00:00 - Mom, school was so big, right? - Yeah.
00:02 I would have disappeared from school.
00:04 Go, girl.
00:05 You would be in that crowd.
00:07 You would be a person who eats halal milk.
00:09 You would be able to see each other.
00:12 I will wash your carpet, come.
00:16 - Come on, mom. - Oh my God.
00:19 What is this girl doing up there?
00:22 There is a glass of water, mom. Come on.
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00:27 [music]
00:31 That's enough. You can leave.
00:34 I'm not done yet.
00:38 I said that's enough.
00:41 Is it really enough?
00:47 Are you tired of us?
00:51 Are you going to leave us?
00:58 Please leave.
01:00 You leave, son.
01:02 Get out of our lives.
01:04 Take your pain and leave.
01:07 Please leave.
01:09 [music]
01:27 Mom.
01:29 - Mom, what did you do? - Shh.
01:32 Parman, go.
01:34 Mom, what did you do?
01:36 Did you clean your house?
01:37 I cleaned it so that it would stop.
01:39 I cleaned it so that it would take the pain from us and leave.
01:42 - I said that it would take the pain from me. - Riha.
01:44 It will take the pain from me.
01:46 Open the door.
01:50 Open the door.
01:52 What did you do?
01:57 Take it.
01:58 Your mom's money is gone.
02:00 Are you punishing me with my mom?
02:04 You can do it to me, but not to my mom.
02:07 Are you asking me for money? Get out.
02:10 You will listen to me.
02:19 Oh, my God.
02:24 Don't do it, Riha. Don't do it, my daughter.
02:26 Oh, my God.
02:29 My dear, my dear.
02:43 My beautiful.
02:46 Don't do it, mom. I'm getting excited.
02:52 I will make you a mirror.
02:54 Mom, my sister-in-law is coming.
02:58 Really? Where is she?
03:01 We forgot the real Feriha. She left.
03:05 - She didn't come, did she? - No.
03:08 Okay, I'll go and check.
03:10 Okay, mom.
03:11 Look, my daughter. Uncle Mahin is coming. He will ask for money from us.
03:14 Oh, my God.
03:17 [MUSIC PLAYING]
03:20 Sister-in-law.
03:34 - Are you okay? - I'm fine, I'm fine.
03:38 Don't worry. I'm fine.
03:40 - Okay, sister-in-law. - Okay.
03:43 Hold my hand.
03:45 Oh.
03:46 Oh, my God.
03:48 I listened to you. I listened to all your lies, Feriha.
03:52 I was so scared when I stepped into that school.
03:58 You were all the same. I was the only one who was different.
04:04 You were talking about going abroad last week.
04:14 I never went abroad in my life. I never said I was a door girl.
04:17 Do you really believe I'm going to listen to you?
04:26 My mother would go to clean. To such houses.
04:30 I would go with her.
04:33 Then we would go to the basement floor where I wanted to escape.
04:37 I couldn't belong anywhere.
04:41 You belonged to me, Feriha. Do you understand? To me!
04:44 You believed the class difference.
04:46 I asked you if I was a door girl. You couldn't answer. Do you remember?
04:52 Because such things were important to you.
04:56 Was it more important than you, Feriha?
04:58 Was it more important after I loved you so much?
05:00 You think I trapped you.
05:04 I deceived myself, sir.
05:08 Then I was afraid of losing you. I kept quiet.
05:11 You deceived me.
05:22 You deceived me from the first day to the last day, Feriha.
05:26 I told you in the library that I didn't love you.
05:30 That was my biggest lie.
05:36 I'm sorry.
05:37 Zehra, give me your arm. Let me check your blood pressure.
05:51 For God's sake, I don't want to. I'm so upset.
05:55 I'm fine.
05:57 You had so many surgeries. You should have gone to the hospital.
06:00 Where is the girl, Mehmet?
06:03 She said she was coming. I hope uncle didn't find out anything.
06:06 Where is Feriha?
06:07 She went upstairs. I'll take her upstairs.
06:10 For God's sake, calm down. I'm fine.
06:14 I'm fine, thank God.
06:16 She'll be fine in a minute.
06:18 I'm so worried.
06:20 Look at this girl.
06:21 -Omer. -You're here, Omer.
06:28 What are you doing, mom?
06:31 Don't carry me on your back. Come here.
06:34 Oh, God.
06:38 Mehmet is here.
06:42 Why don't you come? Your mom is so upset.
06:50 -Oh, sister. -Mom.
06:52 Mom, are you okay?
06:59 I'm fine.
07:01 I just felt so bad.
07:03 You said I was running away when you were with me.
07:10 You said I was always stubborn. That's why.
07:13 I don't believe you.
07:16 Emir.
07:19 I did it because I was afraid.
07:23 Nothing else.
07:25 I did it because I was stupid.
07:29 Don't!
07:30 Don't you dare talk about being stupid, Feriha.
07:33 Don't.
07:34 I love you.
07:46 God damn it!
07:48 God damn it!
07:50 Do whatever you want. You can't change this.
07:57 You ran away, I blamed myself.
07:59 You said it was over, I blamed myself again.
08:01 You cried, I blamed myself again.
08:04 Now run away, Feriha.
08:06 Cry.
08:08 Say it's over.
08:09 Say it!
08:11 [music fades]
08:13 [car driving]
08:15 [music]
08:41 I won't run away anymore, Emir.
08:43 I will pay you back for every day, every hour, every minute I believed in you.
08:54 All of you.
08:57 You will all pay, Feriha. Do you understand?
09:00 All of you.
09:02 You will all pay, Feriha.
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09:24 (sad music)
