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Amberlynn declares on YouNow that she will no longer be sharing her weight loss journey, then we look at the future where she takes back that decision. Amberlynn is on YouNow talking about her relationship with Dana, and her possible sponsorship from Walmart.
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00:00:03so i'm about to be real honest i'm riding one of these carts i know what you're all wondering
00:00:07why are you on the scooter i wore the wrong shoes because my foot hurts it's been a long day
00:00:14oh my god i thought i broke something and i just get tired from walking it's the truth i don't
00:00:21want
00:00:21to hear from the haters who took your mask off there's no one here there's no one here i have
00:00:24to catch my breath because it's hard for me to breathe and i knew we were going to be in
00:00:26target
00:00:26for a long time and i'm going to be honest there are some people who stare but there are some
00:00:31people
00:00:32who are really nice and i feel like there are certain people in this world who understand and
00:00:36who are kind and that's the type of person you should be i can't breathe in this mask very well
00:00:41if i do i'll pass out i have a medical mystery
00:00:48la la la la la la
00:00:59these are the wrong shoes i've had these shoes for two years two years you can see the wear and
00:01:03the tear in them i've had them for two years and it's getting out of control i keep on forgetting
00:01:08to
00:01:08buy new ones but also i've spent all my money on food for these mukbangs and it's your thoughts
00:01:23you guys i just found these shoes they're on sale for only 14 dollars 13. this is by that same
00:01:30brand
00:01:31of earrings i got these house shoes from there that i love and they're like tan and last time
00:01:37i came here they had black but i only bought the tan they're all sold out which i do not
00:01:41blame them
00:01:42because it is a wonderful house shoe super comfy keeps my feet warm adorable so i am a little sad
00:01:48about that but while i'm here i might as well just look around it's called a new day because every
00:01:53day
00:01:53i am very fortunate to still be here kicking i honestly think that's ridiculous but exactly
00:02:25these shoes are actually very nice i love this color they're blue just like me just like water
00:02:30weight we stand for water up in here sure freaking does you're gonna make me upset with this target
00:02:37that are a perfect color they look like clouds we're an ultimate universe what would we use as
00:02:42shoes yes the cupcake clouds cupcake clouds yeah that doesn't make sense i gotta know what those are
00:02:47they're fluffy how do you make them what are they made of what are they made of bro they see
00:02:53you
00:02:53would grab a cloud into the cupcake in it you know the little listen to my shoes you know the
00:02:58little
00:02:58part of the cupcake that's like the muffin cake part so it's that first wait the muffin yeah actually and
00:03:03instead of it being icing listen listen baby baby instead of being icing it's a cloud that's like
00:03:10sparkly and blurry what they made image of caramel in them so exciting all that for that
00:03:14yeah i'm talking about my shoes your shoes are never gonna exist so we've had a long day i'm
00:03:19wearing the wrong shoes caramel items how dare you this is what i deal with every day do you know
00:03:24when
00:03:24you rise up and you go to the clouds i want these slides these slides are good for my wide
00:03:29feet
00:03:30i have wide feet it's not a medical issue it's just i was born this way if i could i
00:03:35feel like i'd wear
00:03:35these legit feel like i'd wear these so we're at walmart and please look at these slippers almost want
00:03:43to get me a pair but that would be like super annoying and my feet hurt
00:03:50right now i'm looking at the jewelry obviously like
00:03:57i'm here to pick out some new earrings okay so i don't wear earrings like i used to but if
00:04:03you
00:04:03guys have been following me for a while you know that they still have earrings i'm currently selling
00:04:08all my used ones which i don't i mean oh not used ones people are staring at me like i'm
00:04:13some kind
00:04:13of zoo animal jeepers okay no i'm sorry that's not cute people are coming for me really hard lately
00:04:21thinking that i'm selling my old crusty dainty earrings and i'm not but anyways now that i'm
00:04:25getting rid of my ones that i've never worn before i have to buy some new ones yeah i would
00:04:29never i don't
00:04:29think i'd ever wear well i don't know it really depends but i don't think i'd ever wear any of
00:04:33these
00:04:34back in the day though i'd probably want to buy every single one unfortunately i've bought all these
00:04:40before i bought all of those before and i bought all of these before you guys i found the actual
00:04:46jackpot
00:04:47right now the only ones i have not bought before are these oh and it says a new day i'm
00:04:57lucky to
00:04:57see a new day every day of my life only two dollars at walmart i don't shop as much as
00:05:02i used
00:05:02to so i don't feel like too bad each day i'm lucky to be here again these are pretty cute
00:05:10they remind
00:05:11me of beetle juice look at these oh my god these will be super super cute for christmas
00:05:24i also really like these
00:05:29what else these ones are cute
00:05:36hmm i like those too
00:05:41i know they're pretty funky
00:05:45but yeah look these would also be really good for christmas
00:05:50oh
00:05:54those are cute
00:06:00oh my god so are these wow
00:06:07i know a lot of people complain that i use scooters i need you guys to realize that i know
00:06:11i did this to
00:06:12myself i like to bake i like to marinate i like to serenade but i physically can't walk in the
00:06:17store
00:06:20like i would probably have a heart attack i'm gonna be honest and this is the way that i can
00:06:25do it
00:06:25those silver ones i can't reach should i this is everything and i hope one day you guys won't be
00:06:33seeing me in a scooter but i just feel like i need to clarify that and i also really love
00:06:37this one i do
00:06:38need the spatula i'm gonna think about it oh my gosh i wish i drank coffee or tea just so
00:06:43i can get
00:06:43these i need all the i already have these two i've never used it yet but i will it's only
00:06:48488 like
00:06:50this is like a mobility problem whether i did it to myself or not i still need one
00:06:54am i embarrassed yes let's avocado do i hate it yes i am clearly not sure why we're in the
00:07:00game
00:07:00mile right now these are noise cancelling headphones they have the cutest cases this is a tablet case
00:07:17this is with like the tablet cases but you can literally use this for your makeup isn't that cool
00:07:30i'm gonna try these on these are more expensive but i make a lot of money for my mukbangs with
00:07:34zero
00:07:36zero zero interest
00:07:41destiny doesn't have many like games that we can play together that i actually enjoy so i think in
00:07:47the future we should get ourselves a few xbox games and i'm selling my earrings so i have
00:07:52more expenses to take care of okay so i'm gonna try these on these and before you say you take
00:07:58your mask off there's nobody around me oh
00:08:06i like racing you don't know jack is fun it's like um trivia and stuff that's fun
00:08:15they have all these too but these are like the newish ones because they're more expensive
00:08:21i know nothing about video games i just play a few and they're fun and that's that really
00:08:28i don't really know i don't know nothing so right now we're looking at five dollar cds
00:08:34oh look at 374 bin of movies
00:08:41look at this like they're literally in the kid aisle right now this happens every day
00:08:48discrimination they show this skinny missy this little string bean this privileged privileged spoon
00:08:54fed string bean and discriminates people like me who can't go camping can i fit in this tent yes or
00:09:00no
00:09:02about that exactly so i'm gonna be sending this to my attorney to show them that they are not
00:09:10representing true americans do you see any people my size here oh what are we even doing right now
00:09:18that's supposed to be fat that's not even fat she cute though look at alex playing soccer showing off the
00:09:25fact that she can move her legs very fast again privilege
00:09:49then privilege i've had it up here it didn't happen here they should have barbie on scooter and the fact
00:09:56they don't have barbie on scooter is why i'm very upset and i feel triggered yes i'm sitting on one
00:09:59of these because my foot hurts really bad but i still like get up and try to walk and stuff
00:10:05so
00:10:05people don't understand the things that i have to go through ever never treated right look at these
00:10:10things these torture devices torture devices y'all i don't know why we're in the kid aisle but i was
00:10:16just a walk-in and i saw this just like this shapers get these out this store why is it
00:10:22right here
00:10:22and why is it so cute and looking at me like creepy like honey
00:10:29i'm about to go to like the hygiene area i'm gonna go do that
00:10:43hair care cosmetics what's this way personal care
00:10:54where are we going let's go this way
00:11:00there's no one here hello hello hello hello hello hello hello
00:11:12head and shoulders for my dandruff i've been having oh my gosh all this i want to smell these
