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00:00:28Satsang with Mooji
00:08:17Are you okay?
00:08:18Yeah, I'm fine.
00:08:20Are you sure?
00:08:51Are you sure you're okay?
00:08:53Are you sure you're okay?
00:09:23That's probably the same?
00:09:25I'm sorry.
00:09:54Yeah?
00:09:57Yeah.
00:10:23You know, I'm sorry.
00:10:24You know, I'm sorry.
00:10:24You know, I'm sorry.
00:10:24You know, I didn't get your name.
00:10:26Henry.
00:10:28Henry.
00:10:30I'm Shaney.
00:10:32Maybe I'll see you around.
00:10:33You know, I'm sorry.
00:10:50You know, I'm sorry.
00:11:10What do you know, you know, I'm sorry.
00:11:17I'm sorry.
00:11:30I'm sorry.
00:11:35Dr. Raymond Park, okay.
00:12:06Okay, Henry, how you doing?
00:12:10Tested all the naloxone derivatives.
00:12:14Nothing.
00:12:15You're going to kill those damn mice.
00:12:17All right, get up here and let's take a look at you.
00:12:26What happened there?
00:12:27I don't think it's a big deal.
00:12:28I dressed yesterday.
00:12:30It's a coffee bar.
00:12:32Yeah, looks good.
00:12:36So what's with the weight shifter out there?
00:12:40What do you mean, my new patient?
00:12:42I mean, her inability to sit up straight
00:12:45could suggest she's suffering from sciatica.
00:12:49Well, that is the diagnosis.
00:12:51Of course.
00:12:52Spinal stenosis would show a lot of the same symptoms
00:12:55and be more difficult to diagnose.
00:12:57Sciatica is more likely.
00:12:58It would also explain the fact that she leans slightly forwards
00:13:01when she walks to alleviate her pain
00:13:02instead of stiffly upright like someone with sciatica would.
00:13:05You just have to MRI or the orthoraxic region.
00:13:08Actually, that is interesting.
00:13:11Now, have you given some more thought to Maine?
00:13:14No.
00:13:18Henry, do you realize the strings I have pulled
00:13:20just to get them to talk to you?
00:13:22The Fall River Center is one of the greatest hospitals in the country
00:13:26for children with rare diseases.
00:13:28You could be a role model.
00:13:32Look at this.
00:13:34You can help these kids, huh?
00:13:36You know what they're going through.
00:13:38You talk to them?
00:13:40Huh?
00:13:40Yeah, fine.
00:13:42I will, I promise.
00:13:43That's all I can ask.
00:13:45Sit back.
00:13:46What if we just up the dosages?
00:13:49What are they currently?
00:13:5152 milligrams per kilogram.
00:13:53No, no, no.
00:13:54That's too toxic.
00:13:56Unless you came up with a similar derivative
00:13:58that could bond with the receptors at a slower rate.
00:14:03Now, Trexone has a similar structure.
00:14:05No, that's for alcohol dependence.
00:14:08But I could create a set of derivatives from it.
00:14:10All I would need is a precursor.
00:14:19Henry.
00:14:21Henry Long.
00:14:25My name is Andrews.
00:14:27Dr. Stephan Andrews.
00:14:30Please.
00:14:42You're a research scientist?
00:14:44Sorry, I didn't mean to alarm you.
00:14:46Just need to make sure you are the right candidate.
00:14:49Candidate for what?
00:14:50Well, as you know, in recent years,
00:14:51we've made great strides in the field of pain management,
00:14:54but that's it.
00:14:55We've reached an apex.
00:14:56There's nowhere left to go.
00:14:58What's this got to do with me?
00:14:59In all my years,
00:15:01I've never come across anyone like you.
00:15:04A body immune to pain in every way
00:15:06and a healthy adult body to boot.
00:15:09Do you realize how rare that is?
00:15:12How do you...
00:15:13Well, just because the world has forgotten about Raymond
00:15:16doesn't mean I don't occasionally still keep tabs on him.
00:15:19I'm not surprised he never mentioned me, though.
00:15:22We didn't part in good terms.
00:15:24So what do you want from me?
00:15:26I want to offer you a chance.
00:15:29A chance to help thousands,
00:15:30maybe millions of people.
