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00:00:02don't touch me I'll do it myself I said no the doctor also said you can't afford a second fall
00:00:13right now thoracic spinal injury the likelihood of regaining walking function is very low
00:00:24why didn't claire come she's waiting outside for us
00:00:59you
00:01:29you
00:02:18can you stop staring at me all the time
00:02:20and when you fall you don't want me to see either
00:02:25I just want one minute when I'm not your patient
00:02:28you were never my patient
00:02:38I'd like to go see him
00:02:41he doesn't want to see you
00:02:43let him tell me that himself
00:02:47the day you left he said it clearly enough
00:02:50what did he say
00:02:54he said he hoped you'd never show up again
00:02:56that doesn't sound like Adrian
00:03:01do you still know him after the accident
00:03:08who was that on the phone
00:03:11telemarketer
00:03:16do you answer telemarketers and delete the record
00:03:19useless stuff no need to keep it
00:03:27get out
00:03:33I said get out don't you understand
00:03:35I understand but you need to change first
00:03:42don't touch my legs
00:03:45wet clothes will irritate your skin
00:03:48I can't feel it anyway
00:03:51not feeling it doesn't mean they're dead
00:03:53you lift them every day can't you tell
00:03:56all I can tell is that you're deliberately hurting yourself
00:04:02why don't you find it disgusting
00:04:04because it's you
00:04:07what kind of answer is that
00:04:09for me that's the whole answer
00:04:15they're all waiting for you to get better
00:04:19only I don't need you to go back to how you were
00:04:29let him finish it himself
00:04:31his wrists haven't recovered yet
00:04:34listen to him
00:04:35don't help me
00:04:47good
00:04:47we'll start independent transfers next week
00:04:50that's too fast
00:04:51too fast for you
00:04:52or too fast for him
00:04:57I want to learn
00:04:58I can help you at home
00:04:59I can't depend on you for the rest of my life
00:05:09stop pushing
00:05:10I'll do it myself
00:05:11you've already trained too much today
00:05:13it's my body
00:05:15I'm just afraid you'll hurt yourself
00:05:16protecting me and controlling me are not the same thing
00:05:23he'll need you less and less
00:05:25that's what recovery means
00:05:27if he doesn't need me anymore
00:05:28do you think he'll stay?
00:05:30I'll do it myself
00:05:42Adrian, I know you don't want to see me
00:05:45but I still owe you an apology
00:05:49Noah said you told me not to contact you
00:05:55when did she call?
00:05:56Adrian, let me explain
00:05:58I asked you when
00:05:59three days after you were discharged
00:06:01you lied to me for three weeks
00:06:04she already abandoned you once
00:06:06I couldn't let her hurt you again
00:06:08so you decide who gets to stay in my life?
00:06:11she can't take care of you
00:06:12that's my business
00:06:14but I'm the one who ends up cleaning up after you
00:06:21I didn't mean it that way
00:06:26it's not just that you didn't want her to hurt me
00:06:31you're afraid that if I get better
00:06:33I won't need you anymore
00:06:38Noah, do you even want me to stand up again?
00:06:45look at me
00:06:51do you want me to recover or not?
00:06:54of course I do
00:06:56then why couldn't you answer just now?
00:06:58because you've already decided I'm lying
00:07:00then say something that doesn't sound like a lie
00:07:07don't move
00:07:08Adrian, give it to me
00:07:11what is this?
00:07:13your care log
00:07:23this is part of the care log too?
00:07:25just something I jotted down
00:07:27you even estimated when I wouldn't need you anymore?
00:07:32it's not what you think
00:07:33fine
00:07:34then tell me what it is
00:07:38I need to know your progress
00:07:39the doctor needs to know
00:07:41why do you?
00:07:44because I'm the one taking care of you
00:07:47so you're not happy that I'm recovering too fast
00:07:49I'm not
00:07:50at least you could look me in the eye when you said that
00:07:57your hand
00:07:59what?
00:08:02last time
00:08:05what do you mean?
00:08:07from now on if you touch my phone
00:08:08my wheelchair or me
00:08:10ask beforest
00:08:13what if there's no time?
00:08:14then wait until I tell you what to do
00:08:27Adrian, are you awake?
00:08:29go back to sleep
00:08:34is it a spasm?
00:08:36I can handle it
00:08:37do you need me to come in?
00:08:40no
00:08:49you could reach it
00:08:52what?
00:08:53that
00:08:54you already touched it
00:08:56I wanted to see if you'd come in
00:09:00you used falling off the bed to test me
00:09:02I said no and you came in anyway
00:09:04you were about to hit the floor
00:09:06so as long as you think I'm in danger
00:09:08what I say doesn't count
00:09:12fine
00:09:13let go first
00:09:15what?
00:09:17you don't need me, do you?
00:09:25grab the bed rail
00:09:26I'll put you down
00:09:29get the transfer board first
00:09:33if I let go
00:09:34you'll slide
00:09:36get out
00:09:40I fixed the old one
00:09:42you can keep it as a spare
00:09:44just put it down
00:09:45today we'll practice wheelchair to mat transfer
00:09:47Noah can stand by as a spotter
00:09:49no need
00:09:51I'll just watch
00:09:52I don't need you watching either
00:09:59lean forward
00:10:00yes
00:10:01slowly
00:10:07stop
00:10:07don't move him yet
00:10:09where?
00:10:09the tube is caught under the belt
00:10:14caught it in time?
00:10:16no bleeding
00:10:18the belt should be fastened from the right side
00:10:21I'll remember
00:10:24you were standing at the door
00:10:25how did you see that?
00:10:27that tube is usually on the left
00:10:28you remember very clearly
00:10:33if I get this wrong once
00:10:35you're the one who hurts
00:10:36Eli is just doing it for the first time
00:10:38your body isn't something for others to practice on
00:10:43Adrian
00:10:45continue
00:10:46he almost hurt you just now
00:10:48so he'll remember next time
00:10:51you should get used to it too
00:10:53from now on
00:10:54it won't be just you touching me
00:11:08what happened?
