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Amberlynn has decided to stay in Kentucky after the breakup with Destiny because she is starting a new dependentship with Beck. We take a look back at the bow collection that Amberlynn says is no longer a fashion statement she wears. She vaguely explains how Beck contacted her, calling Beck a subscriber. Beck filled in the blanks in a later video, so we get a better understanding as to why Amberlynn didn’t explain the whole story. Since Destiny is going over to pick up a package, Amberlynn has Destiny take her to go grocery shopping. She takes the weekend off from vlogging since she’s not ready to include Beck in her videos. She returns with a wannabe chili recipe which is more of a soup concoction. Over the next week she films more sit-down videos one talking about her feelings on wearing makeup and another on her experience being required to buy two seats on a plane when she was 18, and a third addressing her clickbait titles. As a content creator she says there are no previews like there are with movies, so we give her one covering her life from 2014-2022. After the preview, we have a trailer featuring Twinkie Star.
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00:00:00Do you think you'll be staying in Kentucky?
00:00:01Yes, there is someone who is keeping me here for sure.
00:00:04Hi everybody.
00:00:05I mean, hello guys.
00:00:11So I will be staying in Kentucky
00:00:13and we're gonna see where that goes though.
00:00:15Where do you get inspired for your beautiful outfits?
00:00:17Oh, that's super sweet.
00:00:18I purely just wear what I like and what I love.
00:00:21And I feel like my style is drastically changing
00:00:24from where it was even just a year ago.
00:00:26A year ago, I was very like, bows in my hair.
00:00:28Oh my God, bows in my hair.
00:00:31And that's just a bow I got.
00:00:32I have a bow in my hair today.
00:00:34I'm wearing a bow.
00:00:35I put my bows on it.
00:00:37I just didn't wanna waste such a cute pleat.
00:00:40Hey guys.
00:00:41So I've been wanting to film this video for months.
00:00:45So this is my bow collection.
00:00:47I guess I'll tell you where I got them from.
00:00:50Walmart.
00:00:50I got this from I-Scene.
00:00:52I got this one also from I-Scene.
00:00:54Also got this one from Walmart.
00:00:55Another one from I-Scene.
00:00:56I got this from the dollar store.
00:00:58Weird, I know.
00:00:59It is this type of pink.
00:01:02And I have a blue one just like it from the dollar store.
00:01:05And I have another one like such from the dollar store.
00:01:10You were a dollar?
00:01:11A dollar?
00:01:13Oh.
00:01:14It comes to bows.
00:01:14I prefer the ones that you hold down and just easily go like this.
00:01:18And it's just like bloop.
00:01:19I'm just gonna leave it.
00:01:21I don't care.
00:01:21These are my least favorite.
00:01:22This bow I got from I-Scene.
00:01:25These bows.
00:01:25The ones that I hate where you have to click this little and then it flies open.
00:01:31I don't feel very good when, you know, you have to put it in your head.
00:01:33And then you have to like, it's there, right?
00:01:36And then you have to like push down to close it.
00:01:38And it's like, you feel it on your head.
00:01:40I promise you do.
00:01:41Here's another one like this.
00:01:43I love these so much.
00:01:45From the dollar store.
00:01:47I don't know why I keep saying that.
00:01:48This would have been good with this outfit.
00:01:50I should put this one on.
00:01:52Yes.
00:01:53This one is from Claire's.
00:01:55This is from the dollar store as well.
00:01:57This is actually the first bow I ever bought.
00:02:02Because I wanted to wear a bow on Christmas.
00:02:03I got this one from Claire's.
00:02:04I really wanted to wear a gold bow on Christmas and I did.
00:02:08This one's from Claire's.
00:02:09This is Aztec black and white.
00:02:11This one I got from Kohl's actually.
00:02:14Please don't tell me it's broken.
00:02:15You know, when things like this happen, I'm like, okay, I'll just get another one.
00:02:18But yeah, it's not wanting to stay closed.
00:02:21So, oh, it did stay closed.
00:02:23But I have a feeling it is broken because it's taking forever to stay closed.
00:02:27So I'm just going to have to get another one of these.
00:02:29Because I actually really like this.
00:02:30It's really big.
00:02:31But when it's 4th of July, you want to be bright and you want to be loud.
00:02:35And you want to support the 4th of July holiday.
00:02:38This is okay to wear.
00:02:39Hey, you guys.
00:02:40Today is July 2nd, as you can tell.
00:02:424th of July is on Mondays.
00:02:43So that's kind of like, mmm, people don't really want to be partying on no Mondays.
00:02:47So we're going to a 4th of July party today.
00:02:49This is what I'm wearing.
00:02:50I have a bow.
00:02:51Like, yes, the American flag.
00:02:53Like, how you doing?
00:02:54And it looks backwards to you guys, but it's not.
00:02:58I don't think.
00:03:01Actually, it is backwards.
00:03:03My bow is backwards.
00:03:05No, it's not.
00:03:05It's not to you?
00:03:06It doesn't look backwards?
00:03:07It's not backwards.
00:03:08Okay, is the stripes right here?
00:03:10Okay, it's not backwards.
00:03:12For some reason on here, it looks backwards.
00:03:14Anyways.
00:03:15I'm kind of sad that it's broken.
00:03:17That's all right, girl.
00:03:17That's all right.
00:03:18This one is from Walmart.
00:03:19This one is from, I think, Claire's.
00:03:22Just a lacy white one.
00:03:23It also came with this lacy black one.
00:03:26And this mint lacy one.
00:03:29I also got this one from Claire's.
00:03:31This is from Icing.
00:03:32I also have my kitty ears in here that I got from Claire's.
00:03:36I love these.
00:03:38I will forever love this.
00:03:39And, yes, I do wear it in public.
00:03:41I don't care what anyone thinks because I love it.
00:03:43This is from the Katy Perry line.
00:03:45I love it so much.
00:03:47Oh, my God, girl.
00:03:49You look so cute.
00:03:51Oh, thanks.
00:03:52I also have this in here.
00:03:54It's just a little, I don't know.
00:03:55Destiny's sister gave it to me, so I wanted to keep it.
00:03:58I got this from Icing.
00:03:59This is from Icing.
00:04:01Here's another lacy one.
00:04:03This one's brown from Claire's.
00:04:05This one's from Claire's as well.
00:04:06Another brown one.
00:04:08This one is from, I think, Icing.
00:04:11Silky with some pearls in the middle.
00:04:13And my last one is from Claire's.
00:04:15Black with white polka dots.
00:04:17I want to know which one, what is in here?
00:04:20Oh, the thing.
00:04:22Oh, plot twist.
00:04:23It really is broken.
00:04:25This is the thing that broke the bow.
00:04:27This little part came off of it.
00:04:30Yep, I'm sure if it was just a little clippy one, it wouldn't have broke.
00:04:33Okay, so I want to know in the comments below which one was your favorite bow.
00:04:37I keep them in like, this container is actually from Walmart.
00:04:40It came with a necklace inside of it.
00:04:42And I was like, oh, I could use this for something.
00:04:43So, I keep my bows in that.
00:04:45Here is the bow I chose.
00:04:47I got this from the dollar store.
00:04:49Weird, I know.
00:04:50It is this type of pink.
00:04:52I love this bow so much.
00:04:54This was a dollar at the Dollar Tree.
00:04:56Like, who are you?
00:04:57What was I thinking?
00:04:59I remember actually getting in an argument with a subscriber.
00:05:02I usually don't do that, boo.
00:05:04Like, if a subscriber's mean to me, it is what it is.
00:05:06But this girl came at me and this is when I only had like 2,000 subscribers.
00:05:09And she's like, the bows in your hair does not look good.
00:05:11Like, you're not three years old.
00:05:12And I was like, I think they're so cute.
00:05:15And it's like, I should have listened to her.
00:05:18I've been wearing bows in my hair for years and years.
00:05:20I will probably never wear another bow in my hair.
00:05:23How did you meet your girlfriend?
00:05:24Okay, so I don't think I've actually talked about this in a YouTube video.
00:05:26Juicy, juicy.
00:05:27Okay.
00:05:28She was actually a subscriber.
00:05:29I know, right?
00:05:30I get a lot of messages on Snapchat, Instagram.
00:05:33I used to get a lot on Facebook until I completely turned that off.
00:05:36My Facebook is my personal Facebook.
00:05:38It's not for YouTube or anything like that.
00:05:39I will reply to subscribers here and there.
00:05:41I can't reply to every single one of you and I'm so very sorry.
00:05:43But I do read every single message I receive on every single platform.
00:05:47So don't you worry.
00:05:48I do see your guys' messages and I appreciate them so much.
00:05:50She messaged me on Facebook one day.
00:05:52Me and her became friends.
00:05:53And then it kind of just graduated to more than that.
00:05:55We started liking each other.
00:05:57Things just happened.
00:05:57I was watching a random video and Amberlynn was in the suggestions.
00:06:01And I'm like, okay, sure.
00:06:02The comments were so freaking terrible.
00:06:04I'm like, God, this girl's gonna kill herself.
00:06:06I messaged her and I'm like, you're so pretty and beautiful.
00:06:08And that's how we started talking.
00:06:10How do you feel about the conversation Dana had on Instagram that leaked out?
00:06:13And is it true?
00:06:14This is like the hot topic for me.
00:06:15Okay, so how do I feel about it?
00:06:16I'm shocked.
00:06:17I feel really sad because I really thought me and her were friends.
00:06:20And is it true?
00:06:20I want to say no.
00:06:22It's not true.
00:06:23I've never been rude to her ever.
00:06:25I've never disrespected her.
00:06:26The part about me calling Destiny a lot when they first got together.
00:06:30That is very true.
00:06:31When Destiny first broke up with me, as I've told you guys before, I was a hot mess.
00:06:35I did not know how to be alone.
00:06:36I had attachment issues.
00:06:37It was bad.
00:06:38It was bad news.
00:06:39And it's been five months.
00:06:40So hello.
00:06:41I'm like a completely different person, but I am very sad about that.
