00:00Being a girl boss is not just about the gravitas or the power or the tindig that comes with entering
00:07or when you have meetings or creating the product.
00:10It's so much more than that for me.
00:12I think I was born with a grateful heart.
00:15Throw anything at me and I'd still give you a smile.
00:17If I make mistakes, I'm sorry I'm only human.
00:20If I don't make mistakes, then I'll be able to find my Lord.
00:28Hi, welcome.
00:29Welcome to Fashion Week again.
00:31Today is officially the start.
00:33And I am going to open my fortune cookie.
00:36Ha!
00:37One per day.
00:38Prosperity flows to you like a river to the sea.
00:43I don't know if it's the age or it's just really a far trip, but I just thought, I'm still
00:48able to.
00:50It's really a moment.
00:53I hate my feelings because I feel like I'm so proud of it.
00:57But it's really hard to think about the content.
01:02I want to stay there.
01:05I don't know.
01:07I don't know.
01:08You're like, oh, man.
01:10I don't know.
01:11I hate.
01:12I'm not going to spend my money together.
01:16I don't know.
01:18I don't know.
01:19I don't know.
01:19He knows it today.
01:21But we're not yet done.
01:25I have to dress up now?
01:28Ten minutes.
01:30Bracelet ko!
01:34Sabi ko nga ba eh.
01:36Meron talagang kapalit.
01:39Wait, na ano siya? Bracelet.
01:41Ayun!
01:42Ha?
01:44Twink ka. Hindi ka nama uulit sa akin.
01:47Ha, bahad?
01:47Na hulog ba yan?
01:48It's raining.
01:49I can't even believe that you've never been to Paris.
01:54You've been to Europe everywhere.
01:57Your family is from Asturias.
02:01Where is that northern tip of Spain?
02:05Right next to the border.
02:07But you've never been to Paris.
02:10Well, here's the answer.
02:12I used to have memories here with weird people.
02:16And then it changed because I brought my team here.
02:20So we replaced it.
02:21And then now, another wonderful moment is with you.
02:24So look.
02:26It's pretty, right?
02:27Mom, you're free.
02:33Let me think about it.
02:35If you're a good girl.
02:36I used to hear that a lot!
02:39What?
02:39Oh my God!
02:40A flashback.
02:41Mom, can you buy me this?
02:43If you're a good girl, I'll get you this.
02:47She always told me that when I was a kid.
02:51But you were always good.
02:53I have to say.
02:53It's only when she became an adolescent.
02:56Oh my God.
02:57Difficult.
02:58The headache!
03:00Oh my God!
03:01What would you always say?
03:02Pork it, you'll see me, huh?
03:04Pork it, you'll see me, Mom!
03:08You stay?
03:09You stay?
03:10You stay?
03:11You stay?
03:11You stay?
03:11You stay?
03:13You don't walk the way you walk.
03:15You don't talk.
03:15That is true, though.
03:17You don't talk the way you talk if it weren't for me.
03:21But look where you are.
03:22I know!
03:23Who's your sister?
03:25CPO!
03:25Oh!
03:26Mama, Eiffel Tower.
03:29Hi!
03:30See you when I see you.
03:34Who casted my mommy in Devil Wears Prada?
03:37She would...
03:38Oh my God.
03:38Everybody would just...
03:39She's actually that.
03:41As a momager,
03:43she was that.
03:44That's my momager.
03:46Yes, ma tita.
03:47OMG.
03:48She.
03:48Yeah, you look so good.
03:50That's really the best for you.
03:50Tita na.
03:51Go Kylie, go!
03:53Go Kylie, go!
03:54Go Kylie, go!
03:55Why is no one ready?
03:58How strict were you like,
04:00when in terms of like,
04:01why didn't you approve of a lot of men?
04:04A mom will always want the best.
04:06Yeah.
04:07Of the lot.
04:08And I guess...
04:11I was very critical about who I would approve for you.
04:16Yeah.