00:15:34You want to study me.
00:15:36I promise you'll be handsomely rewarded.
00:15:39I don't have time for distractions.
00:15:42Think of all the people you could help.
00:15:43Doesn't that mean anything to you?
00:15:46No.
00:15:49If it is possible to dull the body's senses,
00:15:52then the opposite must also be true.
00:15:55If we can take away the sensation of pain,
00:15:58then we must also be able to create it.
00:16:11Hello?
00:16:12Hey, Henry, this is Dr. Lin
00:16:13from the Fall River Medical Center.
00:16:15I believe Dr. Parks told you to expect our call?
00:16:19I'm sure Raymond mentioned
00:16:21our facility offers children with rare diseases
00:16:23some of the greatest care in the world.
00:16:26We'd love it if you could find the time to come by.
00:16:28Hey, man.
00:16:30Excuse me?
00:16:33Sorry, I gotta go.
00:16:34What?
00:16:55Let me call you back.
00:16:58Yeah.
00:17:01I'm sorry, doctor.
00:17:02It's all right, Polina.
00:17:06You know she hates it when you do that.
00:17:09I need Thebane.
00:17:11Thebane is a precursor to morphine and codeine.
00:17:14You planning on getting in the heroin business?
00:17:16It's also a precursor to Nalchexone.
00:17:18Sit down.
00:17:22Henry.
00:17:28All right.
00:17:29It's an interesting idea.
00:17:31I'll give you that.
00:17:32Unfortunately, it's a controlled substance.
00:17:36I can't just write you a prescription.
00:17:38Yeah, but...
00:17:39I mean, you must know somebody from back in the day.
00:17:41I can't just call one of my colleagues out of the blue
00:17:45and ask for something like that.
00:17:47I could lose my license.
00:17:49Worse, I could go to jail.
00:17:51Now, what you should do?
00:17:54Come up with a proposal.
00:17:56Submit it to a pharmaceutical company.
00:17:58There isn't a pharmaceutical company in the world
00:18:01who would put two cents into a project like this,
00:18:03and you know that
00:18:04because there's not enough people like me
00:18:06to make it profitable.
00:18:07First rule in being a good scientist
00:18:10is not letting your emotions cloud your judgment.
00:18:13You're too close to this.
00:18:14You've got to step back.
00:18:16Get out of your house.
00:18:17How did it go with the Fall River Center?
00:18:20Who's Dr. Andrews?
00:18:26Where'd you hear that name?
00:18:28He approached me.
00:18:31For what?
00:18:33Research project he's doing.
00:18:36And what did you tell him?
00:18:38I told him I wasn't interested.
00:18:41Good.
00:18:44Do yourself a favor.
00:18:46Get that crazy idea out of your head
00:18:49before you do something stupid.
00:18:52And, Henry,
00:18:56next time make an appointment.
00:19:12I need your help.
00:19:21I'm listening.
00:19:23I need you to get me something called thebane.
00:19:27It's a chemical.
00:19:29You're the scientist.
00:19:30That's your department.
00:19:32It's a controlled substance.
00:19:36So what does that have to do with me?
00:19:39You're a drug dealer.
00:19:41Fuck you.
00:19:42I'm not a drug dealer.
00:19:43I just deal with what you give me.
00:19:44Would there be anybody you know
00:19:46who could get it?
00:19:47The only people I know
00:19:48are pill-popping junkies.
00:19:50That's about it.
00:19:52But while you're here,
00:19:52why don't we talk about something more important?
00:19:54Like you get me more of my supply.
00:19:56God damn it.
00:19:57God damn it.
00:20:36I'm outside.
00:20:53Hello, Henry.
00:20:55I'm so glad you could make it.
00:20:57Please.
00:21:05This is your lab?
00:21:06Oh, it's not much,
00:21:08but we tend to operate under the radar.
00:21:10This is Jeremy, my assistant.
00:21:12What kind of tests are we talking about?
00:21:14All very standard.
00:21:16Nothing much.
00:21:16Completely non-invasive.
00:21:19Thebane.
00:21:20Schedule two.
00:21:23We thought we'd come to some sort of a financial arrangement.
00:21:28It's my price.
00:21:29Can you get it or not?
00:21:33It would take some time, but yes.
