00:00I always said, I love you.
00:01I'm grateful.
00:02So when he went, and he had two weeks in hospital,
00:05and it was sad, I was able to manage that stuff,
00:09be strong with my parents, and grieve.
00:11Now, I don't know whether it will hit me.
00:13You know, I cried, but, you know,
00:15because I basically, we had to go and agree
00:17to have palliative care, to switch it off.
00:20And this is a carnage where you sit in a room
00:22and the nurse says, he's not going to get better, doctor.
00:24And you're in the other room, he goes,
00:25well, just give him a thumbs up.
00:26And you're like, we're basically signing for him
00:29to stop treatment, to then, to eventually, to die.
00:32And I'm like, well, hold on a minute.
00:33I thought you said he was, I came in, he's going out.
00:35Yeah, I'm not, this is very weird.
00:38That's really weird, yeah.
00:38So you sign it, and anyway,
00:40we sign for the palliative care,
00:41and we came in, everyone's sad.
00:43And then you start having to talk about the funeral.
00:44Like, what are you going to do with the funeral?
00:45I was like, he's not dead yet.
00:46So it's just very, very odd things
00:47you don't think you're going to have to experience.
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