00:00He was so he wasn't really aware of what he was saying and he started to cry and he grabbed
00:06his
00:07and cocked it and the bullet flew out on my lap and then he started running down the embankment
00:12to the lake and I immediately called my husband and my son was very angry. He wanted his back
00:17and he kept telling us we were being controlling. I told him no. I said I'm not giving you this
00:22back. I don't know what's going on with you but you are not acting rational and he's like nothing's
00:27wrong. Nothing's wrong mom. You guys are all being ridiculous. He got so angry at us. He ended up
00:34moving back to Cal out of state to California without telling. 11 months later my son was but
00:40around this time he had decided to move out of his best friend's home and into his aunt's home on
00:46his
00:46dad's side with his three cousins his age. I had no idea the amount of books that were being used
00:51in
00:51that home. I think he was starting to feel defeated by the way people were treating him and looking at
00:56him differently. He had called me and said mom I'm going to move out of my cousins and then
01:03seven days later he was dead.