00:11:17wait time out i don't know there's like so many options it's insane and there's no one around me
00:11:25oh my god that smells good this smells like almonds i love almonds here's a deep cleaning one
00:11:32all i'm trying to just keep the dandruff out because i have dandruff for some reason my subscribers
00:11:36have been pointing out to me that i don't clean myself and they call me stinky stinky kato liar kato
00:11:41brado kato let's avocado i'm sick of people calling me the stinky kato an unwashed kato
00:11:46this is my last hair tie so i needed hair ties and i've been doing side braid a lot so
00:11:51i needed
00:11:52some small hair ties cultures are really popular right now hi so i'm gonna get some like stuff for
00:11:57lips so i'm trying to find a chapstick there's literally so many kinds so many shapes flavors some
00:12:04for a deep renewal or a soft and lush look it's like what do i choose i've had this one
00:12:11before
00:12:11i've had this one i've pretty much had all eos carmax is my jam destiny she's really into conspiracy
00:12:19theories so my girl so my girl but this one's hard to believe a mandala effect last night i went
00:12:26and
00:12:26got me some carmax because i'm chapped all right here where i've been blowing my nose my face is a
00:12:30little
00:12:31chapped right here it's called carmax now and it looks completely different what the hell is that
00:12:39she's so cute but i want to try something different hi everybody i mean hello guys whichever one you
00:12:44want to use babe i'm thinking either this a soft lips or this one the soft and lush this one's
00:12:51new
00:12:52creamy smooth texture for supplicable lips i don't know which one to do oh so indecisive
00:13:03all right all right all right i chose i'm just gonna do this one
00:13:25i need my journals where's the journals wait i'm gonna go this way
00:13:33okay sorry
00:13:40shh jeepers these albums are to collect memories and moments and i need to capture the moment you
00:13:49want to take a picture of me well just do it with your phone where do you want to do
00:13:53it at right here
00:13:55okay wait let me get in like a good position okay you have to show like the whole cart
00:14:03should i like look down or what should i be doing
00:14:13let me see it do you think that's okay you're having people staring at me like i'm some kind of
00:14:17circus act these people are staring at me stop it we're being honest that's why i'm trying to lose
00:14:22wait because it's ridiculous perfect for celebration and moments and i actually had extra pages for all my moments
00:14:37just stop jeepers it is what it is people i love pens i have lots of pens so i can
00:14:45do all my journal
00:14:47i'm just going to look these are the pens that i need these are great for journals
00:14:53these are oh i love sharpie i love sparkles everything sparkly i like it not surprised you
00:15:01guys have to realize i really do it because of my heel spur and i've had a really long day
00:15:06and i'm
00:15:06wearing the totally wrong shoes and it hurts really bad we should not discriminate against who uses these
00:15:13versus who don't because that's kind of messed up
00:15:18jeepers no journals where's the journals this right here is a very dangerous area for me
00:15:25excuse me oh boy walk by faith not by sight oh yeah i have that
00:15:35well excuse me where's scoot i should be scooting by faith
00:15:44walk by faith it should say scoot by faith discrimination like really and no one should
00:15:50be in sight i think not that's a bad journal okay oh my gosh you guys oh these look like
00:15:57legos
00:15:58oh okay i didn't even see that i love expert legos expert like pro advanced legos and this is oh
00:16:07that's
00:16:08so cute like look at this one again like oh my god look how cute like i literally can't get
00:16:17over this
00:16:18like it's not fair at all you guys have to realize when i was a freaking kid in school they
00:16:24did not have
00:16:25cute stuff like this like what even is this cuteness this squishy bishy ishy dishy you guys have to realize
00:16:34oh i'm paper obsessed and you guys have to realize i love journals
00:16:40you guys just have to realize i'm like the journal queen i just realized oh what are you looking at
00:16:49when it's pretty outside we go to the park and play well sometimes i trip and fall at the park
00:16:55i'm not really sure why we're here right now but that's okay my heel spur hurts right now
00:17:03and then i have my foot dangling behind me smaller danglies he was like dangling from my arm my foot
00:17:12was
00:17:12just like dangling you don't need me helping you out i like to play tennis with my sister
00:17:22well i was on a pro softball team when i was like in sixth grade i was actually i was
00:17:28it was
00:17:28professional and we used to travel and compete and do soccer and all those things because i'm very
00:17:33flexible her sister's actually at a soccer game soccer game she plays soccer i remember when i used to
00:17:39play soccer i played soccer and softball when i was like 10 and 11 and i loved it she plays
00:17:43legit
00:17:44soccer hey i played legit soccer this is like scholarship looking for okay i was freaking 10
00:17:50like calm down she plays for travel soccer too she has to travel all over the place are you saying
00:17:56i
00:17:56didn't play true soccer i mean you probably did but i did like her soccer is like intense yeah i
00:18:02had to
00:18:03travel i mean of course it's intense for her now she's in high school but she's got to travel to
00:18:07like
00:18:07different cities like she's got to go to alabama she's got to go south florida i had to go to
00:18:11different cities i was like 10 and 11. i was in a group home at the time my dad and
00:18:15my aunt who's now
00:18:16in heaven and my grandma who's now in heaven all three of them would come and visit during the days
00:18:22where i had soccer and it was just it was awesome i remember we were the blue team i forgot
00:18:27what they were
00:18:27called though jeepers you guys just have to realize it was soccer you like that jeepers are you so cute
00:18:43like really they even have faces on these little paper clip holder things like binder clips i don't
00:18:50know what they're called really but what so i've realized i need like a bigger container for my scrapbook
00:18:57slash planner stickers i was thinking about getting a container like this oh this is actually really
00:19:02really cute there's also a blue one but i think i'm gonna go for the black look how pretty are
00:19:08these
00:19:08like this too oh my gosh that is adorable 6.99 kind of pricey
00:19:17tardy hey siri call nancy but i mean it comes with a lid and it's pretty big
00:19:22big hello you're gonna get it you're gonna get it yeah yeah nick nicholas you are discriminating
00:19:30nicholas now listen and embarrassing me from all these boxes nicholas if you don't shut
00:19:36up i have got things to do sir okay look at all these hefty boxes hefty hefty hefty
00:19:44meg if you get intimate with a guy make him wear this dad that's a garbage bag don't you mean
00:19:48a condom
00:19:49meg hefty hefty hefty weepy weepy uh excuse me nicholas nich nicholas i'm hanging up i'm i'm hanging up
00:20:00yes yes bye listen you gotta you gotta keep your friends close your enemies closer you know what i'm
00:20:06saying i mean that's a pretty good size yeah that'll definitely fit my stickers and stuff
00:20:12not bad what's with the cuteness and then look at this one like okay and then this one and then
00:20:20this
00:20:20one and then this one and then that one and then that it's never ending cuteness oh my gosh i
00:20:27literally
00:20:28feel like oh hi oh my gosh i get so awkward filming oh well i literally feel like i'm a
00:20:36spokesperson for
00:20:37walmart but i promise i'm not i'm just vlogging and this is what i'm doing right now so low-key
00:20:45sad
00:20:45this subject just hits home for me i lost my destiny it's like really cold outside and i just
00:20:53it just breaks my heart really so i'll stop talking about it well i'm sure i will talk about it
00:20:58more
00:20:58but i'm sorry if i annoy you guys with it my cart died there was no sufficient warning ahead of
00:21:08time
00:21:08and now i'm stuck in this place you guys ready to go insufficiency discriminates
00:21:29so anyways we are about to check out we've been here for so long we got the cans with tons
00:21:36of
00:21:36soups and veggies and some diced tomatoes so i think we're gonna head out now we gotta go pay for
00:21:41our
00:21:42stuff now we're in the self-checkout as always we pay for things separately like we budget are you
00:21:50having difficulties do you want me to do it or you got it you want me to you have to
00:21:55go pee okay i'll do
00:21:55it self-checkout is the way to go
00:22:10all right so everything is in bags 105 down the drain i don't know how you spend money so easily
00:22:19it's just i don't get it we come here for like two things and leave with like the whole store
00:22:24i'm sure
00:22:24you guys think we shop a lot but these are things that we needed all right we got everything and
00:22:30now we're heading out open
00:23:01i'm scared i'm scared i don't wear the right shoes i'm not wearing the right shoes fill me help me
00:23:08i'm scared
00:23:19off to tarjay
00:23:32i'm scared my feet hurt a little i'm wearing the wrong shoes jump and this is higher than it looks
00:23:39okay you guys jump i can't i'm scared take it i'm actually scared right now jump
