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Romanus’ life began in severe neglect, hunger, and poverty. Driven to the streets just to survive, he quickly fell into a dark cycle of begging, addiction, crime, and spiritual oppression. Desperate for a way out, he attended the Interactive Prayer Service with Brother Chris, seeking a miracle.
Watch as the dark forces that entered him on the streets are exposed and broken by God’s illuminating light. Today, Romanus walks in complete freedom - living proof that there is no heart too hard for God to change, and no life too far gone to be restored.
To join the next Interactive Prayer Service with Brother Chris through Zoom, simply submit your prayer request here - https://www.godsheart.tv/zoom - and the God's Heart TV Team will be in touch with you soon via email at info@godsheart.tv
Watch as the dark forces that entered him on the streets are exposed and broken by God’s illuminating light. Today, Romanus walks in complete freedom - living proof that there is no heart too hard for God to change, and no life too far gone to be restored.
To join the next Interactive Prayer Service with Brother Chris through Zoom, simply submit your prayer request here - https://www.godsheart.tv/zoom - and the God's Heart TV Team will be in touch with you soon via email at info@godsheart.tv
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00:00In the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
00:08Use my soul.
00:10Oh, I've been using you in many ways.
00:13Oh, I entered you while I was in the streets.
00:17I was told to be 18 years old when I started gathering bottles
00:21and started to drink on streets, on shops, in malls,
00:24and then I started to smoke joints,
00:26four, three, five joints a day.
00:29The other activities were just healing,
00:32housebreaking, robbing people,
00:34snatching their phones and bags,
00:37phones taking their phones,
00:39and breaking into people's shops midnight,
00:41taking their store.
00:43It was peace and out, peace and out, peace and out, peace and out.
00:51So right now, our brother in Namibia,
00:54in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
00:59Every unclean spirit operating in your life,
01:04every spirit of perversion,
01:08come out of him, out of him,
01:11out right now, out, out in the name of Jesus Christ.
01:15You unclean spirits, you must speak right now.
01:20What have you done to him?
01:22He's my son.
01:24Okay.
01:25So how have you destroyed him?
01:29Oh, I've been using him in many ways.
01:33What are the evil things you have used him to do?
01:36I've laid him into fornication,
01:39into stealing, into hatred.
01:44Okay, so you wicked demon,
01:47how did you enter his body?
01:48How did you enter him?
01:50On his youth.
01:52I said, how?
01:53How did you enter him?
01:55By what means did you enter him?
01:59Oh, he was neglected.
02:01He was pushed away.
02:03Oh, I entered him while he was in the streets.
02:06Hmm.
02:09So right now,
02:12that demonic chain,
02:14be broken!
02:15Be broken!
02:16Be broken!
02:17Be broken right now!
02:27Come out of him in Jesus' mighty name!
02:33Whatever you have deposited in his system,
02:35be flushed out!
02:36Be flushed out!
02:38Be flushed out!
02:39Be flushed out right now!
02:47Right now,
02:48in the name of Jesus Christ,
02:50I declare freedom!
02:52Freedom!
02:53Freedom right now!
02:54In Jesus' mighty name!
03:02Thank you, Holy Spirit!
03:04Thank you, Holy Spirit!
03:05Thank you, Holy Spirit!
03:06Thank you, Holy Spirit,
03:07for this freedom!
03:08Thank you, Holy Spirit,
03:09for this deliverance!
03:10Thank you, Holy Spirit!
03:12In Jesus' name!
03:14Thank you, Jesus!
03:16Thank you, Jesus!
03:18Brother!
03:19You are free!
03:20You are free!
03:21Tell us!
03:22How are you feeling right now?
03:24I feel like...
03:26Congratulations!
03:27Thank you, Jesus!
03:29Good day!
03:30Good day!
03:31Good day!
03:32Good day, everyone that is watching!
03:34My name is Romanas,
03:35I'm from Namibia.
03:38Actually,
03:39God has done
03:41a perfect thing in my life.
03:43He has changed my life,
03:44He has transformed my life,
03:45and I'm glad to share my testimony
03:47with you guys.
03:49In the beginning,
03:51in my youth,
03:52I was praying with one of my aunties,
03:53by the time she passed on,
03:55I was taking birth to the place
03:58where I was given birth to,
04:00and then my uncle
04:01took me in as one of his parents,
04:06and then he took me to his town
04:08where he was living.
