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We take a look back on all the clickbait thumbnails and videos Amberlynn made while living with Destiny’s mom during the summer of 2016. She talks about her feelings on sharing her health journey online and the reactions she gets from viewers. She’s expecting a visit from Krystle and Nina. Although there is no clip, if you’re reading this, we find out later that the tv Amberlynn says she “gave” to Destiny and Dana, because she didn’t see a reason to keep it since she has the tv downstairs. Later we find out that Amberlynn actually gifted the larger tv downstairs to Destiny when they bought it during Black Friday in October 2016. After the breakup however, things changed. It’s the first time we are properly introduced to Beck while making chocolate gravy, bacon, and biscuits for breakfast. She spends the night drinking with Krystle and Nina when they arrive at her apartment. The three take a trip to Nina’s in Tennessee since she has to work, then they drive Amberlynn back to Kentucky. Twinkie went along for the 5-hour drive.
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00:00:00The only thing that we have is a thumbnail and a title.
00:00:03Most YouTubers are YouTubing because it's our job
00:00:05and it's our passion and we enjoy it and we love it.
00:00:08So we want people to click, we want people to watch.
00:00:10I really don't mean to offend anyone
00:00:12when I do a clickbait title.
00:00:18I used to be really bad with clickbait.
00:00:20I'm gonna be honest, when I was living with Destiny's mom,
00:00:22mainly in July and August,
00:00:23when I was in a really just downward spiral,
00:00:25I would do things for YouTube that was just sickening.
00:00:28I would not do that now.
00:00:29I would clickbait so hard.
00:00:31I would troll and I would just do things
00:00:34that I knew would get me views, honestly.
00:00:36Sometimes that's okay, but I was really just in a position,
00:00:39it was not a good position.
00:00:41Perfect example is I purposely walked down
00:00:43these steep ass stairs.
00:00:45Like I'm talking like ladder stairs.
00:00:47You can't really tell in the video,
00:00:49but it's like steep and just really hard to walk up and down.
00:00:52Like everyone has an issue.
00:00:53I purposely film myself doing that
00:00:55just so I could title my video fat girl walking down the stairs.
00:00:58Let me show you the stairs.
00:01:00I said I was gonna do that.
00:01:01Look at how scary-
00:01:01Do you want me to go down on the shelf?
00:01:03Look at it.
00:01:04Like it's not normal stairs.
00:01:06They're like, almost like attic stairs.
00:01:09So it's really like hard.
00:01:10You'll make me more on the shelf.
00:01:11Sure.
00:01:13It's like a ladder.
00:01:14Yeah.
00:01:15I have to go down.
00:01:16I'm really weird.
00:01:18See, that doesn't do it justice when you're doing it.
00:01:23You want to show them how I go down it?
00:01:32Don't mind Destiny.
00:01:33She's a weird vlogger.
00:01:35Let me get down.
00:01:36Okay.
00:01:38Should I close this door?
00:01:40Yeah.
00:01:41Okay.
00:01:42Keep in mind, I have a heel spur.
00:01:44This leg hurts.
00:01:45I fell.
00:01:46No.
00:01:47So I hold on to here at first and then I go, oh, I was gonna get pajamas and I
00:01:58forgot.
00:01:58And then I hold on to this little thing.
00:02:00I don't know what it is, but it's there.
00:02:02It's for the handrails when they put them up.
00:02:05And then there's a thing right here that I can hold on to.
00:02:10So I do that and then I hold on to this part.
00:02:17When I'm going up, I go up like a ladder.
00:02:19Like I use my hands and my feet.
00:02:21I do the same thing.
00:02:23And then I get to this part and I hold on to the doorway.
00:02:29Yeah.
00:02:29It's hard for anybody.
00:02:32Like, I'm almost 500 pounds, so it's a little rough, but I get through it.
00:02:36That really sad and ironic moment when you're at Goodwill and you sit on a couch that's ugly
00:02:41as hell, but it's like the most comfortable thing in the world.
00:02:44Don't get me wrong.
00:02:45I would totally buy this couch, but we're like hour and a half away from home and we only
00:02:50have a car.
00:02:51So $60.
00:02:52Look how nice it is.
00:02:56Like, obviously it's not the cutest thing in the world, like I said before, but it's
00:03:00so comfortable.
00:03:01like, good night world.
00:03:06Good night.
00:03:08Shoes.
00:03:10That's me getting these shoes.
00:03:12They're like this much too big, but I'm going to wear them without socks.
00:03:15They're just going to be like-
00:03:16Tell them what kind of shoe you wear.
00:03:17Yeah.
00:03:18These are a three and a half, but these are a women's six.
00:03:21Whoa, then those are like huge then.
00:03:24No.
00:03:25But she wears a three in children.
00:03:27If you wear a three in children, it equals to a five and a half, five in women's.
00:03:32Oh.
00:03:32But these run really small because they're only like this much too big.
00:03:36Okay, because I don't know much about that.
00:03:38And then her mom's going to get their Pappy this.
00:03:41Pappy's old fashioned soda pop and she's going to like put stuff inside of it.
00:03:45She's going to get them like candy and stuff.
00:03:46That's really clever.
00:03:48Isn't this couch amazing?
00:03:49Don't be sad.
00:03:51We'll find her.
00:03:53And if we don't, I'm hoping she's in like a good place.
00:03:58Because there are people out there who take cats.
00:04:00You find them and they'll take care of them.
00:04:03Because she hasn't hurt my nail on her.
00:04:05Well, look it.
00:04:06We got our new couch.
00:04:07What do you think of it?
00:04:08I love our couch.
00:04:10Fred.
00:04:11I was just telling them about it.
00:04:14We're making flyers.
00:04:16Gracie.
00:04:17Gracie.
00:04:18Gracie Mae.
00:04:19We went to Walmart and we printed out five pictures of her.
00:04:22Or ten pictures of her.
00:04:24How many more do you have to make?
00:04:25Four more.
00:04:26How are you feeling right now?
00:04:27Sore.
00:04:28I'm upset.
00:04:29Where are you sore at?
00:04:30Right here.
00:04:31I'm going to see a little bit.
00:04:32There's our couch by the way.
00:04:34It's so cute.
00:04:36I'm liking it.
00:04:37It's okay.
00:04:38What?
00:04:46It's ugly as hell.
00:04:49We're putting up the first flyer for Gracie Mae.
00:04:52I'm going to do it next to the mailbox.
00:04:54Because I think that makes no sense.
00:04:56And we have nine others to do.
00:04:57It's comfy though, right?
00:05:03Look that chair is only $7.99.
00:05:05Weren't you thrilled about this couch?
00:05:09We are breaking up.
00:05:11I'm done with you.
00:05:13Lies.
00:05:17She's so cute.
00:05:18Okay, so I'm going to eat some McDonald's.
00:05:24McChicken.
00:05:24Small fry.
00:05:26Doo-dee-dee.
00:05:27Destiny's eating two, but she won't eat on the camera.
00:05:34Hello.
00:05:34No.
00:05:35What?
00:05:37What?
00:05:42I can't.
00:05:53I'm supposed to be talking.
00:06:01I mean, sometimes.
00:06:02So that's how it looks.
00:06:04I used to get these all the time, but then I stopped.
00:06:07Did you like it, Destiny?
00:06:09The regular ones, yes.
00:06:10I didn't like spicy.
00:06:13Is it spicy?
00:06:14Mm-mm.
00:06:15Oh.
00:06:15I don't know you.
00:06:16Destiny's eating a cheeseburger.
00:06:18Half.
00:06:20Half of a cheeseburger.
00:06:21I didn't feel like going up the steps and recording in the bedrooms.
00:06:24Just, I don't really want to eat in there.
00:06:30We're in the dining room.
00:06:45You can talk.
00:06:47Oh, I might have closed it just out of habit.
00:06:49Oh.
00:06:59I don't want to do ketchup.
00:07:01Now, this is the part that you guys are probably going to question, but I do add some ketchup.
00:07:05I feel like it really, really makes it good.
00:07:10Not too much.
00:07:13Turn it up.
00:07:15We're going to add a little bit of ketchup.
00:07:18It's funny.
00:07:18You guys think I love ketchup.
00:07:20I don't.
00:07:21I do.
00:07:22Destiny does.
00:07:23I only add it in my soups, and I add the tiniest bit.
00:07:26It just adds flavor.
00:07:27Like, if I was to get a cheeseburger, I would ask for no ketchup.
00:07:45It's a big old vase in here.
00:07:46You just put it in there.
00:07:47Uh-uh.
00:07:49You put it all over.
00:07:52You want ketchup, baby?
00:07:55Oh, yeah.
00:08:01You just angle them.
00:08:09Oh, my God.
00:08:10I can't wait for you to try those.
00:08:12I'm excited to try them.
00:08:14Oh, my gosh.
00:08:15Hold on, hold on, hold on.
00:08:16They're pretty good.
00:08:17Mom, you eat that while you're sitting there.
00:08:20I'll try one right now if you want.
00:08:21They are good.
00:08:22I need you to eat them right now.
00:08:23Just to eat them right on there.
00:08:27Tasty.
00:08:28Get one out, Mom.
00:08:31She said she'll eat it right now.
00:08:33Really?
00:08:33Okay.
00:08:34Okay.
00:08:35Yeah.
00:08:36Yeah.
00:08:36It's got some fries.
00:08:38It's good.
00:08:41I'm going to make that honeydew ice cream.
00:08:48I don't know what I bought everything for.
00:08:53That honeydew ice cream stuff.
00:08:55Mm-hmm.
00:09:00Four of these a day.
00:09:01Yeah.
00:09:04I think I'm going to aim for five waters a day, though.
00:09:07What?
00:09:08It's not that hard.
00:09:28Mom, were you really doing it to me?
00:09:31You were saying, Mom?
00:09:32You had more because you just had your hand one.
00:09:34It doesn't matter who had more.
00:09:38So it's a sweet pepper.
00:09:40Sweet pepper?
00:09:41Yes.
00:09:42Wow, I'm feeling nauseous now.
00:09:44That's what McDonald's does to you.
00:09:46I was feeling nauseous before.
00:09:48Oh, really?
00:09:49Oh, really?
00:09:50So that's what I was thinking.
00:09:52Is it because I was thinking on the way home, is it McDonald's?