00:23:52that was not jumping that was falling with style i did not fall go away go away
00:24:04truth be told it was not a duck it was a geese i got ran over by a geese one
00:24:09time look how cute they
00:24:10are oh look at them just let them cross the street all datey like we'll sit here for we'll sit
00:24:17here for
00:24:17five hours definitely take some time though shake them up it tap it oh they're cute all right let's
00:24:25go i got ran over by one geese one was a goose and three gooses i got ran over by
00:24:29a goose one
00:24:30time and i've been scared of gooses ever since look at these babies hi oh my gosh look at all
00:24:37these
00:24:38you guys when i was like four years old i got ran over by a goose i wish i was
00:24:42lying
00:24:43look at them look at them i don't like goose but those are not gooses those are ducks
00:24:56love you guys the reality show is over you guys i'm sorry
00:25:05um slay me another move on channel that i love is chantelle chantal chantal show chantal marie big
00:25:14beautiful me foodie booty floppy bobby yes our girl chantal i love me some chantelle she's so real
00:25:21she just don't give a and i love that i literally ate every drop she just don't give a like
00:25:26she's just like this is me don't like it like suck on one it's just reality what i deal with
00:25:31i love that i'll just plop one of those in and one of those in like it's a dvd i'll
00:25:35turn the video on
00:25:35and just eat with them for me it's comforting a lot of people don't know how it feels to eat
00:25:39alone
00:25:40every night or to be alone every night fall asleep alone every night just kind of sucks you know and
00:25:44i know you all see the comments in my comment section there's a lot of mean people comes with the
00:25:48territory shouldn't have to not sure how the world should be we shouldn't be tearing someone down we
00:25:52should be tearing people up you guys don't see behind the scenes you guys don't see the snapchats
00:25:56i get or the just private messages in general of people who are like thank you amberlynn your video
00:26:01today made me feel less alone or thank you for eating with me today i know it's such a small
00:26:05gesture but it
00:26:06means the world to me a lot of people are like freaking out about my weight loss i would be
00:26:09eating this
00:26:10anyway i get that but what i show you guys is not everything and it never will be it's impossible
00:26:16i'm trying here and there that's sad because i know i need to try 100 i'll never be perfect i
00:26:21ate fried
00:26:21rice when i lost 89 pounds before but did i eat this much no i need to do portions i
00:26:26need to figure
00:26:27my out like something else i'm starting to drink more water at least i'm trying to you know i could
00:26:31sit here and make all the excuses in the world someone asked amberlynn are you ever gonna say
00:26:34your weight again on youtube yes i will it's just i'm not sharing my weight loss journey any longer
00:26:42a lot of people ask what weight loss journey i understand trust me if i was watching from the
00:26:46outside in i would think i was a complete fool it just sucks i wish you guys knew me personally
00:26:52i really do anyways i'm gonna move on from that subject we will talk about it again some other
00:26:57day trust me on that one this is so good you guys like my plane pioneer woman so how have
00:27:02you guys
00:27:02been doing oh my god this is so good i don't want it to end i am a fast eater
00:27:06i hate it i'm getting to
00:27:07that point where it's recommended to stop eating where that feeling where it's like right before you're
00:27:11about to be full but i thought i could get fuller quicker because i do eat so slow yeah yeah
00:27:18i'm
00:27:18trying to savor it i don't like to cram it all in my mouth and regret it wish i had
00:27:22more plus you get
00:27:24fuller you know when you eat slower yeah but then if you eat faster you get more i think that's
00:27:28why
00:27:29which is why i probably am so fat the only time i'm not a fast eater is when i'm out
00:27:34with friends and
00:27:34i'm just like yippie-yappening like talking the whole time since you eat slower maybe i could do a
00:27:39bit more of the talking yeah like i will be the last person still eating i went to a restaurant
00:27:44today called yamato i went to yamato before in tennessee but i'd never been to one here nina had
00:27:49to go to work so crystal and i wanted to go get something to eat so we're at a place
00:27:52called yamato
00:27:54it's a japanese steakhouse i didn't even realize it's a japanese steakhouse
00:28:00crystal yes this is crystal's newer tattoo i got some miso soup why is it so boring okay there
00:28:09we go i love miso soup so much so these are the solutions that i got this is called pink
00:28:16lady
00:28:17and like tiger roll and then those are crystals
00:28:29i wasn't sure if i was gonna like it but it seemed a little different the sushi was really good
00:28:32i just
00:28:33got a spicy california roll which is just crab cucumber i'm drawing a blank currently i think
00:28:38avocado oh avocado is so good like i've been craving avocado i need to buy me some avocados but like
00:28:42i'm
00:28:43scared because if you guys have been watching my vlogs for a while over a year ago i stabbed myself
00:28:47in my hand and i had to go get stitches because of an avocado because i'm done i just got
00:28:51done crying
00:28:52i stabbed myself and i've never like i get little cuts or whatever but i was opening an avocado you
00:28:57guys know that stupid circle that's in an avocado it's the sea i don't know what i did but somehow
00:29:03i
00:29:03went that's not the knife no it's not i literally stabbed myself and i was gushing blood like i can't
00:29:10even
00:29:10explain it and i started crying and freaking out i had a puddle of blood she did it was full
00:29:16like it
00:29:16was bleeding pretty bad like i can't i've never in my life done anything like this before i got it
00:29:20pretty and if you open this look this is how big the puddle was open it well you can't tell
00:29:25because
00:29:25i rinsed my hand for like 10 years it bled for a while though but i got it to stop
00:29:30when you open it
00:29:31you see the flesh and it's super deep like i have never in my life done something like we have
00:29:36to go to
00:29:36walmart and get her some but i need to god hand wrap but she wants to eat first i'm trying
00:29:40to make
00:29:41this salad and for some reason god stop me but i don't care i'm gonna keep going and i'm gonna
00:29:48eat
00:29:48my salad but this hurts so bad my whole hand is numb like right here is swollen as fuck like
00:29:53because
00:29:53you just it's freshly stabbed wound it's not gonna be i have literally skin coming out of me what is
00:29:59that so the salad has spinach my balsamic vinaigrette it has avocado radish strawberries scallions and
00:30:07there's some carrots i forgot to say i also have some cucumber destiny went into walmart even though
00:30:14we were just at walmart that's where i got the freaking avocado that ruined my life
00:30:24and i'm sitting here with my hand on a towel it hurts so bad she went in there to get
00:30:30like
00:30:30stuff to wrap my hand in i don't know it's not looking good i keep saying i don't know if
00:30:35i should
00:30:35go to the hospital i don't know if they'd give me stitches because literally it is so deep when i
00:30:41open
00:30:41it i see things that i don't want to see it is absolutely disgusting i have never done something
00:30:48like this before i'm a very very careful person so there's these stairs right here sis what you
00:30:56guys know about these stairs sis i know about these stairs you did this whole video about you going up
00:31:01and down the stair once girl i hope that i hope this isn't how you fell i really don't you
00:31:08have been
00:31:08working on this skill all summer i just like this is not it please tell me this is not it
00:31:15i was
00:31:16walking up them and i was walking up them pretty fast because i've been really good with my walking
00:31:20inside yeah you've been working on this right here i guess my foot got caught or something and i fell
00:31:29literally my whole body fell forward like i was standing and then my body just i fell to the ground
00:31:35it
00:31:35about 10 minutes ago i facetimed becky it was after i got up because i was like i'm not gonna
00:31:40have her come help me i hurt my toe i hurt my shin on the same sis um i felt
00:31:45like on my ribs but i think
00:31:47i'm okay i hurt my hand a little bit and my phone went skeet skeet skeet girl girl that is
00:31:52not what
00:31:53skeet skeet skeet means girl girl somebody somebody help her somebody get her urban dictionary that is not what
00:32:02skeet skeet skeet skeet means girl that i'm pretty sure that's not what i'm pretty i'm positive that's
00:32:09not what you bet my foot was just like dangling so when that happened i was in such shock that
00:32:15i didn't
00:32:16even know what to do and when i realized what was happening and blood was gushing everywhere i started
00:32:20crying so hard like so hard really actually scared like my fingers kind of hurt a little bit with it
00:32:27and
00:32:27like there's like numbness a little i'm just hoping that once i wrap this up it just naturally heals
00:32:35because the human body does heal pretty freaking quickly i'm wishing for the best i'm wishing for