04:09So, at that time,
04:11because he was not staying home,
04:13and he was traveling,
04:15I usually used to stay
04:16with his wife at home,
04:19but the thing was that I was not loved,
04:21I was neglected.
04:23So,
04:23this gave me an opportunity
04:25to go outdoors,
04:27to look loved,
04:28outside,
04:29because at the end of the day,
04:31I would not get
04:32enough meals
04:33to satisfy my hunger,
04:35and I was in love of money.
04:37But at that time,
04:38I was age 12,
04:39so I started,
04:40I started to go out,
04:42to dump sites,
04:43searching for food,
04:44and while I was there,
04:46I also started,
04:48to search for empty bottles,
04:50around shivings,
04:50around trucks,
04:52midnight,
04:53so,
04:53I used to gather bottles,
04:55midnights,
04:56at the shivings,
04:57at the bars,
04:58and during the day,
05:00early in the morning,
05:01I would rise up and I would go sell them.
05:03So,
05:04when I was living this life,
05:07I came,
05:07to encounter a few guys,
05:10they introduced me,
05:11to a manner,
05:12to a way,
05:13how I would make money,
05:14with just my time,
05:15with my words,
05:16talking to people,
05:18asking them,
05:18for money,
05:19so,
05:20they told me,
05:21like,
05:21if you approach the person,
05:23you must just ask,
05:24I'm hungry,
05:26I did not eat for the day,
05:27and I just want to buy something,
05:29would you please assist me,
05:30with a two rent,
05:31with a five rent,
05:32so,
05:33they would have mercy,
05:35on you,
05:35and then they would give you,
05:36what they wanted to give you.
05:38So, one day,
05:39there was this white guy,
05:41he went off from his car,
05:42he was approaching the entrance,
05:44of the shop,
05:45so,
05:45he just threw in,
05:47the burning cigarette,
05:48in the room,
05:48so,
05:49I decided,
05:49I would go,
05:50I would take it,
05:52then I would smoke it.
05:53I took literally one part,
05:54and,
05:55it was not easy,
05:56for that time,
05:57then I coughed,
05:58and so on,
05:59I felt easy,
06:00it was my first time,
06:01to smoke cigarettes,
06:02so,
06:02he did that,
06:04I mentally,
06:06in my mind,
06:07so,
06:07I usually,
06:08if I wanted to smoke,
06:09I usually just,
06:10went to consent,
06:11and then,
06:12wait for someone,
06:13that would come,
06:13that would come with a cigarette,
06:14and then,
06:15I would take cigarettes,
06:17then I would take cigarettes,
06:17and then,
06:17smoke,
06:18so,
06:18that's actually,
06:19how I gained,
06:20the desire,
06:21to smoke cigarettes,
06:23while I was on that,
06:24like,
06:24I would make money for pay,
06:27during the day,
06:27like,
06:28I would make $200,
06:29to $300 a day,
06:31so,
06:32it was,
06:33easy money,
06:34money for pay,
06:35so,
06:35I really didn't know,
06:37how to use the money,
06:38or,
06:38for what to use the money,
06:39so,
06:40I started,
06:41I started to smoke cigarettes,
06:42I started drinking,
06:43so,
06:44the drinking process,
06:45it really started,
06:46while I was gathering,
06:47empty bottles,
06:48so,
06:49most of the times,
06:50it would be empty,
06:51but some,
06:52in some locations,
06:53I would find bottles,
06:54that would have things,
06:56that were having,
06:56alcohol inside,
06:58I started drinking,
06:59from the leftovers,
07:00that the people had,
07:01while I was gathering bottles,
07:03so,
07:03that's also how I got,
07:05into alcoholism,
07:06there was no one,
07:08who cared for me,
07:09there was no one,
07:10that was concerned,
07:11or that was,
07:12worried about,
07:12my way about,
07:13so,
07:14I was living,
07:14every lifestyle,
07:15so,
07:16I would go anywhere,
07:17where I wanted to,
07:18and I would come in,
07:20anytime I wanted to,
07:21so,
07:21that was the life,
07:22that I was living,
07:23I was 12 to 13 years old,
07:25when I started,
07:26hearing bottles,
07:27and started to bed,
07:29on streets,
07:29on shops,
07:30and malls,
07:31and so on,
07:31so,
07:32that's how,
07:33my journey started,
07:34as a driver,