00:21:35Wait, you're actually considering this?
00:21:38So we have a deal?
00:21:40Yes.
00:21:41We have a deal.
00:21:43One more thing.
00:21:44This is a one-time arrangement.
00:21:46After this, you never contact me again, ever.
00:21:50Okay.
00:21:55Sounds reasonable.
00:21:57Now then, let's get started, shall we?
00:22:10The hardest part is the waiting.
00:22:15Not knowing if you're going forwards or backwards.
00:22:25Stuck in limbo.
00:22:28Stuck in limbo.
00:23:01When you're not like anyone else, everything is a threat.
00:23:06Especially people.
00:23:11You don't need them any more than they need you.
00:23:19Keep some pressure on that.
00:23:31When am I going to get what was promised?
00:23:33Soon, Henry.
00:23:34Soon.
00:23:35These things take time.
00:23:39Look, I recognize how difficult this must be for you.
00:23:44You don't know the first thing about me.
00:23:47Henry, I've seen your gift diagnosing.
00:23:52You must have come up with some theories on my predicament.
00:23:59Indulge me.
00:24:00Take a guess.
00:24:01Come on.
00:24:06Your pain is obviously chronic.
00:24:08It's capricious.
00:24:09It's not localized.
00:24:10My best guess is arthritis.
00:24:11But you don't show any signs of swelling, so...
00:24:14You're not trying.
00:24:15You're a scientist.
00:24:16Push yourself.
00:24:16I don't know.
00:24:19It isn't musculoskeletal.
00:24:24It's neuropathic?
00:24:30You have allodinia?
00:24:32Conditioned not so unlike your own, really.
00:24:35Only whereas in your case, your body doesn't receive pain signals,
00:24:39mind won't stop transmitting them.
00:24:43I know how difficult it can be when you're not like anyone else.
00:24:47It makes you angry.
00:24:51Afraid.
00:24:54I know.
00:24:58But you see, that's what I admire about you.
00:25:01You're here.
00:25:03Despite your fear.
00:25:06You're not afraid.
00:25:09Everyone is afraid.
00:25:13Edison was afraid of the dark.
00:25:14Did you know that?
00:25:17Know what he did about it?
00:25:20He lit up the night.
00:25:42He lit up the night.
00:26:11pretty sure we can do that here hey I know you Henry right Shaney right yeah
00:26:26what are you doing here you're not stalking me are you no of course not I
00:26:31I'm kidding and how's the hand oh it's fine how's this uh how's your shoulder fine
00:26:53see what I can do about that coffee
00:27:12you mind I can't really use a break unless you'd rather be alone no no I
00:27:29so Henry tell me about yourself um well I'm a scientist scientist that's really interesting
00:27:43which field didn't want to burn myself that's actually not a bad idea I burn myself all the
00:27:55time and occasionally others as well did you know that an average glass of water actually
00:28:07has 15 different kinds of medications in it is that right yeah I mean most people don't know
00:28:14that and it's partially because of all the prescriptions that people flush but it's
00:28:16also from urinating you sure know a lot about water I guess
00:28:25well we've all got to hydrate right well actually uh coffee's a diuretic so you'd be dehydrating
00:28:31yourself you're kind of strange aren't you what else do you do like what do you do for fun
00:28:45to be honest I like to read yeah like what oh all kinds of things science medical journals books
00:28:53on anatomy medicinal chemistry clinical pharmacology go out oh I get it um kind of focused on my work
00:29:07right now hmm not exactly a people person are you there's a lot more to life than work you know
00:29:18hey quit
00:29:27tell you what
00:29:35my number
00:29:39in case you want to find out sometime
00:29:50we're going to need more blood work
00:29:56henry are you listening
00:30:00you don't mind jeremy's waiting so no no more tests henry i've given you everything you've asked for
00:30:09i want what was promised
00:30:20you know for the longest time i couldn't imagine what you could possibly want with something like this
00:30:26other than the obvious and then it occurred to me
00:30:30if one were to play with the sterics and electronics of an opium receptor like
00:30:34noloxone
00:30:37precursor could allow them to create a better derivative
00:30:42i think you're trying to cure yourself
00:30:45i can help
00:30:47i don't need your help
00:30:53henry
00:30:59if it is possible to dull the body senses then the opposite must also be true
00:31:04if we can take away the sensation of pain then we must also be able to create
00:31:09to take a better
00:31:09to kill you
00:31:09to lose your sleep
00:31:09here
00:31:09yeah
00:31:09here
00:31:38the
00:31:38the
00:31:48Um, hi, um, yeah, right, yeah.