00:09:55I'm going to roll in.
00:09:55What does this boulder blast taste like?
00:09:58Really good.
00:09:59Oh, these are good.
00:10:00What does it taste like?
00:10:01Like blue.
00:10:02Like blueberry.
00:10:03Maybe.
00:10:04Okay.
00:10:05We have to put these in here.
00:10:06We're the right.
00:10:07However, the right is the right way up.
00:10:10I'm going to be eating.
00:10:15What was it?
00:10:15The soda?
00:10:17Is that on the right way up?
00:10:18You need the spirit?
00:10:19The spirit.
00:10:20I was going to get more water bottles.
00:10:21This prime is up the way that little thing comes off and you just pull it off.
00:10:24Now the words are sideways.
00:10:27The words are sideways.
00:10:29You're sideways.
00:10:30I told you.
00:10:34You should try this.
00:10:35Oh my god.
00:10:36It's so good.
00:10:37What am I asking?
00:10:54It's so good.
00:10:55Uh-huh.
00:11:01What's the smell?
00:11:02What's the smell?
00:11:03You're right!
00:11:04I wanna blow it.
00:11:05It's so good.
00:11:06I want to blow it off.
00:11:28It's all seeds.
00:11:34Are you going to eat those?
00:11:36Nah.
00:11:37I'm going to dare you to eat the green part.
00:11:39No, I'm not going to eat the green part.
00:11:41I'm going to put your trash in there.
00:11:43That's the dirt part.
00:11:50Say goodbye.
00:11:52Bye.
00:11:54Hope you enjoyed.
00:11:56I figured I would film a mukbang video.
00:11:58I'm going to be eating three pretty big slices of pizza.
00:12:03Pepperoni.
00:12:04I'm not really a pepperoni girl, but
00:12:08oh well.
00:12:10I'm drinking two waters.
00:12:12That's good, I guess.
00:12:13The only thing that we really have right now is pizza.
00:12:18I do want you guys to know that I'm the queen of like moderation.
00:12:22I lost 89 pounds before.
00:12:24This really is good though.
00:12:29The only reason why I'm eating three pieces is because I did not eat all day and I literally
00:12:33feel like I probably won't eat much later.
00:12:35And if I sat here and ate carrots and stuff, I'd get full so fast and probably only eat
00:12:39like 100 calories.
00:12:40Not enough.
00:12:41I told my girlfriend's mom that I make mukbang videos and she was supportive.
00:12:48I explained it.
00:12:49I'm eating with people who like don't want to eat alone.
00:12:51Like that's honestly how I feel.
00:12:52And so that's how I explained it to my girlfriend's mom.
00:12:57I'm trying to drink a lot of water.
00:12:58I love the crust on pizza.
00:13:00Oh my god.
00:13:01I just want you guys to know that just because someone makes mukbang videos doesn't mean they're
00:13:04gaining weight.
00:13:04Doesn't mean they're not losing weight because I am losing weight.
00:13:07I'm not gaining weight.
00:13:08I haven't really been 100% honest about that because whenever someone asks me, you know,
00:13:13oh she's gaining weight or whatever.
00:13:14I always just say I'm losing.
00:13:17I don't need the backlash at all.
00:13:19I just, I don't want it.
00:13:21I just feel like it's so much safer to just say what people want to hear and what I feel
00:13:25like people will not hate me for.
00:13:27I'm super happy about that.
00:13:28There will be some more.
00:13:29So I'll see you then.
00:13:31Bye.
00:13:31We're watching Dr. Phil about a transgender.
00:13:36Oh.
00:13:39Balls.
00:13:40Transgender douchebag.
00:13:41First, take any moment.
00:13:42Yeah, he is a douchebag.
00:13:44But say why so people don't assume we're like, again, because, show your face, because
00:13:53he is married.
00:13:55He's married to a woman and he's cheated on that woman like a bunch with another transgender
00:14:01and I guess men.
00:14:02Because it was their anniversary and she got him a gift and then he was like, well, I
00:14:08want my gift to be, let me sleep with a man.
00:14:13So they went on a date and they met up with the guy that she wanted to do it with
00:14:17and
00:14:1845 minutes later, that guy brought her back.
00:14:25I was really upset and I told Zach to tell the person he was with to leave.
00:14:32He told me no.
00:14:34So we're waiting for her brother.
00:14:36I'm just eating some chips and salsa.
00:14:46We also got a cheese dip.
00:14:49Pretty tasty.
00:14:52So earlier when I was at the restaurant, Destiny's mom texted me on OnlyMeat.
00:14:56It was like, I found something for you.
00:14:58I just want you to know that I love you and I care about you and I just want you
00:15:01to know
00:15:02that and all this stuff and I was like, what?
00:15:05Like it was just so random and I didn't care about the fact that she like found something
00:15:10for me and got something for me.
00:15:11And more so was like, oh my God.
00:15:13It was sweet of her to like send that message and like let me know that she loves me and
00:15:16cares about me and stuff.
00:15:17Very sentimental.
00:15:18I love sweet stuff like that.
00:15:20I had no idea what to expect.
00:15:22We came home from the restaurant.
00:15:23She wasn't home yet.
00:15:24And then she came home and she was like, okay, so normally when I go to work, I always go
00:15:31to the same spot, like the same place.
00:15:33But today for some reason I had to go somewhere different.
00:15:35And I was like, oh, okay.
00:15:36And she's like, when I backed out of where I was leaving, I heard some noise and I was
00:15:41like, oh, okay.
00:15:43Uh-huh.
00:15:43And then she came in with this.
00:15:47This right here.
00:15:51This in your butt.
00:16:02Let's just do long story short.
00:16:05She found him in these really tall like bushes and like grass.
00:16:10Okay.
00:16:11Go lay down.
00:16:13And she thought of me right then and there.
00:16:16She thought of me.
00:16:16And the thing is, I can't even tell you how many times, like I just like joked around.
00:16:21I was like, oh, I want another cat or I want another dog to myself.
00:16:23Like totally just joking.
00:16:24And they're always like, no, no, we have too many animals.
00:16:27True that though.
00:16:28Wasabi and Twinkie are purely just, you know, mine and Destiny's and their animals are theirs.
00:16:32You know, it's a big family.
00:16:33She said that when she saw the cat, it was like meant to be.
00:16:36And she thought of me.
00:16:36So she brought him home.
00:16:38We're assuming him.
00:16:39He's super, super skinny.
00:16:41You can tell he's very malnourished.
00:16:42So we fed him, gave him water.
00:16:44He just seems really relaxed and almost extremely grateful for us.
00:16:50And he's very talkative.
00:16:51I can tell you that.
00:16:52Wasabi was not like that as a kitten.
00:16:53We're assuming he's about six weeks old.
00:16:55We're not sure.
00:16:57We called the vet, like literally as soon as Destiny's mom gave him to me.
00:17:01Oh my God.
00:17:01I cried.
00:17:02I just want to tell you guys, I cried.
00:17:03So after I was done crying, thinking like petting, trying to just be like, oh my God,
00:17:07oh my God.
00:17:08I had to call the vet.
00:17:09So me and Destiny called the vet and right off the bat, we made an appointment so we can
00:17:14do an exam on the kitten so we can do the vaccinations and everything like that.
00:17:18We're going to pay for it.
00:17:19I know people in the comments are like, ah, parents are paying for it.
00:17:21No, we pay for everything ourselves.
00:17:24Like anyways, whole other story.
00:17:25I just want to make sure the kitten's okay.
00:17:27And what's really weird is like Destiny's mom thinks that someone literally left the kitten
00:17:31just there on purpose because it was a really weird spot and the kitten is not dirty
00:17:36at all, which is weird because outside cats like have that weird feeling to the fur.
00:17:40The cat doesn't feel like that at all.
00:17:41I feel like literally someone abused this cat, like not in a sense of like physical.
00:17:47I'm thinking they didn't feed water, you know, all the typical stuff and they're just like,
00:17:51you know what, I'm done with this.
00:17:52So they just kind of put the cat somewhere.
00:17:55So you can feel his little spine.
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:58So skinny.
00:18:00We're taking care of the baby.
00:18:02We named him Jax, J-A-X.
00:18:05So boy or girl, I think it's perfect, but we were like almost sure boy.
00:18:09As for how Wasabi and Twinkie are acting, Wasabi, oh my God, it was the weirdest thing.
00:18:15Wasabi picked, no, let you do it because you're the one who was there.
00:18:20Tell them all about it.
00:18:22Wasabi, like, you know how mama cats pick up their babies, you know, by their neck and
00:18:26they carry them away.
00:18:27Okay, Wasabi did that to him and he just let it happen.
00:18:31Wasabi carried him from the doorway back into the room because he was trying to walk down
00:18:35the stairs.
00:18:36Then Wasabi, he sat there and licked on him, cleaned his ears and checked his butt and just
00:18:42like licked him all over.
00:18:44And every time he meows a lot, Wasabi comes running.
00:18:48Yeah.
00:18:49So that's like really weird because we had another kitten at one time.
00:18:53Wasabi was alone a lot because, you know, while we were at work, we wanted him to have
00:18:56someone to play with.
00:18:57So we were going back and forth.
00:18:59Should we get a cat or should we get a dog?
00:19:01Should we get a cat or should we get a dog?
00:19:02So all within, again, the same swift motion, we privately, we didn't like say this on a
00:19:08vlog or anything really, was getting a cat and a dog around the same time.
00:19:11So we were going to have three pets.
00:19:13Scarlet, which was the kitten that you guys are wondering about.
00:19:16And then Twinkie, the dog that we have now.
00:19:17We weren't able to have that cat because of our apartment rules, which just breaks my heart
00:19:22thinking about it now.
00:19:23But the reason why we had to get rid of Scarlet is because our apartment complex only allows
00:19:28us to have two pets.
00:19:30I was like, oh, okay, cool.
00:19:33Wasabi was not like that with that kitten.
00:19:35Scarlet and Wasabi did not get along.
00:19:38Like they would constantly fight.
00:19:40Wasabi's eye was infected, which we got that fixed.
00:19:43Don't worry.
00:19:44Wasabi's eye was infected because Scarlet scratched on it.
00:19:46They would fight a lot.
00:19:48We tried to break it apart.