07:35as a driver,
07:36so,
07:36from there on,
07:37I dropped out of school,
07:39because of this,
07:40that lifestyle,
07:41because,
07:42I started,
07:42I started to gain,
07:43the love for money,
07:45so,
07:46after dropping out of school,
07:47I met one of my friends,
07:49who was smoking,
07:50marijuana,
07:50so that time,
07:51I was helping him,
07:52and smoking cigarettes,
07:53so,
07:54I saw,
07:55how,
07:55how he was being,
07:56affected by,
07:57by the,
07:58by the marijuana,
08:00who was losing,
08:00so,
08:01I saw his,
08:02kindness,
08:03how he was acting,
08:05so,
08:05I also got that desire,
08:06and then,
08:07I said,
08:07let me try,
08:08so,
08:09I tried to smoke,
08:11marijuana,
08:12so,
08:12on the first day,
08:13it was not easy,
08:14and,
08:15secondly,
08:16third day,
08:17and then,
08:17I developed a habit,
08:19from marijuana,
08:20and then,
08:20I started to smoke joints,
08:23for,
08:23four,
08:23three,
08:24five joints a day,
08:25while I was being there,
08:27on marijuana,
08:28my friend,
08:28he,
08:28he moved on,
08:30to,
08:31to,
08:32to marijuana,
08:32I,
08:33I had been smoking,
08:34almost,
08:35a year,
08:36a year,
08:37a few months,
08:38the quality,
08:39was not good enough,
08:40so,
08:41I would not get high enough,
08:43when I was smoking,
08:44but,
08:44I would see,
08:45when my friend was smoking,
08:46I would see,
08:47his highness,
08:48how he was feeling,
08:49how he was acting,
08:51and,
08:52how,
08:52how the mattress,
08:53was affecting him,
08:54so,
08:55I just got the desire,
08:56let me try,
08:57and then,
08:58I asked him,
08:58let me try,
08:59so,
08:59on the first day,
09:00like,
09:01I did not know,
09:02even how I became home,
09:03I stepped through,
09:04the whole night,
09:05like,
09:05I do not remember anything,
09:07so,
09:08the next day,
09:09I again started,
09:10but,
09:11I did take two weeks,
09:12I mean,
09:12I got processed into it,
09:14so,
09:16when it,
09:16when it was normalized,
09:19within me,
09:20to smoke,
09:21the mattress,
09:21so,
09:22it was a problem,
09:23again,
09:24because,
09:24at the end of the day,
09:25the money that,
09:26I was making,
09:27it was not enough,
09:29for smoking,
09:31and for alcoholism,
09:32so,
09:32these things,
09:33it leaded us,
09:35to more activities,
09:36criminal activities,
09:38that we would do,
09:39outside,
09:39to gain more money,
09:41we started,
09:41to break in houses,
09:43and started,
09:44to show people,
09:45we started to do anything,
09:46that we can do,
09:47just to generate,
09:47more money,
09:48for this,
09:49so,
09:50while we were living,
09:51that lifestyle,
09:52we were drinking,
09:53we were smoking,
09:55actually,
09:56my life,
09:56was really fair,
09:58my friend,
09:59already,
10:00she's gone,
10:00to crack cocaine,
10:01where he was,
10:02in crack cocaine,
10:03so,
10:03I was just,
10:04at this message,
10:05so,
10:06really,
10:06on a day,
10:07on a night,
10:08he introduced me,
10:09to crack cocaine,
10:10so,
10:11my life,
10:12even got,
10:13worse,
10:14family problems,
10:15arguments,
10:16at home,
10:17being chased out,
10:18being chased away,
10:19from the house,
10:20where I stayed,
10:21because,
10:21like,
10:22this thing,
10:22it was,
10:23it was,
10:25leading me,
10:25more activities,
10:27more stealing,
10:28more,
10:29more housebreaking,
10:30more,
10:31more robbery,
10:31I started,
10:33in the home,
10:33best lifestyle,
10:35where I started,
10:35where I started,
10:37with a bad habit,
10:38of,
10:39lasting,
10:40after women,
10:41so,
10:42really,
10:42like,
10:43it was not a good life,
10:44that I had,
10:45so,
10:46it was really bad,
10:47where the activities,
10:48were just stealing,
10:50housebreaking,
10:51robbing people,
10:52snatching their phones,
10:53handbags,
10:55phones taking their phones,
10:57and breaking into people's shops,
10:58midnight,
10:59taking their stroke,
11:01so,
11:01that was the lifestyle,
11:03that helped me,
11:04after using,
11:05after consuming these drugs.