00:33:15You made it.
00:33:29What?
00:33:31What do you mean?
00:33:33We're in a greenhouse.
00:33:37I know.
00:33:38Come here.
00:33:39Come here.
00:33:51Do you have any trouble finding the place?
00:33:55No.
00:33:55Mm-hmm.
00:33:57Mm-hmm.
00:33:57Whose place is this?
00:33:59Uh, it's a community greenhouse, but I haven't come in here as long as I can remember.
00:34:04So, it kind of feels like mine.
00:34:08I remember when I was a kid, I would just come in here, just sit for hours.
00:34:15Just really brave it all in.
00:34:20Being around the plants just would really help put everything else in perspective.
00:34:29It sounds kind of strange, huh?
00:34:33It doesn't sound strange at all.
00:34:36Well, what are you spraying on all of it?
00:34:39The bugs have been really persistent this season, especially to aphids.
00:34:45This is a horticultural spray that I made.
00:34:48Just use it to keep them away.
00:34:50You made it.
00:34:51Yeah.
00:34:52It's organic, non-toxic.
00:34:55The bugs don't like it, and the plants do.
00:34:58Why don't you just spray a pesticide then and get rid of the bugs for good?
00:35:04Then it wouldn't be natural.
00:35:06No, but that's the point of science.
00:35:08You find the flaws in nature and you fix them.
00:35:11Flaws?
00:35:13Yeah.
00:35:24Thank you for inviting me, by the way.
00:35:27I really enjoyed it.
00:35:32Do you want a ride?
00:35:35Yeah, sure.
00:35:36That's me.
00:35:43What's wrong?
00:35:45No, nothing.
00:35:46I, um...
00:35:48I just have a lot of work I have to do and, um...
00:35:52I live...
00:35:56I'll take you anywhere you want to go.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:04What do you say?
00:36:05I have no idea.
00:36:06I'm sorry.
00:36:13I know.
00:36:23What do you say?
00:36:24I miss a good day.
00:36:25Do you want my kids?
00:36:25Go.
00:36:26Go.
00:36:27Go.
00:36:28Go.
00:36:29Go.
00:36:30Go.
00:36:30Go.
00:36:32Go.
00:37:11You check the sodium levels?
00:37:13Mm-hmm.
00:37:15Well, you're going to have to check again.
00:37:23Henry, go back.
00:37:25I need your help.
00:37:39We're ready.
00:37:42Are you sure you don't want any anesthesia?
00:37:47Kind of defeat the purpose, don't you think?
00:37:50Believe me, if this works, you're going to wish you had it.
00:37:53I need your help.
00:38:43We're in.
00:38:46Stimulating
00:38:49varietal insular cortex now.
00:39:14What?
00:39:15What's wrong?
00:39:16Everything's fine.
00:39:18We're finished.
00:39:19The procedure is done.
00:39:22Do you feel anything?
00:39:36I'm sorry.
00:39:37I'm so sorry.
00:39:53I'm so sorry.
00:39:55I'm so sorry.
00:40:18It's Eddie, I'm out
00:40:22That's not a very good time
00:40:24Did you hear what I said?
00:40:26I need you
00:40:32I'll be there in a couple of days
00:41:03Come on
00:41:12Henry
00:41:13I need stem cells
00:41:14I'm with a patient
00:41:16If I can find a way to convert them to no susceptors
00:41:19You can't just barge in here like this
00:41:22You have gout
00:41:24It's acute inflammatory arthritis at the base of your big toe
00:41:26Take some declofenac
00:41:27Stop eating foods with such high levels of purines
00:41:29Sorry, would you excuse me for a minute?
00:41:37What the hell are you thinking?
00:41:40I have to be embryonic
00:41:41Henry, you can't keep doing this
00:41:44Look, thebane was a mistake, okay?
00:41:45It was my miscalculation
00:41:46This can actually work
00:41:48Enough!