00:06:44And I will be talking to Dana about that.
00:06:46I just really hope we can figure it out.
00:06:48Does Desi's family like her current girlfriend?
00:06:50I'm sure they do.
00:06:51I don't know.
00:06:51Like they don't tell me these things.
00:06:53Does Destiny still pay rent?
00:06:54No.
00:06:55I pay for everything myself.
00:06:56When will you unveil your new girlfriend?
00:06:58I don't really know if I'm going to have her in my YouTube videos.
00:07:01It's something that I have actually thought about a lot because people are harsh and people
00:07:05are mean.
00:07:05And I don't want people to get in the way of this.
00:07:07She already understands the whole YouTube life and everything.
00:07:11I do post her on Snapchat and I post her on my Instagram.
00:07:14Ask for a YouTube video.
00:07:15I don't know if she's ready for that.
00:07:17I know I'm not ready for that.
00:07:19So we will see.
00:07:21This is her.
00:07:23How's your relationship with Dana and Destiny now that you've seen screenshots?
00:07:26Saying they're annoyed of you.
00:07:28So many questions about them.
00:07:30How's my relationship with them?
00:07:31I have not talked to Dana since, but she said she wants to talk to me and I really hope
00:07:35we can sit down and talk in a mature fashion.
00:07:37Between me and Destiny, nothing has changed honestly.
00:07:39I feel like me and Destiny have that friendship where it's just like it'll forever be in the
00:07:43same like stagnant stage of like just, you know, I don't know.
00:07:48I don't really know how to explain it.
00:07:50Unconditional friendship.
00:07:51Can you please do a girlfriend tag with your girlfriend just so everybody can get to know her?
00:07:54I actually mentioned to her, you know, would you ever do the girlfriend tag?
00:07:57And she's like, what is that?
00:07:58And I was like, what girl?
00:07:59Like get with the program.
00:08:00So I explained it to her.
00:08:01If she ever does come on my YouTube, if we both feel comfortable with it,
00:08:05then definitely.
00:08:06Hey guys.
00:08:07We are here to do the girlfriend tag.
00:08:08Someone said, are you aware of the screenshots of Dana saying she hates you?
00:08:11I'm very much aware of the screenshots.
00:08:13Okay.
00:08:13So I'm going to do one more.
00:08:15Would I ever get back with Destiny if she asked you?
00:08:16I'm going to say no because I am currently in a relationship and I'm happy with her.
00:08:20I want to see where this goes.
00:08:21That is the last question.
00:08:23I hope you guys enjoyed this video.
00:08:24Thumbs this video up because I will definitely do more.
00:08:26I really like talking to you guys.
00:08:28Love you guys.
00:08:29And I hope you enjoyed and I'll see you next one.
00:08:30Bye.
00:08:35Bye
00:08:43See
00:08:44Bye
00:08:49Believe it or not, I get a lot of questions on what shampoo and conditioner I use.
00:08:54I use Renczy Grill Originals it's argan oil.
00:08:56I just get it at Walmart, so you can find it there.
00:08:58but this has been the best stuff that I've used in a very long time. Normally, my face breaks out
00:09:03every single time I wash my hair because my skin is super sensitive, but this stuff makes it break
00:09:08out even less. I just love it. It makes my hair smell good. It makes my hair feel good. I
00:09:12was
00:09:13wondering, yes, I do a shower with the lights off because I have a little wax burner at nightlight.
00:09:17I like it. It's weird. I know. This vlog is really just going to be me around the house today
00:09:21because
00:09:21I'm not leaving the house at all. If you want to see what I do around the house, song that
00:09:25was
00:09:25playing at the beginning of this video, which I have on repeat, is Miley Cyrus's new song,
00:09:30Malibu. If you guys don't know, which would be weird if you didn't know because if you know me,
00:09:35Miley Cyrus is my number one. I have been in love with her for 12 years and it's kind of
00:09:39like to
00:09:39the point where I think I'm like borderline obsessed, but you know, we all have that celebrity
00:09:43we're obsessed with. Her music video is up and everything on YouTube. You guys need to seriously
00:09:49watch it. It's amazing. I love her so much. Like literally I cried watching the music video.
00:09:56That's ridiculous. A super huge package came for Destiny. She still gets her mail sent here.
00:10:02She has to come pick that up tonight. I'm just going to put away these clean dishes and then
00:10:05cleaning the dirty dishes. Get in there. This is literally a mess. I don't have cable, but I do
00:10:25have Hulu. I have Netflix and I have CBS for when Big Brother comes on during the summer, which is
00:10:30coming up and I'm so excited. So I'm just about to watch Pretty Little Liars. So Pretty Little Liar
00:10:34fans, where are you at though? Like, who do you think AD is? I really want it to be Aria,
00:10:38but I'm, I'm almost positive it's not going to be, but that would literally make my life because
00:10:42Aria has that like dark personality and I feel like she could be crazy, but who knows? I'm going
00:10:47to watch this. Yay. I have never had this before, but I saw it at the store and I figured
00:10:51I would
00:10:51give it a try. It's a smart made orange sesame chicken bowl. It's made with grilled white meat
00:10:57chicken with broccoli, snap peas, and roasted red peppers over quinoa lightly tossed in an orange
00:11:02sesame sauce. I hope it's good. So I have it going in the microwave, but I noticed right
00:11:06here, it says it's made with real ingredients you can pronounce. And I looked and it's very
00:11:10true. And also it says made with real grilled white meat, chicken, and smart swap of quinoa
00:11:17for white rice. If I like it, this might be something I'll pick up more. And this is 240
00:11:21calories, 4.5 fat, 5 fiber, and 21 protein. That's crazy good. I'm trying to go on YouNow more
00:11:27often. And before I go on YouNow, I always have to do my makeup. So this is my makeup
00:11:32bag. It's Betsy Johnson. This is the front and this is the back. I have a ton of stuff
00:11:37in here between body mist, deodorant, all my makeup, chapstick, even have lotion. So I'm
00:11:44going to do my makeup real quick. Lately, when it comes to my makeup, I've actually been doing
00:11:47less eyeliner. I don't know if you guys have noticed that in like my YouNow's that I've been
00:11:51doing or in just the last few videos I've been uploading. I've been wearing like less eyeliner
00:11:55and such. I still do all my face makeup the same, but I stopped putting eyeshadow and I
00:12:00kind of like it better, which is really weird because you guys know me. I'm eyeliner girl.
00:12:04So yeah, this is going to be my before and I'll show you guys my after. All right. My makeup
00:12:08is complete. I am wearing a little bit more eyeliner than I thought I was going to wear,
00:12:12but I'm still digging it. For anyone who's low key curious what I'm using, I am using the
00:12:18Hello Fab Coconut Skin Smoothie Primer. I'm using the Becca Foundation. I love this so much.
00:12:24I use porcelain and my little Sephora brush. Lash Sensational Luscious Maybelline Mascara.
00:12:31Using e.l.f. for my eyebrows. I'm using very black e.l.f. liquid eyeliner. Some Tarte blush.
00:12:37I personally love this. It's in the color Party. This is what I am always, always, always wearing
00:12:42on my lips and I get questioned about it all the time. It's the Revlon Ultra HD Matte Lip Color.
00:12:47I will only use matte in the color 655 HD Kisses. Change of plans. I really wasn't going to leave
00:12:54my home, but I'm going to go to the grocery store because I need some things. So we're going to
00:12:58go
00:12:58do that. A super huge package came for Destiny. She still gets her mail sent here. She has to come
00:13:04pick that up tonight. I'm dressed, ready to go. So I'm glad, you know, I had my makeup done and
00:13:08everything because I hate going in public without makeup on. So that was like perfect timing.
00:13:12Hey guys. So I ended up going to the grocery store as you guys know, and I was legit going
00:13:16to vlog there and like do a grocery haul and stuff. Time got the best of me and I forgot
00:13:20that I was even vlogging. I'm just actually just getting ready. My girlfriend's supposed
00:13:23to call me and we're going to FaceTime before we go to bed.
00:13:26This girl would try and hit me up and I would lie and say that I was sleeping when actually
00:13:30I'm watching TV. Wait, what? This girl would try to be hitting me up and I would lie and be
00:13:35like, I'm sleeping. I'm sitting there watching TV. Cause I was so tired from warm food.
00:13:40What? Yeah. I only did that like once or twice, I promise. But like, I got home from work
00:13:44like three o'clock in the morning and I'm like, I just want to eat and lay here and watch
00:13:47TV
00:13:48and go to sleep. And you'd be like, can we talk? And I'm like, I'm going to sleep. But
00:13:51then I literally lay there and watch Family Guy for like at least 20 more minutes before
00:13:54going to sleep. Have you ever just not been in a talking mood? That's when I tell the person,
00:13:59I'm good. No, I did like you. That's why I'd come see you and why things happen the way
00:14:03they happen. Yeah. Cause Amberlynn was like, you better figure it out because I got
00:14:08feeling fine. She likes to exaggerate this story. I mean, you exaggerate the story like
00:14:12I have never known in my life. I know it was exaggeration, but you were kind of like, Becky,
00:14:16come on now. I need to be wasting my time. Yeah. It's like I don't want to waste my DMs
00:14:20and
00:14:20then that made me panic. You did say that because you did have other people in your DMs all the
00:14:25time. That's why I got met over Snapchat and you barely started using it. Oh yeah. I ended
00:14:28up like, yeah. Cause that's all she would get is like people wanted to like get it. So Becky
00:14:33made me turn it to private, which I totally get it. Obviously. So I couldn't get messages
00:14:37anymore. Yeah. It was really bad on Snapchat, but it's like kind of low key on Instagram.