00:11:10go get Eli
00:11:11open the door first
00:11:12I told you to go get Eli
00:11:13I told you to go get Eli
00:11:28who gave you the key?
00:11:29you were about to slide off the wheelchair
00:11:31I asked for Eli
00:11:32change your clothes first
00:11:37don't touch me
00:11:38your pants are soaked
00:11:39if you stay like this your skin will chafe
00:11:42I know
00:11:43then why are you still stubbornly holding on?
00:11:46I'm waiting for the person I allowed to come in
00:11:51you heard me call for Eli
00:11:52so you had to come in yourself, right?
00:11:55I can't just stand outside and wait
00:11:57the key
00:11:59after you change I'll give it to you
00:12:00now
00:12:04if this happens again
00:12:05I won't come back to the coal house
00:12:13where are the grey pants from this afternoon?
00:12:15I threw them away
00:12:17why?
00:12:19they're ruined
00:12:21it was just a leap
00:12:22they could be washed
00:12:23I already threw them out
00:12:37who said you could come in?
00:12:40this is what you threw away?
00:12:42give it back
00:12:45why are you keeping it?
00:12:47I forgot to throw it out
00:12:50and all these you forgot too?
00:12:54the clothes cut off in the hospital
00:12:56the tie I looked for for two years
00:12:58and these pants from today
00:13:02do you know what was on these?
00:13:05I washed them clean
00:13:06I asked why you're keeping them
00:13:08because they're yours
00:13:14everything you've worn
00:13:15touched
00:13:16thrown away
00:13:17I want to keep it all
00:13:21when you look at me
00:13:23what am I to you?
00:13:36you took all these?
00:13:38yes
00:13:40this one too?
00:13:43you were wearing clothes
00:13:45so the only issue is whether I was dressed?
00:13:50from back then?
00:13:52I don't know when it started
00:13:54you do know
00:13:56you just never said it
00:14:00at first I just wanted you not to send me away
00:14:03and later?
00:14:05later I didn't want anyone to take you away
00:14:08including Claire
00:14:11so deleting her calls
00:14:13wasn't just about protecting me
00:14:15Adrian
00:14:15don't call me that
00:14:18when you look at me
00:14:19you're not looking at a brother
00:14:25then do you see me now?
00:14:27stay there
00:14:30you finally see me
00:14:32what I see is someone who lied to me for 13 years
00:14:43where were you the night of the accident?
00:14:46what do you mean?
00:14:49the night of my accident?
00:14:51where were you?
00:14:54I was at the harbour shooting night scenes
00:14:56the photos have time stacks
00:14:58and the police checked my location
00:15:02you knew I was going to move out with Claire
00:15:06yes
00:15:08and you didn't want me to go
00:15:11but I didn't hurt you
00:15:12then why didn't you tell me all this sooner?
00:15:17because you wouldn't believe me
00:15:19what else is there that I'd find even harder to believe?
00:15:25when the hospital called
00:15:26I thought you were going to die
00:15:28and then?
00:15:30the doctor said you survived
00:15:31but
00:15:32you might never walk again
00:15:37what were you thinking then?
00:15:39first I was terrified
00:15:41then for a second I thought
00:15:43you wouldn't move out
00:15:50only a second
00:15:51I immediately thought I was crazy
00:15:53don't come closer
00:15:56I didn't want anything to happen to you
00:15:59but when you saw my legs couldn't move
00:16:01you breathed a sigh of relief
00:16:08you make me wonder
00:16:09whether I should be afraid of the accident
00:16:10or afraid of you
00:16:15Mark isn't coming until 9
00:16:17I know
00:16:19transferring alone will strain your shoulder
00:16:21it's my shoulder
00:16:24can I put the breakfast inside?
00:16:26leave it at the door
00:16:41Adrian, did you fall?
00:16:42call Mark
00:16:43he's still 20 minutes away
00:16:45then wait
00:16:55if you fall again
00:16:56your shoulder might dislocate
00:16:58I said wait for Mark
00:17:01okay
00:17:01I'm right outside the door
00:17:09Noah
00:17:09I'm here
00:17:11come in
00:17:12just put me back in the wheelchair
00:17:16may I touch you?
00:17:17wrap the towel properly
00:17:18put me back in the wheelchair
00:17:19nothing else
00:17:21can you lift your shoulder?
00:17:22yes
00:17:23hold me with your left arm
00:17:25I'm not hugging you
00:17:27I know
00:17:34don't squeeze me
00:17:35does your right shoulder hurt?
00:17:37don't ask
00:17:43what are you thinking about again?
00:17:45thinking about putting you down quickly
00:17:49enough
00:17:50okay
00:17:54I said just put me back in the chair
00:17:56I already let go
00:18:02let's check the shoulder first
00:18:06he landed on the right shoulder
00:18:08he could still lift it just now
00:18:10let him ask me himself
00:18:13where does it hurt most?
00:18:14from now on
00:18:15everything is asked of me
00:18:16no dislocation
00:18:17probably a muscle strain
00:18:19try not to do
00:18:20independent transfers today
00:18:21then you'll assist
00:18:26where are the medication records
00:18:28and the turning schedule?
00:18:29I filed them by date
00:18:30the right leg spyrisms
00:18:31usually happen
00:18:32we don't need that one
00:18:34it has three months of records
00:18:35the hospital has official records
00:18:37use those
00:18:38I can retrieve them this afternoon
00:18:39medication
00:18:40transfers
00:18:41showers
00:18:41nightly checks
00:18:42Noah handled all of it
00:18:45you're going to let someone
00:18:46you just net?