00:19:49We tried to get them to know each other for, you know, like two weeks or whatever.
00:19:52And that's a long time.
00:19:54Like they were together for a long time and they should have adapted to each other, but
00:19:57we felt like it was just getting worse.
00:19:59What's amazing is Twinkie and Wasabi get along perfectly.
00:20:03It's almost like it was meant to be.
00:20:04But for some reason with this one, Wasabi is like loving on it.
00:20:07Like it's Wasabi's child.
00:20:09Like what?
00:20:10You know, it really is sad.
00:20:11I think of Scarlet often.
00:20:12Obviously we wouldn't have gotten rid of a Scarlet.
00:20:14We would have tried to make Scarlet and Wasabi to get along a little better at least.
00:20:18We gave it to someone else.
00:20:20It was like a whole other story.
00:20:21She is living with Destiny's friend.
00:20:24We would not just give Scarlet to anybody.
00:20:26We had to make sure it was a nice home and stuff.
00:20:29And she already had two other cats and the two other cats like got along with any cat.
00:20:33So we tried to see how Scarlet was around them and they were actually fine.
00:20:36I don't know if it's because Wasabi was like, whoa, who's this cat on my territory?
00:20:40I honestly don't know.
00:20:41Wasabi was probably just trying to be a macho man.
00:20:43Twinkie's just really neutral with really any type of cat.
00:20:46When it comes to dogs, don't do female dogs.
00:20:50I don't know what it is.
00:20:50How the cat's reacting to all the other animals.
00:20:53Pretty decent.
00:20:54Some hissing.
00:20:55Because we do have quite a few dogs here and another cat that is Destiny's mom's.
00:20:59But I mean, things are going well.
00:21:00The dogs just really stare at the kitten.
00:21:02They smell something different in the house and they just get curious.
00:21:06I just wanted to share with you guys.
00:21:07Like we have another baby.
00:21:09Now it's that it's a family of four.
00:21:11It's a family of five.
00:21:12I just get really, I am such a big animal lover.
00:21:15Like you guys are like, oh, you're not vegan.
00:21:18So you don't love animals.
00:21:20No, I do a lot.
00:21:21We wanted to take care of this animal and it, I feel like everything was meant to happen.
00:21:26Like I can't believe her mom found that kitten and thought of me.
00:21:29She could have, you know, taken it to the shelter or left it there because they didn't
00:21:32want any more animals here.
00:21:33But she thought of me and that's just awesome.
00:21:35Anyways, this is too long of a thing.
00:21:37Bye.
00:21:38Yeah, Destiny and I just got out of Walmart.
00:21:40While we were at Walmart, I was turning the corner and I guess there was a sharp, you know
00:21:45how like things sit on shelves, obviously.
00:21:47There was a sharp part when I turned around the corner and I ripped my pants.
00:21:52Let's see if I can show you guys the cuteness.
00:21:57My fat's hanging out like, hey, and it's really big.
00:22:01Like it's so embarrassing.
00:22:04But yeah, completely ripped my pants.
00:22:07I was in Walmart like that for a good hour, you know.
00:22:10That's how we roll around here.
00:22:12Good old Kentucky, hey.
00:22:14So I hope you guys really enjoyed this video for today.
00:22:17I had so much fun.
00:22:18I just can't even wrap my head around it.
00:22:20Another experience with a guy hitting on me though.
00:22:23The last two parties I've gone to, there's been a guy hitting on me and it's starting to
00:22:27get really weird because it's like if you're a lesbian and you're watching this, when a guy
00:22:30hits on you, like do you just straight up say, oh, I'm a lesbian so leave me alone or like,
00:22:33I don't know, I even went as far as saying my name was Rebecca.
00:22:38Her name is Rebecca Williams.
00:22:40She likes to go by Becky.
00:22:42I don't know.
00:22:42Like I didn't even want to just like be honest about my name or anything.
00:22:45Anyways, that's our subject.
00:22:46It's just weighing on my mind right now.
00:22:47As you guys know, it was not 4th of July today.
00:22:50We just celebrated it today.
00:22:51I'm not sure if I'm going to be vlogging on July 4th because that is Destiny and I's
00:22:55one year anniversary.
00:22:59I also want to say today, July 2nd is the exact day that I met Destiny face to face for
00:23:06the
00:23:06very first time.
00:23:07So Destiny has been outside with Cameron and Chase for literally like six hours.
00:23:13Her speakers messed up in her car and those are like her babies.
00:23:17Like her speakers were like $500 so they started like not working so they're out there trying
00:23:21to fix them.
00:23:22Literally six hours and I'm like, okay, well, I want to come in and play Unos.
00:23:28I've been patiently waiting for like the last hour but you know, that's how that goes.
00:23:33She's busy.
00:23:33That's all right.
00:23:34That's all right.
00:23:37So I've always been that girl whenever I'm playing cards with somebody, I'm the one who
00:23:43does the shuffling because I just do it so well.
00:23:47It's really not that hard.
00:23:54I do make mistakes.
00:23:58Whoops.
00:24:00Anyways, I'm going to play a game of solitaire with myself.
00:24:04I won.
00:24:05I usually always do win.
00:24:07Solitaire is just one of them ones that I'm pretty good at.
00:24:10Hey guys, so I figured I would film a good old cereal mukbang.
00:24:15So I'm going to be eating Captain Crunch.
00:24:18It's the Captain Crunch's berry kind.
00:24:21I just wanted to eat something crunchy for y'all.
00:24:23Cereal is the way to go for some crunch.
00:24:25So this is the only bowl that's clean.
00:24:28It's huge.
00:24:30It is past 3 a.m.
00:24:32and I haven't eaten all day.
00:24:34Such a bad habit.
00:24:47There's just a little bit more.
00:24:55I don't really like that like dust part.
00:24:57You know at the end of a like a box but it's like hard.
00:25:00You know like the end like all that little dusty stuff.
00:25:04You guys can't really see my head.
00:25:06I'm trying to show this mainly.
00:25:08I just want to say like this is a lot of cereal.
00:25:10When I film my mukbangs, I try to eat just a little bit more than I normally would because
00:25:15this, no.
00:25:16I would never eat this much.
00:25:17People are saying that I'm eating too little in a mukbang.
00:25:20People are saying I'm doing mukbangs wrong.
00:25:21I don't even know anymore.
00:25:24I just do it because why not?
00:25:28There are people who enjoy these videos.
00:25:30I for one enjoy these videos.
00:25:32Isn't it just so beautiful?
00:25:33Look at this.
00:25:35Yes baby.
00:25:37Let's go.
00:25:38Cereal is one of them foods that I probably eat the fastest.
00:25:54Mm-hmm.
00:25:56Mm-hmm.
00:25:57Mm-hmm.
00:25:58Mm-hmm.
00:25:58Mm-hmm.
00:26:01Getting freaking so full.
00:26:04Oh my.
00:26:06Look who's bound it's way over here.
00:26:08You can't have any.
00:26:15This cat loves human food.
00:26:17My other cat wasabi is not like that.
00:26:19Milk.
00:26:20Cats love milk.
00:26:21You know cats aren't supposed to have dairy.
00:26:26I'm sorry baby.
00:26:28There is a lot of like storming going on right now.
00:26:31Yeah.
00:26:31It is storming.
00:26:32Horrible.
00:26:33I'm scared the power is going to go out.
00:26:35And if it does, that sucks.
00:26:39It's raining so hard.
00:26:40I can't even see like out that window.
00:26:43It is raining cats and dogs.
00:26:45And I am all alone.
00:26:58Normally, I'll drink the milk.
00:26:59But this was just too much.
00:27:02So, no.
00:27:04I can't.
00:27:09Done.
00:27:11Baby.
00:27:13Don't let that cat fool you.
00:27:14Its food is over there.
00:27:15He eats all day.
00:27:16That is a growing boy.
00:27:18I hope you guys enjoyed this video.
00:27:19Do you want to take a shot?
00:27:22Yeah, I do actually.
00:27:25Shit.
00:27:27Tell them what's wrong with your hand.
00:27:29Your hand.
00:27:30I'm getting a new one.
00:27:31Are you getting a new one?
00:27:34What?
00:27:35I'm getting highlights.
00:27:37Yeah.
00:27:38Her mom's putting bleach in it.
00:27:42Ready?
00:27:43Yep.
00:27:43Tell me when.
00:27:45I'm getting a new one.
00:27:47All right, that's good.
00:27:49Amberlynn's doing a shot, man.
00:27:50We don't need an audience.
00:27:52Shot, shot, shot, shot.
00:27:53Shot, shot, shot, shot, shot, shot, shot, shot.
00:27:56They're all vloggy.
00:27:56You're doing a shot.
00:27:58Why?
00:27:58I look like a dingus right now.
00:28:00No, you don't.
00:28:00Shot, shot, shot, shot, shot.
00:28:03Here's the stop.
00:28:05One, two, da.
00:28:09Fireball.
00:28:11There's antifreeze in there.
00:28:12Damn, that's good.
00:28:13Yeah, it is.
00:28:13What's antifreeze?
00:28:15Stuff that goes in your car.
00:28:16Some of them does, some of them does.
00:28:19Why are you allowed to drink that?
00:28:21That's what we need to do.
00:28:22That's actually really good.
00:28:24What is going on right here?
00:28:26It's nice and cold, too, ain't it?
00:28:29It's best if you mix it with, not mix it, but the Chasers Gatorade.
00:28:34I don't need a Chaser.
00:28:36Oh, shit.
00:28:37I never do.
00:28:38You want another one?
00:28:40No, I'm good.
00:28:41Alicia?
00:28:42No, I'm good.
00:28:44As you guys saw just, like, a little bit ago, I took, just, like, I'm vlogging.
00:28:50I took just, like, a small shot of Fireball, which I've actually never had before, and my
00:28:55face literally started burning, like, really bad, and my eyes started, like, just watering,
00:28:59and it almost felt like there was fire just sitting on my face.
00:29:03And sometimes when I drink alcohol, like, it has to be, like, more than just a little
00:29:06shot.
00:29:07I get kind of red.
00:29:08My face burns just a little bit, but the Fireball literally hurts.
00:29:12People always say, oh, it's so hot.
00:29:14The Fireball's so spicy.
00:29:15Oh, it's gonna hurt.
