00:01Here I am again. Just staying outside my house. Trying to think about my life. All the dreams I had
00:11when I was younger. I wanted to be an astronaut. I could have been a policeman. I wanted to fly.
00:22I wanted to be a pilot.
00:24So many dreams I had. And here I am now. Walking in an office. In front of a computer every
00:33day. Killing myself. I wish I could be a boy again. And just you know. Become an astronaut. But I
00:44don't have the money to be an astronaut. I ain't happy with my life in any way. I want to
00:51run away.
00:53Leave my family behind.
00:57Go to Mount Fiji. Go to Antarctica. I want an escape from this life. It's so meaningless and so hopeless.
01:09I hate the hopelessness of my life. I want something new. I just wish I could go back to being
01:18a boy. And change a lot of things.
01:23Make myself into something else. You know. Then I'll become an astronaut. I'd have jumped out of school. I hated
01:31school. But somehow I completed it. I wish I could be a boy again.
01:37But literally just wanted to get to be a boy again. Let's go back to speeding home.
01:37Let's go back and read. Okay. I was gonna get to the doctor today. We should love people now.
01:37We'll be working together. You know. Do I have a girl again. Let's go to大 shit.