11:07You also explained,
11:08that you had the spirit of lust,
11:10can you tell us,
11:10to what extent,
11:12that spirit of lust,
11:13had a grip on you,
11:14and what it caused you to do?
11:16I was on a farm,
11:17so,
11:18on this farm,
11:19like,
11:19I was left alone,
11:20I was the one,
11:21looking after,
11:22the sheep,
11:23and so on,
11:23so,
11:24I was seeing,
11:25like,
11:25how the animals were,
11:27interacting,
11:28so,
11:29one day,
11:30I don't know,
11:31like,
11:31they just came up to me,
11:32like,
11:32I just got this edge,
11:34just to have sexual contact,
11:37with anything,
11:38so,
11:38I went out,
11:40and then I went,
11:41and I got one of the chickens,
11:42and then,
11:42I had sexual intercourse,
11:44with the chickens,
11:45by this,
11:46by it,
11:47I got,
11:48I picked that,
11:49because,
11:50I started to do it,
11:51on normal basis,
11:55on sheep,
11:56on goats,
11:57because,
11:57I was living alone,
11:59I was lonely,
12:00and,
12:00I was feeling,
12:01from my home,
12:02so,
12:03I had,
12:03I had really,
12:04got into business,
12:05really,
12:06so,
12:07when I went,
12:07the city life,
12:08that I had,
12:10what I normally used to do,
12:11is like,
12:12midnight,
12:13like,
12:14after drinking,
12:14or after doing,
12:15what I was doing,
12:16like,
12:16I would normally,
12:17separate myself,
12:18from my friends,
12:19so,
12:20what I used to do,
12:21is,
12:21I was walking around,
12:2216 locations,
12:23just to search,
12:25for,
12:25for women,
12:26that I would find,
12:27in the street,
12:28so,
12:28I would just teach myself,
12:29of,
12:29of,
12:30or have sexual intercourse,
12:32because,
12:33so,
12:34this life,
12:35this,
12:36this threat of class,
12:37needed me,
12:38to do,
12:38this kind of things,
12:39so,
12:40while we were doing,
12:41these things,
12:42prison doors,
12:43started to open,
12:44in our lives,
12:45it was prison out,
12:46prison in,
12:47prison out,
12:48prison in,
12:49so,
12:49and it was,
12:51December,
12:522019,
12:54we were fought there,
12:55we were beaten,
12:56then we were taken,
12:57to,
12:57to the police station,
12:59whereby,
13:00whereby,
13:00we stayed for the weekend,
13:02the owner of the house,
13:03that we,
13:04that we had,
13:05came,
13:06so,
13:07and then,
13:07she opened the case,
13:09then,
13:10we were taken,
13:11into custody,
13:12then,
13:13we went,
13:13to the magistrate,
13:15to plead the guilty,
13:16because,
13:16we had no other option,
13:18we were put it,
13:19written,
13:19the pictures were there,
13:20so,
13:21we had no other thing,
13:22so,
13:23we were sentenced,
13:24one year,
13:25and four months each,
13:26to prison,
13:27and then,
13:28from there on,
13:29so,
13:29we were released,
13:30by amnesty,
13:33when I came out,
13:34of prison,
13:35I started to,
13:35smoke,
13:37cannabis.
13:38So,
13:38how did you hear,
13:39about,
13:40God's Heart TV,
13:42and,
13:42how did you end up,
13:44being prayed for,
13:45by Brother Chris?
13:45Yes.
13:46My parents,
13:47they were connected,
13:48to a prophet,
13:49which was living,
13:50in my town,
13:51in my town,
13:52that time,
13:52and he,
13:53introduced me,
13:54to,
13:56and then,
13:57he told me about,
13:58Brother Chris,
13:59showed me,
14:00some teachings,
14:01of him.
14:02So,
14:03we can see,
14:04you being,
14:05prayed for,
14:05on the screen,
14:06here,
14:07in October,
14:082024.
14:10Can you tell us,
14:11about the experience,
14:12that you had,
14:13when Brother Chris,
14:14prayed for you?