04:16It's not really allowing you to date until you were 18, I think.
04:20No, no.
04:20Not even 18.
04:21No.
04:22I was 19 when I really officially started dating outside showbizpa.
04:27Yeah.
04:28It's always her fault.
04:29You told me...
04:29You told me something.
04:31I didn't know.
04:32I'm sorry.
04:33Yeah, but...
04:34You told me something about...
04:34But it's because when we were young,
04:36I was 19.
04:38We're not talking about anybody in show business.
04:39We're talking about my very first boyfriend.
04:41And then of course,
04:43here she goes again.
04:44She's being...
04:57You told me something.
05:03You told me something.
05:03I know.
05:04But he was young.
05:05I was young too.
05:08I know.
05:09It's okay.
05:10I get it.
05:10You know what I mean.
05:12I know, Jimmy.
05:12I feel like the quality of my wish was to not care too much.
05:18I bleed too much for the things that I cannot control.
05:22I bleed too much for people that don't truly care about me.
05:27You should say that you have to believe that they never existed.
05:30They're the figment of your imagination.
05:32And that's it.
05:33You woke up from a bad dream.
05:36That's what I wish.
05:37That's what I wish.
05:38Because she can really turn off her emotions.
05:41No matter how long she's been there.
05:44I wish I had the guts to be that.
05:46I don't.
05:47Yeah.
05:48She's kind of too kind.
05:50To her fault.
05:52You know.
05:52To be sorry.
05:54Maybe you have to cut it off.
05:56She...
05:57Sometimes people can take advantage of her.
06:02Because she's just too giving.
06:03And I guess this trip was very special.
06:06Because...
06:07I mean, aside from...
06:10I...
06:1020 years ago was the last mom that we traveled together.
06:14It's a very pivotal moment in my life.
06:18Where I...
06:19Also kind of...
06:20I feel like I was stripped off of everything.
06:23And all the pressures back at home.
06:27And...
06:27You know...
06:30It's in pain.
06:30Mental health.
06:33And so I feel like I really...
06:36I really needed my healing.
06:39And...
06:39You always run back to your mom.
06:41For healing.
06:42To remind yourself.
06:44Of who you truly are.
06:46That no matter what they throw at you.
06:49You'll be powerless.
06:51Diba?
06:52And you will rise again.
06:54I didn't understand yet...
06:56That you were just protecting me from...
06:59What I've seen.
07:01and the world from the world and you know and it's a cruel you're right about that it's it's
07:11tough it's a cruel it's a cruel world and you will really lose yourself I feel like now I may
07:20not I mean I'm better I may not be yet the woman at 40 I don't think you'll ever be
07:28it
07:29you're always evolving but I know that you're getting there yeah no matter what
07:35they do I will stand up you will still rise she'll rise above all this that's what I'm telling her
07:49and she saw that and she saw my discipline because she gave that to me
07:58I am me because of her and I am me because she stood up for herself
08:04okay
08:08okay
08:08okay lang ako na batok batukat ako ni Angelica kasi gusto gusto ko talaga siya my friend eh
08:14ako attracted talaga ako siya strong women siya talaga strong personality very strong
08:22So, sobrahan.
08:24Tapos yun, meron kami isang turning point na nangailangan yung kaibigan namin ng tulong.
08:30Hawak-hawak natin yung kamay niya.
08:32Alam mo siya, baliw. Sobra kang baliw.
08:35Pero feeling ko, doon kita minahal, doon ko nakita yung, ay baliw siya, kaya ko siyang maging friend.
08:42Nag-invento mo naman siya na may sakit siya, na hindi na siya magtatagal sa earth.
08:48Tapos talagang complete with tears and ano talaga.
08:52Tapos parang kami ni Camille noon, umiiyak na talaga kami doon sa loob ng room.
08:55Kasi parang, ha?
08:57Bakit?
08:58Tapos parang, ako naman, parang naguguluhan, no?
