00:01Oh, hello.
00:02Hallo, Maria.
00:03Wir wissen nicht, ob Sie wollen in einer Dokumentarie teilnehmen.
00:07Aber egal, Sie wollen Geld für die Dette.
00:09Ja!
00:10Ich weiß nicht, ob das funktioniert.
00:11Aber vielleicht haben wir keine Ethik hier.
00:14Was?
00:15Wenn ich zu Los Angeles first moved bin,
00:17ich wollte zu sein und fahmisch.
00:21Aber dann habe ich herausgefunden,
00:23über Klerikoworker.
00:26Ich wusste nicht, was sie war.
00:28Was ist eine kleine Gesetzeskollung?
00:30Wir machen etwas anders hier.
00:33Was ich jetzt?
00:35So, hold on, es wird ein wilder Fahrrad.
00:39Aber es nie ist.
00:41Es fühlt sich als ob du ein Lobster mit einem Schuss hat,
00:45und es fühlt sich jedes Mal in der簇,
00:48Mami hat mich recently gesagt,
00:49Hey, wenn du nicht wearigend,
00:51du schaust,
00:53du schaust.
00:54Now I'm sure to wear thick green eyeshadow
00:57and a line of lipstick around my lips.
01:02Baby, look pretty now, Mommy.
01:07When I was around nine or ten,
01:09I remember just feeling like there is something desperately wrong with me.
01:13I was a bit of a dark kid growing up.
01:15Occasionally I'd stage my own death for fun.
01:19My mom would say, sometimes I just couldn't find you in the house.
01:22And I just thought, we're just going to have to drag the lake.
01:26I'd always known I had depression and there was bipolar in my family.
01:31But at a certain point, I started feeling extremely depressed.
01:34Marie was on this very, very risky adventure of becoming a comedian.
01:39It did give me some relief being on stage.
01:41There's a lot of memes out there for health that are sort of like,
01:45Hey, tell someone about it.
01:49Hey, you'll get help.
01:51It feels emotionally honest.
01:53Think of all the people for whom her experience is real.
01:55It's all funny and heartbreaking at the same time.
01:57She's my favorite comedian.
01:59I am not a good time.
02:02I am an assignment from a therapist.
02:04I am something comics go to see to go, huh.
02:07Maria is just a true net positive in this world.
02:13Old MacDonald had a pterodactyl.
02:18E-I-E-I-O with a...
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02:38Untertitelung des ZDF, 2020