00:29:16Like, no, when I took the shot, it was fine, but then afterwards, I sat for, like, 10 minutes,
00:29:19and I was on fire.
00:29:22So, I got cold water on this, and, I mean, it's helping a little bit, but damn.
00:29:28Watch out.
00:29:29Like, lately, I've been, like, saying no to alcohol.
00:29:31I just, I used to drink a lot of alcohol when I was in high school.
00:29:35I was no alcoholic, but I also smoked weed and whatever.
00:29:38Oh, you know, everyone has their moments.
00:29:40When I turned 18, I stopped smoking weed.
00:29:41I drank some alcohol, and then when I was living in Virginia, I was drinking a lot of wine.
00:29:45And it wasn't, like, daily.
00:29:47It wasn't even weekly, but ever since I came to, where am I right now?
00:29:51Kentucky, like, there's a lot of just alcohol around, and people are always like, oh, you
00:29:55want to take shots?
00:29:56You want to take shots?
00:29:56And, like, a lot of the time, I declined, but I said yes, and now I regret it, and I
00:30:01feel like I don't like drinking as much as I used to.
00:30:04It's not that fun, you know?
00:30:06Today is Destiny's little birthday photo shoot, if you will, so I'm trying to find something
00:30:12to wear.
00:30:13Her theme is blue, so she wants me to wear blue, too, and she's going to have some black
00:30:18and stuff, so blue and black, and obviously some white.
00:30:21I didn't wear makeup for the fact that I really didn't think I was going to be in it, but
00:30:25everyone's like, come on, come on, come on.
00:30:26I'm like, okay.
00:30:28So I guess we'll see what the photos look like.
00:30:30I'll definitely show them to you guys once they're printed out or whatever's going to
00:30:33be happening to them.
00:30:34That was a super fun experience, and I'm freaking sweating bullets right now.
00:30:40So, what'd you think?
00:30:42It was fun.
00:30:43I'm glad you were in it, too.
00:30:44Why?
00:30:45Because you made it.
00:30:46I made it?
00:30:48What does that even mean?
00:30:50Without you, it wouldn't be no fun.
00:30:58I love you.
00:31:00I'm too sexy for my shirt, too sexy for my shirt, so sexy it hurts.
00:31:04I am too sexy for Milan, too sexy for Milan, New York and Japan.
00:31:11I am too sexy for your party, too sexy for your party, the way I'm disco dancing.
00:31:15I'm a model, you know what I mean?
00:31:17And I do my little turn on the catwalk, yeah, on the catwalk, on the catwalk, yeah,
00:31:21I do my little turn on the catwalk.
00:31:31I'm too sexy for my car, too sexy for my car, too sexy by far.
00:31:35And I'm too sexy for my hat, too sexy for my hat.
00:31:39I'm a model, you know what I mean?
00:31:41And I do my little turn on the catwalk, yeah, on the catwalk, on the catwalk, yeah,
00:31:45I shake my little turn on the catwalk.
00:31:47So, hey, we just got back, and I'm sorry, I didn't vlog or anything.
00:31:50Like, I was kind of just, like, living the moment.
00:31:52Plus, especially at a strip club, that'd be kind of wrong to be filming them.
00:31:57Like, that's probably against the law.
00:31:59It was an interesting night.
00:32:00I can definitely say that, and we had sex on the beach.
00:32:05You guys can, it might be an alcoholic drink, or it might be an actual activity we did.
00:32:11I'll let you guys guess.
00:32:12Oh, my God.
00:32:14Let me see.
00:32:19Everyone keeps saying, where's wasabi?
00:32:21Do you love wasabi?
00:32:22Bring wasabi over here, because literally, we would never get rid of my first love.
00:32:27Look at it.
00:32:29Like, wasabi is my first child that I ever got.
00:32:33And then it was Twinkie, and then it was Jax.
00:32:35But wasabi is so independent.
00:32:37He just does his own thing.
00:32:38Show them where he sleeps.
00:32:41Please, show them this.
00:32:42Right there.
00:32:43Right here.
00:32:44And his little crook.
00:32:45Obviously, when you put him there, he's not going to, like, sit down and stuff.
00:32:48And then, I made this for the kitten.
00:32:50Maybe I'll sleep with it tonight.
00:32:52Because the kitten downstairs loves this one basket, so we figured we'd, like, make him
00:32:56a basket upstairs while we're sleeping.
00:32:59Because all the animals sleep with us.
00:33:00We close the door.
00:33:02They have their water and food over here, and their little box is over there.
00:33:08So, just while we're sleeping, I don't want them to, like, get hurt downstairs or something.
00:33:14You know, I'm just, a lot of good animal parents.
00:33:18So, this is probably one of the weirdest things I've ever filmed for you guys.
00:33:22But, you know, that's how my life goes.
00:33:24A lot of you are asking, I'm so morbidly obese.
00:33:27So morbidly obese.
00:33:30How do you shave your legs?
00:33:33Let me show you, girl.
00:33:34Let me show you.
00:33:35Because some of you don't think I can shave my legs, which is weird, because I definitely
00:33:39can.
00:33:41Like, I'm literally reaching.
00:33:44Like, I don't know how else to show you.
00:33:47Like, awkward.
00:33:48Oh, man.
00:33:52So, look.
00:33:54Bending.
00:33:55Like, I don't know how else to show you.
00:33:58I don't know.
00:34:00It's just a lot of you think I am, like, incapable of doing anything, which is kind of sad.
00:34:08I mean, I am overly obese, but I can't do daily, normal things.
00:34:13Some of them.
00:34:14Not all, but some.
00:34:15It is raining so hard out there.
00:34:19It is crazy.
00:34:35I really love the sound of it.
00:34:38A thing in Kentucky that I've noticed is that when it is weathered like this, like, people
00:34:43sit out on the porch and just enjoy it.
00:34:46Like, you don't see that in Florida, California, anywhere, really.
00:34:49So, her mom and her friends outside are just enjoying it, laughing, talking, and I'm in
00:34:55here like, hashtag, I'm not used to that.
00:35:01She's okay.
00:35:05Watch out, baby.
00:35:19Oh, no!
00:35:24It actually looks scary.
00:35:30It's raining.
00:35:34Oh, my God.
00:35:36It's really hot in the kitchen.
00:35:40Oh, my God.
00:35:42It's raining this way.
00:35:45Behind the mountains.
00:35:50It's kind of brutal.
00:36:09It's coming from up there like that, and then going all the way down here.
00:36:28Oh my gosh. What are you guys doing? What? It is literally flooding. I'm scared honestly
00:36:41because we live on it. You guys saw the hill, but back there in the back, it's even more
00:36:48hill, and before they built this house, some of it was already built, like over there
00:36:55was, and that's where it's really bad, like hill. It was really bad weather one time,
00:37:00and the whole house literally fell, like turned inside out. I'm a little scared. Let's be
00:37:08real. So this is the side of the house, and there's an outhouse over there, literally
00:37:15like getting flooded. Oh my gosh. That is crazy. Wow. Kentucky, you're nuts. I just want to say,
00:37:28I know in that last clip you kind of saw the cat box. Our cat box is in our bedroom
00:37:32because
00:37:32we can't have it downstairs because the dogs like to eat cat poop. I don't understand why.
00:37:38Our really horrible option is to have it in here. In the morning we clean it, and at night
00:37:41we clean it. So we're about to clean it right now, girl. Actually, Destiny is the one who
00:37:45does it. Like I'm going to be honest right now. I can't do it. It grosses me out. Like
00:37:49I understand I need to get over that, but yeah, I just wanted to say that because I know in
00:37:53the past, you guys have saw the litter in my room before. Some people like had an issue
00:37:57with it, which I found kind of strange because it's like, I have cats. They need litter. Like,
00:38:03I don't know. I'm just going to go. Love you guys. I want the views. I want the subscribers.
00:38:08I want the love. I want all of us to be friends and happy. You can't go on YouTube and
00:38:13be like,
00:38:13I don't want anyone to watch me. I don't want the views, and I don't want the clicks. I don't
00:38:18want the subscribers. I don't want the supporters. I don't want any of that. You can't go on YouTube
00:38:23and say that because it's not true. You're on here because you want people to listen to you. You want
00:38:26people to be a part of your life and to know where you're coming from. You want people to
00:38:31just watch you. Like, that's just what it boils down to. I'm sorry for clickbait titles. There
00:38:36will be more, but it's because I want y'all to click. I want y'all to click me, and
00:38:39I want y'all
00:38:40to watch me. As a viewer, I love me some clickbait titles. There are times that I probably wouldn't
00:38:45have watched a video if it wasn't for a certain title of a video. I don't think anyone should be
00:38:50upset with that. It's just a clickbait title, and I've actually seen a comment before. This was a very
00:38:54good comment. It was not on my channel. In their comment section a couple months back, someone was
00:38:59like, this was clickbait. And someone replied with, what really is clickbait? When you see a title of
00:39:06something, you prejudge what you think the video is going to be about. If you watch it, if the video
00:39:11doesn't go your way or your hypothesis isn't right, then that's when people usually get mad about
00:39:16clickbait. So the person was like, why get mad off of something that you assumed the video was going
00:39:21to be about. I think that's a very good example. Another good example is back when I lived in
00:39:25Florida, if you guys remember my friend Libby, oh my god, I remember her. How could I not? Like,
00:39:30what? Like, boo. I talk to her, like, all the time. I miss her so much if you're watching. Love
00:39:33you. We were
00:39:34actually at the bowling alley, and she got one of those, like, plastic rings, and she put it on my
00:39:38finger, and she proposed to me. Like, she literally proposed to me. By the way, Libby proposed to me, so
00:39:43I'm totally
00:39:45getting married. I do not. Show everyone. I found it on the ground. Yes. You want it? Relationship goals. It
00:39:53says the dark night. You want this? I don't think anyone wants it. Destiny wants it. She'll take it. It
00:39:59fits her wrist, see? It's made for, like, an eight-year-old. It was a fake proposal,
00:40:03but she proposed to me, and I titled the video, she proposed to me, and people went crazy because it
00:40:09wasn't Destiny proposing to me and that it was somebody else. People were calling it a clickbait.