00:14:41I mean, I still get that, but, um, I had somebody sent me a pic one time on Facebook. I
00:14:45love that
00:14:46for you. And you blocked them immediately. Oh, did I? Oh, I started laughing and I showed
00:14:50you and you were like, you jerked that out of my hand. Well, yeah, I don't need to do the
00:14:55same. Okay. I would have. In the past. It was funny. It is funny. I'm just like waiting for
00:14:58that. I was going to continue this vlog on to tomorrow, but I really just wanted this vlog
00:15:02to be of today. Before I go, there is something I wanted to talk about right quick. There has
00:15:07been a lot of people talking about like how YouTubers aren't making as much money as they
00:15:11once were, which is definitely true. I've had quite a few people Snapchat me asking if I'm
00:15:17leaving YouTube, if I'm going to try getting another job, if I'm going to give up on YouTube.
00:15:21And I'm just like, no girl, YouTube is my life. I want to stick around and do YouTube till
00:15:27YouTube no longer wants me until you guys no longer want me. I adore YouTube. I know my content
00:15:32is not a hundred percent. It is what it is though. Like my videos are about me. I just
00:15:35hope no YouTuber leaves YouTube because of the revenue decreasing. I'm here not for the
00:15:42money. It's awesome that I get paid for a passion of mine, but I am not here for the money.
00:15:46Like
00:15:46if I didn't get paid anything, I would still be here on YouTube because I love you guys. And
00:15:51I love this. So anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog. I love you all. And I hope you
00:15:55all
00:15:55have a great day, a great night. Whenever you're watching this, I'll see you in the next one.
00:15:58Bye. Hey guys, I wanted to film a cook with me video. It is highly requested. Plus it's super
00:16:05fun. I really do enjoy coming up with different dishes. A lot of the things that I make are kind
00:16:10of similar in ingredients because that's the taste that I like and the taste that I go for. It's not
00:16:16things that you see on the daily basis. It's just different stuff. So today we're going to be making
00:16:21a wannabe chili. And reason why I say that is because it's not chili, but like wants to be chili,
00:16:26but it's not. This is why I'm not a chef. I have made this before. I made it about a
00:16:30week ago and
00:16:31I loved it. So I had to make it for you guys because I think you guys would like it
00:16:34too.
00:16:35Ingredient wise, it's not really that much. Some brown rice, some chicken broth, reduced sodium,
00:16:42sriracha. You guys know me. I put some sriracha on the shrimp. I'm just going to add a little bit
00:16:47of sriracha. Add some sriracha. I love sriracha. I love spicy. I got hunt sauce, basil, garlic,
00:16:56and oregano. Reduced sodium, black beans. A thing of ground turkey. Really this is the only size that
00:17:02you need, but if you want more, get a bigger size. If you don't like meat, then obviously you don't
00:17:07have to use that. Some minced garlic. Corn. I know so many people say in Berlin there's no benefit of
00:17:11corn. I personally just enjoy corn. We're going to do some garlic powder. Some minced onions. You could do
00:17:16real onions. I find these handy when I do not have any onions. Some pepper. Some Italian seasoning.
00:17:22Basil and parsley. That is literally it for this recipe. First things first, obviously you're going
00:17:27to want to cook your ground turkey. With the ground turkey, I do not put any oil or anything because
00:17:32it
00:17:32has its natural oils. As you can tell, there will be no seasoning because I will season everything when
00:17:38it's all in the pot together. While you have your ground turkey doing a sting, you're going to want to
00:17:44start cooking the actual soup part. So we're going to add all the chicken broth so everything can
00:17:50kind of marinate into each other. We're going to add all the seasonings. So minced garlic, garlic powder,
00:17:57pepper. So however much pepper you want.
00:18:02Minced onion. Now I'm going to add the basil and parsley in Italian. I do add more Italian than the
00:18:10basil and parsley. I have added the rice. So now we're going to add the sauce. So for the black
00:18:17beans, I like to rinse mine. So I put them in a strainer and then I turn on the cold
00:18:23water and I
00:18:24rinse them for about 30 seconds. I just keep tossing them like this. Beans are in. As for the corn,
00:18:32I strain the water a bit. I don't add this whole can. This is a mini can, but I still
00:18:36don't add the whole
00:18:36thing. So just add however much you want. So it's about half a can. And then of course, the sriracha.
00:18:47By this time, your turkey should be done. I like to cook mine until it's very brown. As you can
00:18:52tell,
00:18:52like that piece right there, that's just how I like it. We're going to turn this up again. It already
00:18:57boiled once, but you want it to boil again. After it's done boiling, that's when you're going to add
00:19:01the turkey in there. And then you're going to let it simmer for however long that you want it to
00:19:05be
00:19:05cooked for. It is starting to boil. I'm going to add the ground turkey now. Stir. It smells amazing
00:19:15and it looks amazing. It's super simple, but it tastes really, really good. Now that it's boiling
00:19:21again, I'm going to turn this off a high and I'm going to put it on a little bit above
00:19:25medium. Then
00:19:25it's going to start simmering. I'll probably have it cooked for probably 20 minutes so everything can
00:19:30get cooked real good. Marinate with each other. I always say marinate because that's literally the
00:19:34word that I come up with when I think about all of them. Just, you know, getting along together in
00:19:39a pot. It's been about 10 minutes and this is how it's looking so far. With this recipe, sometimes I
00:19:45like it to be more brothy and sometimes I like the broth to kind of disappear. With this way, because
00:19:50I added more rice than I usually do, there is going to be less broth when it is complete because
00:19:55I
00:19:55want it to cook for probably five to 10 more minutes. It'll be more so like a rice dish. But
00:20:01again,
00:20:01if you want yours to be more on the broth side or more on the chili side or the soup
00:20:06side,
00:20:06then you can eat it right now. It would be really good. I think I want mine to have less
00:20:10broth today.
00:20:10All right, you guys. It is complete. I don't know about you, but it looks so good.
00:20:19And now I'm going to go try it. Like I said in the beginning of this video, I have made
00:20:23this before,
00:20:23but if you cook, you know nothing you make twice ever tastes the same. We're going to do a little
00:20:28taste
00:20:29test. This is one of the best things I've ever made. I recommend this. I know a lot of people
00:20:34will like stuff like this. I know summer's coming up. Like Amberlynn, I should be cooking more summery
00:20:38foods. When it comes to clothing and when it comes to food, I'm kind of like always stuck in winter,
00:20:42you know? I'm going to go enjoy this deliciousness. Hope you guys enjoyed this video. I will see you
00:20:47guys in my next one. Bye. Hey guys. Okay. So this is all about makeup. I have gotten a few
00:20:54comments
00:20:54when I'm not wearing makeup, which I prefer wearing makeup. I would wear makeup 24 seven if
00:20:59it was okay for my skin, which is not. Everyone's skin should breathe. I have gotten comments where
00:21:04I'm not wearing makeup, but I have my jewelry on. I have my shirt on. I have my pants on.
00:21:08I got my
00:21:08shoes on. Everything is okay and dandy. They got me thinking, why does makeup equal presentable?
00:21:14There's so many girls out there who don't wear makeup. I don't want to be a hypocrite through this
00:21:18whole video, but I will say firsthand that I do feel way better when I'm wearing makeup. I
00:21:24feel more confident. I feel like I am better looking. I'm just like, who are you, Amberlynn?
00:21:28Like, hello, move over Beyonce. I don't want girls out there to think that they need to wear makeup
00:21:35to feel confident, which makes me a little bit of a hypocrite. And that's what I love about makeup.
00:21:39Everyone does their makeup so different. It's just like an art expression. It's so awesome. I love
00:21:44makeup. It just transforms you and it just makes girls feel more confident. I feel like that's really
00:21:49important for people to feel confident. If you feel more confident with makeup on, then yes,
00:21:53wear makeup. I just feel so much better with makeup on, but I think that's up to me. I feel
00:21:58better when I have a choker on or when I have a cute shirt on. I feel a lot better
00:22:02when my hair
00:22:03is down. That's why my hair is up right now. I just wanted this to be real and raw. This
00:22:07is the
00:22:07no makeup tag. I feel like I won't even leave the house without makeup on. And I used to never
00:22:12be like
00:22:12this, you guys. I was never like this before. I would go out in public without makeup and I would
00:22:18film
00:22:18videos without makeup. You can go back and look at my videos. Like so many of them, I'm not wearing
00:22:23makeup. I just wanted to answer just a few questions slash comments I've been getting
00:22:28recently. So let's get to it. Quite a few people are saying, how come I look like a hobo and
00:22:34how
00:22:35come I always wear the same clothing? That probably out of anything grinds my gears because I am that
00:22:43girl who loves fashion. I am that girl who loves jewelry and cute clothes and makeup. Unfortunately,
00:22:50I'm that girl who works as a PCA worker and cannot wear that type of stuff. I work five days
00:22:56out of
00:22:57the week and I have to wear what they tell me to wear and that is this. I can't wear
00:23:03my hair down.
00:23:04It's just way too long. I can't be wearing jewelry. I can't be wearing regular clothes. Like this is
00:23:09as regular as it gets. I'm sorry I look like a hobo, but this is not me. This is not
00:23:14how I like to look
00:23:15at all. Valentine's Day is on Sunday and I work Sunday and I'm gonna make an exception, probably
00:23:20break a few rules, and I'm going to actually dress up for that day because normally for holidays,
00:23:26they let us go into work looking like a normal person. I work a full-time job and I have
00:23:32to just
00:23:32play the part. I'm sorry I look like a hobo. In the video yesterday, I was not wearing makeup because
00:23:37hey guys, I really do want to try not wearing makeup all the time and trying to somehow feel better
00:23:43about myself without makeup on. Makeup is not the key to everything. I do love makeup and just
00:23:48recently in the last couple of months, you guys have seen that I've been like venturing out more.
00:23:52I will say right now, if you guys are looking at my eyebrows, I was going to film a video
00:23:57of me
00:23:57doing my eyebrows, but I felt like I kind of have before. If you guys go back and look at
00:24:01my older
00:24:01videos, the Florida videos, I actually had my friend Libby do my eyebrows, so you can go look at those.
00:24:05Libby is about to do her everyday makeup look on this here face.