00:32:40the best so i ended up coming to the hospital i got a tetanus shot just in case and they're
00:32:45about
00:32:45to give me stitches this is the first time in my life i have ever have gotten stitches or needed
00:32:50to
00:32:50i'm terrified and i knew the cut was pretty bad so i'm glad i came so i can get it
00:32:55all fixed but i'm
00:32:56probably scared so this happened i got freaking stitches and i was the biggest baby about it i had
00:33:02a student do it she was so patient and it just i literally feel like i'm dreaming it's 5 a
00:33:07.m right
00:33:08now super tired i'm just gonna go home and go to sleep this night has sucked so bad my whole
00:33:14finger
00:33:14is numb because they had to numb it oh that hurt sorry this vlog i took a turn for the
00:33:19worst come on
00:33:20i'm about to get my stitches taken out did you clean it yes i cleaned it you just watched me
00:33:24i'm so scared
00:33:25why are you using the big ones we have a little pair where are they i don't know that's why
00:33:30what are
00:33:31you gonna do i'm going to like clip that part yes oh my god then what then we're gonna pull
00:33:37them out
00:33:42oh my gosh stop am i shaking like this like this i'm trying oh the scissors too big
00:33:49oh my god why'd i feel that because it's stitched in your hand oh wait stop if she wouldn't quit
00:33:59moving where's i find the little ones they were in here i felt something you told it you're crazy
00:34:09here we go all right water he needs cold water all right hold on just a second see there we
00:34:19go
00:34:21clearly we're rookies but i mean the hospital said i could do it myself so okay don't move
00:34:26now you're gonna have to cut twice because i have two of them oh why do i feel it you're
00:34:30making
00:34:31me nervous you'll be okay we have those little bitty scissors
00:34:39she just took one out oh my god i felt it we'll get it in a minute i'm taking my
00:34:46stitches out
00:34:49ew literally you just took that out of me what is all this i don't even want to look then
00:34:55don't
00:34:55dustin you know where i got it from i probably do the part that looks like there's not
00:35:02oh really that's what you would do yeah amber lynn dang that happened like fast is this part
00:35:09of your stitches right here yeah that's her stitches there we go that was the coolest thing i've ever
00:35:13seen it looks like ingrown hair i mean it's still like open and stuff because it was so bad but
00:35:20but it's healed up now i want like do you have ointment oh there's something happening between
00:35:26a woman and a man and you gotta do with me yeah well hold on and i'll walk down there
00:35:31with you okay
00:35:32oh that's still it doesn't hurt usually it stings look at it does that mean it's infected he's cleaning it
00:35:40okay good do you have some at home what is this one called peroxide we have hydrogen peroxide yeah
00:35:47we do have some of that do you need a big band-aid or will a little one work big
00:35:51big okay we're gonna
00:35:53wrap it we don't have a big one that'll go like it's taking forever to heal but they told me
00:35:57to take
00:35:57the stitches out by now so yeah because they'll grow and get embedded and you're just gonna leave
00:36:02them over too long ew this is just one i should tell you at home right the other days yeah
00:36:11we're
00:36:11gonna stop and get some more because i used my last one this morning let me type it no it
00:36:15should be fine
00:36:16thank you i usually don't get california rolls but i wanted to play it safe for some reason it only
00:36:23came
00:36:23with like a certain amount and honestly i wasn't full from that whatever it is what it is i
00:36:27hadn't eaten all day so i was like can we get a side of fried rice and i was expecting
00:36:31a little
00:36:31amount and it came with so much i was just like no over here bane that's my neighbor's god it's
00:36:36been
00:36:36such a long day i have put my hair in a braid for the last like quite a few days
00:36:40now i literally chugged
00:36:41that water like a crazy person anyways i hope you guys have been enjoying my mukbangs have you the majority
00:36:47of you do i don't really know though it's just they're so highly requested i love filming them i love
00:36:52you guys and i will see you in my next one bye what are you doing baby this is my
00:36:58closet by the way
00:36:59it's a mess but just on my pile of clothes that i haven't put away and then look
00:37:07ready what are you doing oh my gosh they're always in here
00:37:15like all of these clothes from their fall purses fall because this one over here they're literally
00:37:21so perfect i can't with them like you can never be mad at them you know when you love your
00:37:25animals
00:37:26that much even though you make a mess in my closet huh i'll just let them be
00:37:33do you have tmj yes i do it's never got to the point where my jaw has been locked which
00:37:39i'm very
00:37:39grateful for that sometimes chewing certain things for too long hurts so bad like i can barely chew gum
00:37:45and sometimes like when i move my jaw like you know it cracks a lot okay but i can't imagine
00:37:52my jaw locking i would not know what to do i
00:38:02you should write fanfiction what would you write fanfiction for i would probably
00:38:07this is gonna sound funny but my fanfiction would be rose from titanic with like blake lively like
00:38:15who am i i would legit like love that so much does your girlfriend live in the same city as
00:38:23you
00:38:23yes someone said crystal's parents hate her crystal's parents love me i'm very close with them actually
00:38:29nina was in prison no what you cannot believe everything you see let me tell you do i have
00:38:35social anxiety i would say no i do not recently people found a screenshot of like a joke a text
00:38:42message joke between nina and someone else and people thought that was serious see that's what
00:38:48i mean like you cannot read something and just assume that it's true you can't do that because then
00:38:54what would life be ask me questions y'all don't be asking me questions about anyone but myself i'm not
00:39:02answering questions about becky i'm not answering questions about nina or crystal or dana or destiny
00:39:07because nothing regarding them is my business what would you do if you didn't do youtube i'd be working
00:39:15in the same place i was my government job i was working for the va i would document index split
00:39:22and
00:39:23separate veterans files just tons of tons of tons of files it was all through the computer i would sit
00:39:30and sit and sit and sit all day long just constantly doing this all day long i had really long
00:39:35hours
00:39:3610 hours 12 hours shifts we got a couple 10 hour breaks and a 30 minute lunch i did enjoy
00:39:45my job i went
00:39:45through a lot of training and when i first started training i was like how am i ever gonna know
00:39:50what to
00:39:50do because indexing and splitting the documents is a lot harder than it sounds when i say documents i mean
00:39:56files everything has a certain name to them it was difficult it's very hard to learn but i did i
00:40:02did
00:40:03learn i was being trained the trainers did tell you like one day you're gonna wake up and it's just
00:40:07gonna
00:40:07click and i was like no it's not but it did it did it clicked i love the people i
00:40:11worked with i made
00:40:12tons of friends sitting for 12 hours a day 10 hours a day eight hours a day nine hours a
00:40:19day is not good
00:40:20for you you can get blood clots etc etc i started noticing that i was getting heart palpitations
00:40:27my anxiety was through the roof at work i was getting anxiety attacks i would have to run to
00:40:32the bathroom i would just sit in a stall and cry sometimes and might i add you they're very strict
00:40:37on bathroom time which i understand because you're under production you have to meet a certain quota
00:40:42and image count weekly and daily hourly don't get me wrong i did meet those things i was very good
00:40:48at
00:40:48what i did i always met the leaderboard i was above and beyond quality and quantity so i was
00:40:54good at what i did but my anxiety was really bad and i started noticing that my feet was swelling
00:41:00really bad my legs started swelling my hands i noticed i was puffier in the face i started noticing
00:41:06i was cramping really bad from sitting 12 hours a day i know a lot of people in the comments
00:41:11i'm just
00:41:11gonna say before you guys say it a lot of people are like well what about cops they're up and
00:41:15they're
00:41:15doing things all day firefighters i know and i'm so grateful for them but i feel like not everyone
00:41:20can do certain jobs like me i can't be a firefighter you watching this you can't be a surgeon i
00:41:26feel like
00:41:26certain people are cut out for certain jobs for me i can't do a job where i sit for 12
00:41:32hours a day
00:41:33more than anything i wish i was able to stand up at my job and walk around at my job
00:41:39can't do that
00:41:40you're under a production a quota i wasn't able to do that but i started getting really bad cramp
00:41:45etc etc i was trying to hide all of this the best i could via youtube the people around me
00:41:52i didn't
00:41:52really want anyone knowing i was hurting it's kind of weird to say because you know sitting 12 hours a
00:41:57day a lot of people would love to do that i just didn't having a slip disc oh my god
00:42:01it comes and goes
