00:00i remember holding on to my little brother tight almost like a little stuffed animal wanting it to
00:05stop but again not knowing what to do other than to just pretend like i was asleep it progressed
00:12again from there from the to him using my hands to touch him to being touched under my clothes
00:22i remember it had progressed to him me and me being a 12 year old child that was very painful
00:32obviously i was not active at that age and so having a grown man with much larger hands than
00:41me as a child that was very painful for me so those were harder times to fake sleep because it
00:49was painful that went on for this was from july to november when i finally said something in
00:56november it was i knew that there was nothing left for him to do but to have sex with me
01:03he had already
01:03done everything else