00:24:16I have my eyebrows done right now. It was very low-key. I did use the elf eyebrow whatever kit
00:24:22just to make them a little darker because people have been wanting me to do that. Now, the next
00:24:26thing you guys are gonna be like, no, but this is what I do. I use this Tarte blush type
00:24:32deal stuff,
00:24:32which looks like this. I put a little bit on my finger
00:24:36and I do this. You guys are like, no! Stop, Amberlynn! No! Don't worry, I blend that shit like
00:24:42there's no tomorrow, but
00:24:46I still keep a little bit like that. I personally feel like this is one of my most favorite things
00:24:51that I've started doing. I kind of just thought of it one day. I know other people do this,
00:24:55obviously. It just adds a little bit more to your face. I've been doing it for a while,
00:24:59not really. A couple weeks. And then this part, you guys are gonna really be like, Amberlynn,
00:25:04stop while you're ahead. I have gotten this idea from friends of mine, people on YouTube and
00:25:10Instagram. Highlighter is a thing lately. Some highlighters work really well, some don't, but
00:25:15there's also eyeshadows that could work just as good. Ever since I started doing this, so many people
00:25:19are like, Amberlynn, what highlighter do you use? I don't use highlighter. I use this. It's
00:25:23e.l.f. long-lasting, lustrous eyeshadow. This is what it looks like. What I do is, I put a
00:25:30little
00:25:30bit on my finger, obvi. I put some like this, all right here. This stuff goes a long way,
00:25:39so you do not need a lot. Like, I'm talking just a really small bit. So I'm gonna do it
00:25:45again,
00:25:47right here. And I will also put some up here. I get compliments on this all the time. When I'm
00:25:55on YouNow, I get compliments on this when I'm out in public. And I feel very awkward because people
00:26:01say, what highlighter are you using? Like, that is so gorgeous. It's not a highlighter.
00:26:09There's nothing wrong with makeup. That's not the point of this video because makeup is awesome. It's
00:26:13art. It's beautiful. I just want people to know that they're beautiful without makeup too. There
00:26:16is eight questions, which is gonna be super fast and easy. I shared this before in a vlog. When I
00:26:21was in high school, I would wear makeup every day to school. One day, I did not wear makeup and
00:26:25I came
00:26:25in and my friend was like, Amberlynn, you look really sick. Like, you're dead. And I'm like 17 years
00:26:31old and totally like scarred from that. You live in a society where people get upset because you don't
00:26:37have the right eyebrows or you don't have the right lip color on or, you know, things like that,
00:26:41or your wings aren't perfect on your eyes. Like, it's just, it's too much. It's too much, girl. The
00:26:46first question is, scouts honor that you aren't wearing any makeup. Scouts honor. I literally have
00:26:50nothing on. Number two, what is one makeup product you cannot live without? I'm gonna say mascara,
00:26:55which is probably shocking to a lot of people because I love me some eyeliner, but I'm trying
00:26:59to like use less eyeliner lately. But I'm gonna go with mascara because I feel like it opens your eyes
00:27:04more. When I do my mascara, I do do the bottom. I know some people don't wear mascara on their
00:27:08bottom
00:27:09eyelashes, which is really weird to me, but do you, boo? I feel like adding mascara to your bottom
00:27:14eyelashes make your eyes pop more. Definitely mascara. What is one makeup product you can
00:27:18live without? I'm gonna say eyeshadow because I don't really use eyeshadow to begin with. I'm more
00:27:23so I'm like an eyeliner girl. So yeah, I'm definitely gonna go with eyeshadow. Four, do you feel confident
00:27:28without makeup on? No, I don't. And that's the point of this video because I feel like I need to
00:27:33put
00:27:33myself out there more without makeup on. Covering myself up with makeup every day just to feel better
00:27:38about myself is not 100% positive. Five, which part of your face do you like the most? I'm gonna
00:27:43say my eyes. I do get a lot of compliments on my nose, which is really funny. Everyone's always like
00:27:48Amberlynn, you have such a cute nose. I love your nose. Thank you. Number six, where is one place you
00:27:52will never go without makeup on? On a date. For surely. For surely. On a date. I feel like on
00:28:01a date,
00:28:01you're supposed to look good. You're supposed to like be wearing cute clothes and have your hair did
00:28:06and have your makeup done.
00:28:21So we are currently in Five Below. Totally obsessed with the perfume section.
00:28:28We still, that's what we're doing right now. After this, we'll probably go into Ross and then we'll
00:28:32probably go into Marshalls and then Target. We saved a lot of money so we both have a pretty
00:28:36good amount to enjoy ourselves with today. We just got down at Applebee's and that was joyful.
00:28:41Did you have fun? Yeah. Would you like the best? Like out of the whole day, what was like your
00:28:45favorite part? Even though the day's not over yet, but still. I'm not sure. Mine's just being with you.
00:28:50Eating with me. So now she answered. She said eating with me because she's really hungry and
00:28:57eating right now sounds bomb. Well, it's about our lunchtime. It's 5 p.m. We're going to go home
00:29:01and make some, probably sandwiches. We're going to Golden Corral because it's cheap and you get
00:29:06to choose what you want. I used to love buffets. I know it's called buffet.
00:29:10Holiday Inn. Holiday Inn? What's that? Wow. What? What? What?
00:29:14Gee, I don't know what a Holiday Inn is. I mean, I do. Don't go to no Panda Express. Don't
00:29:19go to your local
00:29:20Chinese buffet. Chinese buffets, they're... What? What? It's buffet. Baby, I know. Buffet. No, don't do that. Buffets more than
00:29:31like anything, but it's not like the greatest, but we're just going here because it's like super easy, super fast
00:29:36and you have to choose what you want. Whenever Crystal and I would go to like a buffet place like
00:29:40this, I always have her go up first and then I'll go up after her. I don't know why. It's
00:29:45like some weird thing. I always get surprised with what she chooses. There are so many people here, so I
00:29:49think I'm going to stop filming.
00:29:50While I'm in here because I currently have people staring at me. I'm not really about that. Let's get ready
00:29:55life today. I'm very casual. I just don't care. I'm not wearing makeup. I literally just have half of my
00:30:01hair up and the rest of it is just down. Like literally just, I don't have my shoes on yet.
00:30:07I'm just not in it.
00:30:08I no longer get the fried, so I'm proud of myself for that. This is what I get now. The
00:30:12A Rose Texicano, which has shrimp, chicken, and steak over a bed of rice covered with cheese and salad.
00:30:19And of course, we get the free chips. The salsa and some white sauce. We have no idea what this
00:30:26is though. Look how delicious that looks.
00:30:30So we're at the movies right now. The shallows came out today and Destiny and I were like, yes. So,
00:30:37sorry. We literally got one large drink, one large popcorn, and just two tiny chocolates.
00:30:46So, it's the crunchy Destiny's and mine was the mini Reese's and it was $20.
00:30:58Just for that little bit of food, I'm like, okay. Oh, so today I told Destiny, I was like, okay,
00:31:03go upstairs. I'm wearing this black maxi dress and this, like, mint cardigan.
00:31:08And I was like, you choose my jewelry. So, she chose my jewelry. It actually looks pretty good. Anyways, so
00:31:15we found this new restaurant that we really like, that we just ate at.
00:31:18And they have, like, the comfiest couches, just saying. And chandelier, that's beautiful. But look at this.
00:31:25I find fascination in the weirdest things I know.
00:31:30Look at those huge fish.
00:31:37I just think it's awesome.
00:31:52Look at that one. Holy shit.
00:31:56It's just chilling.
00:31:59That one's huge, too.
00:32:02That one's probably just sleeping.
00:32:04Destiny and I went out to eat, which I showed you, like, that's where the fish were and stuff.
00:32:08Really, really good. Her mom recommended the place.
00:32:10We didn't eat until 6 p.m. Didn't drink or eat anything all day.
00:32:14And we were like, oh, so now I'm thirsty again because we've been going in, like, hellos doors, though.
00:32:19Destiny got some stuff from Goodwill.
00:32:20I got some stuff from Ollie's Outlet, which is, looks like so.
00:32:24I was super obsessed with this store in Virginia.
00:32:28So, right now we're in the good old Goodwill.
00:32:32Oh, and I forgot to show you guys the anniversary gifts in yesterday's vlog.
00:32:37But today, if we remember, I'll show you.
00:32:40But, yeah, we're in Goodwill right now.
00:32:42This is the furniture section.
00:32:44It's kind of like a promise ring.
00:32:47A promise ring.
00:32:48Let's see.
00:32:49It is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
00:32:51Sketch, though.
00:32:53So, we're out of the Mexican food.
00:32:56And they give us this cute thing with salsa in it.
00:32:59We pour it ourselves.
00:33:00They keep it cool.
00:33:01Yeah, it keeps it cold.
00:33:04Yummo.
00:33:11Hey, guys.
00:33:11So, Destiny and I are just going to go out today.
00:33:14We're going to go out to eat.
00:33:15We're going to go to some shops and just kind of hang out.
00:33:18I don't know.
00:33:19I guess you can call it that.
00:33:20Date night slash date day slash let's shop slash why not.
00:33:26Destiny and I are about to go on a date.
00:33:27And I'm getting so many questions on what eyeliner I use.
00:33:30It is the Elf Expert Liquid Liner.
00:33:33And I get it in the blackest one.
00:33:35It's only $2.
00:33:36But honestly, it's the best I've ever used ever.
00:33:40And I'm currently using the Miss Manga mascara.
00:33:43I don't like it, but I don't want to waste it.
00:33:45So, I kid did it.
00:33:46She was tripping on the bills.
00:33:47I think she was high on the bills.
00:33:49Took my shit out to the yard.
00:33:51And I called me a little slap me real hard.
00:33:52And I think I'm going to get this girl ready.
00:33:54I was going to never done.
00:33:55I'm going to ride on the outside.
00:33:57Keep on my heart.
00:33:58Ain't a train apart.
00:33:59I want to show you my jewelry.
00:34:00I'm wearing these.
00:34:01I hope they're zooming in.