14:14I was very,
14:16emotional,
14:16when I was watching,
14:17right now,
14:19we played it,
14:20the first time,
14:20I was,
14:21I wanted to pray,
14:23so really,
14:24it touched me,
14:25I did not know,
14:26such thing,
14:27was going on,
14:27but really,
14:30like,
14:30I was just,
14:31awaiting a prayer,
14:32from the man of God,
14:34so,
14:34I don't know really,
14:35from that,
14:36what happened,
14:36but all I don't remember,
14:38is,
14:38like,
14:39I was vomiting,
14:40spitting out,
14:42so,
14:42but after the prayer,
14:43like,
14:44I really feel that,
14:45like,
14:46I feel that empty,
14:47and I had,
14:48a hunger,
14:49not for natural things,
14:51but for spiritual things,
14:52and,
14:52the presence around me,
14:54was not the same,
14:55as the one before,
14:57because,
14:57the first one,
14:58that was going,
14:59it would feel,
15:00like,
15:00there is something,
15:01always going,
15:02for you,
15:04but after that prayer,
15:06there was,
15:07some,
15:08something new,
15:09I don't know,
15:09in the presence,
15:10it was,
15:11it was actually,
15:12a new thing,
15:13it would feel,
15:14the warmth,
15:15the fire,
15:16so,
15:16it was,
15:17it was really,
15:18a group,
15:18that we,
15:21that was using,
15:23to set me free.
15:24After that prayer,
15:25the age,
15:26of smoking,
15:27it was born,
15:28the desire,
15:29to smoke,
15:30just to be around,
15:32the smoke pass,
15:33was born,
15:34especially,
15:35right after the delivery,
15:37in the same night,
15:38I had a dream,
15:40and in this dream,
15:41an unknown person,
15:42came,
15:43with a joint,
15:44of carnivores,
15:45that I was doing,
15:46and,
15:48he gave to me,
15:49but,
15:50I refused,
15:51to take,
15:51to take the joint,
15:54in the dream,
15:55so,
15:56he wanted,
15:57from the smoke,
15:58but,
15:58I did not smoke,
15:59with him,
16:00so,
16:00I started to go,
16:02to the church,
16:03I started to pray,
16:04I started to fast,
16:06I started to watch,
16:06the teachings,
16:07of brother Christ,
16:09so,
16:10really,
16:10after that,
16:11my life,
16:11was really,
16:12after the way,
16:12it was before,
16:14so,
16:15till now,
16:16it was growing,
16:18what God has done,
16:19cannot be stopped,
16:20so,
16:21I am free,
16:22I am safe,
16:23free,
16:23change of talking,
16:25no more desires,
16:26like,
16:26sometimes,
16:27even if the thoughts come,
16:28I look at them,
16:29I am telling myself,
16:31what do you ever do,
16:32God set me free,
16:33there is no time,
16:34to go back,
16:35I do not look back,
16:36so,
16:37since that day,
16:38I am free,
16:39the money that I was using,
16:41for smoking,
16:42and so on,
16:43actually,
16:43I am saving,
16:44I am doing,
16:46supporting my daughter,
16:47supporting my family,
16:48so,
16:49really,
16:49life has changed,
16:51so,
16:51since that day.
16:53Wow,
16:54glory be to Jesus Christ,
16:56so,
16:57tell us,
16:58you are free,
16:58from smoking,
16:59the drugs,
17:01and the cigarettes,
17:02and the alcohol,
17:04is that right?
17:04Yes, yes,
17:06since that day,
17:07of prayer,
17:08I started,
17:09and I stopped it,
17:11to go home,
17:11patient.
17:12And tell us about,
17:13that life of crime,
17:14that you were living before,
17:16are you still involved,
17:17in those things,
17:18or how is your life now?
17:19Yeah,
17:20everything changed,
17:21really,
17:22but,
17:23for me,
17:24the prison doors,
17:25which I have opened,
17:26on Akron,
17:27there are a lot of guys,
17:28right now,
17:29where I am,
17:30here,
17:30where I am staying,
17:32we are meeting,
17:33each and every day,
17:34like,
17:35they cannot even believe,
17:36it's me,
17:37but,
17:38they are asking me,
17:38where I am,
17:40and so,
17:40no,
17:41I just tell them,
17:42speaking,
17:42no,
17:42I changed,
17:43I accepted Christ,
17:44and I am no more,
17:45doing the stuff,
17:46that I really,
17:47that I really,
17:48used to do,
17:49and then they would just,
17:50yeah,
17:50pay for me,
17:51and I would give them my number,
17:53most of,
17:53most of the time,
17:54I would invite them,
17:56to church,
17:572020,
18:00was the last time,
18:01that I ever,
18:02ended up in prison,
18:04or so,
18:04all the doors,
18:05are closed,
18:06no more,
18:07bad issues,
18:09no more,
18:09bad deals,
18:11no more,
18:11bad things,
18:12everything is just,
18:13but,
18:14what's great,
18:15last year,
18:16this year,
18:17I went for,
18:18training,
18:19I wanted to do a course,
18:21course,
18:22on planning,
18:22and fighting,
18:23so,
18:23when I was there,
18:24actually,
18:25I was caught,
18:26by a company named,
18:27Bell Met,
18:28so,
18:29and on the second day,
18:31I got employed,
18:32I got a contract,
18:34for,
18:34for three days,
18:36and,
18:36the three days went by,
18:38and then,
18:39they gave me a contract,
18:40for a month,
18:41and then,
18:42I worked in,
18:42for a month,
18:43and then,
18:43after a month,
18:44they now gave me a contract,
18:46for,
18:46for,
18:47for six months,
18:48so,
18:48actually,
18:48by God's grace,
18:49I'm working that side,
18:51and,
18:51there's also,
18:52other company,
18:53where I am capable,
18:54like,
18:55some nights,
18:56when the results come in,
18:58to upload,
18:59some cables,
19:00so,
19:00by God's grace,
19:01really,
19:02I'm maintaining my life,
19:04with the two jobs,
19:05that I have,
19:06right now.
