00:00 I'm albino, of course people tell me to dye my hair brown. I'm albino, of course people tell me I'm not because my eyes aren't red. I'm albino, of course people ask me if the carpet matches the drapes. I'm albino, of course people compare their tan to my skin tone in the summer. I'm albino, of course people tell me my shaky eyes freak them out. I'm albino, when you wave to me on the street, I won't see it. I'm albino, of course I burn to a crisp after only being in the sun for five minutes.
00:29 As someone who grew up albino, I used to get a lot of stares. I still do, especially when I'm on vacation because in my own country, I'm Dutch, it's not uncommon to be blonde, be pale or have blue eyes.
00:44 But here in Spain, it's not as common. So I get a lot of looks. And when I was younger, I always thought to myself, what's going on? Do these people think I'm ugly? Do I look weird? What's going on?
00:57 And now that I'm a bit older, I realize that maybe they're not thinking something negative about me. Maybe they find me pretty. Maybe they've never seen an albino before. Being albino at the end of the day is quite rare.
01:10 So yeah, if you find yourself in the same situation that a lot of people are staring at you and it bothers you, just think to yourself, maybe it's not something negative.
01:22 I at least, I gaslight myself a little bit into thinking that they find me pretty or they like my hair, something like that. Because you don't know what they're thinking. You don't know if it's positive or negative.
01:35 So you can just make it up yourself. And so by making it positive, I at least feel a lot more confident when I walk on the street and people are looking at me.
01:45 So yeah, I hope this helps someone.