00:34:03They're really beautiful in the sunlight and better lighting.
00:34:05They're Lauren Conrad.
00:34:06I got them from Kohl's.
00:34:08Oh my god, I love them.
00:34:09I am wearing two necklaces today.
00:34:11They're both from Walmart because Walmart knows what they're doing.
00:34:15I like to double my necklaces depending.
00:34:18Depending.
00:34:19Depending.
00:34:20Depending.
00:34:21I'm just wearing a tank top and a cardigan.
00:34:24And I'm wearing my opal ring.
00:34:26My promise ring for my baby.
00:34:28And I'm just doing light makeup today.
00:34:30And I forgot to show you guys.
00:34:31Today is a bow day.
00:34:33I feel like when I wear...
00:34:35To me, these are like kind of statement necklaces.
00:34:37But compared to like the other stuff I wear where it's like really gaudy right here.
00:34:40If I'm not wearing a really gaudy necklace, I feel like I need something like this in my hair.
00:34:44So.
00:34:45Oh, sorry about the tongue.
00:34:46Okay.
00:34:47Do me, Amberlynn.
00:34:48Do me.
00:34:49Last time Destiny and I went to the movies, like the snacks costed way too much.
00:34:54So, I'm getting some watermelon rings, some raisins, and some like chocolate peanut clusters.
00:35:04What are you getting?
00:35:06Bullfish and Swedish fish.
00:35:08Yes.
00:35:10Obviously, we're not going to finish all this in one sitting, but I like to have like a, you know,
00:35:16variety.
00:35:16But we're going to go out to eat first.
00:35:18So, we're just going to wait and see if it simmers down a bit.
00:35:21And if it don't, then we're just going to have to melt a little because we're both sweet like sugar,
00:35:25you know.
00:35:27Okay.
00:35:27So, we made it in safely.
00:35:29I got extremely wet.
00:35:30But, you know, that's okay.
00:35:32And Destiny's looking at the alcohol drinks because now that she's 21, she can't stop looking.
00:35:37And I'm going to snack on a peanut because, you know.
00:35:42Hi, baby.
00:35:44We are going to Lexington.
00:35:47Lexington is about two hours from where we live.
00:35:50And it's like, if you guys don't know much about Kentucky, let's just say it's kind of city life there
00:35:56compared to like us living in the middle of nowhere.
00:35:59So, I'm pretty excited because they have like awesome restaurants, awesome stores.
00:36:03It's just like what I'm used to.
00:36:05Like, I'm not used to like this middle of the nowhere crap.
00:36:08So, I'm super excited.
00:36:10We're going to go to the Cheesecake Factory.
00:36:12We have arrived.
00:36:13We have arrived to the beautiful Cheesecake Factory.
00:36:18You excited?
00:36:19Oh, yeah.
00:36:20Yes!
00:36:33We got off from work.
00:36:34We went and ate dinner because we got off early today, which doesn't normally happen.
00:36:39I feel like this has became a Saturday night ritual.
00:36:42We're at Applebee's.
00:36:44Oh, my gosh.
00:36:44We are starving.
00:36:46You excited?
00:36:48Yes.
00:36:49Yes, she said.
00:36:51Yes, she said.
00:36:54Honestly, one of the things I hate more than anything is public restrooms.
00:36:59They make me sick.
00:37:00They make me so sick, but I hit the key really bad, so that's okay.
00:37:03We're in Walmart.
00:37:05I'll be already washing my hands on all the good business.
00:37:07Lego.
00:37:08Lego.
00:37:17We're currently in the movie theater parking lot because we are going to see, what's it
00:37:22called again?
00:37:22Wish Upon?
00:37:23Yeah.
00:37:23Oh, Wish Upon.
00:37:25And we got here like an hour early.
00:37:27We're going to go in soon, but I'm super excited.
00:37:28I haven't been to the movies, actually, since my first date with Becky.
00:37:31So, that's like crazy.
00:37:32And she's still really shy to get on camera.
00:37:34Yeah.
00:37:34I mean, at least you're talking, right?
00:37:36Yes.
00:37:37She's so cute.
00:37:37I can't.
00:37:38So, we're going to eat at TJ Maxx, and I end up falling asleep.
00:37:41Wow.
00:37:41What?
00:37:42What?
00:37:43What?
00:37:43Why do I keep?
00:37:45Baby, why do I keep doing that?
00:37:47I am craving TJ Maxx.
00:37:48I'm sorry.
00:37:49We're eating at TGI Fridays, and I end up falling asleep in the car.
00:37:54Windy?
00:37:55Windy much?
00:37:55Hopefully, you guys can hear me, but yeah.
00:37:57I ended up falling asleep in the car, so I don't even know what's happening right now,
00:37:59but let's go eat.
00:38:03I can't go.
00:38:04I can't go.
00:38:04I can't go.
00:38:05I can't go.
00:38:05I can't go.
00:38:05I can't go.
00:38:06Becky and I have decided to get some cold stone on this very cold night.
00:38:11What kind did you get?
00:38:13Cake batter.
00:38:14The greasy pieces, and I got the smallest size I had because I'm really bad about not finishing
00:38:20stuff.
00:38:22Yeah.
00:38:23I got the middle size mint with little itty-bitty baby chocolate chips.
00:38:29After the day, I'm wearing this pink cardigan from Walmart.
00:38:33Super cute floral and lace shirt that I got from Torrid.
00:38:37Black pants, Walmart.
00:38:38So, that is my outfit for today.
00:38:41Woo-hoo!
00:38:47So, how was your food?
00:38:48I think fathers should be allowed maternity leave.
00:38:51What the fuck?
00:38:53I said, how was your food?
00:38:55How's your day?
00:38:56Babe, what are you doing?
00:39:00Is this an interview?
00:39:01Why do you want to work here?
00:39:02I'm not allowed to say right now.
00:39:05Where were you on the day of today?
00:39:23Oh, how did you like your food?
00:39:25It was good.
00:39:26Would you eat it again?
00:39:28Coffee, coffee, coffee.
00:39:29I just got out of the shower.
00:39:31Today was not hair washing day, so I did not wash my hair.
00:39:34But we're going to try to make it look presentable.
00:39:36The next thing I'm going to do is brush my hair.
00:39:38I think we're going to wear her down.
00:39:40Y'all, I'm brushing my hair.
00:39:42I look in my mirror.
00:39:43My hair is done.
00:39:44She has volume today, sis.
00:39:48Volume.
00:39:49Normally, after like day two, my hair has lots of volume.
00:39:53So, I'm actually going to get dressed.
00:39:55I'm going to put in these earrings.
00:39:57I think they're super cute.
00:39:59Come with us for a little date night moment situation type deal.
00:40:04Why am I so bad at this?
00:40:08Wait.
00:40:09Redo.
00:40:11Redo.
00:40:15Oh my God.
00:40:20Wait.
00:40:21I did that so bad.
00:40:22I did that so bad.
00:40:27Okay, let's see you do it.
00:40:30I need to take her techniques.
00:40:38Oh, oh, oh.
00:40:42Oh.
00:40:45Okay.
00:40:48There she goes.
00:40:53Oh.
00:40:53Oh, that was so close.
00:40:55Oh, look at them next to each other.
00:41:00Okay, so we're currently at Walmart.
00:41:03Uh.
00:41:05Yeah, I'm going to say a date for sure.
00:41:07Number seven.
00:41:08Where is one place you can go without makeup on?
00:41:10My home.
00:41:11I feel like that's the only place where I don't wear makeup is when I'm in my home.
00:41:15If I'm literally going to the grocery store, full face.
00:41:18I need a full face.
00:41:18Okay, so we're at Kroger's.
00:41:20Just getting a few random.
00:41:22Okay, so we're at the Kroger right now.
00:41:25Let's just look around a little bit.
00:41:28You know.
00:41:29Hashtag Walmart.
00:41:30Currently at Walmart.
00:41:31We're now at Walmart.
00:41:33Okay, here we are, everybody.
00:41:35Best place on earth.
00:41:38We're actually in Target, by the way.
00:41:39Okay, so we're at Walmart right now.
00:41:41We got out of the movie and we need like an hour to spare because we're meeting Ricky somewhere.
00:41:45So we just decided to walk around the good old TJ Maxx.
00:41:49So we're actually at Walmart right now.
00:41:51We're at Target right now.
00:41:52We're at Kroger because we have to pick up a few things.
00:41:54We're going to head into the store, catch up with you guys.
00:41:57I'll show you guys what we get, I guess.
00:41:59So I'm going to give you guys like a little update right now.
00:42:00We're at Target.
00:42:01So Destiny and I just got done with the movies and now we're doing some grocery shopping.
00:42:05We try to do that every Saturday.
00:42:06We're at Walmart.
00:42:07Right now I'm just at Kroger's.
00:42:10We're currently at Kroger's.
00:42:11So hello everyone.
00:42:12Right now we are in Walmart and we need to do a little bit of grocery shopping.
00:42:17I'm at Walmart because I had to get medicine.
00:42:19Becky's always behind me by pure coincidence.
00:42:23What took so long?
00:42:25I want some mints.
00:42:26Oh, some mints.
00:42:27We're in Walmart for our last little pit stop before we head home.
00:42:30We took a 30-minute drive to some random road and we saw a random Walmart we've never been to.
00:42:35We've been here.
00:42:37Oh, Crystal said we've been here before.
00:42:39Maybe once.
00:42:39I don't really remember.
00:42:40That's so annoying to me.
00:42:42I want to stop doing that.
00:42:43I want to be able to film videos and be like, Amberlynn, it's okay if you're not wearing makeup.
00:42:47I know some people are watching this video and they're like, I don't understand why you're filming this.
00:42:51It's because I have issues.
00:42:52The last question is, would you rather go without makeup for a week or let your boyfriend slash girlfriend do
00:42:58your makeup for an entire week?
00:43:00Um, what do you want me to do for you in this moment?
00:43:03Just, you don't want me to blink?
00:43:05I have to blink.