00:18:47at least he only treats this
00:18:48as a job
00:18:51I'll go get the new
00:18:52transfer board from the car
00:18:58you can stop me
00:18:59from taking care of you
00:19:00but don't treat me like someone
00:19:03who'd take advantage of you
00:19:04when you can't move
00:19:06you kept my clothes
00:19:08took photos of me sleeping
00:19:10but I never did anything
00:19:11when you didn't agree
00:19:12yesterday you used a key
00:19:14to open the bathroom door
00:19:17go stay with a friend
00:19:18for a few days
00:19:19you're kicking me out?
00:19:23I can't live under the same proof
00:19:25with you right now
00:19:26this is my home
00:19:27then don't force me to leave
00:19:31take the lens off first
00:19:32it'll get damaged
00:19:34if it breaks
00:19:35it's mine
00:19:37I didn't say these things
00:19:38aren't yours
00:19:41my room is mine
00:19:42my things are mine
00:19:43I'm part of this family too
00:19:45and yet I'm the one
00:19:46who has to leave
00:19:53why is this still here?
00:19:56forgot to throw it away
00:19:58you forget to throw
00:19:59everything away
00:20:00right
00:20:01the one thing
00:20:02I should have thrown away
00:20:02I didn't
00:20:03don't use that year
00:20:04to make me keep you
00:20:06I'm not
00:20:06you are
00:20:09I know you'd soften
00:20:10if you saw this
00:20:11so?
00:20:13so I'm still leaving
00:20:17leave the key
00:20:22are you telling me
00:20:23to move out for a while
00:20:24or never come back?
00:20:28I can't answer that right now
00:20:31if you don't answer
00:20:32I'll take it as the latter
00:20:36Noah
00:20:42no lifting today
00:20:44use the transfer board
00:20:45only put half your weight
00:20:46on the right shoulder
00:20:49okay
00:20:54uncomfortable here?
00:20:55lower
00:20:56pants
00:20:56do you want me to help
00:20:57or do it yourself?
00:20:58myself
00:21:03just say if you need help
00:21:05you don't have to keep asking
00:21:08Noah knew your habits
00:21:09I don't
00:21:10so I have to ask
00:21:16too bitter
00:21:17too sweet
00:21:19the log said
00:21:20two spoons
00:21:21he knows I only put
00:21:22one in the morning
00:21:24the log doesn't know
00:21:25when you're in a bad mood
00:21:25he does
00:21:37you turned off location?
00:21:48is Adrian okay?
00:21:50he's fine
00:21:51then why are you here?
00:21:56you've been wanting to see him
00:21:57haven't you?
00:21:58last time you said
00:21:59he never wanted to see me again
00:22:00that wasn't what he said
00:22:03you said it
00:22:05yes
00:22:07what gave you the right
00:22:08to decide for him?
00:22:11I don't have the right
00:22:13then why are you telling me now?
00:22:17because he already knows
00:22:18what kind of person I am
00:22:20what kind?
00:22:22the kind who always wants
00:22:23to shut the door for him
00:22:25who told you I was home?
00:22:27Noah
00:22:30what else did he say?
00:22:32only that this time
00:22:33it's up to you
00:22:34whether to see me
00:22:41come in
00:22:47still going?
00:22:50yes
00:23:07what is it?
00:23:08why did you send Claire here?
00:23:10to see you
00:23:12and then?
00:23:13nothing else
00:23:15you lied to push her away
00:23:17and now you send her back yourself
00:23:18you want to see which one I choose?
00:23:20no
00:23:22then why the sudden conscience?
00:23:25because she wanted to see you
00:23:27and you have the right
00:23:28to decide for yourself
00:23:29now you know I have the right
00:23:31to decide?
00:23:32I know it late
00:23:34but I know it now
00:23:36what if I ask her to stay?
00:23:41that's your business
00:23:43what if I get back together with her?
00:23:46that's also your business
00:23:48do you really mean that?
00:23:50I don't want it
00:23:53but I'll accept it
00:23:59when you asked if he'd accept
00:24:01you weren't really asking about me
00:24:05don't hang up
00:24:10don't hang up
00:24:12go ahead
00:24:14it's done
00:24:16but you can't bear to hang up
00:24:20Claire
00:24:22you two talk
00:24:23I said wait
00:24:28what are you doing?
00:24:30I've been sitting here for 20 minutes
00:24:32and you've only asked me three questions
00:24:35weren't you here to apologize?
00:24:38but you haven't really been listening
00:24:39then what reaction do you want from me?
00:24:42at least look at me
00:24:43instead of waiting for his messages
00:24:46the day you left the hospital
00:24:47I let go first
00:24:49so?
00:24:51so before I came today
00:24:53I thought if I came back
00:24:54you'd hold on to me
00:24:55I'm not holding on to anyone
00:24:57you're holding on to that
00:25:00Claire I didn't mean to humiliate you
00:25:02you just don't have room for me anymore
00:25:08just because his love is twisted
00:25:09don't pretend he hasn't affected you
00:25:17you heard all that?
00:25:18yes
00:25:19don't overthink it
00:25:20I didn't choose you
00:25:23I know
00:25:29how long has this redness been here?
00:25:32I don't know
00:25:33it doesn't blench fully after pressure
00:25:35it could be early pressure injury
00:25:39do I need to go to the hospital?
00:25:42first let's confirm
00:25:43whether it's from repeated pressure
00:25:44has this happened before?
00:25:47he might know
00:25:50where's Noah's log?
00:25:52threw it away
00:25:54you can tear out the personal stuff
00:25:55but the medical records
00:25:57shouldn't have been thrown out
00:25:58the hospital has official records
00:26:00the hospital records
00:26:01what happened in the hospital
00:26:02who's been checking this spot
00:26:04every day for the last three months
00:26:09call him
00:26:10ask if it's ever been read before
00:26:14I'm not calling him back
00:26:15over a red mark
00:26:17I'm not asking you to bring him back
00:26:19I'm asking you a medical question
00:26:27what's wrong?
00:26:30has the area near my tailbone
00:26:31ever been read before?
00:26:33which side?
