00:00My relationships was rocky for a long time. I did from the time I was um 21 up until maybe
00:0725, 26
00:09and then I stopped being promiscuous. This guy I thought I trusted when I was my dealer. He
00:16and I got pregnant and my daughter now was 33. I tried to abort her but I was already four
00:23months
00:23and they wouldn't do it. So after I had my daughter I still was doing because my head was so
00:28messed up
00:29right. My aunt finds me on the street and told me my mom was sick again and she needed somebody
00:34to
00:34take care of her. So they asked me to take care of her. Mind you she's still with the same
00:38person. As
00:39time went on I found out why my mom never helped me. My mom was abused by her brother's friend
00:46at
00:46nine years old and she told my grandmother and she didn't believe her. My mother still to this day
00:51blames me. My favorite uncle he knows and he confronted him about it. I didn't know this.
00:57He just told him that his time is coming. I know my mom is still I know he's still with
01:01my mom but I
01:02don't deal with them or nothing. My brother we don't have a relationship because of it. He blames me
01:09for not helping him. I didn't know he was getting abused. So I have a daughter. We have a daughter
01:14that's 19 with my husband and I I'm so proud of she's not into the stuff that I was doing
01:19and I protect
01:20her and the man that's in my life. He's good to her. I've been out cleaning up now for like
01:2530 years
01:26years and I did it on my own.