00:43:07You're like blinking to it.
00:43:11Okay, I think we have a full face of makeup.
00:43:13So what do you think?
00:43:14Would you date me?
00:43:21I was just having fun.
00:43:22It was fun.
00:43:23Thank you for the experience.
00:43:24You're welcome.
00:43:27That kind of looks legit, right?
00:43:29Yeah, it looks legit, babe.
00:43:30See, that's a hard one.
00:43:31I think I would allow my girlfriend to do my makeup.
00:43:34I don't really know how she does makeup because she doesn't really wear makeup.
00:43:38She has in the past.
00:43:39She used to wear it a lot, actually.
00:43:41But I don't know how she does it currently.
00:43:42I don't know how she would do mine.
00:43:43I think that would be like a really fun video if I ever introduced my girlfriend to you guys here
00:43:47on YouTube.
00:43:48I was just having fun.
00:43:49It was fun.
00:43:50For a week, I wouldn't mind her doing my makeup.
00:43:52That would be kind of cool.
00:43:53This video, I feel like, is very important.
00:43:55I'm mainly making this for myself, I guess, because I need to teach myself.
00:43:59Amberlynn, it's okay not to wear makeup.
00:44:01Like, you don't need makeup to feel beautiful or pretty.
00:44:03I feel like there should be like a happy medium.
00:44:04We just need to feel empowered and be confident.
00:44:06And I'm trying to teach myself to be that way.
00:44:08No makeup tag.
00:44:09Just try to be confident, girl.
00:44:11You got this.
00:44:12No matter who you are, you are beautiful in your own way.
00:44:14And I know it.
00:44:15I know it.
00:44:15I love you guys and I hope you enjoy it.
00:44:16I'll see you in my next video.
00:44:17Bye.
00:44:18Hey, guys.
00:44:19Okay, so this video is actually a really good story time.
00:44:22Not clickbait.
00:44:23I have gotten this question a lot.
00:44:25Amberlynn, have you ever been on a plane?
00:44:26This really happened.
00:44:27I'm not making this up for a story time.
00:44:29Promise.
00:44:30Yes, I have been on planes before.
00:44:32I have been on a plane.
00:44:33Disneyland and Oklahoma have been the two places that I have gone.
00:44:36I have been on planes.
00:44:37So actually, maybe like six times I've been on a plane.
00:44:40Yeah, I think it's been six times.
00:44:41I am afraid of heights.
00:44:42Definitely afraid of heights.
00:44:44I will say that.
00:44:45Planes are really scary.
00:44:46It's like, how does that big object stay floating in the air?
00:44:50Do you guys ever think about that?
00:44:51One of the last few times I went on a plane, which was years ago, I was going with my
00:44:56brother.
00:44:56We were going to Oklahoma to visit family that I only knew when I was so young.
00:45:01Like a baby.
00:45:02I couldn't even talk.
00:45:02I am 18.
00:45:04I am going to Oklahoma to meet these people because I've never really met them before.
00:45:08I was super excited, super anxious.
00:45:10Planes were not my jam.
00:45:11I was scared.
00:45:12I will say when I go to an airport, I like to get there way early just in case there
00:45:17are complications.
00:45:17But this one time, it didn't happen, which is ironic.
00:45:21So me and my brother go through everything we're supposed to.
00:45:23Security, this and that.
00:45:24Give them luggage.
00:45:25Weigh it out.
00:45:26Do that.
00:45:26Do this.
00:45:27Have our carry-on.
00:45:27Everything is normal, just per usual.
00:45:29I have been on planes before and no one's ever stopped me.
00:45:32No one's ever wanted to know my weight.
00:45:34No one's ever wanted me to buy an extra ticket.
00:45:37That's never happened before.
00:45:38So me and my brother were waiting to board the plane.
00:45:40There's not many people.
00:45:41I'm going to be honest.
00:45:42This plane was a little bit smaller.
00:45:44Maybe 10 other people were waiting for the same plane as me and my brother.
00:45:48We're waiting.
00:45:49We're waiting.
00:45:49And this lady comes up to me.
00:45:51She said, are you waiting to get on this plane?
00:45:54I'm like, obviously, girl.
00:45:55She tells me, well, we need to talk to you for a minute.
00:45:57And I thought I did something wrong.
00:45:59I thought maybe my luggage was too heavy and they didn't realize it until now.
00:46:02I thought any, any number of things.
00:46:05Like, was I allowed to have the carry-on that I had, which was like just one purse?
00:46:08I didn't know.
00:46:09My brother followed me because he was like, what is happening?
00:46:12Okay, so I was 18.
00:46:13So at the time, my brother was 17.
00:46:14When you're waiting for your plane, it's like you have this little section.
00:46:17Some are bigger.
00:46:18Like I said, mine was pretty small.
00:46:19And there's like a little desk pretty much in between each section.
00:46:23She brought me up to that section where the desk was.
00:46:26There was another lady there.
00:46:27I forgot how she worded it.
00:46:28This was years ago.
00:46:29Like I'm 26 now.
00:46:30This happened when I was 18.
00:46:31She was like, it seems that you've reached like a certain limit.
00:46:34I don't know what she was saying.
00:46:35And she was like, you're gonna have to buy an extra ticket.
00:46:37And I was like, what?
00:46:38What do you mean an extra ticket?
00:46:40I'm gonna be honest.
00:46:40I was in foster care at the time.
00:46:42I didn't buy my ticket.
00:46:43My foster parents didn't buy my ticket.
00:46:44It was actually my social worker.
00:46:46Pain for me and my brother to do it since we're in foster care.
00:46:49Usually things like that did get paid through the state.
00:46:52I was like, I ain't got no money to pay for another freaking seat.
00:46:56Let me tell you that one.
00:46:57I said, is it a full plane?
00:46:58And she literally told me no.
00:47:00And I was like, then why do I have to buy an extra seat?
00:47:02Like this doesn't make sense.
00:47:03Is it because of my luggage?
00:47:05And she was like, no, because you look like you're gonna take up.
00:47:08Like she said it nicely, but I don't remember how she said it.
00:47:10I wish, I wish I would remember word for word.
00:47:13I totally wish.
00:47:14But she said pretty much like, I'm gonna take up more than one seat.
00:47:17And I was like, I've been on other planes before.
00:47:19They've never had me do this.
00:47:20This isn't fair.
00:47:21And I started freaking out.
00:47:23I started crying and I told her like my whole life story in like one sentence.
00:47:26I was like, I'm going to see my family for the first time.
00:47:28And my brother's like, calm down, like legit calm down.
00:47:32But I could not calm down.
00:47:33Like I was embarrassed and I was ashamed.
00:47:35And I literally thought I was not going to get to see my family.
00:47:37I ended up calling my foster mom because that was literally my only option.
00:47:40And I was bawling my eyes out.
00:47:41And I was like, they're making me buy another seat.
00:47:43I don't understand why the planes aren't even full.
00:47:45So my foster mom's on the other end and she was like, let me talk to them.
00:47:49So she ended up talking to them after a good five minutes.
00:47:52Literally the plane was gonna take off.
00:47:54And if my foster mom didn't buy the ticket right then and there,
00:47:56then I would have been out of luck.
00:47:58And it was like $300 non-refundable.
00:48:00What?
00:48:01Like I thought that was so weird.
00:48:03Like if it was a more of a fuller plane, like I totally get it.
00:48:06But anyways, my foster mom ended up buying the seat.
00:48:08I prefer going in the back of the plane.
00:48:10Getting back there is kind of hard.
00:48:11I have to like walk sideways, but whatever.
00:48:12I have to ask for a seatbelt extender, which is already super embarrassing.
00:48:16And I do it very low key and very quiet.
00:48:18Flight attendant was so sweet.
00:48:20She knew the situation.
00:48:21I didn't even have to tell her.
00:48:22It was the type of plane where it wasn't three people that sat together.
00:48:25It was just two.
00:48:26The lady put this sign that said seat out of order, seat broken right next to me,
00:48:31which by the way, I barely even sat on.
00:48:34Like low key, high key, whatever.
00:48:37I'm so annoyed thinking about it even though it happened when I was 18.
00:48:40I wasn't even using that seat at all.
00:48:41The plane I was on, no one had assigned seating.
00:48:44So anyone could sit wherever.
00:48:45My brother sat in front of me.
00:48:46She put that paper down.
00:48:47So if someone did come up and say, hey, is the seat taken?
00:48:49Like I didn't have to be like, actually, it's for me.
00:48:52I was so grateful for that because I was super just like, oh, like I had been crying.
00:48:56My makeup was all smeared.
00:48:57I had swollen eyes.
00:48:58I was so embarrassed.
00:48:59I was ashamed.
00:49:00And I was like, what is life?
00:49:02Thinking about it today, this happens to a lot of people.
00:49:04I think what frustrates me the most is that during takeoff, I happened to look around.
00:49:09You wouldn't believe how many free seats there were.
00:49:12The plane wasn't even halfway full, not even close.
00:49:15And I had to buy an extra seat.
00:49:17I honestly thoroughly don't understand why.
00:49:19I guess I wouldn't understand why if I actually really did take up two seats, but I did not take
00:49:25up two seats.
00:49:26I actually snapped a picture once we were in the sky and I had my phone and it was on.
00:49:30It didn't work, but I could still take pictures.
00:49:31I remember I snapped a picture showing how much room I still had left.
00:49:34It was such a bad and embarrassing situation because I reacted so horribly.
00:49:38I wasn't expecting that to happen to me.
00:49:40I weighed 420 pounds then.
00:49:43Recently, I weighed myself and I was 470.4.
00:49:46So since then, I have gained weight, but since the new year, I have lost weight.
00:49:49So please, round of applause for me.
00:49:51I'm very happy about that.
00:49:52I'm not gaining weight.
00:49:53I am losing weight.
00:49:54It's happening very slowly, but I need to get the ball going.
00:49:56This used to happen to me a lot where I would lose like four pounds and then gain it back.