09:01Kasi parang, ha? Hindi naman pa kami close.
09:04Baka pwede pa ako mag-back out dito sa friendship, no?
09:06Parang naman masyadong masakta.
09:08Pa, don't you worry, nothing's changed.
09:09Minsan may ganun pa rin akong episode.
09:12Diba?
09:13Ganun pa rin naman.
09:14Sobrang baliw. Tapos may poknot.
09:15May poknot yan, si Hart.
09:18Yan.
09:18Yan daw yung sanhinusangat niya na yung pamatay na niya.
09:22Yung poknot niya.
09:23Kasi niwala natin na sa iswa ko, pwede maging cancer.
09:27Ayun kasi sa namin, doktor.
09:29Kasi yun yung bubog ko.
09:30Grabe, yung iyak si Camille.
09:32Iyak na ng iyak.
09:32Nagkaroon tayo ng misunderstanding.
09:35I think sa mga choices naman talaga natin sa buhay.
09:39Tapos parang, yun yung ginustuhan at ginusto nating panindigan eh.
09:44Nung mga times na yun.
09:44Oo.
09:45So parang kahit from afar, parang, sigurado ka ba?
09:48Happy ka dyan?
09:49Yung may ganun.
09:50Oo eh.
09:50Tapos parang defensive.
09:51Isa, defensive ako.
09:53Tapos parang hanggang sa, hindi na kami nag-usap.
09:55Kaya nung one time tumawag siya sa akin sa, ano, yun yung nag-pass away si Madam.
10:02Random na ramdam ko na, shucks.
10:05Masakit ito, masakit ito.
10:06Because of my love for her and my love for Madam Claudia.
10:12I really needed to go.
10:14Parang ganyan.
10:15So, nag-text ako sa kanya.
10:16Wala ka nun eh nang pumunta ako.
10:18Actually, nag-iwan ka ng letter.
10:20Tapos, sobrang gulat ko.
10:23Pagdating ko, sabi sa akin,
10:24Kuya Apey, Angel, pinapaabot ni Heart.
10:28Nagpunta siya dito kanina.
10:29Sa akin, si Heart?
10:33As in, grabe yung iya ko na parang,
10:35Anong oras?
10:36Pati niyo ako tinawagan?
10:37Iya ko.
10:38Kasi parang, yun yung, of course, yun yung pinakmalungkot na pwedeng mangyari para sa'yo.
10:43Of course.
10:44Then parang magpaalam ka sa magulang mo na,
10:47biglaan eh, hindi ka pin-repair na, hindi ko siya nakitang tumanda.
10:50Hindi siya nagpaalagay.
10:51Tsaka hindi siya nagkasakit.
10:53So, parang, ah,
10:57wala, regardless sa inis niyo sa isa't isa.
11:00And of course, wala ka nang nararamdaman ganun.
11:02Bakit kindness yung naramdaman mo?
11:04And parang gusto mong yakapin yung taong yun.
11:06Parang, nasan siya?
11:08Sinan siya?
11:08Ngayon, saan ko siya pupangkahan?
11:10He will always be my pal.
11:12Like, as in, there's nothing wrong or nothing that you can do.
11:17Kasi ganun kita kamahal.
11:19Masyadong solid yung core memories ko sa'yo.
11:21First love mo rin can be a sister or a friend.
11:24First love kita.
11:27Talagang crush na kita.
11:28First crush talaga.
11:29Yes!
11:30And then, ang samasama na loob ko, kasi may article sa Star Studio, na sinabi mong crush, may crush ka
11:36galingin, Joyce Jimenez.
11:37And then, I find this girl from the deodorant commercial, pretty.
11:43So I was like, that's me.
11:44No, when I got that, parang I had to act like a fanatic.
11:50Tapos napaka-mysterious niya.
11:52Shocks na gwapo niya.
11:54And then, hindi talaga niya ako gusto.
11:57Anyway, I'm back to my own.
