00:00when it comes to that the john gosselin of it all what do you think are still like the lingering
00:03misconceptions i mean obviously the homewrecker label that's been something that a cheap shot
00:08that's been like i've been erring numerous times over that yeah i feel like people are gonna learn
00:14like here's this villain that this the the world because the world made up this film so people
00:19expecting me to be like this like bulldog of like like a danielle staub situation like people would
00:25compare and it's like i'm over here i mean i'm not i'm in my own world i'm rollerblading smoking my
00:31babe i prefer a joint are you still friends with john gosselin yeah we're very close family yeah
00:36we're actually all having he's in this week we're actually all having dinner on friday wow how does
00:41he feel about you being a real housewife he's just like well deserved and you know adrian schwartz who
00:48you know well so i'm having dinner with her john and colin because he's on his book tour here i
00:53am
00:53so proud of colin i'm so very proud because to grow up with a mother that's you know i'm not
01:00gonna sit here and disrespect anyone else's you know mom but i'm very proud of colin and i'm very
01:04proud of him that he has this platform to be able to tell his story and his experience and he's
01:10a
01:10wonderful young man and it's great too that him and john have a great relationship to help support
01:15on the release of this book too which also is very telling you know what i mean and john did
01:21save him from you know helped him and took him out of this home he was placed in and you
01:26know
01:26colin's a wonderful kid the irony is he's 22 when i was 22 and all this that's you know what
01:32i mean
01:32and so on roni we we learned from you that it was your mom who wanted you to date john
01:38gosselin
01:39that she was john's friend why did she want you to date him i really don't know the workings on
01:45that
01:45because i was so young and don't ask questions how do you because we see in the episode the most
01:49recent episode when you and her are talking about that she was saying no one understands how traumatic
01:56it was for her how do you feel when your mom says things like that you know it's not an
02:01easy topic
02:02because i also want to keep a certain level of respect even though like but you know when you grow
02:07up and your mom makes everything about her and this whole situation was about her when it's like
02:14clearly you know i can only say so much yeah but then when you see it a lot of my
02:18life is
02:18unbelievable until you see it with your own eyes yeah and it seems like you guys do have a good
02:22relationship too which is i mean we're not talking right now just it's not even it's okay look you
02:29come to a point of like because of she's in denial of the way they edited her when there's no
02:36editing
02:36going on here this is what it was like i accept who she is i accept and then sometimes you
02:41just have
02:41to surrender to it's very powerful to surrender to what you can't change surrender means just being
02:49like you know what it is what it is and i have to stop paralyzing myself and my growth i
02:55don't need
02:55don't need the validation
02:56you