00:50:01But now, currently, it's to the point where I lose about 15, 20 pounds and then I gain it back.
00:50:07And that's really bad for me.
00:50:09I haven't really been 100% honest about that because whenever someone asks me, you know,
00:50:14oh, she's gaining weight or whatever, I always just say I'm losing.
00:50:18I don't need the backlash at all.
00:50:20I just, I don't want it.
00:50:22I just feel like it's so much safer to just say what people want to hear and what I feel
00:50:26like people will not hate me for.
00:50:28I don't know how to explain it.
00:50:30Anyways, but since then, I haven't gained weight.
00:50:31So I'm not sure how it would be now, but I very much appreciate my foster mom for being
00:50:36there for me and able to pay for that.
00:50:37Do I fit on a plane now?
00:50:38I don't know.
00:50:39I haven't been on it so long and I don't want to try.
00:50:41I legit do not want to try.
00:50:42I remember how hard it was for me then.
00:50:43So I can't even imagine now.
00:50:45But yeah, that happened.
00:50:46It was embarrassing, but I'm just very grateful for the flight attendant.
00:50:50You know what I'm saying?
00:50:51She got my back putting that sign up.
00:50:52Story time over.
00:50:53Love you guys.
00:50:54I hope you guys enjoyed and I will see you in my next video.
00:50:57Bye.
00:50:58Hey guys.
00:50:59Recently, I uploaded a vlog where I was talking about leaving YouTube.
00:51:02I put in the title, leaving YouTube question mark.
00:51:05I was asking a question, am I leaving YouTube?
00:51:07And the video you're about to watch is going to tell you if I am leaving YouTube or not.
00:51:11So that's why I used that title.
00:51:13And so many people were telling me that I was using clickbait constantly.
00:51:17I know so many people hate clickbait.
00:51:19So many people.
00:51:20But I love clickbait.
00:51:21I kind of want to explain why.
00:51:23There's a difference between clickbaiting and something.
00:51:26Literally titling your video, nothing that has to do with what I'm about to watch.
00:51:29That's a big difference.
00:51:31Like that's a huge difference.
00:51:32I feel like clickbait titles really help YouTubers get their videos out more.
00:51:36I'm going to use an example.
00:51:37Say I am going to Bora Bora because that is my dream vacation.
00:51:42If you guys don't know that, you know that now.
00:51:44If I vlogged there, I had two video titles to choose from.
00:51:48One could be Beautiful Water, which Bora Bora has beautiful water.
00:51:52So it would be true.
00:51:53Or another could be Plus Size Girl on the Beach.
00:51:56Which one would you guys click more?
00:51:58Which one would you guys want to see more?
00:52:00Don't lie now.
00:52:02I feel like 85% of you would want to see the Plus Size Girl on the Beach.
00:52:08If I did go to Bora Bora and I did title my video that, a lot of people would be
00:52:12like clickbait.
00:52:13I am on YouTube because it is my job.
00:52:14I am on YouTube because I want people to see my videos.
00:52:17So another good thing about clickbait titles is you will find YouTubers that you've never seen before.
00:52:22If someone makes a title of their video something like crazy and you're just like gotta see this.
00:52:29And you click it and it's just like a vlogging family.
00:52:31Like a normal vlogging family.
00:52:32You're like, wow, I'm happy I clicked this video because their title was enticing.
00:52:36It doesn't always have to be clickbait this, clickbait that, clickbait this.
00:52:40It's just an enticing title.
00:52:41As a YouTuber, we don't get ads for our channels going out there.
00:52:45You know how movies have like previews and trailers.
00:52:47We don't get that.
00:52:48Hi, my name's Amberlynn and I wanted to start a YouTube channel for weight loss.
00:52:52I've never done this before.
00:52:56I'm wearing this cardigan.
00:52:58I don't remember where I got it.
00:52:59I want to say Walmart.
00:53:00So I weighed myself today.
00:53:02This channel is just vlogs of my life.
00:53:06It's not about anything specific.
00:53:09Everything to do with my life.
00:53:10A lot of people are harassing me about my breakup.
00:53:14Crystal broke up with me.
00:53:15I don't think it's my right to say why she did that.
00:53:19That is her business.
00:53:20As of right now, I am moving to Florida the beginning of July.
00:53:25I will tell you guys all about who I will be living with.
00:53:35I just want to say what we're called is PCA workers.
00:53:39Yeah, we are a patient care assistant.
00:53:41I'm currently at work.
00:53:43I just need to show you what is occurring.
00:53:47We're making the sprinkles.
00:53:49I mean, I helped a little bit.
00:53:51I'm going to be doing the sprinkles.
00:53:52We're making like an ice cream cake for the residents.
00:53:56And here are all the sprinkles.
00:53:58I'm doing the sprinkle part.
00:54:04Ow, ow, I just broke my back.
00:54:07Why are you flopping at the door?
00:54:14She needs help.
00:54:15She has issues.
00:54:16I'm currently at work right now.
00:54:18I'm actually in a residence room.
00:54:20They're showering in this door.
00:54:25Oh my God.
00:54:31She just threw someone's panties on me.
00:54:34Okay, well, they're clean panties, so that's okay.
00:54:36Decided to win myself and I'm at 407.8.
00:54:39Today's our day off.
00:54:40What have you done today?
00:54:42Let's be real.
00:54:43We laid around.
00:54:43We slept till.
00:54:44It was like 2.30.
00:54:45A lot of you are asking about Twinkie Star.
00:54:49This is our dog.
00:54:50Forever and ever.
00:54:51And I'm super excited.
00:54:52Pretty soon, we're going to have to start packing.
00:54:54I'm probably going to like lazy pack.
00:54:56Because it's not like we're moving out of state or anything.
00:54:59We do know exactly where we're moving, but I want to like talk about that in a whole
00:55:03different video.
00:55:04A subscriber of mine was trying to get me fired and they sent an email to my work.
00:55:09I was like, what?
00:55:11Why would someone do that?
00:55:13Here we meet again in the car.
00:55:15Tomorrow morning is when we wake up super early and we go to Kentucky.
00:55:19Wasabi is my first child that I ever got.
00:55:22Destiny and I did get a job a month ago.
00:55:24We have been working for over a month now.
00:55:26People have told me I have helped them out of depressions and that I'm their nightly
00:55:31ritual and life just isn't the same without me.
00:55:33I am getting so many comments of people flipping their lids.
00:55:38They're freaking out thinking I'm trying to buy Destiny's love and I'm trying to validate
00:55:43something.
00:55:43I don't know where this BS is coming from.
00:55:49People are asking, what did I do at my government job and why did I quit my job?
00:55:54Destiny and I talked about it a lot.
00:55:56She really wanted me to quit.
00:55:57Okay, listen, happy Valentine's day.
00:55:59I'm a single freaking Pringle.
00:56:00A month ago, actually yesterday, I got my heart broken.
00:56:03We're going to celebrate Valentine's day together.
00:56:05So today we're going to be making a wannabe chili.
00:56:08And the reason why I say that is because it's not chili, but like wants to be chili, but
00:56:12it's not.
00:56:13So I'm going to go enjoy this deliciousness.
00:56:16Welcome to day one of Weight Watchers.
00:56:19Let's just do this correctly this time.
00:56:20Yes, I am moving and I'm going to start the packing process today.
00:56:24Very grateful to have Becky here to help me.
00:56:26I didn't realize I was like hoarding.
00:56:28I thought I was just collecting things.
00:56:29I really like being a part of the YouTube community, so I'm just going to stick with that
00:56:32for now.
00:56:33I remember when we went to Lake and we found like a tooth and like all kinds of stuff.
00:56:36Remember in the dirt, you kept pulling it up when we found that tooth?
00:56:41I was like, okay, bitch, bye.
00:56:43I was scared.
00:56:44It's Kentucky, you never know.
00:56:45I'm a very giving person.
00:56:47I'm probably one of the most giving people I know.
00:56:49And I feel like sometimes it's a little too much.
00:56:51It wasn't weird.
00:56:52Like I spent Valentine's day with four of my friends and my girlfriend.
00:56:55There's nothing wrong with that.
00:56:57People read into things way too much.
00:56:59So if this is for educational purposes or to hate on me, let's just do this thing.
00:57:03We have our car back.
00:57:05I'm so excited.
00:57:06I have missed my baby.
00:57:08It is mine.
00:57:09You can get a car and not have a license.
00:57:10I thought that was really weird.
00:57:12I do need to get me a license.
00:57:14Becky does drive it.
00:57:15So I do call it our car and we're in a relationship together.
00:57:17Becky really wants to go to a place called Sunny's.
00:57:19She's been wanting to go for, how long has it been now?
00:57:22Um, a while.
00:57:23And how long have I kept saying, uh, it doesn't sound that good?
00:57:26A while.
00:57:26So the whole point of us going on this trip was to go to Pride, but also we just wanted
00:57:30to get away and have a good time.
00:57:32We have succeeded in that.
00:57:34It's been exactly a week since I went outside.
00:57:3795% of the time I spend it in my bedroom, on my bed.
00:57:40It's also been over a week since I have brushed my hair.
00:57:44We have a torrent hole.
00:57:46So this is the first shirt.
00:57:48I weighed in a few days ago at 545 and Becky weighed in at 289.
00:57:55Weight Watchers is great.
00:57:56Moving has been something I have been looking into for quite some time now.
00:58:00I wouldn't really say that I like the town I live in.
00:58:02I kind of hate it.
00:58:03This house has been my home for over a year and a half now.
00:58:06I know leaving it will be hard.
00:58:09Okay.
00:58:09So not only am I going to be losing weight, I'm going to get my hair cut and I'm going
00:58:13to look way better than ever.
00:58:15You got this, babe.
00:58:16Probably 98% of my subscribers did not want me doing Optivia.
00:58:22I'm sorry, but a bowl of mashed potatoes is not me binging.
00:58:24Binging is when I eat three Snickers, a whole can of Pringles, two ramens, a bag of hot Cheetos,
00:58:30and then a Ben and Jerry.
