00:09I'm tired, but I'm still here I don't sleep much, I just close my eyes
00:19Same old memories, same old lies I tell everybody that I'm doing fine
00:26Then I sit alone and lose my mind I got messages I never send
00:33People I missed it, I don't call again I got a heart that learned to act strong
00:40But it breaks a little when the night gets low
00:44And when the beat stops, I hear the truth I was just a child when I had to move
00:52I learned to survive before I knew peace Now we even good days, feel hard to believe
00:59I've been talking to the dark like he knows my name Running from the past, but it follows me the
01:06same
01:07Oh mama, I learned how to smile through the pain But every single night I relive it all again
01:14I've been trying to heal, but I never explained Carrying away that nobody can name
01:22Oh mama, if I cry, I don't think I'm ashamed I'm just tired of being strong through the pain
01:29Some days I laugh like nothing's wrong Then one small sound takes me back too long
01:36Blue lights, loud doors, silence in the room Little things still put me back through wounds
01:44I don't blame life, but I can't forget All the fears that I carry in my chest
01:49I made it far, but it follows me still Like a shadow sitting on my windowsill
01:58And when the beat stops, I hear the truth I was just a child when I had to move
02:06I learned to survive before I knew peace Now we even good days, feel hard to believe
02:13I've been talking to the dark like he knows my name Running from the past, but it follows me the
02:20same
02:21Oh mama, I learned how to smile through the pain But every single night I relive it all again
02:28I've been trying to heal, but I never explained Carrying away that nobody can name
02:35Oh mama, if I cry, I don't think I'm ashamed I'm just tired of being strong through the pain
02:44I don't want pity, I just want it One quiet moment, but my mind isn't there
02:52I don't want answers, I just want rest A little less war, living under my chest
03:01I've been talking to the dark like he knows my name Running from the past, but it follows me the
03:08same
03:08Oh mama, I learned how to smile through the pain But every single night I relive it all again
03:15I've been trying to heal, but I never explained Carrying away that nobody can name
03:23Oh mama, if I cry, I don't think I'm ashamed I'm just tired of being strong through the pain
03:30I'm tired, but I'm still here I'm still here