00:42:02let me tell you when you're sitting on certain chairs it hurts never comfortable when you have so
00:42:08many health issues like i do like it's bound to happen on top of all the mental and the physical
00:42:14that i was experiencing i had animals at home i had animals that i wanted to love and i wanted
00:42:20to
00:42:20take care of they did not deserve being home alone for 12 10 13 14 hours alone they just didn't
00:42:32deserve
00:42:32being alone that long that's not okay don't get me wrong we had water out for them food out for
00:42:36them
00:42:37the ability for them to play with their toys and to sleep and to be comfortable under that
00:42:42circumstance but emotionally they didn't have anyone there to me i didn't like that i talked to
00:42:48destiny about that all the time we did not want our animals to be home alone for that long especially
00:42:53twinkie twinkie is a dog our three cats are super independent i feel like maybe possibly they didn't
00:42:58even give a that we weren't here but my dog twinkie totally cared i know she did every time we
00:43:03came
00:43:04home she was the happiest little thing i've ever seen in my life and every time we left she was
00:43:08sad
00:43:08i felt guilty and more guilty as the days went on now i'm able to be here i'm able to
00:43:13take her out
00:43:14i'm able to play with her and to love her and let her know like people are here for her
00:43:18i just did not
00:43:19feel comfortable i know a lot of people have animals and full-time jobs but our job was a lot
00:43:24of
00:43:24hours a lot of hours it wasn't just eight hours a day it was a lot more than that and
00:43:29it was becoming
00:43:30very stressful for me destiny and i talked about it a lot she really wanted me to quit because she
00:43:34knows that i can do youtube she knows i make money from youtube i will say the money working
00:43:39for the va they know how to pay very well that's one of the reasons why i kept the job
00:43:42for as long
00:43:43as i did on top of loving it it didn't feel right i was in pain when i went to
00:43:47the hospital that one
00:43:48time for my heart palpitations the doctor told me someone my weight i should not be sitting all day
00:43:53being home i can get up i can walk i can move and when i'm up and cleaning like i
00:43:58clean a lot or
00:43:59you know taking twinkie out etc etc like i'm moving more now that i'm home than i did while i
00:44:05had my
00:44:06other job and a lot of people this this part gets me a lot of people are like amberlynn you
00:44:11quit your
00:44:12job so you can just be lazy my government job was the laziest job in the world you sat there
00:44:20all day and if you got up to go to the bathroom trainers and supervisors would run in after you
00:44:25and
00:44:26be like come on you have to meet your production i mean we have time at both ones to go
00:44:30to the
00:44:30bathroom and get a snack they're not like mean or nothing i couldn't get up i couldn't stand there
00:44:34oh my god trust me there was this girl who was like falling asleep at work like it happened a
00:44:39lot
00:44:39because we didn't get much sleep and so she tried standing up and working and they wouldn't let her
00:44:44do that a lot of people did ask me like amberlynn why didn't you just stand at work because i
00:44:47wasn't
00:44:48allowed to it was very like strict but it's also a nice place like i loved working there i did
00:44:53have a
00:44:53moment where i was like okay i regret this i hate being home all day like i hate it more
00:44:57than
00:44:57anything i try my hardest to find things to do throughout the home throughout the home
00:45:03throughout my home it's sometimes really hard that's why i'm trying to focus a lot on youtube
00:45:07doing you now that brings me to my next thing amberlynn where the do you get money from i get
00:45:12money
00:45:12from youtube i get money from you now years ago i was like this is what i want to do
00:45:16i want youtube to
00:45:17become my job i never thought it would happen honestly it was just like one of those like little
00:45:21dreams you have in your head and now i can and a lot of people are extremely skeptical about how
00:45:26much does amberlynn really make on youtube i feel like that's not really an appropriate question to
00:45:31ask i want people to know that money isn't everything i will let you know i do get paid
00:45:35very well on youtube and i'm very grateful for that and that's like not why i'm on here like
00:45:39i've been on youtube for almost four years this is the first year that i actually am getting paid
00:45:45quality money and i know everyone's definition of like good money is completely different i understand
00:45:50that but i want people to know that if you can take care of yourself if you can live happily
00:45:54and
00:45:55comfortably then that's okay i make more on youtube than i did working for the government and like i
00:46:00said they pay an amazing amount of money that's why people freaking stay there like i have talked to
00:46:06so many people there and they're like i'm gonna quit it's too many hours i don't have time with my
00:46:09family i don't have time with my animals i don't have time to do anything and i have all this
00:46:12money and
00:46:13i don't know what to do with it but they're like you know what it's worth it because the money
00:46:16like
00:46:17the money is really good but money isn't everything as long as you are living comfortably or whatever
00:46:21like everyone's life is completely different some people only make a thousand a month working full
00:46:26time job it really just depends on where you live and where you come from i just don't think it's
00:46:31anyone's business or how much people make i don't think it's anyone's business why people do the things
00:46:36that they do and the choices that they make everyone's life is different so i just want everyone to know
00:46:40that youtube is my full-time job now and that's why i'm trying my hardest to create more videos for
00:46:47you guys i'm not a daily uploader but i'm trying my hardest to be and i'm trying my hardest to
00:46:51come
00:46:52up with videos that i feel like you guys want to see and if you don't i'm sorry but if
00:46:56you do thank
00:46:56you so much for watching obviously there's a little bit more to the story than that okay i'm gonna say
00:47:02one thing about the rumors and it's the fact that i got fired okay so my friend stephanie she
00:47:08actually just quit friday she got a different job she was my co-worker that is actually how
00:47:12i met her she was there obviously everyone was there destiny was there charlotte was there she
00:47:17was there ashley was there all my friends were there at work when i got up and i physically in
00:47:22front of everyone i said i quit i can't do this anymore i was having really bad anxiety the girl
00:47:27i'm gonna say her name her name is lisa she is saying how i got fired if you ask anybody
00:47:33anybody
00:47:33that i work with which one of us quit and which one of us got fired she got fired she
00:47:38is being
00:47:38bitter she is absolutely lying about absolutely everything i just think it's so funny that one
00:47:44person would do this okay stephanie oh thank god there you are okay so for everyone wondering stephanie
00:47:50i met her at work and she's my friend she has been in some of my vlogs before
00:47:57please tell them did i get fired or did i quit you can quit it literally takes one person to
00:48:03sit
00:48:03there and be like amberlynn actually got fired because she stabbed someone in the bathroom and
00:48:09then threw the knife at her boss and everyone will believe it like that's just how it is there was
00:48:13actually a case like that people were saying what no well not not a stabbing people were saying that
00:48:20this one girl got fired because she threw something at a co-worker and she didn't damn kind of like
00:48:26the
00:48:26game telephone they'll say one thing and then i'll get this gradual like bunch of bullshit months ago
00:48:31that i miss a lot do you think you will ever do a weight loss journey on youtube no i
00:48:36think this
00:48:36will be exciting so i'm gonna do a 30 day challenge for the 30 day challenge i don't want
00:48:42to do anything that's like so crazy that i know i'm just setting myself up for failure because that
00:48:47happens a lot first thing is i want to weigh myself every single day i want to see myself fluctuate
00:48:52i want to see if i gain three pounds one day i want to know what did i do the
00:48:56day prior so i can fix
00:48:58that instead of waiting a whole week and then i don't even have time to fix what i did wrong
00:49:02because
00:49:02i don't know today is day 15 so welcome but today is day one of a new plan you guys
00:49:10i know it's all
00:49:11i ever do new plan after new plan fails after fails so what it is instead of thinking of your
00:49:17full day
00:49:17as a set calorie limit like 2200 or 1200 or 1800 instead of thinking of it as that like oh
00:49:24my god i have
00:49:25these calories to eat for the full day look at it as just each meal you have a certain amount
00:49:29of
00:49:29calories and that's what i'm doing i feel like it's highly pointless for me to number my days anymore
00:49:35because recently gotten a handful of people contacting me telling me it's pointless that
00:49:41you're doing this challenge you're not losing weight so what's the point of numbering you know
00:49:46normally i just ignore stuff like that but it's true you're right i don't want to stop vlogging