00:26:36left
00:26:38it was read once in the second week
00:26:40after discharge
00:26:40it went away after switching
00:26:42to a thinner cushion
00:26:44does it turn white
00:26:45when you press it now?
00:26:47not fully
00:26:49don't put him back
00:26:49in the wheelchair
00:26:50I'm coming over now
00:26:52no need
00:26:53then ask Mark
00:26:54to take a photo
00:26:55and send it to me
00:26:56even more unnecessary
00:26:58Adrian
00:26:59this time
00:26:59it's not about me
00:27:00wanting to touch you
00:27:04it's that you might already
00:27:05be hurt
00:27:05and can't feel it
00:27:12may I come in?
00:27:13come in
00:27:17it's bigger than last time
00:27:19the cushion might have shifted again
00:27:22what kind of cushion did you use before?
00:27:25honeycomb gel
00:27:26gray cover
00:27:28the old one is on the second shelf in the storage room
00:27:32how do you remember everything?
00:27:36because last time it stayed red for three days
00:27:38the doctor didn't remember it that clearly
00:27:42after the doctor goes off shift
00:27:43he doesn't keep thinking about whether you're better
00:27:52may I touch the area around the wound?
00:27:54I need to check the extent
00:27:56only check the wound
00:27:58okay
00:28:05are you done yet?
00:28:07you can feel that?
00:28:08no
00:28:11I'll do it myself
00:28:12okay
00:28:17is it okay now?
00:28:20yes
00:28:23the cushion has changed
00:28:24ready to go back to the wheelchair?
00:28:27yes
00:28:29me or Mark?
00:28:31who do you want?
00:28:33Mark
00:28:44where are you going?
00:28:45back to the studio
00:28:47it's noon already
00:28:50I'll grab something on the way
00:28:51Mark only prepared two lunches
00:28:55so?
00:28:56stay and eat before you go
00:28:58why?
00:29:00you helped
00:29:03so this is a thank you to the caregiver?
00:29:07it's just a meal
00:29:08do I have to spell it out?
00:29:09for me, yes
00:29:11the answer you want?
00:29:13I can't give it right now
00:29:15then don't keep me
00:29:22Noah
00:29:26I just can't face you
00:29:28the way I used to yet
00:29:30I can't go back either
00:29:35you can't be afraid of me
00:29:37and still keep me here when you need me
00:29:48do you want me to clear out all these old labels?
00:29:52whatever
00:29:54there are over a dozen in the kitchen
00:29:56on the medicine cabinet
00:29:57fridge
00:29:57and coffee machine
00:30:00when did he put them up?
00:30:01while you were still in the hospital
00:30:10who told you to take that down?
00:30:13Mr. Noah scheduled it
00:30:14he said once professional care takes over
00:30:16this temporary rail can be removed
00:30:23it's not at a standard height
00:30:25and it blocks the wheelchair
00:30:26don't remove it
00:30:28you want to keep it?
00:30:30reinforce it
00:30:32do you want it adjusted to standard height?
00:30:35no
00:30:37at this height it's useless for you
00:30:39I know
00:30:44since you can't use it, why keep it?
00:30:47he probably hurt his hand when he installed it
00:30:50you could ask him
00:30:52no need
00:31:04I'll have someone move them right away
00:31:06we can carry you in through the main entrance first
00:31:08no lifting
00:31:11the meeting starts in 10 minutes
00:31:14then let them wait 10 minutes
00:31:17there's a freight entrance in the parking garage
00:31:19I can push you there
00:31:20just tell me the direction
00:31:22I'll go myself
00:31:22the freight entrance requires going around the entire building
00:31:27that's a building problem
00:31:28not my problem
00:31:35if you're standing up to welcome me
00:31:36you can sit down now
00:31:43the accessible design for harbor apartments
00:31:45needs to be redone
00:31:45it's not just about adding a ramp
00:31:47then what's the change?
00:31:48first
00:31:49make the person who designed it
00:31:50sit in a wheelchair
00:31:59Noah took a photo of you
00:32:00the center wants to use it
00:32:04when did he take it?
00:32:05the day you completed your first independent transfer
00:32:08he didn't ask me
00:32:10that's why it's not up yet
00:32:11the decision is yours
00:32:16if you don't like it
00:32:17I'll destroy the negative right now
00:32:21when were you standing there?
00:32:22outside the door
00:32:24after I kicked you out?
00:32:26yes
00:32:28why didn't you take the ones where I failed?
00:32:31I did
00:32:38you decide on these two
00:32:40keep or delete
00:32:42you wouldn't have asked before
00:32:45that's why I was wrong before
00:32:47what if I told you to delete all of them?
00:32:49then I'd delete them
00:32:53wait
00:32:56which one do you want to keep?
00:32:58the last one
00:33:00why?
00:33:01that day I smiled not because you helped me
00:33:06it was because I knew you were watching from outside the door
00:33:15the photographer looks more nervous than his photos
00:33:19I'm not used to being in front of the camera
00:33:26the photos are done
00:33:29there are still media shots
00:33:30his hair is covering his eyes
00:33:32he can fix it himself
00:33:34I'll do it
00:33:35thanks
00:33:38what was that about?
00:33:41he touched you too casually
00:33:45he's a stylist
00:33:47do stylists need to touch your neck?
00:33:51it's not about work, is it?
00:33:53I'm just reminding you to watch your boundaries
00:33:56as a brother
00:33:57what else?
00:34:00then you're overstepping
00:34:09did it hit your legs?
00:34:11I'm fine
00:34:12help with the display first
00:34:15sorry, I'll handle it
00:34:22who told you to push me?
00:34:24if I didn't, would you rather stay there
00:34:25and let everyone see why you lost your temper?
