00:00I met a Belgian doctor, psychiatrist.
00:03First of all, I found out that supporting the military is supporting people before going out
00:08and also supporting their families.
00:10Something which is not very well done in the United Nations.
00:14And so he then, when we met in this training, he said, come and see me.
00:18Whatever happens to us, whatever bad story happens to us,
00:22and we all have our traumata on different levels,
00:25but it's a very important part of your personality.
00:28And rejecting it, and rejecting that stories, those bad stories,
00:34whatever the level is, is actually denying yourself, your own personality, what has made you.
00:40So I'm accepting this as part of myself.
00:44And the same, my journey, yes, has dramatically changed because of a very, very bad story.
00:49It has moved into a good direction.
00:51But yes, there were years of suffering in between.
00:55But I've managed to get out of that.
00:57But of course, let's be honest, it will always be there.
01:02It will always have that moment when I wake up in the morning when I'm not afraid,
01:09but I'm basically checking if there's no color on my head.
01:14For me we're going to say yes, everyone knows.
01:14I'm exactly sure.
01:14To be careful.
01:14For me we know the other day.
01:14Please hold in.