00:00okay well i was i was in my hotel room and uh i was getting ready to do this scene
00:07the next day
00:07a big scene aaron sorkin they're all big right so i was doing the lines and um
00:15i got about a page and a half in and one of the lines was uh my character was disappointed
00:21probably
00:22in the mark zuckerberg character i think that that's what it was and just the disappointment
00:27of the line made me choke up like i was gonna cry and i was thinking like what this is
00:31and it didn't
00:32serve the scene the scene was not at that emotional level so i was like you know i just stopped
00:38myself
00:38and this has happened to me before like just randomly like i'll read a line in something and
00:43like what what what is this so i stopped myself because that's what you do as a guy because you're
00:48not allowed to cry so then i went back to the top i went through it again and the same
00:52thing happened
00:53then i started freaking out being like i'm gonna like emotionally like lose it and it doesn't call
00:58for this scene it's in the scene i'm gonna look stupid so i was like freaking out i was just
01:03kind
01:03of like i was like i gotta figure this out i literally just went like what is this almost
01:07like when you're on mushrooms and you get an answer for some reason i got an answer
01:10and i realized just the way that i was raised um like like 99.9 of my emotions was sort
01:21of
01:21shamed away like you know you know that's not what a man does so you just i just had them
01:25in
01:25like a vault so i kind of navigated my life with laughing being angry or not giving a
01:31fuck i had basically three emotions so but when i act these act these characters feel emotions
01:37that are in the vault so i got to go in and go get them and then what happens is
01:41like a cry from 50
01:42years ago that i didn't cease the light and tries to run out so i had to like
01:48sit there in this hotel room and cry for five minutes and i didn't even know why
01:52then the next day i went down and uh i did the scene and it was like totally fine so
01:58then i was
01:59like oh so that's you know in my life i have the door closed i need to open the door
02:03so it moved me
02:04i'm like oh so and i was like oh so and i was like oh so and i will be
02:05in that direction
02:06i was like oh so and i was like oh so and i was like oh so and i was
02:06like oh so and i was like oh so