00:34:27the wheel slipped
00:34:29the floor is dry
00:34:32I didn't grip it well
00:34:34before Luke touched me, you were gripping it fine
00:34:38don't flatter yourself
00:34:41then look me in the eye
00:34:42and tell me you don't mind at all
00:34:43I don't
00:34:43you can't say it
00:34:46you let him touch you on purpose
00:34:49I was working
00:34:52you saw me come over
00:34:54and you still went back to him
00:34:56because you said you're only my brother
00:35:00you won't let me love you
00:35:01and you won't let anyone else near me
00:35:03what gives you the right?
00:35:07you can be afraid of me
00:35:09throw me out
00:35:11even think I'm disgusting
00:35:12I never said you're disgusting
00:35:15then what do you want me to do?
00:35:21until you're willing to give me a title
00:35:22don't be jealous of me
00:35:29is the person in the photo your partner?
00:35:33no
00:35:34he's my brother
00:35:36no wonder you photographed him so intimately
00:35:42was that wrong?
00:35:45it's the truth
00:35:47then why are you upset?
00:35:49I'm not upset
00:35:52just now you wouldn't let me say anything else?
00:35:54now I only said brother
00:35:55and you're still not happy?
00:35:56I'm not dragging it
00:35:58you were waiting for me to say it wrong
00:36:04don't move
00:36:06it's nothing
00:36:08there are shards inside
00:36:10and what capacity are you acting in now?
00:36:13as the exhibition coordinator
00:36:15you got hurt here
00:36:16I have to handle it
00:36:23does it hurt?
00:36:25no
00:36:27then why are you trembling?
00:36:30next time someone asks
00:36:31you don't have to rush to say
00:36:32just brother
00:36:35then what should I say?
00:36:39I just meant you don't have to answer so quickly
00:36:43even if I answer slowly
00:36:45the fact doesn't change
00:36:47weren't you the one asking me for a title just now?
00:36:49you can't give one
00:36:50I can't make one up
00:36:54Mark is waiting outside
00:36:55I still need to take the photos back to the studio
00:36:57wait
00:36:58what else?
00:37:00it's late
00:37:00you're carrying all that alone?
00:37:02Luke's car is outside
00:37:07don't look at me like that
00:37:08it's work
00:37:09I didn't say anything
00:37:11you don't have to
00:37:12your face says it all
00:37:16I'm coming with you
00:37:17why the studio?
00:37:19I'm in those photos
00:37:21I have the right to see how the negatives are stored
00:37:23you already signed the release
00:37:25I want to see them again
00:37:40these aren't for the exhibition
00:37:42no
00:37:44then why are they all hung up?
00:37:49I told you to destroy the ones you took secretly
00:37:53I know
00:37:55and this is your destruction?
00:37:57after tonight's shoot I was going to continue
00:37:58continue what?
00:38:01deleting you
00:38:04who told you to cut that?
00:38:06you
00:38:08I told you to delete the secretly taken ones
00:38:10I don't know which ones to keep
00:38:12this one I didn't ask
00:38:14this one too
00:38:16and the one of you going back to the office?
00:38:18I shot it from across the street
00:38:19also without asking
00:38:22so you're cutting all of them?
00:38:24otherwise?
00:38:25keep them and stay the person you're afraid of?
00:38:29move your hand
00:38:30don't cut this one
00:38:32why?
00:38:33it's not a bad photo
00:38:36you don't have to keep it out of pity
00:38:38I'm not pitying you
00:38:44don't move
00:38:48just now you wouldn't let me touch you
00:38:51now you're the one hurt
00:38:54so now you can touch me?
00:38:59open your hand
00:39:02there's glass inside
00:39:05I see it
00:39:06don't move
00:39:09your bandage came off
00:39:10tonight we deal with you first
00:39:19does it hurt a lot?
00:39:23not too bad
00:39:25you said the same thing when you were ten
00:39:27and the glass stayed in your hand for three days
00:39:31you remember that?
00:39:33you cried all night
00:39:34how could I forget?
00:39:36back then you also scolded me
00:39:38while holding my hand all night
00:39:39because you'd move around once you fell asleep
00:39:47are you treating me like your ten-year-old brother again?
00:39:49the ten-year-old you didn't look at me like this
00:39:52then why are you still holding me?
00:39:54afraid your hand will shake and the bandage will loosen
00:39:56it won't now
00:40:01don't move
00:40:02there's still glass on the floor
00:40:03call a car
00:40:06roads are flooded
00:40:07the driver cancelled
00:40:08call another one
00:40:09Adrian we're not getting out tonight
00:40:11you take the bed
00:40:12I'll sleep by the workbench
00:40:16you can't even stretch your legs there
00:40:18I've slept like that during crunch times
00:40:22your hand is injured
00:40:23you can't sleep on the floor
00:40:26then why?
00:40:28the bed can fit too
00:40:31it's too narrow
00:40:34my legs don't take up space anyway
00:40:37don't say that
00:40:39I'm just stating a fact
00:40:41may I lift you onto it?
00:40:43your hand is hurt
00:40:44I can carry you
00:40:54your heart is beating too fast
00:40:56my hand hurts
00:40:59it's your left hand that hurts
00:41:07you were just holding me
00:41:10you were scared of the thunder
00:41:13I'm not scared anymore
00:41:16then that's even more reason for me to leave this bed
00:41:19when did you become so proper?
00:41:22from the moment you said you were afraid of me
00:41:25and you still dared to sleep with me
00:41:27because you needed someone just now
00:41:29what if I tell you to stay now?
00:41:32why?
00:41:33the bed's too small
00:41:34you'll block the way on the floor
00:41:36that's the reason?
00:41:38how many reasons do I need to keep you?
00:41:40at least one reason that has nothing to do with you needing help
00:41:44didn't you always love it when I needed you?
00:41:47I used to
00:41:50you just had a nightmare
00:41:51and you can't move
00:41:54if I touch you now
00:41:55you'll only hate me more tomorrow
00:41:57what gives you the right to decide for me?
00:41:59then tell me
00:42:01do you really want me?
00:42:03or do you just not want to be alone?