00:40:14I mean, call it what you will. I wanted y'all to watch, but technically, really, it wasn't a false
00:40:19title, and I think that's where people start to get upset with YouTubers a lot is because, I mean, I'm
00:40:24gonna be honest. There are some clickbaits where
00:40:26someone puts something in the title, and it has nothing to do with the video. There is only one person
00:40:32I can think of who does that, and I actually don't watch her
00:40:34anymore because, I don't know, she became boring, but everyone becomes boring. Like, I'm boring. Like, who am I? It's
00:40:39whatever. Like, do you, boo? Like, you need to make your money. Her clickbait titles, like, have nothing to do
00:40:43with her videos. I was always so
00:40:45confused when I watched her. I was like, what? I just think people need to stop getting so mad about
00:40:49thumbnails and titles and just
00:40:51enjoy the YouTubers that you enjoy. Love the YouTubers that you love. Support the YouTubers that you love. If I
00:40:57went to Bora Bora and I titled the
00:40:59video Beautiful Water, I wouldn't get that many views, but if I mention a plus-size female, those views will
00:41:04rack up, and this is my livelihood.
00:41:07That's just how it is. Like I've said before, even if I did not get paid, I would still be
00:41:11on YouTube. I would
00:41:12100% still be on YouTube. I love it. I love becoming friends with subscribers and talking to subscribers
00:41:19and seeing your guys' comments. More than anything, I love when you guys come to Snapchat because that's when
00:41:23you guys get real and you get raw and you, ugh! You guys just make me so happy. I appreciate
00:41:27you guys so much.
00:41:28I feel like I say that in every video. It's because it's true. Honestly, you guys have changed my life,
00:41:32and I just, I love you guys
00:41:33so, so much. So let's not get mad about those and just be happy that you clicked on the video
00:41:37and you're there to enjoy it.
00:41:39I have never been mad at no title that's a clickbaiting, so you shouldn't either. Sometimes I wonder, what is
00:41:43the point of certain videos I make?
00:41:45And then I think of other YouTubers, and I'm just like, the same point as them. They like to talk.
00:41:49We all like to talk.
00:41:51Anyways, I love you guys, and I will see you guys in my next video. Thank you for watching. Bye!
00:41:56Hey guys! This title is not clickbait at all. I feel like I have to say that now. I am
00:42:01done with my weight loss journey.
00:42:03Before anyone thumbs down this video, or thumbs it up, or leaves a nice comment, or leaves a negative comment,
00:42:08listen to me
00:42:09first, so you can understand where I'm coming from. I started my weight loss journey on YouTube years ago.
00:42:14Hi, my name's Amberlynn, and I wanted to start a YouTube channel for weight loss. Something I've learned from then,
00:42:20till now, is that
00:42:21sharing my journey does not help me at all. When I do do something good, and I do lose weight,
00:42:27I want all the validation in the world.
00:42:29I want people to throw a party for me. That's another big reason why I was like, I need to
00:42:33step away from YouTube when it comes to my weight loss,
00:42:36because I need to validate myself. I don't need strangers online to tell me, good job, great job, you got
00:42:43this.
00:42:43What I do want with you guys is that trust, bonding again. I want to show you guys I am
00:42:50doing this.
00:42:51My highest weight ever was 572.4. On September 27th of 2019, which was just last year, I weighed 566
00:43:01.4.
00:43:01I brought my scale into the living room, because we all had a little weigh-in sesh, and I would
00:43:06like to
00:43:06happily announce I weighed in with clothes, and I was actually down a few pounds.
00:43:12Yay. That was actually before I ate. I drank a lot of drinkage.
00:43:16It's ready. 566.4 pounds. So that was only down like six pounds for my heaviest. The whole December,
00:43:25like I told you guys, I only lost 2.8. So you have to realize that the weight that I
00:43:29have lost was
00:43:30through October, November, and some of this January. I finally had willpower. I was able to say no hundreds
00:43:38of times to temptations that I normally would have said yes to in the past. Yes, I have messed up
00:43:44countless times. What I've been doing is counting calories. I eat about 1,500 to 2,500 calories.
00:43:50I preferably like to say around 1,600. That's like a beautiful number. I feel very proud when I'm
00:43:58about 1,600, 1,500. But there are days where I eat like 2,300, 2,400. Something that I
00:44:04noticed is that
00:44:06when I used to binge, I would probably end my calories at about like 6,000 for the whole day.
00:44:12Now, I don't even consider it binging. I really consider it overeating. And it's usually around
00:44:17like 3,000, 3,200 calories. My overeating now is so much less than it used to be. I just
00:44:24really
00:44:25wanted to film this a few days ago. 519.6. 519.6. That means I'm down 52.8 pounds. That
00:44:39is the most
00:44:40that I have lost on YouTube. This is obviously not like my past weigh-ins or my past diets or
00:44:47anything like that because I'm actually losing weight. 52 pounds, you guys. Let's celebrate it.
00:44:52It actually overwhelms me. It makes me feel worse about little stupid things like eating corn.
00:44:58Eating corn. My grocery hauled some corn. I also got some veggies. I know a lot of people are like,
00:45:02Amberlynn, like you need to get fresh vegetables. But I got two cans of corn. I got two cans of
00:45:08the
00:45:08French style green beans. And I got two cans of these sweet peas. As long as I'm getting vegetables
00:45:14inside of my body versus no vegetables. Canned vegetables versus no vegetables. I think we're
00:45:20gonna say that canned vegetables is probably the better option. And I ate some corn. Corn. I know
00:45:25so many people say in Berlin there's no benefit of corn. I personally just enjoy corn. As for the corn,
00:45:30I strain the water a bit. I don't add this whole can. This is a mini can but I still
00:45:34don't add the
00:45:34whole thing. So just add however much you want. So it's about half a can. I ate some brown rice.
00:45:41And then
00:45:41I got some instant brown rice. As you guys know, I love rice. I am a rice queen. I've lost
00:45:4789 pounds
00:45:48eating nothing but rice and potatoes. I've always been that whole five minute rice type of gal. Like
00:45:53the rice that are in those boxes take like literally five minutes. This took 20 and it's worth it. And
00:45:58I
00:45:58made it. Yay. So as you guys know, I love rice. And I guess the best alternative, it's not even
00:46:03an alternative. This is rice. The best option for rice is brown rice. I will say that brown rice is
00:46:09probably my least favorite rice. But rice is rice and I'm okay with that. All those things are
00:46:13technically healthy. But when you go on YouTube, they're not. That makes me feel down on myself.
00:46:19I get a lot of negative comments about eating corn. Everyone's weight loss journey is completely
00:46:24different. Some people preach veganism and say, it's okay to eat Oreos because those are vegan.
00:46:29Just be vegan and you'll lose weight. By the way, burritos are vegan and Oreos are vegan. If I'm having
00:46:34like a craving where I really need something like junk food, there's stuff I can eat. Even though that's
00:46:40not going to be a main part of my diet. I'm very just like plant-based, but sometimes a girl
00:46:44got to
00:46:44have some junk food and that's normal. What are you doing? I know that I need my vlog, but I
00:46:48also had a banana. So it
00:46:49evens out. What are you doing with your life? Some people say bananas are bad. Some people say bananas
00:46:52are good. Some people preach less than 20g carbs. What? I'll go to nutritionists and they'll be like,
00:46:59no, you need at least 100g carbs a day. According to YouTube, corn is horrible and so is brown rice.
00:47:06Brown rice has always been a healthier alternative. If you want a grain of some sort or if you want
00:47:10rice
00:47:10and you guys know me, like I'm obsessed with rice. Favorite food? Rice. I know how ridiculous that is,
00:47:16but yeah. I ate rice today and thought of you. This is my first plate. I got some rice. Rice.
00:47:20More white rice.
00:47:21That's like my favorite thing ever. 20 pounds of extra long grain rice. White rice. Rice and potatoes
00:47:27are not bad for you. White rice. Rice. Rice. A lot of you have a fear of carbs. Rice. Rice.
00:47:33Don't. Rice.
00:47:34Carbs give you energy. Rice. Rice. White rice. That's actually super sweet. The beginning of the year,
00:47:41I was filming weigh-ins for you guys and I was so proud of myself. Every single time I filmed
00:47:45a weigh-in,
00:47:45I'd be down weight and I was like, I got this. I'm here to inspire and to motivate. I'm here
00:47:51to be
00:47:51determined and just to keep rocking it. But every time I'd lose weight, people would call me a liar.
00:47:55I was like, what? What? How am I lying? People went as far as to say that the first weigh
00:48:01-in video
00:48:01I ever did for the year, that Charlotte came over and stepped on the scale for me to make it
00:48:06say a
00:48:06certain weight. It was like this whole conspiracy and I'm like, is this for real? Okay. Okay. This is really
00:48:10me
00:48:10about to get on my new scale. We're downstairs instead of upstairs. So, okay. Hold on.
00:48:33It went away really fast, but there it was. And then it got as far as people were saying that
00:48:38I was
00:48:39editing it because as you guys know, my scale does talk. People were saying that I was editing
00:48:43some voice on there and that it wasn't real. Hello. Hello. It's ready. It's ready. Hello. Hello.
00:48:50It's ready. Ready. Ready. Ready. Ready. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. It's ready. Hello. It's ready. Hello.
00:48:58Okay. People were saying I was leaning up against a wall. Okay. So I'm about to weigh myself.
00:49:03Okay. Let's step on it three times. Okay. Let me step on it two more.
00:49:17Okay. So this next one, I bet you was going to say 479.8 because usually it'll say I'm like
00:49:22maybe
00:49:22like 0.6 heavier and then the next two it'll be the accurate reading. So.
00:49:28Oh, I guess not. 481.4. That's a big difference. Let me do it a fourth time.
00:49:34Because those are like some, some wide ranges there, but I am losing weight. So that's good.
00:49:42481.4.
00:49:44481.4. I'll take it. I mean, that's the same as last time really, but that was yesterday. So it
00:49:50was
00:49:51very unmotivating. I was like, Amberlynn, you're putting so much time and energy into a weight loss
00:49:56journey for YouTube. You're trying to prove them wrong. Instead of trying to just be healthy for
00:50:01yourself. I'm so done trying to prove haters wrong. Like what? I have been losing weight. I'm going to
00:50:08be honest. I'm going to tell you guys firsthand right here. I could be losing weight so much faster.
