00:00I got picked on for everything I got girls will wait outside to jump me they
00:03would follow me all the way home even just like petty stuff like calling me
00:06Arabian night like just foolish nonsense and like my dad's mosque was going
00:12through a lot and you know it just caught it got it got weird and I felt
00:17like I was already getting picked on for other reasons completely outside of my
00:20religion and and I just didn't want anything else like I couldn't take
00:24another reason I was a gymnast for like 13 years practice all day and got like a
00:28buff Barbie it was probably the only thing I've ever had discipline in besides
00:32this now music is like my buff Barbie moment it's definitely a task you know
00:37because it's something that I'm unfamiliar with like the people the process the
00:44risks the courage that it requires like there's a lot of things of like in order
00:51to really succeed you have to live on the outside of like your own body like the
00:54outside of your skin and it's very that's very difficult for me naturally
00:59people normally only mess with you if you aren't being a hundred percent like true
01:03to yourself mm-hmm I never play with those no that's my sister my older sister she had
01:08the dream house I couldn't relate to them I select her the the process of like
01:17growing and getting through these fears like sitting here with you as a fear or
01:21being like I don't know talking in a room or this album comprised of telling my
01:27business you know these like the it's just like breaking fears and courage and
01:33I know on the other side of your fears the shit you really want and then you
01:37know you have that urge to grow in it you know you love it because you want to
01:40just like perfect it you want to master it this is literally all I can do like
01:44this is who I am this is just my body when music comes on I can be by myself in
01:49a
01:49room at home I will dance like I'm just that I'm a mover I want to I want to
01:54flail I jump around in my house like I'm at the ballet like it's just what makes me
01:59happy