00:42:07you can't use fear as consent
00:42:10I didn't ask you to touch me
00:42:12so I stopped
00:42:17the bed will slide, wait
00:42:20I can do it myself
00:42:22the left brake isn't locked
00:42:24hand me the transfer board
00:42:28do you want me to hold the bed steady?
00:42:32just hold the bed
00:42:39looks like I came early
00:42:41the roads flooded last night
00:42:42he couldn't go back
00:42:45do you have to explain that much?
00:42:48you're the one who doesn't want people to miss understanding
00:42:53the car is downstairs
00:42:54the ten o'clock shoot can't wait
00:42:58my car hasn't arrived yet
00:43:00Mark will be here in twenty minutes
00:43:02you're just going to leave me here?
00:43:06there's a receptionist in the lobby
00:43:08and Mark is on his way
00:43:11do you have to ride with him?
00:43:13that's the question you didn't answer last night
00:43:15what does that have to do with last night?
00:43:18if you're only my brother
00:43:19if you're only my brother
00:43:19then you have no right to ask who I ride with
00:43:26Noah
00:43:28I don't like him picking you up
00:43:32why?
00:43:41Noah
00:43:42what are you doing here?
00:43:44you left this
00:43:45you could have asked Mark to bring it
00:43:47can't I come myself?
00:43:48I didn't mean that
00:43:48don't move
00:43:49your clothes are wrinkled here
00:43:50he can fix it himself
00:43:52that's my job
00:43:53Luke
00:43:53go check on the models first
00:43:57what are you really here for?
00:43:58bringing your card
00:43:59and after that?
00:44:00nothing
00:44:01then I have work to do
00:44:04I don't want to see him touch you
00:44:06in what capacity do you not want that?
00:44:08do I need a capacity to mind?
00:44:10yes
00:44:11what if I can't say it right now?
00:44:13then go home and think
00:44:18what if I show you instead?
00:44:24what are you doing?
00:44:26you wanted an answer
00:44:28this isn't an answer
00:44:30I kissed you
00:44:31so?
00:44:36don't push me
00:44:38there are people outside
00:44:39afraid of being seen?
00:44:41I'm afraid that when you're clear-headed
00:44:43you'll say
00:44:43I forced you
00:44:44I kissed you first
00:44:46you kissed me because Luke touched me
00:44:51you just wanted to prove
00:44:52you have more right to touch me than he does
00:44:54at least I didn't find it disgusting
00:44:57I waited 13 years
00:44:59not to hear not disgusting
00:45:03go home and think clearly
00:45:06do you want to kiss me
00:45:07or can you just not stand me
00:45:08going with someone else?
00:45:10is there a difference?
00:45:11yes
00:45:13did you feel nothing?
00:45:15I did
00:45:16that's exactly why
00:45:17I can't let you use me
00:45:18as an experiment
00:45:32let's clear up what just happened
00:45:35I still need to deliver the equipment
00:45:36it won't take long
00:45:40are you here to explain or to take it back?
00:45:43that was too impulsive
00:45:46so you're apologizing?
00:45:49I shouldn't have done it without asking
00:45:51don't apologize
00:45:54you pushed me away
00:45:56I pushed away the kiss you used to shut me up
00:46:00I wasn't shutting you up
00:46:01I asked you in what capacity
00:46:03you couldn't answer
00:46:04so you kissed me
00:46:07that was an accident
00:46:09would that accident happen a second time?
00:46:12I don't know
00:46:14then don't touch me again
00:46:17isn't this what you always wanted?
00:46:19yes
00:46:20but not every time you touch me
00:46:21and then tell me it was an accident
00:46:27your ride is here
00:46:29what if I figure it out?
00:46:32don't come find me yet
00:46:34how long?
00:46:36until you remember that kiss
00:46:37and think of me first
00:46:38not Luke
00:46:42who told you to move these?
00:46:43Mr. Noah scheduled it
00:46:47go around
00:46:51you said you were staying out for a few days
00:46:52you said a few days
00:46:53I didn't agree to come back
00:46:56your studio lease is unstable
00:46:57you won't last long there
00:47:00I can find another place
00:47:02this is closer to your work
00:47:04I can buy a car
00:47:06this is your home
00:47:09do you still dare to live with me?
00:47:14so don't use home to keep me
00:47:23you don't need to take those
00:47:25Mark has his own chart
00:47:27I didn't say I wanted them replaced
00:47:29then why keep them?
00:47:31I'm used to them
00:47:32being used to something
00:47:33isn't a reason to keep a person
00:47:41I've taken all my things
00:47:43what about the photos?
00:47:45which ones?
00:47:47the ones of me
00:47:48all locked in the studio
00:47:50I told you to return them to me
00:47:52do you want the photos
00:47:53or are you finding a reason
00:47:54for me to come back?
00:48:13what's the problem?
00:48:16the connector came loose
00:48:18the sheets are wet
00:48:19any bleeding?
00:48:22no
00:48:22can you transfer to the wheelchair yourself?
00:48:26yes
00:48:26clamp the tubing first
00:48:28move to the chair
00:48:30keep the video on
00:48:31handle it yourself
00:48:51done
00:48:51I'll check your skin tomorrow morning
00:48:53okay
00:48:55do you want me to tell Noah?
00:48:57no
00:48:58sure?
00:49:00I can handle it
00:49:15this will increase costs
00:49:17then reduce the decorative water feature
00:49:21the entrance is first for people to enter
00:49:23not for people to look at
00:49:25the client approved it
00:49:27you're back on the project
00:49:33celebrate tonight?
00:49:34no
00:49:37going home to someone?
00:49:39no one's there
00:49:39then you should come
00:49:50don't come find me yet
00:49:57this has nothing to do with care
00:50:20this has nothing to do with care
00:50:30your brother?
00:50:31yeah
00:50:33is the guy next to him his boyfriend?
00:50:36no
00:50:38want dessert?
