00:00the tragedy you know that's happened to me it's changed me and and it's honestly like made me a
00:06better person before i based everything off my looks and then you know after the incidents
00:10definitely made me more humble i asked my best friend i was like how have i changed and she
00:15first thing she says like you're more humble you think before you speak and that is something i
00:19never did i mean i just i mean yeah boisterous i actually do care if i hurt you because
00:25i've been through so much i don't want nobody to feel what i felt you know when i was going
00:29through the trauma the abuse i just wanted to hurt other people but then you know now that you know
00:35he's he's gone and i'm trying to heal i want to do nothing but heal heal everyone else the incident
00:41wasn't karma on me no it was just a sad tragic event that happened i felt like i never did
00:49have a voice
00:50so now i'm shouting and screaming at the top of my lungs i thought that like i had to have
00:56someone
00:56in order to feel valued or validated and i i needed that love from them i am great at choosing
01:02friends like if you have those people around you and they're making you feel bad about something that
01:08you can't help and just cut them off like that negativity and the people that say your dreams are
01:13too big then you look at them and say your world's too small i'm proud of the girl i was
01:17but also the
01:18woman that that has transformed everything that's happened to me it has molded me and shaped me to
01:25become a better human being and to be a better person
