00:10How do you capture the tragic, beautiful loneliness of existence and the complete ecstatic joy of existence?
00:24The way that I'm able to at least get at some of that stuff for myself is through music.
00:36What is it about music that is different from other things?
00:39It takes you to a place or a person or a time period or like a particular room or a
00:45particular face.
00:47Something kind of gritty and gray and chaotic. Suddenly and like swiftly switching into the opposite of that. Absolute order.
01:02To get there you have to lead into it with a particular kind of energy so that that shift that
01:08happens has meaning. It wasn't just random.
01:12There's something that's been built up and stretched and then there's like this real tension.
01:16You just pull it like just enough. It's so amazing and then you're like boom.
01:27Such a powerful way of touching this part of ourselves that is impossible to describe but as humans we're all
01:35trying to describe it all the time.
01:41It's so a powerful way of touching this part of our journey.
01:42It's that it's a powerful way of troubling that we're trying not to do that.
01:42There's definitely nothing big about that as humans I'm talking about through that.
01:42Like a lot of things I'm talking about as humans and what I know.
01:43There's so many things that are missing but I'm wondering if I didn't know about that.
01:43There's a lot of things that are missing.
01:44There, it's fascinating, I'm wondering why the heck is essentially what we're trying to do.
01:44You