00:50:12But the fact of the matter is every single time I step on the scale, I am down weight that
00:50:18I am proud
00:50:18of. Every time I step on the scale, I think to myself, should I have filmed this? Should I have
00:50:23showed YouTube this? Should I have proved them wrong? That's so unhealthy. It's so unhealthy,
00:50:29especially for someone like me who is an emotional eater. I'm addicted to food. I'm a binge eater.
00:50:33When I get a lot of negativity towards my weight loss, especially calling me a liar,
00:50:37when I really am losing weight, it messes with me. It really does. When I say I'm done with my
00:50:43weight
00:50:43loss journey, what I'm trying to say is this is no longer a journey. This is no longer a journey.
00:50:48This is my life. It's something I'm going to be doing every single day. I feel like in a sense,
00:50:52journeys end. I don't want this to ever end. This is something I'm constantly going to be working on,
00:50:57but it's something I'm going to have to do away from YouTube. I can't deal with the backlash
00:51:01anymore. I go on YouNow and just constantly, the only thing people want to talk about is Amberlynn,
00:51:07have you gotten batteries? Amberlynn, have you weighed yourself? How much do you weigh? It looks
00:51:11like you're gaining weight. Are you losing weight? I can't. I honestly can't with it anymore. I'm not just
00:51:15some chubby girl. I'm a morbidly obese woman. All of the talk about my weight constantly is so
00:51:21triggering and I don't expect anyone to understand and I don't want to come on here and seem like I'm
00:51:26being rude and I don't want to make anyone upset. I know so many people came on here to follow
00:51:31my
00:51:31weight loss journey, but I want you guys to know that this is not a journey. This is a lifestyle.
00:51:36It's a forever and it's something I'm always going to have to deal with. So for now, my weight loss
00:51:41is
00:51:41just going to be secretive, hopefully inspiring. One day you guys can click back to this video or
00:51:46to an older video and be like, wow, she has lost weight and I can see that via video. That
00:51:51is what
00:51:52I want. I am so tired of people worrying so much about how much I weigh when I step on
00:51:57the scale.
00:51:58I am trying my hardest, you guys. I have made better choices and I'm sorry, but for me, brown rice
00:52:03is okay. For me, corn is okay. I'm weighing myself every day. I'm writing it on my calendar that I
00:52:09hang
00:52:09on my refrigerator. I'm keeping that for me. I'm keeping that for myself. When I do lose a bunch
00:52:13of weight, if I ever lose a bunch of weight and I'm hoping and just praying and everything that
00:52:18I will lose a bunch of weight, even then it's going to be a struggle because there's things
00:52:21regarding extra skin. Every ounce, every pound that I do lose, eventually you guys will see it,
00:52:27but it doesn't mean I have to talk about it anymore. For once in my life, I need to do
00:52:30something
00:52:31for me and I feel like that could be a good thing. Now I just need to pick apart and
00:52:35change things
00:52:35that make my life a little better. Like I can like take out things that make it more rough for
00:52:40me,
00:52:41like weigh-in videos and constantly talking about my weight and do this for me and no longer do it
00:52:46for thousands and thousands of people. Just like a drug addict. We have a freaking addict right here
00:52:50and if you guys have seen like scary movies, you know that addicts equal ghosts and ghosts equal
00:52:58poltergeist. Those are two different things. Anyways, they will never change if you force them to. They
00:53:03have to do it themselves. They have to want it themselves and that's how I feel about this.
00:53:07I am losing weight and I want everyone to know that and I'm not lying. I have talked to my
00:53:11closest
00:53:11friends about this. So if you guys are watching, hi! I just need to get healthier. I am almost 30.
00:53:16I'm 26 years old. My body feels like it's triple that age. That's not good. That's not healthy.
00:53:21That's not right. I'm just here to say no more weight loss journey. It's just a weight loss
00:53:24lifestyle in my life. I love you guys and I appreciate you guys. I hope you guys enjoyed this video
00:53:29and I will see you in my next video. Bye. Corn! I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
00:53:38I've gained four pounds since this morning. Hey guys. I'm just currently waiting for my girlfriend.
00:53:45We're gonna spend the whole weekend together. I am overly excited. Hi. Hey. I'm just so excited. I might vlog.
00:53:53I don't really know if I'm gonna like vlog her. Today is Friday. She's on her way. She should be
00:53:58here in probably less than an hour. She's gonna be staying until Monday morning. I have to take
00:54:02Twinkie Star and Rarity Gray to the vet Monday morning. Monday night. Crystal and my friend,
00:54:08which is her girlfriend, are coming. I'm so excited. It's just gonna be like an exciting week for me.
00:54:13I like to very much just keep everything in the moment and not worry about vlogging,
00:54:16but I want to try my hardest to vlog as much as possible. Try. Okay. So it's been quite a
00:54:22few
00:54:22hours. My girlfriend's actually here, but she's upstairs right now. We went to Olive Garden. We
00:54:26both got the same thing. It was the create your own pasta. I got angel hair with pesto and shrimp.
00:54:31It was so good. Then we went to Walmart just to get a few things, like a few snacks. We're
00:54:34gonna do
00:54:35movie night. She brought some of these and I had some of these. She brought a few others,
00:54:38but these are the ones that we're gonna watch for sure throughout the weekend. We both love movies.
00:54:42Becky and I have so many movies. So we put them all, each movie, on a popsicle stick. Our new
00:54:49thing
00:54:49is, instead of standing here, sitting here, wandering around, wondering what movie do we watch,
00:54:55I have to choose one with my eyes shut, which would be Eternal Sunshine. And then she would choose
00:55:00one, which would be 21 Jump Street. And then her and I have to decide together which one to watch
00:55:05out of these two. It's a really cute idea. So Divergent. I've never seen it. She's obsessed with
00:55:10Kate Winslet and I guess Kate's in this. Pocahontas because I have never seen it before. I know that's
00:55:15crazy. Insurgent, which is the second one to The Divergent. The jacket. She said it's really good.
00:55:20I've never even heard of it before. And then the two that I chose is Casper. We both love Casper.
00:55:25Everyone loves Casper. If you don't love Casper, I don't even know. We have a freaking attic right here.
00:55:29And if you guys have seen like scary movies, you know that attics equal ghosts and ghosts equal
00:55:37poltergeist. Those are two different things. This has Christina Ritchie and I'm obsessed with
00:55:41Christina Ritchie. And then obviously The Shallows because I got this for her. So tomorrow my girlfriend
00:55:45is actually picking me up and I'm going to stay at her place for the first time ever. So I'm
00:55:49kind of
00:55:50excited because usually she comes here. Our one month anniversary, a month we've been together,
00:55:55will be the ninth. So I got her these roses. Thought that counts. She really likes sour candy and I
00:56:01know
00:56:01she likes these sour punch bites. I got her those. And then I just got her some gourmet truffles.
00:56:07And she knows I love Blake Lively. I love this movie, The Shallows. So I don't know. I just
00:56:11got this as a last minute thing. She knows I love Blake Lively. We really like choosing a movie and
00:56:18then
00:56:19asking each other if we have seen it. And if we haven't, then we'll watch it together. I think you
00:56:22put
00:56:23it. Me. Yeah. Becky. Yeah. She always chooses what we watch. No. What does The Weeknd's got to do with
00:56:32it?
00:56:32When do we ever watch anything on The Weeknd's? Sometimes. What? We always get her either
00:56:41watching cartoons or Kate Winslet, so. When's the last time we watched a Kate Winslet one? It's been a
00:56:53I really want her to see The Shallows. I love this movie. I love Blake Lively and she's never seen
00:56:57this,
00:56:57so it's perfect. We ended up never watching it because we didn't have time. So this is the order.
00:57:01We're gonna watch the movies throughout the three days we're together. I don't know if we'll get to
00:57:04them all. We got some snacks. I got a milk chocolate by Cadbury. I've actually never had this
00:57:10kind before. I don't think. She got some peanut butter Oreos, simply salted popcorn. She actually
00:57:14doesn't like butter on her popcorn, which is funny.
00:57:21So we're at the movies right now. The Shallows came out today and Destiny and I were like,
00:57:25yes. We literally got one large drink, one large popcorn, and just
00:57:31two tiny chocolates. The Crunchy Destiny's and mine was the Mini Reese's and it was $20. Just for that
00:57:37little bit of food. I'm like, okay. We didn't have any snacks in the theater. I don't want to buy
00:57:42that stuff in the theater because you spend a fortune. I would rather just sit there and have
00:57:47nothing. No soda. No snacks. Just watch the movie. I'm happy with that. Right. Rather than spend $50 on,
00:57:54you know, candy and popcorn. It gets pricey. I just can't go to the movies that popcorn and candy.
00:57:59Because everyone likes butter on their popcorn. I don't even like butter, but I like buttered popcorn.
00:58:03I know a lot of people also put butter when they cook shrimp, but I'm not really into that. I
00:58:07don't like
00:58:07butter so much. This is just the easier way to do it. We got some Sour Punch bites to share.
00:58:12My popcorn
00:58:12I just got this popcorn white cheddar. This is the pit. Center of life here, Thomas.
00:58:24She's losing interest.
00:58:30I think she's pretty good now.
00:58:36This is her. I'm filming. No, you're not. Yeah. It's going seven seconds. It's not going to be a video.
00:58:45What is with my hair? I don't know. Hey guys. So I did not vlog at all yesterday.
00:58:51This is the first time I've ever vlogged it for you. Do you realize this? Yeah. Hold on, hold on.
00:58:57Look. She told me about chocolate gravy. I've never had such a thing before. Chocolate gravy.
00:59:01She's making it right now. And she said that we have to stir and stir. We're also going to be
00:59:08making
00:59:08biscuits for the chocolate gravy, of course. We're going to have eggs and some bacon. We just got
00:59:13already cooked bacon because it's easier. I've never cooked bacon before, so I didn't want to run it.
00:59:17Okay. Put the shit in. Put that shit in. I'm going to burn myself. Okay. Are you still recording?
00:59:25Yeah. Hi, pictures. Hi. Hi. I'm still wearing my pajamas. Don't judge. Monkey wants a turkey piece.
00:59:38Say please. Say please. Good boys. What are you doing? Oh. The reason why I didn't vlog yesterday is
00:59:46because we went to see... Okay. By the way, her name is Becky. I know a lot of you figured
00:59:52that out.