00:41:48Even if it was possible that what you're saying would work
00:41:52It is
00:41:53Which is highly unlikely
00:41:54And you got your hands on embryonic stem cells
00:41:58Which you can't
00:41:59Which hardly anybody can
00:42:00It would probably take years to establish a stable cell line
00:42:05Let alone the millions of dollars for specialized equipment
00:42:08That you don't have access to
00:42:09I didn't get access
00:42:12Where?
00:42:18Jesus Christ
00:42:19Andrews
00:42:21He just did a couple of tests
00:42:23I mean, it's no big deal
00:42:24Everything is a big deal with him
00:42:30What is it with you two, anyway?
00:42:35He was my research partner
00:42:3820 years ago
00:42:40We were experimenting with a drug that was designed to help alleviate chronic pain
00:42:45We were coming up with great results
00:42:46And we got approval for clinical trials with humans
00:42:50We thought we were on the verge of a major breakthrough
00:42:55Okay, what happened?
00:42:58We just weren't getting the results we wanted
00:43:00And Andrews was convinced that we needed to up the dosages
00:43:09Way above protocol
00:43:12Eventually
00:43:13We did
00:43:14And I should have stopped him
00:43:17But he kept telling me that
00:43:19I was too scared to take risks
00:43:21That I wasn't committed
00:43:23And meanwhile
00:43:25A number of the subjects
00:43:28Developed tumors
00:43:31Five people lost their lives
00:43:33Five people lost their lives
00:43:38Henry
00:43:39You have to understand
00:43:41Andrews is obsessed
00:43:44He will stop at nothing
00:43:46To get the results he wants
00:43:48I'm begging you
00:43:51Let go of this madness
00:43:53Before it's too late
00:44:12What the hell happened to you?
00:44:17I knew you couldn't do it for us, Henry
00:44:27We need to talk
00:44:28I need to talk to you, too
00:44:31Remember that guy I was telling you about?
00:44:33He's well-connected
00:44:34The drug dealer?
00:44:36Yeah
00:44:37What about him?
00:44:39I met with him
00:44:41He wants to partner with us
00:44:42Did you tell him about me?
00:44:44I just told him that I had to speak to my partner
00:44:48I didn't want to leave you out
00:45:02I don't want to do this anymore
00:45:10Henry
00:45:40Hey
00:45:41Hey
00:45:46Do you want to
00:45:48Go for a ride?
00:45:54Yeah
00:45:55Will you drive?
00:46:05Yeah
00:46:08Go for a ride?
00:46:09Go for a ride
00:46:16Go for a ride
00:46:22Go for Chilli
00:46:23Go for sending me
00:46:51There's something that I want to tell you
00:46:55that I haven't told anyone else in a very long time.
00:47:01I have this condition where I don't feel pain.
00:47:07I can't feel pain.
00:47:08I feel everything else.
00:47:11Just not that much.
00:47:18The ice?
00:47:21Yeah, right.
00:47:23I have a hard time distinguishing hot or cold
00:47:28and I've kind of hurt myself badly before, so...
00:47:33I live my life kind of separate from other people
00:47:37because I'm not like other people.
00:47:41And you meet someone like you and it just kind of reminds you that...
00:47:49Reminds you of what?
00:47:54It's your life.
00:47:58I spent my whole life trying to fix myself.
00:48:04Now I'm starting to think maybe that's not the way to go.
00:48:09You know?
00:48:14What do you think?
00:48:18I think life is short.
00:48:20You have to do what makes you happy.
00:48:23Fuck the rest.
00:48:27Okay, I like that.
00:48:29Okay, I like that.
00:48:54Friends of yours?
00:48:55Those are actually very special mice.
00:48:59They're genetically altered.
00:49:01Altered?
00:49:03Mm-hmm.
00:49:03They're like me.
00:49:08Just like you.
00:49:10I don't know.
00:49:10No.
00:49:12Those guys are assholes.
00:49:16Do you want to see these?
00:49:18Yeah, can I?
00:49:19Can I hold them?
00:49:19Yeah, yeah.
00:49:22I put on the gloves just because I wouldn't feel if they were biting or scratching.
00:49:27Not that they will, but they wouldn't.
00:49:29It's an old habit.