11:58Hindi talaga niya ako gusto.
12:00Ayaw niya sa.
12:01So with what I do, you, I mean, it's so important to have a team that is really there.
12:07For you, and that understands everything.
12:09Hindi talaga ito madaling trabaho.
12:11Because hindi ko kayang gawin to by myself.
12:14Sometimes you really need a whole village behind you.
12:16Because hihimatayin ka, and that has happened to me before.
12:19If you want to stay in the industry forever.
12:21Hindi talaga pwede na aura-aura na.
12:23Hindi pwede talaga na.
12:24You have videos that are aura-aura.
12:27For me, I really love cinematic aura videos.
12:30Because that's the glamour side, the beauty side, cinematic side.
12:35It's very important to have this.
12:37When creating a video, you have to be educational.
12:40And why would you like to enjoy this content that I'm creating?
12:43Of this couture dress that sometimes we will never be able to wear.
12:47Oh my god!
12:49Guys!
12:50No way!
12:53Ang ganda!
12:57Ganda!
12:57Some energy shots.
13:00This is the room.
13:03Aww, thank you!
13:06So much we can do.
13:09So much content.
13:12OA.
13:13In OA, it's going to go to OA.
13:17It's going to go to OA.
13:19I'm going to go to OA now.
13:20It's going to go to OA.
13:23Aww, guys!
13:25It's going to go to OA.
13:26It's going to go to OA.
13:27Do you see this?
13:28What?
13:29You have your own stamp.
13:30What?
13:32You have your own stamp.
13:32Ano?
13:33Hardly bang Melissa stamp.
13:34Oh my god!
13:36Super!
13:38Wow!
13:41Wait!
13:42Wait!
13:42I'm going to compare it now.
13:43Ang ganda!
13:45Ang ganda talaga ni Kendall Jenner.
13:46So, nakita namin siya.
13:47Ang ganda talaga niya.
13:48Sis, mukha akong si...
13:50Mukha akong si Lord of the Rings.
13:52Siya si...
13:53Siya yung goddess na matangka niyo.
13:55Let your heart shine, Kendall!
13:57Woohoo!
13:59Kaya siya pinagpala dahil.
14:01Kendall fans.
14:02Yes!
14:03Ang sweet niya.
14:05Kasi talagang nagsasign siya.
14:07Pero yun.
14:08Sinigaw lang namin na
14:10dahil mabiit siya kaya siya successful.
14:12Huwag na reincarnate ako.
14:13I do have beautiful things.
14:17But I am a, you know,
14:20through and through fashion girly.
14:22I thrift my stuff.
14:23I go to Ukay Ukay.
14:25I iniikot ko lahat yan.
14:26And some of these things,
14:28it's the way you put it together
14:29that makes it look expensive.
14:31It's you that will make it look expensive.
14:34You just, you have to just be creative.
14:36Again, you don't have to spend so much.
14:40It's just using your imagination.
14:42It's not even about what's in trend.
14:45Kasi minsan dun tayo nabubudol eh.
14:48Business minded naman din sila.
14:49Pero para sa atin mga girly girls,
14:52hindi tayo pwedeng mandala.
14:54Kailangan talaga maabilidad.
14:56And whatever makes you feel good,
14:59that's what will automatically look good.
15:01So, I recently sold five pieces,
15:05five sets of my turquoise sets,
15:09earring and ring.
15:11Meron din ako na, ano na,
15:12I call it high jewelry na gawa ko,
15:14heart jewels or the love me edit.
15:16Nabenta ko din yun.
15:17Sourcing ko talaga,
15:19dyan ako matsaga.
15:20At dyan ako magaling.
15:21Kasi magaling ako tumawad.
15:24And, magaling ako makikita ng bato.
15:27I go to Thailand.
15:29I go to Gem District.
15:30I go to Hong Kong Jewelry Fair.
15:33I go to Japan.
15:35I have friends also na mga taga-India.
15:41So, ganyan.
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