00:07Jay didn't like you.
00:09Yeah, I know.
00:10No, he didn't like you at all.
00:12He kept on reminding me that you broke my heart.
00:15That's my deepest regret.
00:18It was just the most amazing things.
00:21I told him that I was going to be with you.
00:24It didn't matter what he had to say.
00:25You know what he did? He gave his blessing.
00:30Because he'd rather see me happy than be right.
00:34I have a lot of respect for you, but...
00:35He was the only thing good and horrible.
00:39Horrible family of mine.
00:43Penthouse in New York was hell.
00:50It was like a hall of statues.
00:54Nothing was real.
00:55Everything was fake except Jay.
01:01Jay was real.
01:05Jay was warm.
01:06And Jay was love.
01:10Oh my God, everything about me physically hurts right now.
01:17Son, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere.
01:20Is Nathan really gone?
01:22God bless you.