00:50:50not going over to say hi
00:50:52he's eating
00:50:53you don't look like you don't mind
00:50:56I do mind
00:50:59but this time I can't call him back just because I mind
00:51:03you looked at him seven times tonight
00:51:06no
00:51:07I'm not that dense
00:51:09did you ask me out to have dinner with me
00:51:12or to let him see?
00:51:16I didn't expect to run into him
00:51:18then why do you keep looking at him?
00:51:20were you hoping he'd come over or hoping he wouldn't?
00:51:24I don't know
00:51:25then we shouldn't be sitting here tonight
00:51:28Luke, I'm sorry
00:51:30don't put me next to you just because you're afraid to wait for him
00:51:33you're right
00:51:34do you like me?
00:51:36no
00:51:38then don't use me to practice leaving him
00:51:53finished eating?
00:51:55no
00:51:56he left first?
00:51:58yes
00:52:00did you fight?
00:52:01I told him I don't like him
00:52:05because I didn't go over?
00:52:06not for you
00:52:10I can't wait for you while using someone else to prove I could move on
00:52:14so you are still waiting?
00:52:16whether I wait is my business
00:52:18whether you choose me is yours
00:52:25can I help?
00:52:26hold the backrest, don't push
00:52:29you lift the front wheels, I just steady it?
00:52:32yes
00:52:32count to three
00:52:33one, two, three
00:52:40you pull back that fast every time now?
00:52:42you only ask me to steady the chair
00:52:44what if I hadn't said okay just now?
00:52:47if you were really about to fall, I'd still catch you
00:52:51then what's the point of the rules?
00:52:54to make me learn to wait first
00:52:56not to watch you get hurt
00:53:01at the restaurant earlier I typed something
00:53:04what?
00:53:05I told you to come back
00:53:06did you send it?
00:53:08no
00:53:09why did you delete it?
00:53:11because it wasn't my decision to make
00:53:14what do you mean?
00:53:17I wanted you to come back
00:53:19because I didn't want to see you walk away with him
00:53:21that's jealousy?
00:53:23yes
00:53:24and then?
00:53:26then I realized
00:53:27I really wanted to pull you back
00:53:31but after I pull you back
00:53:33I still don't know where to put you
00:53:35unless there's real danger
00:53:36no one helps him today
00:53:43who invited him?
00:53:45the center needs assessment footage
00:53:46you signed the release last week
00:53:49if you've changed your mind
00:53:50I'll leave now
00:53:52stay
00:54:04no danger yet
00:54:06his right shoulder can't support him
00:54:09don't come in
00:54:19continue
00:54:30you can live independently
00:54:32care time can be reduced to four hours a day
00:54:37why didn't you come in just now?
00:54:41because you said not to
00:54:44aren't you afraid I won't need you anymore?
00:54:47yes
00:54:48but I wanted to see you save yourself even more
00:54:54I'll turn the table around
00:54:55no need
00:54:56I'll sit on the side
00:55:00okay
00:55:01okay
00:55:06you remembered I don't eat olives?
00:55:08when you were 10 you hid all your olives in my plate
00:55:12and the next day you still bought me the same pizza
00:55:14because you just didn't like olives not pizza
00:55:25don't move
00:55:25don't move
00:55:26just a glass
00:55:28you're barefoot
00:55:33step over there
00:55:37you always used to order me around like that
00:55:39because you never look at where you're stepping
00:55:46do you feel like you owe me?
00:55:49owe you what?
00:55:52after the hospital I did so much for you
00:55:55now you want to pay it back?
00:55:58when the catheter came loose I called Mark
00:56:00I passed the independent assessment too
00:56:03without you I could still live
00:56:08so?
00:56:10so I came today not because no one else could take care of me
00:56:14then why?
00:56:16because I wanted to see you
00:56:21you wanted to see me
00:56:22and then?
00:56:24what and then?
00:56:26after you see me
00:56:27I still go back here
00:56:28and you go back to the coal house
00:56:31you could come back with me
00:56:32back to do what?
00:56:34it's your home too
00:56:36you still haven't answered
00:56:40I already said I wanted to see you
00:56:42I heard
00:56:44then what more do you want?
00:56:46I need to know who you want to see
00:56:48who else could it be?
00:56:50brother?
00:56:51caregiver?
00:56:51family?
00:56:52or the person who gets mad when someone else touches me?
00:56:56you could give me any random title and I'd believe it
00:56:58so stop making me guess
00:57:01what if I want to kiss you right now?
00:57:04because Luke isn't here?
00:57:05he has nothing to do with it
00:57:07because I didn't take care of you tonight?
00:57:09that doesn't matter either
00:57:11then why?
00:57:15answer first
00:57:17I want to kiss you isn't that enough?
00:57:19no
00:57:20not enough for me
00:57:21you cannot know if you like men or woman
00:57:27but you have to know if you like me
00:57:38where are Noah's things?
00:57:41he moved out
00:57:44why didn't anyone tell us?
00:57:47because I'm the one who told him to go
00:57:51you need family right now
00:57:52how could he leave?
00:57:54he didn't abandon me
00:57:55I sent him away
00:57:59mom?
00:58:00come home for dinner tonight
00:58:01your brother will be here too
00:58:05just a meal
00:58:06how bad did you two fight?
00:58:08I still have work
00:58:11come back
00:58:13okay?
00:58:23no matter how bad you fought as kids
00:58:25it was always better after one night
00:58:30your brother has a temper
00:58:31be the one to yield
00:58:33he doesn't have to yield anymore
00:58:36you're the older brother
00:58:37that's exactly why he shouldn't have to carry everything
00:58:42what really happened?
00:58:44nothing
00:58:45not nothing
00:58:50I did something I shouldn't have
00:58:54what did you do?
00:58:57just something about care
00:58:58Adrian didn't want me to keep taking care of him
00:59:00was Noah doing a bad job?
00:59:03no
00:59:04then you moved out
00:59:05just because your brother lost his temper?
