00:04about sa hawaii yung nahuli ka na nag-violate ng quarantine anong take mo doon parang did you
00:12consider that as bashing yung bashing sa'yo noong pandemic na yon about that topic or criticism
00:19hindi din kasi ako in-advise noon na magbasa ng comments noon eh noong time na yon masisira
00:24pero ang lalaga pero for sure for sure mixture of criticism and bashing lang yun na parang
00:31syempre some of some people will take that opportunity to say something mean to you
00:36they will take that opportunity na parang ay ito na meron na tayo reason para sabihin
00:41masakit yun masakit talaga sa akin yun kasi may mga parts dun na hindi totoo na lumabas
00:47may mga parts dun na pwede mong i-explain pa yung sarili mo pwede mong ipaliwanag sa mga tao
00:52kung ano talaga yung nangyari pero noong time kasi na yun clouded na feeling ko yung
00:58clouded na yung perspective sa'yo yung judgment ng tao
01:01kahit anong nabuo na
01:02oo nabuo na so kahit ano pang sabihin mo hindi mali ka
01:06may mali naman talaga ako dun
01:07so dun ako nagfocus ano yung mali ko paano ko siya ayusin paano ka harap sa mga tao
01:13kailangan mo talaga kasing humarap sa mga tao
01:16you have to show up
01:17eto yung trabaho natin
01:18kailangan mo mag show up
01:20kailangan mo magbago
01:22kanina nabanggit mo yung tokol sa bashers
01:25na parang clouded na yung judgment nila
01:28na kahit mag-explain ka parang damned if you do
01:30damned if you don't
01:31so do you make an effort
01:33na you turn
01:35to turn your haters into like
01:37likers to fans
01:40before ano ko yan
01:41ginagawa ko yan lagi kasi lagi kong
01:43sinasabi sa sarili ko hindi kailangan mo ipaliwanag
01:46kasi minsan may mga bashing
01:48naman na talagang hindi naman yun yung nangyari
01:50kailangan mong ipaliwanag
01:51para akong merong laging
01:53kailangan gawin
01:55o ipatunayan lagi sa mga tao
01:57pero ngayong tumatanda na ako
01:5925 years old na ako
02:01like
02:01grabe
02:02grabe ka naman
02:03pormenu ka naman
02:04ayoko na
02:05tuwi na ako
02:08hindi kumbaga yung frontal logo
02:10chanis lang
02:11chanis lang
02:11mika
02:12maranda yung splice
02:13na walk out kami
02:16chanis lang mika
02:17we love you
02:18kumbaga
02:19tumatanda ka na
02:20nauhubog ka na ng panahon
02:22alam mo na
02:23alam mo na
02:24kung ano yung mga dapat mong ipaliwanag sa ibang tao
02:26kung ano yung dapat na
02:27sa'yo na lang muna
02:28na okay na yan
02:30masama
02:31okay na lang yun
02:32masama talaga ugali ko
02:33dyan na yun
02:34pero alam mo
02:35yung mood mo ngayon
02:36yung aura mo
02:38parang
02:39ganun
02:39ang chill mo
02:40parang carefree
02:42hindi naman
02:42wala kang care
02:44but you're carefree
02:45ano mo
02:45buo ka
02:47kilala mo yung sarili mo
02:49sobrang daming nangyari sa akin
02:51especially this year
02:52and last year
02:53feeling ko
02:54hinubog ako ng
02:55ng mundo at ng panginoon
02:57I thank my therapies
02:59and I thank the meds
03:00and I thank
03:02nice
03:02and I thank
03:03myself for working out
03:05taking care of myself
03:07yun yun
03:07yun talaga yun
03:10kasi
03:11walang ibang makakapag-angat
03:12kundi sarili mo lang
03:14you have to make
03:15you have to make
03:16a conscious decision
03:17to take care of yourself
03:18and to choose
03:19who you wanna hear
03:21yun talaga
03:22conscious decision talaga
03:23kung saan mo
03:24ilalagay yung sarili mo
03:25pero ito
03:26and then
03:26and then
03:27and then
03:33and then
03:34You