00:49:31Hey.
00:49:33Shh.
00:49:34I'm not used to other people.
00:49:40Don't have a lot of visitors?
00:49:42Um.
00:49:45Not especially.
00:49:46Huh?
00:49:47No.
00:49:48She likes you though.
00:49:56Shh.
00:49:57It's okay, it's okay.
00:49:58Thanks for letting me say hi to your friend.
00:49:59No problem.
00:50:00Go down, sweetheart.
00:50:01Shh.
00:50:04Something else?
00:50:07Oh, I used to pepper some more.
00:50:08I used to make the extract and then that's how I test them for the pain.
00:50:13Yeah.
00:50:14Chili peppers.
00:50:17You know, Henry, for someone who doesn't feel pain, you sure know an awful lot about it.
00:50:23Yeah, I mean, I, uh, I'm gonna spend my whole life thinking about it, you know?
00:50:30I've taught myself how to see it in others and it always amazes me, like, people walk around with so
00:50:36much pain.
00:50:39Like, take you for example.
00:50:40Like, I know you think you have pain in your shoulder.
00:50:43I know that sounds funny, but actually it's referred from a completely different area and you don't have a problem
00:50:47here at all.
00:50:47It's, it's, it's the surrounding muscle groups.
00:50:49It's, it's the surrounding muscle group.
00:51:19You can live your whole life trying to change, trying to be something you're not, telling yourself it's okay to
00:51:30be alone, simply surviving is enough.
00:51:51No one day everything changes.
00:52:12Hello, Henry.
00:52:16Why are you here?
00:52:18It didn't work, did it?
00:52:19The Fibane.
00:52:20We knew it was a long shot.
00:52:22What do you want?
00:52:24This whole time you've been focused on increasing the effectiveness of the naloxone derivatives, correct?
00:52:29Has it ever occurred to you to ask why it's only effective in such a small percentage of the population
00:52:34to begin with?
00:52:35Naloxone binds to opiate receptors.
00:52:38People with my condition have more than most.
00:52:40Based on the theory that the cause is due to a mutation of the anti-Archewan.
00:52:44Are you here for a fact check?
00:52:45What if it weren't?
00:52:47What if there were another gene with a similar mutation?
00:52:51Think about it.
00:52:53It would explain why naloxone is only effective in such a small group.
00:52:58Every experiment failed.
00:53:00It was bad science, okay?
00:53:02It was my fault.
00:53:03Everything failed.
00:53:04So you get up and you try again.
00:53:06You're not listening to me.
00:53:08It's not science fiction.
00:53:10It's my life.
00:53:11It's all science fiction until we prove it otherwise.
00:53:14That's what it means to be on the cutting edge of discovery.
00:53:18I spoke to Ray.
00:53:22Five people died.
00:53:24What were they, a good candidate, a good subject, a science experiment?
00:53:29Do you have no remorse at all?
00:53:31Yes, I've made mistakes.
00:53:33I admit.
00:53:35At least I'm not afraid of taking risks.
00:53:39And frankly, so what?
00:53:40Huh?
00:53:41So what if some people got hurt?
00:53:44We're, we're talking about profound scientific discovery.
00:53:47Don't be naive.
00:53:48That's the cost of doing business.
00:53:51Cost of doing business?
00:53:59I can give you what you want, Henry.
00:54:01Yeah, what's that?
00:54:03Pain.
00:54:34Something on your mind?
00:54:38I just feel good, you know?
00:54:44It's just so much that I want to do now.
00:54:49Like what?
00:54:52This guy's skating.
00:54:57Just never been.
00:55:02I think we can arrange that.
00:55:11Shady.
00:55:12Ron.
00:55:13Hey, I thought that was you.
00:55:17You look nice.
00:55:18What are you doing here?
00:55:20Having dinner with a friend.
00:55:21This is Ron.
00:55:23He used to work at the cafe.
00:55:24God, you look nice.
00:55:25I miss those days.
00:55:27Hey, I'm having a drink over at the bar.
00:55:28You want to come join me?
00:55:29Maybe another time.
00:55:30Come on, I'll buy you a shot.
00:55:32No, thanks.
00:55:33It's fine if you want to grab a quick drink.
00:55:36What are you?