00:59:10I wanted to move
00:59:10with his condition now
00:59:12of course family should stay
00:59:15there's no of course
00:59:16your brothers
00:59:21so he's supposed to bathe me?
00:59:23dress me?
00:59:24stay up all night watching over me?
00:59:26after we adopted him
00:59:27you took care of him for many years
00:59:30that wasn't a debt
00:59:34I was 16 when I let him into this home
00:59:37I didn't do it so that when I'm 29
00:59:39and in an accident
00:59:40he has to pay everything back
00:59:41no one said it's paying back
00:59:43but that's exactly what you just implied
00:59:45Adrian that's enough
00:59:46it's not enough
00:59:47he moved out
00:59:48not because he's ungrateful
00:59:49and not because he abandoned me
00:59:51then why?
00:59:53I'll get dessert
00:59:59Adrian when did the way you look at him
01:00:01become like that?
01:00:06what are you looking for?
01:00:08dessert?
01:00:11it's on the top shelf
01:00:12not in the fridge
01:00:15then I'll get it
01:00:17you're afraid I'll tell them
01:00:18you haven't even figured it out yourself
01:00:22what are you going to tell them?
01:00:24at least I know
01:00:26that kiss wasn't your fault
01:00:28not here
01:00:30I touched you first
01:00:31and I
01:00:32what
01:00:33what kiss?
01:00:38you kissed him?
01:00:40mom it's not what you think
01:00:41let her ask me
01:00:45he came to our family when he was 10
01:00:48you've always been his brother
01:00:50I know
01:00:52then why did you kiss him?
01:00:54because I saw someone else touch him
01:00:57and I lost control
01:00:59that's not love
01:01:00I know
01:01:02that's why he pushed me away
01:01:05and now?
01:01:07now I can't see him
01:01:09as just my brother anymore
01:01:13Noah what about you?
01:01:16I've never seen him
01:01:17as just my brother
01:01:20you've lived under the same roof with him
01:01:22since you were 10
01:01:25I know
01:01:29he took care of you
01:01:30protected you
01:01:32and this is how you repay him?
01:01:34don't say that
01:01:35and you're still defending him?
01:01:38I was the one who kissed him first
01:01:41but I was the one who fell in love with him first
01:01:44since when?
01:01:47a long time ago
01:01:49you need to leave tonight
01:01:51don't
01:01:53this is your home
01:01:57staying now will only make things worse
01:02:02where will you go?
01:02:03back to my apartment
01:02:05I'll take you
01:02:07no
01:02:07Noah
01:02:10do you want me to stay
01:02:12or come with you?
01:02:15stay tonight
01:02:19okay
01:02:24but I'll come find you tomorrow
01:02:29not to make you come back
01:02:30and take care of me
01:02:32to answer the question
01:02:33you asked that day
01:02:40how did you come alone?
01:02:41called a cab
01:02:42used the ramp
01:02:43took the elevator
01:02:44I mean why didn't Mark come with you?
01:02:46because I didn't need him to
01:02:48what about your parents?
01:02:50they need time
01:02:51so do I
01:02:58this log made me dependent on you
01:03:01these things made me afraid of you
01:03:05but this one made me want to see you
01:03:08what are you trying to say?
01:03:10need, fear, and missing
01:03:11they're not the same thing
01:03:12missing someone isn't necessarily love either
01:03:17I know
01:03:20I won't use home to force you back
01:03:22and I won't mistake gratitude for love
01:03:23just because you took care of me
01:03:26then why are you here?
01:03:27because I like you
01:03:29this has nothing to do with you being a man or my brother
01:03:31the person I like is Noah
01:03:35now it's up to you
01:03:37decide what?
01:03:38tell me to leave
01:03:39or come here
01:03:43may I kiss you?
01:03:45yes
01:03:51what's wrong?
01:03:54they might not want to see me
01:03:56I want to
01:03:59you don't have to bring me home today
01:04:00just to prove something
01:04:02I'm not bringing you home
01:04:06I'm just walking in with you
01:04:08whether you go in is your decision
01:04:14come in
01:04:18have you thought this through?
01:04:21yes
01:04:23not because he took care of you
01:04:25I can live on my own now
01:04:27not because you're afraid of being alone after the accident
01:04:30I can live alone too
01:04:32then are you moving back into your room today?
01:04:34no
01:04:39I'll keep my apartment
01:04:40and I won't be responsible for all of Adrian's care anymore
01:04:44if you're together
01:04:44shouldn't you live together?
01:04:46he's my partner
01:04:46not my caregiver
01:04:51are you sure?
01:04:53it's not to make you come back
01:04:56then what is it?
01:04:57it's so you can walk in whenever you want
01:05:01I need time
01:05:03I know
01:05:03but tonight
01:05:04you can stay for dinner
01:05:11need help?
01:05:12no
01:05:13okay
01:05:18I said no
01:05:19I didn't say leave
01:05:20should I put that in the rules?
01:05:24you or me?
01:05:26together
01:05:31the young architect can't even fix a coffee machine?
01:05:33structural design flaw
01:05:37every time you roll up your sleeves
01:05:39you think you're never wrong
01:05:41keep looking at me like that
01:05:42and you won't get breakfast
01:05:46need me to take you?
01:05:48no
01:05:48my car will be here in three minutes
01:05:51see you tonight
01:05:56Noah
01:06:01I thought you didn't need me?
01:06:03not needing
01:06:03and not wanting are two different things
01:06:07that day at the hospital
01:06:08that day at the hospital
01:06:08I said you still have me
01:06:09that was wrong
01:06:12it's not that after everyone left
01:06:14I only had you left
01:06:15it's that after I got back my job
01:06:17my friends
01:06:18my home
01:06:18and the ability to leave
01:06:19I still choose you
01:06:23may I?
01:06:25you don't need to ask this time
01:06:27and you don't need to ask this time
01:06:32I'll drop in big
01:06:32between my tired people