19:06I will motivate,
19:08everyone,
19:08that is,
19:09that is,
19:10that is what,
19:10is,
19:11truly speaking,
19:13what is the only source,
19:15of help,
19:16so,
19:16what you have,
19:17cannot help you,
19:19your wealth,
19:19cannot help you,
19:21your ancestors,
19:23cannot help you,
19:24each of us,
19:25cannot help you,
19:26but,
19:26truly,
19:27I will tell,
19:28each and everyone,
19:29that is watching,
19:30to take their kids,
19:31or,
19:32the circumstances,
19:33the situation,
19:34that the kids,
19:35are going through,
19:36the struggles,
19:37it is only God,
19:38that can solve them,
19:39so,
19:39I really advise,
19:41all the people,
19:41that,
19:41that they check up,
19:43all their loads,
19:44all their problems,
19:45and then,
19:46they run to God,
19:47so that God,
19:47can protect them,
19:49for only he is,
19:50our true help,
19:51and he is,
19:51the true help,
19:53so,
19:53in my case,
19:54even if I had really known,
19:56that like,
19:56God would solve my case,
19:58like,
19:58God would be my helper,
20:00I would have just,
20:02run to God,
20:03because,
20:04I did not have,
20:05time,
20:06of knowledge,
20:07to get to know God,
20:08in my earliest cycles,
20:10but now,
20:10I tell God,
20:11that I came to meet him,
20:12and that he will help me,
20:14solve all my problems,
20:15that I had,
20:16so really,
20:16my advice is,
20:17let's run to God,
20:19for he knows,
20:20our life,
20:22to everybody,
20:23that is watching,
20:25and that is,
20:25really severing,
20:27that is,
20:28I think that,
20:28that is keeping,
20:29drinking,
20:30that is keeping,
20:31drugs,
20:33like,
20:33really,
20:34you cannot help yourself,
20:37you think you are helping yourself,
20:39but you are killing yourself,
20:41so,
20:41I ask for you,
20:43please,
20:43while it's early,
20:44while you are still,
20:45at the early stages,
20:48please,
20:48seek help,
20:49and seek help from God,
20:51seek help,
20:52from the wise men of God,
20:54you are still,
20:55you are still,
20:55at the end stage,
20:56really right now,
20:57but,
20:57at the end of the day,
20:59you will find yourself,
21:00in deeper stages,
21:02of this addiction life,
21:03and it won't be,
21:05as you are right now,
21:07you will start to do,
21:08bad things,
21:08just,
21:09just want to be,
21:10in that moment,
21:11so really,
21:12while you are still there,
21:13while you are still striking,
21:15or while you are standing right now,
21:17put,
21:18and seek help,
21:19and run to the right,
21:20so that you will,
21:21get help,
21:22because,
21:22later,
21:23it may be too late,
21:24and you will regret,
21:26your life.
21:31That's when we saw,
21:32we really had,
21:34financial indiscipline,
21:35certain areas,
21:36where the money was just,
21:39going out of the accounts,
21:40the resources were just,
21:42being spent,
21:43on frivolous things,
21:44but,
21:44things that are not,
21:46geared towards,
21:47getting married,
21:48and,
21:48from that,
21:50you know,
21:51doors started opening,
21:52opportunities,
21:53started opening,
21:53left, right,
21:54and center.