going to die
01:42But wasn't making an issue of it
01:43We showed them that the human spirit is still alive
01:47What Patrick accomplished in his life, very few people get to accomplish
01:51I'm just afraid of being a man who's a boy
02:04I'm just afraid I'm just afraid of being a man who's a boy
02:06Grazie a tutti.