00:59:52I don't know how, but yeah, her name is Becky. So if you guys want to know, that's my girlfriend's
00:59:56name.
00:59:56We went to see Becky's family. We hung out with some friends. I just didn't feel like vlogging
01:00:00yesterday at all, but I figured I'd vlog today. So hi. I know I could be pretty boring for myself.
01:00:05So I want to let you guys know that pretty soon there will be more people in my videos,
01:00:10AKA Becky. And some other people.
01:00:17Eventually it will happen. I don't want to like put the camera in her face like that.
01:00:20So it's like going to happen very slowly. So yeah.
01:00:24How long have you been doing this for? About five minutes. Five minutes.
01:00:31How much longer? Um, until it's thick. It's taking forever.
01:00:46All right. So there we go. This is brunch. Cause it's like 2 PM. Let's be honest.
01:00:57Becky and I are about to play Trivial Pursuit. I've had this game for like two years now and I'm
01:01:02finally playing it. Isn't that crazy?
01:01:13Yeah. Bob Ross shirt.
01:01:18Hey guys, Becky just left. That was pretty sad, but that's okay. I have to take Rarity
01:01:23Gray and Twinkie star to the vet. So we're going to go do that. She's like, what? So anyways,
01:01:30yeah. Uh, we're going to do that. And then later tonight, Crystal and my friend, I mean,
01:01:35I guess I can say her name, Nina. They're going to be here. Crystal, Nina are dating. Nina was
01:01:39my friend and she's my friend and I played Cupid. Yes.
01:01:49So they weighed Twinkie and she's lost some weight.
01:01:53Hold on. Are you cowering?
01:01:55That was her name.
01:01:57Why are you, why are you screaming?
01:01:59Yeah.
01:02:18I was just upstairs doing a little bit of cleaning and such. And so many people are like,
01:02:23super annoyed with these stickers. Someone commented and said,
01:02:26take the stickers off in a vlog. So here I go. You think my nails would help with this,
01:02:31but it's like not. Okay. So for some reason, this part is not wanting to come off. So let's do
01:02:36this
01:02:36side. Oh my God. Uh, my girlfriend left her cell phone charger here. Oh my gosh. She's enough to get
01:02:45a new one. That's crazy. Okay. So easily. You guys are happy. There used to be a TV on here,
01:02:52like a really big TV. This is in my bedroom, by the way. And I have the entertainment center,
01:02:55which I do nothing with. But I currently have a blanket on here. And Rarity is always weighing on
01:03:01it. Always. This is her new collar. Cause the other one got too small. Cause she's growing up.
01:03:07Look how cute. It has a flower. The TV that was on here. I just gave to Destiny and Dana.
01:03:12I don't
01:03:12really see a reason to keep it because I don't watch TV upstairs. So I still have the one downstairs.
01:03:17I'm going to let you have a nap. Okay. I love you.
01:03:21Okay guys. Crystal and Nina are actually going to be here in less than an hour. And I am so
01:03:27excited. Crystal has never seen my apartment and she's never came and visited me. So I'm super
01:03:34excited. As for how long she's going to be here. No idea. We are taking Nina home tomorrow though.
01:03:39She does live in a different state than I do. I might vlog that tomorrow. We'll see. But it kind
01:03:43of sucks
01:03:44that Nina can't stay longer, but she has to work and such. I'm sure we'll see her again soon. I'm
01:03:49super excited to be spending this time with Crystal. Cause she is the bestest friend that I've ever
01:03:53had in my life. She is so amazing. And I'm just super excited. I'm with Crystal. And Nina.
01:04:03Missed you so much. Missed you. Isn't this awesome? Okay. So right now we're at Kroger's because
01:04:10Crystal wanted to get some food. I legit have like no food. I will show you my fridge. I'm not
01:04:14even kidding.
01:04:15So far we just have some chai tea. Some bad drinks. Bananas. We're looking at some bars.
01:04:21I'm gonna have my protein bar. I'm having a chocolate mint builders. There's 20 protein in
01:04:27it. I have one of these. I have one of the 20g protein think thin bars every day after I
01:04:32work out.
01:04:32And it really helps because protein after a workout is the way to go. For meal number two,
01:04:37I'm gonna have this quest bar cookies and cream. It's a protein bar. I'm sure everybody
01:04:42and your mother has heard of this. This is one of the healthiest protein bars. I haven't had one
01:04:46in months. So I'm gonna give it a go. Look at how like delicious it looks though. For real.
01:04:53All right. So leave me be while I eat this scrumptious thing. Protein bar for after you
01:04:58work out. This is a lean protein and fiber bar by think thin and salted caramel. I've never tried
01:05:03this one before. I usually do 20g protein bars, but I've been getting a lot of protein in lately.
01:05:08I figured some lower protein bars was fine as well. Okay. So I just got to the gym. I'm gonna
01:05:14eat my little think thin. Practically our meal number three times. So I should be cooking for us
01:05:19right now, but I don't think I'm going to because we've got a really late start. I'm just gonna eat
01:05:22this. And then when I get hungry, I'll cook something. Crystal and I are trying to choose
01:05:25an after workout bar. We have think thins. We have cliff builders. I might do a cliff builder.
01:05:31This stuff right here. These three things we got from the love of food box. I don't even know if
01:05:36we'll eat it.
01:05:36What am I craving right now? I think I'm gonna do chocolate mint cliff bar, which has 20 protein.
01:05:46Are you filming this? Yeah. Now Crystal's looking for hers.
01:05:54She's gonna do vanilla almond cliff bar. Look at that. They sell quest bars in my grocery store now.
01:06:01They sell the chocolate peanut butter and the double chocolate chunk, but those are the only two kinds.
01:06:05Wow. Whoops. I didn't do it. Wasn't me.
01:06:16About that. Look how many bars they have here. It's this whole aisle just filled
01:06:23to the rim. We're gonna choose a couple of our protein bars that we like. Weight Watcher items
01:06:28really, really get you. They make you think that they're healthy and this and that. I really want
01:06:33the mint brownie bliss, but I'm stopping myself and don't get me started on this peanut butter bliss one.
01:06:39Oh my gosh. It looks so amazing. Red velvet. Ugh. I just need to walk away from the aisle.
01:06:46Go on, Amberlynn. I don't know. We're in the natural and organic aisle. Do you guys see anything you want?
01:06:52What'd you get? They don't have vanilla though. They don't have vanilla?
01:06:57All right. So we're drinking. We got an absolute pear, Caribbean rum with mango and Caribbean rum
01:07:04tropical banana. So ready? Oh, look how cute. Get going then. Oh yeah. That's okay. All right.
01:07:13Well, we'll talk later. Oh yeah. She's sexy. Look at this. Look at this girl.
01:07:17What are you doing? What are you doing? All right. Bye. See you, Crystal. Bye. See you later.
01:07:23Oh, he's saying bye. Oh, bye Alex. Bye Alex. Bye. Have a good night. Bye. You too. Thank you. Bye.
01:07:33Here you make it up. We'll do the thing together. Wait, what are we doing? We'll do the chin thing.
01:07:37Oh, that was cute. Okay. All right. All right. Why are we doing this? Wait, people hate it.
01:07:50People legit hate it. Look at that. She's sexy. Oh, okay. Okay, Nina. We get it. Crystal is sexy.
01:07:57Fuck yeah, she is. Anyways, we're having a good time just hanging out. Why am I working my sunglasses?
01:08:03When did I put my sunglasses on? I'm sorry.
01:08:07Okay. When I drink, I get kind of like right in swollen.
01:08:18I'm trying to use simply cheetah puffs, white cheddar.
01:08:23That's pretty good. It's been a crazy night. Hey guys, it's a completely new day. I have not vlogged
01:08:29all day long. We've been playing board games. We're about to open this box because we got some new
01:08:34board games. Crystal's mom actually got these for us and it's like a surprise so we have no idea.
01:08:40There's two of them. We have Matter of Fact. It's a trivia challenge and Trivial Pursuit.
01:08:472,400 of the very best questions. Oh, this looks fun. I think we're going to play these tonight for
01:08:53two or more players so Crystal and I could play by ourselves. Two to 36 players on this one. Holy
01:08:58shit. Crystal and I are about to play the new Trivial Pursuit game and look how cute these are,
01:09:03like how colorful and stuff. I love it. Ooh, Crystal's probably going to whoop my ass though.
01:09:07Got to be honest, we've been playing for like an hour now and Crystal only has a green pie piece
01:09:11and I have none. This has got to be one of the hardest games ever. And Charlie, are you playing
01:09:17with us, baby? Are you green? Is that why you have a green right here? Oh, he has an itch.
01:09:25We're putting the game away because it was too hard. Crystal had a piece. So she wins playing
01:09:31the game. Matter of fact, I actually really enjoy this one. I'm winning by the way. I'm the white one.
01:09:35Just having a good day. I recommend this drink. It's like the bay drinks. I don't even know if I'm
01:09:40pronouncing that right, but that's just what I call them. It's in the flavor mango. So good. It's my
01:09:44favorite one that I've tried. Also, I like the coconut. But anyways, guys, good morning. It's
01:09:48about 9 a.m. I woke up, took a shower, did my makeup. I still have to get dressed and
01:09:54stuff. Crystal
01:09:55and I are thinking about staying in a hotel with Nina for a night and then staying at Nina's for
01:10:00one
01:10:00night. I don't know if we're going to do both nights or one night or neither nights. We haven't
01:10:05yet like really decided, but we're definitely thinking about it. That moment when you realize you have
01:10:10a problem and you have more upstairs too. Okay. Are you ready for the weirdest concoction, but
01:10:16a delicious concoction? Pizza rolls on a multigrain scoop with a dab of spicy ranch. This is one of the
01:10:24things that I like to make. It's not healthy whatsoever, but it's a multigrain scoop chip.
01:10:31Inside of it is a dollop of spicy ranch and on top of it is a combination pizza roll. It
01:10:36looks weird,
01:10:37but it tastes so, so good. Trust me on that one. There it is. It's so delicious.
01:10:44We are currently on our way to Tennessee and we had to stop to let Twinkie go to the bathroom.