00:49:51obviously i don't want to stop talking about you know some of my struggles here and there
00:49:55i'm never gonna stop doing that i just think i'm done with numbering the days i'm just gonna come
00:49:59at you guys with videos as always should we get to my weigh-in yesterday i weighed in at 503
00:50:05.2
00:50:05and today i weighed in at 499.6 hey guys so i'm no longer doing numbers on my videos we're
00:50:13just going
00:50:13back to hi vlogging just showing my life hey guys so i'm so excited to talk to you about what's
00:50:22about to
00:50:22go down this is not click bait in the slightest things are about to change and they're about to
00:50:29change for the better i'm actually so excited that i could barely sleep like i'm so excited i was shaky
00:50:34i was just like oh my god your girl is gonna do this i got a message from a health
00:50:39coach i know people
00:50:40especially haters out there gonna be like the end like what are you saying i know i get it so
00:50:47we were
00:50:47exchanging emails back and forth and she has this program that she brought up to me where she wants
00:50:53to be my coach for usually things like that i'm very skeptical i probably don't reply to the message
00:50:58because i get so many people that are like i know exactly what weight loss program you should do
00:51:03everyone has so much advice for me i don't know which one to choose but the thing is i've done
00:51:08it all
00:51:08i've tried everything except for weight loss surgery and except for the program that i'm going to be
00:51:13starting within the next week and i'm freaking out i'm so excited you guys i haven't been this pumped
00:51:19and this amped this excited and anxious in a very long time so you guys ready for it there is
00:51:28a program
00:51:29called optavia that thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands
00:51:35and thousands of people who are doing the program optavia i just want to give you guys examples so you
00:51:41guys can go look i'm just going to explain it a little bit i will be making more videos about
00:51:44this
00:51:45and having you guys follow my journey i am so excited i just i have i have no words i'm
00:51:51also
00:51:51very nervous a lot of people are probably going to be like hey i told you so a few days
00:51:56ago i have
00:51:57officially decided not to do optavia i have decided this through talking with my health coach with my
00:52:02girlfriend with tons of people who are close to me i thought 800 to 900 calories is not sustainable for
00:52:09someone my weight and if i was to ever try eating more than that i would gain weight it would
00:52:14mess up
00:52:14my metabolism i just don't think i'm ready for that low of calorie my doctor was totally fine with
00:52:21this program i did talk to her about it she was totally fine with it until i told her how
00:52:25many
00:52:25calories i'd be eating and then she told me that's just not a good idea from a doctor's standpoint she
00:52:31told me it's just too low of calorie for you or for anybody to sustain in their life it took
00:52:35me days
00:52:36to decide on this i just figured i'd let you guys know because this whole video is the ups and
00:52:42the
00:52:42downs of this crazy thing we call a weight loss journey i have a calorie limit i'm going to be
00:52:48tracking on the app called lose it because i'm there every day or every time that you weigh in
00:52:53the calories lower which i love that because your body starts to get used to calories for those of you
00:53:00who watch me strictly for weight loss i'm sure you're excited i definitely do want to document these
00:53:05hundred days and i really hope i am successful i really really hope so i know a lot of you
00:53:09are
00:53:09probably waiting for the weigh-in and it's quite unfortunate but i am at a new highest weight every
00:53:16time that i have stepped on the scale i always expected a higher weight this time i didn't and i
00:53:22guess i am taking it back a little bit i just have some things to talk about before we get
00:53:27into my
00:53:27weigh-in so for my day four weigh-in i was at 562.4 so that means i'm down 0
00:53:33.4 since yesterday and that
00:53:35means in four days i'm down 1.6 obviously it could definitely be a lot faster but i just want
00:53:40to say
00:53:40that i'm so happy because i have stopped the binging i don't really want to admit this but i'm going
00:53:46to
00:53:46for a while there i was eating like three snicker bars a night a whole can of pringles ramen noodles
00:53:53like it was pretty bad binging is when i eat three snickers a whole can of pringles two ramens a
00:53:59bag of
00:53:59hot cheetos and then a ben and jerry now that's a binge that's why i'm 562 pounds the binging was
00:54:05seriously seriously bad but i've stopped that it's been really hard hey guys i am actually doing 100
00:54:11days of weighing in i started like a group and i'm doing it with some friends of mine and some
00:54:17strangers which is fun i love coming together with people and yeah for me i feel like when i weigh
00:54:21myself
00:54:21daily i do better because i'm obviously tracking my weight so i'm gonna actually be weighing myself
00:54:26every single day completely naked so obviously you're not going to be able to see myself step
00:54:31on the scale you guys can take my word for it or not i was able to film the scale
00:54:36say my weight
00:54:37so i'll add that right here for you guys all right today is may 6th here we go
00:54:44i hope you guys can hear it because i have a fan on currently so
00:54:51562.8 hey guys so i just wanted to start this video we're at becky's sister's house right now so
00:54:58i actually did not weigh in today so i just wanted to come in here and say that because i
00:55:03woke up i
00:55:03didn't i honestly wasn't even expecting to come today and i forgot to do my eyebrows that's how much
00:55:07of a hurry i was in i was in the car and i was like why do i feel so
00:55:10weird i look in the little mirror
00:55:12thing and i realized that i forgot to do my eyebrows i was in like a really big rush hey
00:55:16guys so i feel like
00:55:17a lot of people actually enjoyed it when i was weighing myself a lot on camera and personally
00:55:21i like weighing myself it helps me honestly and i know a lot of people don't think so
00:55:26but by weighing myself all those times during the hundred days of weighing in i feel like i could have
00:55:33gained a lot of weight during that and the fact that i didn't and i stayed in the 560s the
00:55:38whole time
00:55:38shows that weighing myself really was subconsciously helping me so i want to do it again last thing you
00:55:45heard from me is i was gonna do another 100 days of weighing in so i want to let you
00:55:49guys know that
00:55:50i did full nine days of weighing in i weighed myself nine days in a row today is actually the
00:55:5710th day
00:55:58as you can tell i'm somewhere new i'm actually in a hotel right now me and my girlfriend are a
00:56:05little
00:56:05vacay situation so yeah it is day 10 and i don't have my scale so i did say in the
00:56:11beginning of these
00:56:12100 days of weighing in that i would want to weigh in every single day unless i wasn't near a
00:56:17scale
00:56:17and i'm not near a scale welcome to another weight loss update i just want to say i have not
00:56:22been
00:56:22doing the greatest at all i feel like i am no longer in control i don't know how to control
00:56:27myself i
00:56:28am not binging i am overeating almost every single day and it sucks because i'm leaving the house more
00:56:35and by doing so and by sitting in a car i become very very swollen if you have lymphedema or
00:56:40if you are
00:56:40big even some skinny people they get really swollen in cars so i am very sodium sensitive as
00:56:46of lately and i am retaining tons of water i am overeating the mixture of everything is not cute
00:56:52so long story short not on track and here is my weigh-in hello hello hello day 30 hello it's
00:57:01ready
00:57:04570.6 pounds 570.6 i am pretty much at my highest weight i've just come to terms that like
00:57:11i gotta
00:57:12live life for me what works for me is what works for me hey guys welcome to the first episode
00:57:17of
00:57:17operation curvy calories
00:57:34this is gonna be a hundred episodes of weight loss the reason why i am doing this is because i
00:57:41am too
00:57:42comfortable in the weight loss where i am now it seems like i am stalling and i'm just balancing back
00:57:49and forth between the same like four pounds and that is not where i want to be so i need
00:57:55to switch up
00:57:56i need to reset i need to rethink and i need to have new goals and just new scheduling around
00:58:03my life
00:58:03because i just feel like i am stuck in a rut i really also want to use these videos to
00:58:08inspire
00:58:09others i want to motivate others it's okay to have bad days it's great to have good days and i
00:58:16just
00:58:16want to be that advocate of the weight loss community welcome to day four of operation curvy calories i want
00:58:23to put my weigh-in from today right here so that means from yesterday i am down one pound that
00:58:35means in
00:58:35total i am down 74.6 and as you guys know my next goal is to be 469.8 so
00:58:41i have 28.0 points points
00:58:44points jeez 28.0 pounds to reach that goal oh yeah since today's may 1st in april i lost a
00:58:52total
00:58:52of 7.6 pounds so i am happy to say that every single month i am losing weight i have
00:58:59not had a full
