00:28Transcribed by ESO, translated by —
00:31I'm sorry, I have to do this, Ma.
00:35Why are you doing this?
00:39You're seeing me, Ma.
00:43I see you.
00:46You're still hurting.
00:48Because you're still in denial of Papa.
00:52You need to see him.
00:54He's missing.
00:55Well, Nasha, it starts right here.
00:59Right here is a point of view.
01:01I'm sorry, Ma.
01:24Excuse me, Papa, Ma.
01:42Ma.
01:43Ma.
01:44Ma.
01:45I'm ready.
01:45Ma, I'm here.
01:46Samahan ko kayo.
01:47Come on.
01:49No.
01:52Punta tayo ng Manila.
01:54Kaya iuwi mo na lang ako sa bahay.
01:56Ma.
01:57Ma.
01:59Bakit ba ako pinipilit?
02:01Dahil nine years na, Ma.
02:04Nine years na.
02:07Look, I know we're both trying our best to be okay.
02:11Lalo na kayo.
02:13Pero hindi kayo mag-heal, Ma.
02:15Pag hindi nyo sisilipin si Papa.
02:19What's this talk about healing, Ning?
02:22You've seen me?
02:25I've been able to function without coming here.
02:29Pero hindi nyo pa rin tinatanggap na patay na si Papa, eh.
02:33Ma, I'm trying to help you.
02:35Alika na.
02:37Please.
02:37Ikaw muna.
02:39Kaya ka ba bumalik?
02:42So you can manipulate me like this?
02:45Stop it!
02:47You can't control me.
02:49How I feel.
02:50How I move on.
02:52O kung paano ko tatanggapin na patay na yung Papa mo.
02:56Pero na-
02:56Naka-apektuhan ako, Ma.
02:58I-naapektuhan ako, okay?
03:00Ma, naapektuhan ako sa mga invento mong narratives in your head.
03:05Ma.
03:06Please.
03:08We have to move on together if we want to keep this family together.
03:13I don't have to move on from anything.
03:15What?
03:18Mama.
03:20Wala na si Papa, okay?
03:23Kailangan mong tanggapin yung wala siya sa bakasyon.
03:26Wala siya sa business trip.
03:27Ma.
03:27Wala!
03:28Iniwan tayo ni Papa ka sa patay na siya.
03:31Okay?
03:31Pinatay siya!
03:41Stop it, Ning.
03:43Please.
03:43What?
03:45Stop it.
03:48I don't need this.
03:49Please.
03:53Nagugulat ako sa'yo.
03:56I've never even heard you mention anything about what happened to your Papa all these years.
04:04Tapos ngayon, sasabiya mo ako ng mga ganito?
04:07Hindi mo mo nahihitin yan, Mama. Hindi mo ko nahihitin yan.
04:14Di ba close kayo ng Papa mo?
04:20Sabihin mo sa'kin.
04:23Who has to deal with this deal?
04:26Who has to move on?
04:28Who has to help this family move on?
04:34It's not me!
04:36Mama.
04:38Mama.
04:38Mama.
04:39Mama pun tak!
05:01Ma Inayi.
05:02Apa anak kita mo?
05:03Papa!
05:08.
05:11Buti pa yung anak ko.
05:13She seems to handle it very well.
05:16Mukhang nakamove on na siya.
05:19Mama, wala na si Papa!
05:22Kailangan mong tanggapin yung...
05:23Iniwan tayo ni Papa kasi patay na siya!
05:26Okay, pinatay siya!
05:31I'm sorry Papa.
05:34I'm sorry wala akong maalala.
05:40I know what happened to you that day.
05:45But I know how it happened.
05:51I know how to do it, father.
06:00I don't know. I don't hear anything.
06:04I don't know anything.
06:05I don't know what's wrong with me!
06:11What's wrong with me?
06:24I don't know what's wrong with me.
06:35I don't know what's wrong with me.
06:42I'm trying so hard.
06:46I might look okay, Baba.
06:50I just feel so lost.
06:57I feel so lost.
07:07Baba, I miss you so much.
07:11Baba.
07:14Baba.
07:18Baba.
07:20Baba.
07:21Baba.
07:30Baba.
07:32Baba.
07:49I don't know what's going on, but I don't know what's going on, but I don't know what's going on.
08:05Okay lang ba kayo?
08:09Cesar, maraming salamat, ha?
08:11Ano naman, seray.
08:13Salamat, Cesar.
08:14Hindi ko alam kung napano na si Ning kung hindi mo nagawa yun.
08:21Okay, okay.
08:24Gusto niyo, ma'am, hatid ko na kayo?
08:28Kaya ko na.
08:35Kaya ko na.
08:36Kaya ko na.
08:36Kaya ko na.
