00:04What are the things that you were in your 20s when you were in your 20s?
00:30But it was really not work and I was always late. I remember you were showing that clip with Dina
00:41Bond, our clip.
00:42Yeah, okay.
00:44I forgot the question but I noticed that she didn't like me because I was always late on the set
00:51which was true.
00:56You don't respect your work when you're late because you're not respecting their time, right?
01:04So when I was younger, I was like that. I would always be in the clubs also late at night.
01:12In my 20s, I was always dancing, I was always having a good time, nagpupuyat ako and then I would
01:20say,
01:20I'm not feeling well to work in the morning.
01:24You know what? I didn't like my job.
01:27It was only in my 20s when I was given an opportunity to come back to work.
01:35It wasn't this recently in the 2011 timeless beauty that I used as a timeless beauty.
01:41It was right before I got married and then I was given a second chance by Mother Lily.
01:48Doon ko na realize.
01:49Doon ko na realize na I really love what I do. I love acting and let me give it the
01:56full love and professionalism and care that it should have.
02:05And that's when I started, you know, I think I got nominated for awards back then and then grow ulit
02:14yung pagmamahal ng producer sa akin.
02:19Right. And it took a journey. What I'm hearing is it took a journey.
02:23May simula talaga, bata ka. You won, binibiling Pilipinas International and then you became a movie star.
02:29Everything came very fast.
02:30Correct. At napakabata mo.
02:31Oo, at the time.
02:3316, 17, 18, 19.
02:35I never had a normal teenage life.
02:38Yes.
02:39That was what happened to me.
02:40And we totally get it.
02:43Pero isa pa na nanonotice namin na matagal na dito sa industriyang ito, bakit wala kang naging boyfriend na artista?
02:53Who said wala?
02:56That's why I asked, that's why I framed the question that way.
03:00Actually, you know, marami akong maliligaw na artista.
03:04Pero officially wala akong naging, and unofficially wala talaga ako naging boyfriend.
03:09And that's the question. Bakit? Deliberate yun.
03:12Because, um, I never really found anybody that interesting.
03:19Okay.
03:20I mean, I'm not somebody who determines if, but I'm not into looks so much.
03:29I'm not into looks. I'm more of, you know, who you are inside.
03:34And if you happen to be handsome or beautiful, it's a bonus na lang siya.
03:40Okay.
03:40Pero sa totoo lang, I don't really care about yung labas na kaanyuan mo.
03:46I really, what really matters to me is what's in your heart.
03:49Ano ang advantage ng hindi taga showbiz na manliligaw?
03:54Um, they're just different animals.
03:58You know, kasi when you're in show business, your mentality is all about, a lot of times, vanity.
04:04I really never found anybody that sincere.
04:07I'm not saying wala, but during my time, I didn't really click with anybody in show business.
04:12Let's go to the next post.
04:14Mm-hmm.
04:15I'm a different person to another.
04:16I am bad to some people.
04:18I am kind to others.
04:20I'm useless to certain individuals.
04:22I am talented to some and quiet to some people.
04:25I have these different versions of myself that people love and hate, and I'm okay with it.
04:41Mm-hmm.
04:42Actually, I have another post coming.
04:46Because, um, like if I say something, sometimes nakaka-offend ako, but it is the truth.
04:56And many times, the truth hurts.
04:59So, it's not now wala akong filter or preno.
05:04It's just that sometimes you have to accept it.
05:08Na, even if it's my opinion, it still belongs to me, and that's what I think.
05:14If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong.
05:16But, um, for me, that's the truth.
05:19If it's, if it's not your truth, then you won't be affected.
05:23Pero maraming nagkagalit minsan.
05:25So, affected sila.
05:26Valid.
05:27Ako, valid ang boses mo.
05:29Kahit, ah, colliding with my own opinions.
05:34But, ah, it took a while for me.
05:36It took a journey to accept that people are just different.
05:40You know, ibang pananaw, ibang, ah, perspective.
05:43Alis, pag sinasabi ng mga tao na suplada ka, I mean, do you take it, ah, how do you react?
05:52I think talagang suplada ako.
05:53Oh, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
06:00No, no, no, no, okay.
06:01Mmm.
06:03Let's rephrase that.
06:04Mahirap akong lapitan.
06:07Mmm, mmm.
06:08Okay.
06:08Yun.
06:09Is that suplada?
06:12Everybody's laughing, eh.
06:13Is that suplada?
06:14Mahirap akong lapitan.
06:16Bahagi siguro yan.
06:17I'm very guarded kasi.
06:19Uh-oh.
06:19And parang, unfortunately, ah, if there's, I'm so bad.
06:29I'm sorry but, if, if there's nothing that I can gather from what you're telling me, the information, I'm not
06:43interested.
06:45Is that suplada?
06:47I think.
06:48It is, oh, it is.
06:50I'm sorry.
06:51Then, yeah.
06:51It's a choice.
06:52I mean, you know, you're firm.
06:54Uh, you know who you are.
06:56Yeah.
06:56If it's not interesting, you're not gonna engage my attention.
07:00That's why you don't wanna waste anybody's time.
07:02Uh-oh.
07:02Including yours.
07:03Uh-oh.
07:03So...
07:04Diba?
07:05That's who you are.
07:06But you're like that sometimes, too.
07:09I probably would just smile a bit more.
07:13Okay.
07:14Pero naintidianan natin yan.
07:41There's a breath.
