00:03I've been hearing voices.
00:06I look over my shoulder, like I look to see who could be talking to me.
00:12And when I was doing those night shifts, I was hallucinating, seeing things in the water.
00:17No stars, no light of any kind.
00:22Just black.
00:25And that became my world.
00:29I'm starting to understand what happens to us when we spend this much time alone.
00:49When you're on the water and only see water for weeks,
00:55it's hard to imagine that anything else exists.
01:01You go mad.
01:05I'm, like, literally in a psychedelic dream space.
01:13I just count off the numbers.
01:17Hours to a day.
01:20Minutes to cross a minute.
01:23Days to cross a degree.
01:30I feel more distant from the self I knew, and I don't know who I'm finding.
01:42It's just taking so much more of me than I knew I could give.
01:45But I.
01:47There.
01:49There.
01:52I.
01:58That is what I do.
01:59I must know who I am.
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