00:55:37Look, I appreciate the offer, but I'd rather just be alone.
00:55:46You're serious.
00:55:48Why are you being like this?
00:55:50Being like what?
00:55:51A dick.
00:55:52Hey, you're the one with the stick of her ass.
00:55:53Excuse me.
00:55:54Hold on.
00:55:56There.
00:55:57You get something you want to say to me?
00:56:00I do, actually.
00:56:02Oh, yeah?
00:56:03What is it?
00:56:03It's fine.
00:56:04It's not fine.
00:56:06You're being rude to my friend.
00:56:09That's not okay.
00:56:12You owe her an apology.
00:56:16Your friend's a little cock tease.
00:56:21Hey!
00:56:21You got something to say to me now?
00:56:23I don't know.
00:56:25I don't know what you want to say to me now, but I don't know what you want to say
00:56:51to me now.
00:56:55Come on, wait.
00:56:57That guy, he was being an asshole.
00:57:00Look, I'm sorry.
00:57:01It was a mistake, okay?
00:57:03What?
00:57:04I gotta go.
00:57:05Just please leave me alone, okay?
00:57:10But, Henry...
00:57:15Stand clear of the closing door.
00:57:17God, have you.
01:00:51We need to do a gene test.
01:00:56Okay.
01:01:34You were right.
01:01:44I'll be down.
01:02:05I'll be down.
01:02:12Yes, of course. We'll do it together.
01:02:22We can use gene therapy to replace the faulty gene with a proper one.
01:02:32Inducing your nerve cells to create normally functioning sodium channels
01:02:36so they can properly transmit your pain syndrome.
01:02:39We just need to select a viral vector to deliver the gene.
01:02:43Take the normal functioning SC9A gene and deliver it to the cells.
01:02:49We let the healthy cells fix the problem for us.
01:02:54That's really good.
01:02:57We could have a sample sooner.
01:03:09Good.
01:03:11Good.
01:03:23Very good.
01:03:41Are you okay?
01:03:50Henry, you're scaring me.
01:03:56I'm working.
01:03:59This isn't who you are.
01:04:06You know, this is exactly who I am.
01:04:14It doesn't have to be.
01:04:15But that's the point. It does.
01:04:19It does. It's just...
01:04:23It wasn't real. It's just a bad fantasy.
01:04:33Can you look at me?
01:04:37Henry...
01:04:44I don't know.
01:05:11I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
01:05:14I just don't have time for distractions.
01:05:23I'm really sorry.
01:05:29You gotta go now.
01:06:00I don't have time to talk about it right now. I just need you to give it to me.
01:06:04I'm not gonna give you the sample, Henry.
01:06:10What are you doing?
01:06:12Where is it?
01:06:13What would you do with it if I let you have it?
01:06:15It's none of your concern.
01:06:16It is if you're planning on doing something stupid with it.
01:06:19Give me my sample.
01:06:22Give me my fucking sample. I discovered this.
01:06:26That's enough.
01:06:28Do you realize we are on the verge of a major breakthrough?
01:06:31We have a long way to go before we're ready for clinical trials in humans.
01:06:35Can you not see that?
01:06:37Do you realize what's at stake?
01:06:39Do you realize what's at stake?
01:07:06Do you realize what's at stake?
01:08:24Hey.
01:08:30What the hell's going on?
01:08:35Henry?
01:08:36Your phone's off. You haven't been keeping your appointments.
01:08:41I've been working.
01:08:44Yeah?
01:08:47Take a look.
01:08:54I did it, Ray. I... I solved it.
01:09:05F-C-N-9-A.
01:09:08What makes you think?
01:09:10That's confirmed it.
01:09:11No, it's... it's beautiful, isn't it?
01:09:14It's a nice theory.
01:09:17A theory.
01:09:19Yeah, what would you call it?
01:09:20I call it the thing I've been waiting for my entire life.
01:09:23You don't know that.
01:09:25This would take years of testing.
01:09:27I don't have time for that.
01:09:32Have you lost your mind?
01:09:34No, I cured a fucking disease.
01:09:35You don't have proof of that.
01:09:38This is all theoretical.
01:09:40Even if it worked, you don't know what the long-term side effects would be.
01:09:44You need preclinical data, clinical trials.