00:59:00month of weight gain i'm able to say every single first like january 1st february 1st etc that i am
00:59:07down more weight than the month before and i honestly am loving that so officially today actually
00:59:14497.8 this is the lowest i've been in this journey so i am mad at myself oh i'm so
00:59:21mad i don't even want
00:59:22to like admit it and talk about it but i overate big time i had dairy queen and i still
00:59:27have some of it
00:59:29left um i have fries onion rings and chicken strips and a blizzard which i ate the whole thing i'm
00:59:41just
00:59:41here to be honest hey guys so welcome to day one of me being on jenny craig i'm really excited
00:59:47so i
00:59:48did weigh myself they want me to weigh every single day so here is the weight 517.8 so with
00:59:56jenny craig
00:59:56they have everything planned for you so it's gonna be pretty easy large majority of the food that you
01:00:02eat is jenny craig food but you do eat your own fruits veggies and things like that i have to
01:00:07eat
01:00:08six times a day it's going to be breakfast snack lunch snack dinner snack i'm here to share everything
01:00:13that i eat do some taste tests tell you guys how i'm feeling for the first week of jenny craig
01:00:18so
01:00:18let's do it i have some panera bread you guys are like what is going on i get it i
01:00:24understand we'll get
01:00:25into it i'm sure you guys are confused as am i i don't know who i am what i am
01:00:29what i want and you
01:00:30guys follow that journey because i put myself online so jenny craig i know i was only on it for
01:00:35two days but i feel a sense of understandment that's probably not even a word i understand
01:00:41how important it is to have veggies and fruits in your life that for sure showed that to me and
01:00:47how
01:00:47eating several times a day is more filling and satisfying than eating only like twice and i know
01:00:54contradicting what i'm about to say but it also made me realize i liked eating at home more than
01:00:59constantly getting takeout because i'm telling you takeout is just easy it's there you know after
01:01:03i filmed that video and i was editing it my gut was telling me amberlynn this is not the right
01:01:09choice
01:01:09you are making the wrong choice this might be one of the first times in my life one of the
01:01:15first
01:01:15times that my gut actually spoke to me and said amberlynn you need to do jenny craig it was probably
01:01:2110 minutes after the meal that i showed you guys i was like i am so hungry i need all
01:01:28the food and i
01:01:29was telling becky i just want something unhealthy i just kept saying it repeatedly and repeatedly and
01:01:35becky was like no no don't do it don't do it she was there for me and she was comforting
01:01:39and sweet
01:01:39but i wasn't listening to her i ended up having kung pa chicken from pf chang's and then i had
01:01:46a 20
01:01:46piece nugget but i only ate the outside of the nugget not the inside of the nugget
01:01:53and then a large fry so that's what happened it is what it is i'm here to be honest but
01:02:01i do want
01:02:01to say jenny craig honestly might be hands down the best weight loss diet that i have ever tried just
01:02:09because i am making mistakes it doesn't mean that it's jenny craig's fault it's my fault obviously i've
01:02:14talked about this in a video before i just wanted to update you guys on that i truly am enjoying
01:02:18jenny
01:02:18craig if my brain my mental state and my relationship with food was a little bit more
01:02:23normal i don't think we would always be having this problem hey guys i will be doing jenny craig
01:02:29again i love the program the program has actually changed i used to do rapid results but they started
01:02:36rapid results max the differences in that that i have seen and what i just i'm gonna call her my
01:02:42jenny craig coach what she told me is more vegetables on this program instead of fasting
01:02:48for 12 hours we're now fasting for 14. instead of eating six times a day we're now only eating five
01:02:54there's a recharge bar that you get to eat and there's just you know a few little changes and
01:03:01she said that doing the rapid results max actually has had quite a few people lose more weight than they
01:03:07were losing with the program prior so as you guys remember i did do jenny craig before and i showed
01:03:13you guys what i ate for the first six days of jenny craig when originally it was supposed to be
01:03:17the first
01:03:17seven days but then i ended up going on a vacation and i didn't bring the food with me this
01:03:23time i'm
01:03:23putting myself first and i'm dedicating this first 30 days of jenny craig just to myself and to my health
01:03:31and to all of the positivity and the success i want i am dedicating myself to that and not to
01:03:37anything else i got some of the best news that honestly i could have ever wished for it was
01:03:42something i've wanted for so long now i will talk to you guys about it i promise it will eventually
01:03:48happen i'm just not ready to talk about it right now but i did not finish filming for that day
01:03:53i was
01:03:54on an absolute insane roller coaster of emotions of tears and laughter and a lot of my past just was
01:04:04dug up and it was a whirlwind i had emotions and feelings that i had never felt before i know
01:04:11a lot
01:04:11of people hate when i come on here and say something happened and i can't talk about it it's not
01:04:16that i
01:04:16can't talk about it because i can it's just i'm simply not ready i want to keep this for me
01:04:21for a
01:04:21little bit i'm okay though i have three younger brothers but two were put into closed adoption
01:04:26one of them found us i am beyond happy i just wanted to let you guys know that jenny craig
01:04:32was a jenny bye-bye that day welcome to day zero of a new series and i am so excited
01:04:40so hello welcome
01:04:41to my channel my name is amberlynn reed i have been on a weight loss journey literally since i was
01:04:4811 years
01:04:48old and i have done nothing but lose and gain the same like 100 pounds repeatedly i reached my
01:04:56highest weight of 572.4 and i was able to lose almost 100 pounds recently and i ended up gaining
01:05:03a ton and now i'm sitting here around 550 and i feel miserable i feel horrible i am ashamed i'm
01:05:12disgusted i'm embarrassed i repeatedly do the same cycle over and over and i am literally a 30 year
01:05:19old who is just trying to figure this out as of now no do asmr while doing mukbang video i
01:05:27have
01:05:27thought about that but would people actually like that i feel like people would not enjoy that coming
01:05:33from me if i was some skinny girl they would definitely love it but false skinny privilege skinny
01:05:39privilege thin privilege privilege privilege people things handed to them in life i have to
01:05:45struggle do a mukbang while you're talking to us no i do have a mukbang that i filmed yesterday though
01:05:54so hey guys it looks like my thing is crooked i'm not sure i'm not sure how i feel about
01:05:58this
01:05:58angle but y'all can see the food so that's all that matters we have fried rice for today
01:06:05this is leftover because i went with my friends today we went to a sushi restaurant i got sushi
01:06:11and then i wanted a side of rice and i was expecting like a little side of rice but i
01:06:14got this big old
01:06:15thing this was hours ago and i'm feeling hungry again so this is my leftovers oh my god this is
01:06:21so
01:06:21good i'm gonna start doing more mukbangs more mukbangs for the haters i'm just kidding that was a joke
01:06:27y'all you know what i need to do though i need to figure out how the i can make
01:06:31some really healthy
01:06:32recipes and do mukbangs for those um i need to figure that out what are you doing baby okay how
01:06:42much do you weigh now no clue okay so i'm about to weigh myself let's step on it three times
01:06:54okay let me step on two more
01:06:59okay so this next one i bet you was gonna say 479.8 because usually it'll say i'm like maybe
01:07:05like
01:07:050.6 heavier and then the next two it'll be the accurate reading so
01:07:11oh i guess not 481.4 that's a big difference let me do it a fourth time
01:07:17because those are like some some wide ranges there but i am losing weight so that's good
01:07:24481.4 i'll take it i mean that's the same as last time really but that was yesterday so
01:07:34did you click off overall starting weight highest weight ever is 489.2 and then i got all the way
01:07:41to
01:07:42481.4 oh my god so much numbers and that's down 7.8 pounds i feel like that's really good
01:07:47people say
01:07:48you should only lose about two pounds per week i want to aim for higher than that and i do
01:07:52want
01:07:52to say that i did let my binge eating get the best of me some days so this isn't like
01:07:56100 but i am
01:07:57trying and i'm just happy to say that i am down 7.8 pounds and i am going in the
01:08:02right direction i
01:08:02told you guys in the beginning of the new year that i do want to try to make this year
01:08:06better i want
01:08:07some sort of like fulfillment this year i know that losing weight will help me with that 110 and i
01:08:14just
01:08:14want to be healthier and i want to be happier more than anything i want to inspire people so in
01:08:19two
01:08:19weeks 7.8 pounds down i'm happy with that i hope you guys enjoyed this video and there will be
01:08:23more