00:58:31Now that's a binge.
00:58:31That's why I'm 562 pounds.
00:58:34I'm going to put my weigh in right here.
00:58:36Hello, it's ready.
00:58:40567.4 pounds.
00:58:42Woo!
00:58:42Woo!
00:58:43In two days, I am down five pounds.
00:58:45So I reached my goal.
00:58:47I did walk for the two minutes.
00:58:48We are not messing around today, folks.
00:58:50So this is a little eat with me.
00:58:51You're literally just eating with me and we are talking about life.
00:58:55I wanted to make you guys good news.
00:58:56I got a little phone call.
00:58:58It was the Weight Loss Center.
00:58:59They called.
00:59:00I am so thrilled.
00:59:02I can't even wrap my head around what is going on.
00:59:04It is crazy right now and I feel horrible.
00:59:08I've noticed that people only want to believe the things that are more entertaining, the things
00:59:13that are drama filled or like the tea.
00:59:15And that's just not reality.
00:59:17A lot of people were frustrated that I didn't give a diagnosis.
00:59:21Update is I'm feeling a little bit better.
00:59:24I'm taking the medicine they told me to take.
00:59:26I'm trying to rest and do the best that I can.
00:59:29It's been a hot minute.
00:59:302020 has not started the greatest.
00:59:33I got tonsillitis.
00:59:34I just wanted to say hello.
00:59:35I'm down almost 70 pounds.
00:59:37It's like I should be feeling on top of the world, but I'm not.
00:59:40There is a health problem I'm having right now.
00:59:44I know I need to go to the doctor, but like I'm afraid to go to the doctor because I
00:59:47don't
00:59:47want to get sick.
00:59:48My mom's here.
00:59:50She's been here for a few days.
00:59:51As you guys know, I didn't see her for 12 years.
00:59:53She's been sober for almost five years now.
00:59:55She's found God.
00:59:56She has a job.
00:59:57She has her own apartment.
00:59:58So yesterday I did go to the cancer center.
01:00:01It's been pretty hard on me and on everyone who cares about me.
01:00:05Yes, this is real.
01:00:06But for some reason, as soon as we pulled into the cancer center, I lost it because to
01:00:11me, that made it the most real.
01:00:13Today is actually the last night that we're going to be in this house, Becky and I.
01:00:17The only reason why we found a place so fast is because I wanted to be out before surgery.
01:00:22Last night was day two of Jenny Craig.
01:00:25Anytime that I usually mess up on a diet or a lifestyle change early on in the day, I use
01:00:30the rest of the day as an excuse to binge or overeat or whatever it is, but not today.
01:00:36Not today.
01:00:37I feel like I have every right not to film a food video when I am not feeling mentally
01:00:44healthy enough to do it.
01:00:46I will always choose my mental health over YouTube.
01:00:49The reason why I have not made a weigh-in video is because I'm afraid of the backlash.
01:00:54So as you guys can see, I have gained a good chunk of weight.
01:00:59Hey guys, welcome to day three of Jenny Craig, days one and two.
01:01:03I stayed the exact same weight, so I've lost overnight almost three pounds.
01:01:08You guys know I'm on Weight Watchers, right?
01:01:10Look at what I got.
01:01:11I ordered from Weight Watchers, so I want to give you guys a haul.
01:01:14Did Becky finally find the door and free herself?
01:01:16Me and Becky are best friends.
01:01:17Y'all like twist things so crazy.
01:01:19Okay.
01:01:19A wine stream.
01:01:20Yes.
01:01:20I figured I'd drink some wine.
01:01:21Oh my God.
01:01:22I'm not going to say her name.
01:01:23How did y'all meet?
01:01:24Okay, I can answer that.
01:01:24She messaged me on Instagram and I replied.
01:01:26And you know what's really funny?
01:01:27I ignored her at one point.
01:01:28Yeah, I sure did.
01:01:29And then so she ended up sending another message and I was like, you know what, I'm
01:01:31just going to reply.
01:01:32So wifey, what are your intentions with our girl?
01:01:35Are you going to say that out loud or?
01:01:37I don't even know what that meant.
01:01:38Okay, go.
01:01:39That's my wife.
01:01:40The intention is to hopefully marry her one day.
01:01:43Stop.
01:01:44The fact that Becky is moving out soon is like so crazy to me because like we did agree
01:01:47on us both staying until the lease was up.
01:01:49It's almost like a good thing because I'm going to be trying to figure out my own life.
01:01:52I'm not actually able to get my own place just yet, but I'm going to be staying
01:01:56with my very good friends, Hannah and Rafe.
01:02:00Until I am able to save up for my own place.
01:02:03There was a time when I can only walk for a minute.
01:02:05There was a time where I couldn't even stand to cook to chop some zucchini and now I'm cooking
01:02:10for 30 plus minutes and I'm like totally fine.
01:02:12I am down over 80 pounds.
01:02:14I used to be completely like immobile.
01:02:16Like I, it's just hard for me to wrap my head around like the person I used to be.
01:02:21Last Wednesday, I weighed 491.4 and today I weighed, so that means this weekend I'm down
01:02:28one pound exactly.
01:02:31So this is my girlfriend.
01:02:36From yesterday, I am up 0.2.
01:02:38So I'm kind of sort of flirting with the idea of starting Noom.
01:02:42Stay, stay, 13.4.
01:02:48Tweakies gained weight.
01:02:49I think it's when we went to Eric and Ricky's.
01:02:53Tell me these aren't the most gorgeous roses you have ever seen.
01:02:57She knows me so well.
01:02:59My dietician doesn't want to talk about weight loss and my psychologist doesn't want to talk
01:03:03about weight loss, which I understand because this is an eating disorder clinic.
01:03:06But it's like I actively need to lose weight or I'm going to die.
01:03:09So I'm scared.
01:03:10Welcome to episode two of me reaching 100 pounds down.
01:03:14My weigh-in today was 485.8.
01:03:18I couldn't care less if Becky spoke about me.
01:03:20She could speak about me in every single one of her videos and I would not care at all.
01:03:25She doesn't want me speaking about her, which fine, that's great.
01:03:28But I spent the last five years of my life with her, surrounded by her, surrounded by her
01:03:36family, surrounded by her friends, surrounded by her energy, her circle.
01:03:41I followed her life.
01:03:43I was part of her life.
01:03:45And it's like to have those five years be just taken from me and I can't even share memories.
01:03:51It's like those five years are being erased from my life.
01:03:55And that's hard for me.
01:03:57She doesn't want me talking about her.
01:03:59Fine.
01:03:59I won't.
01:04:00I guess the last five years of my life has to kind of be erased.
01:04:05This is what I consider being silenced.
01:04:08Hello, madam.
01:04:09Don't ask.
01:04:10I thought it would be really weird though if we like put out trailers for every single
01:04:13one of our new videos.
01:04:14How do you are asking about Twinkie Star?
01:04:19She is three years old.
01:04:20I don't know what it is, but this Twinkie Meister loves to be padded right here.
01:04:26And she loves to be itched right here.
01:04:28Oh, I love you.
01:04:31Don't you worry.
01:04:33No.
01:04:35You scared her.
01:04:38Oh my gosh.
01:04:39A bass.
01:04:40She loves the bass.
01:04:44Yeah.
01:04:47I wish you could eat something with your pants.
01:04:52Last time you guys will ever see Libby.
01:04:55How do you feel about that Libra?
01:04:58I don't know.
01:04:59It feels weird.
01:05:01Weird.
01:05:02Yeah.
01:05:03That's kind of sad.
01:05:04Let's go Tweaks!
01:05:05Tweakie is excited!
01:05:07Yeah it is!
01:05:10I found a tick in my hair.
01:05:12I did.
01:05:13We live in like the woods forest out in the middle of nowhere with trees galore.
01:05:18Sometimes the dogs have ticks.
01:05:21And I think because we let Twinkie sleep with us, I think maybe she carried one in.
01:05:25I really don't know.
01:05:27I do go outside frequently so it's probably my fault.
01:05:29Who knows?
01:05:30Whatever.
01:05:31I had one.
01:05:31I freaked the fuck out.
01:05:33We're gonna start giving her just a nightly treat because she deserves it.
01:05:36Say please!
01:05:38Yo!
01:05:39That was her please.
01:05:41Twinkie is not about that toy life.
01:05:43I don't know what it is.
01:05:45Do you like that?
01:05:49When we were living with Destiny's mom, she has a lot of animals.
01:05:52We have three.
01:05:53We have two cats, Wasabi and Jax.
01:05:54And we have a dog, Twinkie.
01:05:56Twinkie's dog.
01:05:58Yeah.
01:05:59Yeah.
01:06:00So.
01:06:01She's so comfortable.
01:06:02Oh my god, look.
01:06:09Are you ready?
01:06:13We sing that to her every night.
01:06:15For good, yeah.
01:06:16We sing twinkle twinkle little dog.
01:06:18Oh my baby one.
01:06:19Isn't it so good?
01:06:23Yeah, she's having a hard morning because like literally there's a window right there and
01:06:27that's where the electrician was at.
01:06:29She was barking.
01:06:30She is such a good guard dog.
01:06:32Oh my gosh.
01:06:32Like I'm so lucky for that.
01:06:34I was like, it's okay Twinkie.
01:06:35This is okay.
01:06:36And just couldn't understand.
01:06:38I need to print out photos because Twinkie star is going in this picture frame.
01:06:42Isn't she the cutest little thing?
01:06:45Oh, are you Santa's helper at all?
01:06:47It's Christmas early.
01:06:52She got Twinkie.
01:06:53Twinkie took Jackson's mouth.
01:06:56She really got Twinkie's mouth.
01:06:58Are you going to?
01:06:58What did you do?
01:06:59There it is.
01:07:01Ready?
01:07:04What is it?
01:07:06What?
01:07:10That would be really weird.
01:07:12Yeah, no.
01:07:13There we go.
01:07:13It'sверing virus now.
01:07:13I'm here for you.