00:00I think I used to feel really like I've had a big shift away from I think I
00:05used to feel really like labor focused about art in general if it was walking
00:11in and seeing a painting and doing that like I kind of taken more than ten
00:16minutes or whatever and I felt like to justify I had to be in the studio for
00:21like months at a time and like just in there that's your imposter syndrome
00:26speaking because that's how I'm the same yeah I mean so sometimes it's fun but
00:33sometimes they're like you're doing it because you feel you should do it because
00:37you need to stay ahead of the game or you need to keep proving that you are who you
00:41say you are I mean there are good sides to it but there's a point where it just
00:45doesn't give you anything back and it can really freak you out because you couldn't
00:49you've been there for weeks and nothing's happening