01:08:24like this and i'll see my next one bye hey everyone okay we have another weight loss update so that
01:08:30brings me to what was my way in for the end of the month of january 474.2 so i
01:08:36am down 15 full pounds in
01:08:38the month of january i'm super excited about that every single time that i have stepped on the scale this
01:08:42month i have been down weight so here we go 473.6 let me step on it one more time
01:08:51it takes forever
01:08:58473.0 usually because i am bigger it does fluctuate just a couple ounces i'm gonna go on one more
01:09:05time
01:09:09473.0 so i got 473.0 twice so that is my weight there you guys go love you would
01:09:15you ever do a
01:09:16meetup yes i think you're lying about liking dana if i did not like dana i would happily happily say
01:09:22that dana do you hate me no if i did i would tell you exactly i do like dana though
01:09:28i think she is very
01:09:29sweet when we are together in person she is super sweet she is super kind and she's very funny and
01:09:34it's
01:09:34very easy to get along with her was nina dating becky when you first met nina no they haven't been
01:09:40together for years do you plan on having a driver's license eventually love you too rafe where'd you
01:09:46get your necklace i want you to try to guess walmart why don't you have your license already because i
01:09:52am terrified to drive honestly i am so scared i have car anxiety really bad even when i'm just in
01:09:58the
01:09:59passenger seat or in the back seat are you still cutting your hair probably not dying it yes i just
01:10:03have
01:10:04not really had the opportunity to do so how have my 2017 resolutions been going
01:10:10i don't even remember what they were does that say a lot i'm gonna be cliche af i'm gonna do
01:10:16some
01:10:16resolutions for you guys my first one is a weight loss one i want to reach 385 pounds i want
01:10:21to be
01:10:22more motivated to do things i want to be motivated to clean to go out film videos wake up put
01:10:29makeup on
01:10:29girl and get your did i'm not in control of this one but i would love to reach 50 000
01:10:34subscribers on youtube
01:10:38i gained about 29 000 subscribers in 2016. i want to drink more water i want to make healthier choices
01:10:46in food my last one just be more positive be a more positive person you can wake up and be
01:10:53more
01:10:53positive i promise you that you still want your septum pierced i do
01:11:00do you guys notice anything different about becky right now
01:11:05she got her septum pierced can you believe it
01:11:10does it hurt
01:11:13yeah we should have logged it when you got it done huh
01:11:18she's taking selfies yeah i'm trying to see like which one i like this no we're joking you guys
01:11:24we're joking it's just a little piece of metal i wonder what i would look like can i try it
01:11:29yeah
01:11:30here let me see it does it hurt though like to have in your nose oh wow this isn't even
01:11:36metal what is
01:11:37this it's like a little plastic this was literally in your nose now it's mine
01:11:45i wanted my septum pierced for so long and this is what it would look like
01:11:57there's too much going on on your nose i would have a little diamond
01:12:03i would i would take the hoop out and then i'd keep that oh girl i like it
01:12:10i'm kind of digging a different picture babe can i look at my septum pierce right now
01:12:19i look great
01:12:22like this is my thing i think you think that's your thing yeah i'm gonna get it done when i
01:12:27i don't know when but here are we swapping boogers yeah are you wiping it off yeah
01:12:34are you still doing the water challenge a lot of you are like oh my god what about the water
01:12:37challenge hey you guys i don't drink enough water let's be real i can't stop drinking diet soda
01:12:43water just is amazing like it helps with everything super simple to say water is amazing for you and
01:12:50it can change your life but it's honestly the truth starting tomorrow 30 day water challenge at
01:12:55least eight cups of water a day which is 64 ounces eight times eight is 64. i'm going to be
01:13:01drinking
01:13:0164 ounces of water every single day so i got myself a cup tumbler thing i don't know what you
01:13:06want to
01:13:07call this i know it's not a tumbler and it's not a cup either it's a bottle let's just say
01:13:10that it
01:13:11says messy hair don't care because it is 23 ounces so that means 23 plus 23 46 plus another 23
01:13:2169.
01:13:21so if i need 64 ounces i will just drink three of these that seems simple enough i have a
01:13:28water
01:13:28fountain dispenser type dealio so that's going to be super easy i have cold water on the go at work
01:13:33they have uh water dispensers as well tomorrow will be day one i will update you guys randomly
01:13:39water is life water is key water is awesome girl the water challenge is still happening this water
01:13:47challenge is still happening i will let you know that i have made a few boo-boos along the way
01:13:54like
01:13:54not drinking the right amount in a day just purely forgetting but i'm not giving up no but i have
01:14:00definitely been drinking a lot more water lately how old am i i am 26. would you get a tattoo
01:14:06yes i
01:14:06really really really really want a tattoo one day i want to get a tattoo but i'm like scared all
01:14:11right i
01:14:12have a text from my girlfriend hi everybody i mean hello guys okay what happened to your water cooler
01:14:18what's a water cooler a water fountain dispenser type dealio water cooler
01:14:25no idea what you're talking about
01:14:32what happened to your water dispenser what is a water dispenser oh my water thingy i still have
01:14:39that i didn't know it was called a water cooler are you mad at race no i love her like
01:14:43she's so much
01:14:44fun do you miss destiny as a friend i do i like hanging out with her she's pretty awesome makeup
01:14:49from walmart
01:14:51actually no um wait yeah everything i use on my eyes and on my lips you can just get that
01:15:00at walmart
01:15:00but what i use on my actual here sephora hey guys so totally new day here with mary we're at
01:15:12sephora
01:15:12and i'm looking at tarte foundation but someone's gonna come help me because i am new to this
01:15:18you excited i don't know i mean i already got my foundation so we're just helping you yes because
01:15:27i don't really wear a foundation but i want to start so yes let's do this she looks fabulous she
01:15:32looks
01:15:32fabulous without foundation any other makeup but oh thank you she's gonna spice it up a little bit yes
01:15:42so i ended up getting some stuff it was not what i went in for technically but the lady sold
01:15:48me
01:15:49and i left the place a hundred dollars a poorer but that's okay this is the first time i actually
01:15:55ever really shopped at sephora like hardcore so i'm super excited you know it's a little too expensive
01:15:59but it's worth it in my opinion i was actually entertained by rave yesterday i wasn't sure it was
01:16:05i like her energy yes i love me some rave and everyone's like emberlin's so upset you know i
01:16:10was chilling in the back just watching i felt like a viewer myself like i loved it how are you
01:16:15and becky
01:16:15we're good thanks i just love how y'all found out who becky was and the only reason why y
01:16:21'all found
01:16:21that out is because there was a little stalker who went to my facebook profile and looked at my new
01:16:26friends that i've added that is so creepy like y'all don't be creepy i was gonna introduce you to
01:16:32her
01:16:32eventually this is just true what time is it it is 6 35 p.m have you forgiven everyone in
01:16:42your life
01:16:42yes because that is the person that i am i forgive constantly are you living with your girlfriend
01:16:48no nikocado avocado wants to collab with me but he's a physical collaborator like he wants to
01:16:53physically be with you and i'm just like hold on to my seat please if i met nikocado avocado i
01:17:00would
01:17:00actually die so if y'all want to plan my funeral like find it ahead of time i would die
01:17:08but i'm
01:17:09hoping one day it'll happen for real for real because he really wants to and i really want to
01:17:12oh my god it would be amazing amber's very good at skipping her work
01:17:20we're not talking about her she lies on me because i believe in counting calories you need to watch
01:17:25healthy channels not mukbang crap mukbang is it mukbang y'all have i been saying it wrong god i have
01:17:32so
01:17:32many messages right now y'all i want to get drunk i'm gonna be honest i want to get drunk
01:17:37i kind of
01:17:39want to do a video where i get drunk again because y'all really like that for the valentine's day
01:17:44one
01:17:45but is that like family friendly like youtube is getting really strict you should drink and play never
01:17:52have i ever while you drink someone said that i should dye the tips of my hair the color of
01:17:59this
01:18:00girl you got that long hair though what's your favorite alcohol to drink anything that'll get
01:18:04me drunk fast with rave and becky you should do a drunk you now i don't know if becky would
01:18:11actually
01:18:11go on here what gets you drunk fastest poor locos when you drink are you concerned that your body can't
01:18:17handle it honestly no i've never felt like anything other than drunk while drinking like
01:18:24i feel like my body can handle it i could be wrong though
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