01:10:48I don't
01:10:48even know where we're at. Like just some random
01:10:52place. Like I don't even know. Um, but yeah, Twinkie sometimes gets sick. She ended up puking,
01:11:00but I have a blanket in there and it happened on the blanket. So at least it didn't get in
01:11:04the car.
01:11:05Twinkie. Twinkie. Look at her wandering off. Like she owns the place. I'm gonna go get her.
01:11:15Twinkie door. You going party? Yeah.
01:11:25Are you almost done? No. Come here.
01:11:35I don't know what is up there. It's a barn. That's creepy. Currently at a gas station and
01:11:40this store literally has everything. Pizza. Breadsticks. Fishing. Hunting license. UPS pickup.
01:11:45Shipping. Tropical fish. Like what? Supplies. Live bait. Tackle. Tanning beds. What the fuck?
01:11:51And supplies. Movie and video rentals. Fishing and hunting supplies. Didn't I just read that?
01:11:56I did. They have that twice. Gifts. Souvenirs. Hardware. And plumbing. Do you guys see that?
01:12:00I read it from here. I just thought that was hilarious. Currently getting gas.
01:12:08You already got the gas and you're done? Dang girl, you fast. Look at Twinkie.
01:12:14After five hours, we have finally arrived to Nina's house. We're gonna stay here for either one or two
01:12:19nights. Not quite sure yet. Oh, and also on the way here, remember that place that we stopped at when
01:12:24Twinkie was using the restroom? She ended up getting a tick on her and I was like, oh my god.
01:12:32So we had to pull over when I noticed it and got the tick off. Twinkie just didn't have the
01:12:35greatest
01:12:35car ride. But she's happier now. Fed her some food. Got her some water. Now she's just kind of exploring
01:12:41Nina's house. Oh, that's nothing. Nina had to go to work. So Crystal and I wanted to go get
01:12:50something to eat. So we're at a place called Yamato. It's a Japanese steakhouse. I didn't even
01:12:55realize it's a Japanese steakhouse. Crystal! Yes. This is Crystal's newer tattoo. I got some miso soup. Why is it
01:13:06some more eating? Okay, there we go. I love miso soup so much. So these are the sushi that I
01:13:13got. This
01:13:14is called Pink Lady and like Tiger Wolf. And then those are Crystals.
01:13:28We had to go to Walmart just to get a few things. So we got a few things and then
01:13:32came back here.
01:13:33And I know this is like totally random, but like we literally did not need a GPS to get back
01:13:37to Nina's
01:13:38house. And we thought that was so cool that we remembered the directions. We've only been here
01:13:41just once, which was earlier. And there's like tons of turns and stuff. The little things you celebrate
01:13:45in life dropped off some of the things we got from Walmart and our duffel bags and suitcases and such.
01:13:49We're actually going to go to Nina's workplace and see her for a second. And I'm not really sure what
01:13:53we're going to do. Oh, it's a tweak, tweak, tweak, tweak. I had to put a puppy down for her,
01:13:58puppy pad down for her because when she gets nervous at a new place, she might tinkle or
01:14:02something. She is sniffing everything. She's like, what is this place? Where am I? Okay. So we're about
01:14:06to leave to go to Nina's. And I want to say, this is so weird sitting in this car because
01:14:10this used to
01:14:11be in my jam. Like this used to be my front seat. It took way longer than I want to
01:14:17admit. Mario shirt.
01:14:23Show your shirt. What are you doing? I'm showing your shirt. Oh, you're pixelated. Anyways. So we're
01:14:32going to go to Nina's work now. I'm like really hot right now. What's the temperature out? It's not even
01:14:37that hot, but I'm like hot. It's terrible on this TV. It's terrible on this TV. It's better than that
01:14:45one though.
01:14:51What are you doing?
01:14:56Say good morning.
01:15:02Hey guys. Okay. So it's the next day. I woke up forever ago and I ended up falling back to
01:15:07sleep
01:15:07and sleeping for another like two and a half hours. I was just like super tired. I am very swollen.
01:15:12Like my fingers are swollen and my face is swollen and I know it's because I have not been eating
01:15:17the
01:15:17greatest. I've been eating very sodium filled food since I have been in Tennessee. Usually at home,
01:15:22I don't hardcore wash my sodium, but I do eat a little better than I'm doing now. So whatever,
01:15:26that's my fault. On vacation, even though like that's no excuse, but let's be real. I need to
01:15:31like watch it. Long car rides make me swollen already. Like my feet and my legs and stuff.
01:15:36Today's the day I'm going to unpack everything. I can't help them, which makes me upset. I helped
01:15:40pack the truck yesterday, but for some reason my left foot has been getting kind of swollen in the
01:15:46last like week. And that's the same foot with my heel spur, but I've had my heel spur for like
01:15:50a year
01:15:50and the swelling just started and heel spurs don't really have swelling. So I don't really know what's
01:15:55wrong. I can show you guys, I guess. Disney's mom wants me to elevate my foot and stuff. So I'll
01:15:59show
01:16:00you like how my foot usually looks and then I'll show you like how my other foot looks. I was
01:16:04planning
01:16:04on going to the hospital today, but I really just, I don't know what to do. This is how my
01:16:09foot normally
01:16:10looks. And then this one is like this.
01:16:16It's really bad. I, I, I don't know what to do. And it's freaking me out because my mind always
01:16:23goes
01:16:23like to the wrong place and I get really scared. So I'm just feeling like super like more so than
01:16:29usual. That happens. Oh, well I'm ready. We're going to go hang out, get something to eat. I'm
01:16:34probably going to get sushi again. So she is high in sodium only because I use soy sauce.
01:16:39I might have to try using less today. Little changes. Let me tell you my ring. Like it doesn't
01:16:43even want to like go on my finger. Normally it's loose. Same with these and they just feel like
01:16:47pretty tight today. That's how I gauge my swollenness. And plus you can kind of tell when I'm swollen in
01:16:52the face. Cause right here looks a little more like puffy. It's just not cute. Hey guys. So it's the
01:16:58next day I completely, I completely did not vlog yesterday. Yesterday was pretty fun. Gosh, I don't
01:17:04even know. I drank again. So I got drunk. I just had a really good time and I posted something
01:17:09super funny on Snapchat. So I'm actually going to show you my snaps here in a minute. Today,
01:17:14Crystal and I go back to Kentucky, but Nina still has to work today. So she's actually going to come
01:17:18back to Kentucky tonight after work. After five hours, we have finally arrived to Nina's house. So we
01:17:27are you in Tennessee? Where are you in Tennessee? I wanted to go do something different. We figured,
01:17:31you know, why not go to Nina's, hang out for a bit. I've had like a really great time, honestly.
01:17:35Some of you do not follow me on Snapchat. So for the people who don't, these were my snaps from
01:17:39yesterday. I just had a really good time. Yesterday was actually red nose day. So I wore a red nose
01:17:44for
01:17:44like half of a second and that red nose actually hurt my nose so much.
01:17:53Like I was so drunk. I don't even know what was happening half the time. I was drinking Smirnoffs,
01:17:59which is really weird because Smirnoffs like really get me drunk pretty quickly,
01:18:03which is weird because they're not hard.
01:18:17Picture of all of us. Crystal took this picture of me and I had no idea. It was like a
01:18:23candid picture.
01:18:24I personally prefer candid pictures because legit that's how I look like. I've been having a great
01:18:30time hanging out with Crystal and Nina. So we're about to eat at a place called Olympics.
01:18:36It is a Greek restaurant and Nina wanted to take us.
01:18:39Did you guys tell you to twist tweet?
01:18:41We told me to finish code.
01:18:44We told me to tell you to finish code and then have you can.
01:18:47Do whatever you want to do.
01:18:48Wait, how does this open? Oh, wait.
01:18:53Okay, why am I having difficulties right now?
01:18:57I think it would be easier for you to have you.
01:18:59I like dishes.
01:19:10Drink.
01:19:12We in for a long car ride, huh, baby?
01:19:15The animals in here are so funny.
01:19:17The car ride is five hours. You guys are curious about that.
01:19:20So hot in here. Isn't it hot?
01:19:23Waiting for your god mama Crystal, aren't we?
01:19:26I have a puppy pad down on both floors on the seat right there because sometimes she does get car
01:19:31sick. She got car sick on the way here. I'm not really sure if she's going to get car sick
01:19:34on the
01:19:34way back. It's the windy roads that get her. I guess we'll see.
01:19:37Hope for the best, huh, Twink Twink?
01:19:39Yeah.
01:19:4010 over heels. She's funny, she's charismatic, she's intelligent, and she's beautiful. And I'm
01:19:45coming to LA to make her my life.
01:19:48Crystal and I are just watching the new episode of, actually, it's the season premiere of The
01:19:53Bachelorette. I personally prefer The Bachelor. I don't know, that's just me. And Bachelor in
01:19:57Paradise, that's my favorite. The Bachelorette doesn't really hit on much. I'm super tired.
01:20:02Nina's not going to be here for another couple hours, but I think I'm going to go to bed earlier
01:20:05tonight. I normally go to bed at like 4am, but it's 2am and I'm like so tired. I don't understand.
01:20:10I've just had really busy like last week. I'm super excited because tomorrow I'm going to see
01:20:15Becky and I'm really excited for that. Say good night Twink. I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and
01:20:22I'll see you in the next one. Bye. Hey guys. So I'm fresh out the shower. I'm going to get
01:20:26ready.
01:20:27I'm hanging out with Becky today and she's going to stay the night. We're going to go on a double
01:20:30date with our two friends. So I'm super excited about that. Here's my fresh out the shower look.
01:20:35I will do a real quick change. Ready? Set. Go. One, two, three. Bam. Yeah.
01:20:48Oh snap. Goodbye. Okay. So my hair is still a bit wet, but I'm pretty much ready. The only thing
01:20:54I have
01:20:54to do is sometimes on the ends of my hair, I'll put this oil frizzy stuff. It smells really good.
01:20:59My hair
01:21:00frizzes sometimes and since it's starting to get hotter and kind of humidish outside, I definitely need that.
01:21:05Nina and Crystal are still here. They're going to be staying in a hotel tonight, I guess.
01:21:11So, I don't know.
01:21:16I don't know. What are you doing, Rarity? Rarity Gray. Oh, you want to ignore me? Okay.