00:00there was an incident where the kids were with a sitter and you know we had a nice steak night
00:04and i thought everything was good everything looked like it was gonna get better a roommate
00:09walks out of his room the only words i said to this man were hey there's coffee and she insists
00:13that i must be the roommate she went in the kitchen grabs a knife and comes back to like
00:18walks back towards the room with it turns the knife on me she's got me backed up into a corner
00:21of the room with my throat telling me that if i tell her one more time that it didn't happen
00:25she's gonna finally in a moment of desperation i end up saying like oh well no he he blackmailed
00:31me he forced me i did go back after i escaped and it cleared up with the police he was
00:36never charged
00:37or imprisoned or anything for the accusation and i know i need to get out of the situation i know
00:42but this is not okay well i started telling the therapist things get me out of this situation
00:47and the therapist looks at me ignores looks at me and says do you still want to be married to
00:51her
00:51and i said no i don't every emotion left that one space i am scared i literally said i am
00:56scared
00:56as i walked out the door with my child she starts telling me how dare you do that in front
01:00of
01:00somebody how dare you tell her all of that you're gonna you're gonna call her and you're gonna tell
01:04that it's all