01:09:48You're just jealous.
01:09:49What?
01:09:50Just because you didn't have the guts to finish your work, doesn't mean I don't have the guts to finish
01:09:56mine.
01:10:00Injecting untested genes isn't science.
01:10:03It's suicide.
01:10:08Henry, life is not a distraction.
01:10:12This is...
01:10:13What do you know about it?
01:10:17What do you know about it?
01:10:19What do you know about living every day like it might be your last?
01:10:22You don't even know if you care anymore.
01:10:23What do you know about never feeling normal?
01:10:29I don't know.
01:10:30But what I do know is this isn't the answer.
01:10:35I am trying to protect you.
01:10:38I don't need protection.
01:10:40I need results.
01:10:42At what cost?
01:10:43At any fucking cost.
01:10:54Henry.
01:10:56Henry, please.
01:10:59I think it's time for you to go.
01:11:00before we go.
01:11:01I don't know.
01:11:38I don't know.
01:12:06I don't know.
01:12:31I don't know.
01:12:33Oh, thank God.
01:12:35I was worried sick.
01:12:43Well, did it work?
01:12:47I don't know.
01:12:49I didn't do it.
01:12:51What?
01:12:52Why?
01:12:53I guess I realized that if I did it, it didn't work.
01:13:00I mean, if I died in that room, no one would even notice.
01:13:05I mean, it would be like I was never even born.
01:13:09It's just...
01:13:12I can't do this anymore.
01:13:18Well, you can't just walk away from this.
01:13:21Look how far we've gone.
01:13:22It's my decision.
01:13:24Oh, the hell it is.
01:13:26We're talking about controlling pain at a genetic level.
01:13:29It has never been done before.
01:13:31Can't you see what's at stake for us?
01:13:34For us?
01:13:35Yes, for us.
01:13:36I'm the one taking all the risks.
01:13:40This is my life's work.
01:13:41What gives you the right to be so selfish?
01:13:49Did you want me to steal that?
01:13:51Oh, that's preposterous.
01:13:54You knew.
01:13:55You knew that I would never wait for proper testing.
01:13:57And you couldn't take another scandal.
01:14:01Am I right?
01:14:02You don't want any more blood on your hands, right?
01:14:06Am I right?
01:14:12Patience isn't either of a strong suit.
01:14:13And I knew...
01:14:16I knew it was only a matter of time before you became desperate enough.
01:14:22Henry, the only way for me to know the true potential
01:14:24for this type of gene therapy on my sodium channels
01:14:27would be to understand how it affects yours.
01:14:29What would have happened if it didn't work and I'd die?
01:14:35It was your decision to make.
01:14:36Do you care about anyone but yourself?
01:14:39How can you say that?
01:14:40I care about everyone.
01:14:42Don't you see that's what all this is about?
01:14:46I'm done.
01:14:48It's over.
01:14:49That is your fear, Tolkien.
01:14:50No.
01:14:51It's yours.
01:14:53Where are you going?
01:14:54There's nothing out there for you.
01:15:00You see?
01:15:02Henry, you...
01:15:04Don't go, Henry!
01:15:07I need you!
01:15:09That's what you want to hear?
01:15:12Henry, please!
01:15:35I need you!
01:15:37Father's existence.
01:15:42I just want to hear you.
01:15:44So...
01:15:49I need you.
01:15:56I ask you.
01:15:57I want to hear you.
01:15:57We need you.
01:15:57I need you.
01:15:57I need you.
01:15:57You should say...
01:15:58I don't want to hear me...
01:15:59Let me hear you.
01:15:59I am not asking you...
01:17:06So I've decided to leave this city for a while.
01:17:12There's a hospital and a place that I've never been, and apparently they can use my help.
01:17:24Is everything okay?
01:17:28Yeah.
01:17:31I'll see you tomorrow.
01:17:32Good night.
01:17:34I don't know what's out there for me.
01:17:36I don't know what lays ahead.
01:17:38But I do know I need to find out.
01:17:43It's like you said, do what makes you happy.
01:17:48Fuck the rest.
01:17:50I don't know what's out there for me.
01:18:44I don't know what's out there.
01:18:49I don't know what else to do.
01:18:49I don't know what the person is.