00:00The day you proposed to me, I was coming to tell you everything.
00:19I've tried many times before, but I was never ready before the letter.
00:31When you didn't say yes to me, when I lost you,
00:39after the lies, I felt such pain that I felt like my hand was being held.
00:48I wanted to hurt you, with all my strength, with all my anger.
00:56I wanted to drown you in my own unhappiness.
00:59I couldn't stand what they believed in me.
01:05It felt like you weren't going to look at me like you do now.
01:11I tried so hard to convince myself.
01:17That I hated you.
01:21That I wanted revenge.
01:25What would have happened if you had learned everything from me?
01:28I don't know.
01:33Would I have thought I was living a lie again?
01:37Or would it have been easier to believe you? I don't know.
01:43You took the only thing I believed in.
01:49You.
01:53I had nothing left to hold on to.
01:58I was angry with myself.
02:00How long did it take?
02:04What did we do to each other?
02:07If I had believed you for a moment, I would have been defeated by you.
02:12With your lies, with your truths, with everything, I was going to say, come, you're mine.
02:23It was torture not to believe you.
02:28Believing was death.
02:30That night.
02:34The day I came to you that white night.
02:42I thought I killed myself.
02:46When I saw you like that, I was disgusted with myself.
02:51I was disgusted because I wanted to touch you even in that state.
02:59That disgusting blush.
03:01Your distant looks.
03:05Nothing was you.
03:15But your smell.
03:29The only thing I knew in that house was the smell.
03:44What would have happened to us if Halil hadn't shown up?
03:50We talked about it.
03:53We didn't talk.
03:55What did you feel?
03:58You said what you felt, not what you thought.
04:01If we hadn't had that nightmare,
04:05how would we have turned to each other?
04:08It doesn't matter how we would have turned.
04:12But I knew we would turn.
04:14And we did.
04:16It was very difficult to think that you hated me,
04:21that we would be together again.
04:24What else did you believe in?
04:25What did you believe in?
04:27I believed that we were over.
04:32When I saw the women next to me,
04:36when they knocked on that door in front of me,
04:40when they hit the wall not to hit me,
04:45I always believed that we were over.
04:48How did you get up?
04:51I knew our love wasn't over.
04:55I just tried to think about it.
05:00You were angry, but...
05:02Those days,
05:04every time I saw your face,
05:07every time I knocked on the door,
05:10I fell harder.
05:14How did you get up?
05:17When I was tied to the edge of that bed at home,
05:21I got up while I was crying for you.
05:26I got up when you called me love.
05:42You...
05:44You came home with the woman that night.
05:47Were you with her?
05:50There's no need to talk about this.
05:51I mean...
05:53Emir, don't run away.
05:57What did you feel?
06:02Did you touch someone else?
06:05Did you kiss someone else?
06:09Emir, can you tell me what you felt?
06:11The more I hated you,
06:13the more I felt I hated myself.
06:15I felt I was a poor, helpless man.
06:22You are my strength.
06:25I'm sorry.
06:27I'm sorry.
06:51I'm sorry.
07:18Emir!
07:21Emir!
07:31Oh my God!
07:51Emir!
08:03Emir, where have you been?
08:05Why did you leave without waking me up?
08:07Did you think I left you and ran away?
08:09Emir, are you an idiot?
08:11I was going to go out and call you.
08:13So you were going to call me in the woods.
08:15Nice.
08:22So you bought these all this time.
08:24You are so sweet when you are sad.
08:29Emir, tell me, where have you been?
08:31You can't have shopped all this time.
08:34I was waiting for the evening.
08:39Come on, this time we'll cook together.
08:52You said we'd cook together, but you're not here.
09:02What happened?
09:04Put these on.
09:10Did something happen?
09:12Put them on.
09:14We're going out.
09:18I'm sorry.
09:19It's okay.
09:24But we were going to cook.
09:27We'll cook when we go out.
09:30Are you ready?
09:34Close your eyes.
09:36Why?
09:38Close them.
09:44Don't open them.
09:46Come on.
09:49Let's go.
10:20My mother's earrings.
10:24Where did you find them?
10:29Come on.
10:49Let's go.
11:20There is no cut.
11:24But the snow is real.
11:30You are real.
11:49I don't have a sewing machine.
11:51I don't have a wedding dress.
11:53I don't even have a ring to wear on my finger.
11:58Here.
12:00Now.
12:02Like this.
12:07Will you marry me?
12:10Yes.
12:19I wish you good luck.
12:21One life, one pillow...
12:23One heart.
12:25I hope you'll have a lot of luck.
12:49I love you.
13:05I love you.
13:06I love you.
13:18I love you.
13:36I love you.
13:55Until the end of my life...
14:00Right now, for you...
14:02Feriha Sarrafoglu will hit you right in the face.
14:07I love you so much.
14:09I will love you for the rest of my life.
14:31With your love by my side...
14:35I will be lost in the whole world...
14:40Don't forget me...
14:44With your loving gaze...
14:48Mountains will fall in my heart...
14:53All my life will be sacrificed...
14:58For your sake...
15:02With your loving gaze...
15:07Mountains will fall in my heart...
15:11All my life will be sacrificed...
15:16For your sake...
15:32For your sake...
15:50Did I make all that food for nothing?
15:54Okay, let's eat then.
15:56I'm already very hungry.
16:02I'm going to eat with my wife's hands now.
16:05Is that so?
16:13Thank you, it's very nice.
16:25What happened?
16:27I don't know.
16:29What happened?
16:32I don't know, I...
16:35I never thought like that.
16:38I mean...
16:40I never thought I would get married without my parents' knowledge.
16:45Do you want to call your mom?
16:47No.
16:49I can't tell her on the phone.
16:59Well...
17:01Do you want to go to her?
17:03We can't go.
17:06You don't know what that means.
17:10As soon as we take a step, it goes away.
17:15I can't let my father find out like that.
17:28I will always hold your hand like this.
17:34When you are ready, we will go to your mother.
17:37We will also knock on your father's door.
17:40My mother would always yell at me.
17:44My father will never forgive me.
17:58We got married now.
18:03We are where the fairy tales end.
18:14I think...
18:16...we are where the wife who can't drink...
18:19...begins to get drunk.
18:22And I think...
18:24...we are where the wife who can't drink...
18:26...begins to get drunk.
18:28And they say they lived happily ever after.
18:36No fairy tale...
18:38...needs more than this.
18:46We will write the rest.
18:56We will write the rest.
19:26I am going to get some wood.
19:56I am going to get some wood.
20:26I am going to get some wood.
20:56I am going to get some wood.
21:26I am going to get some wood.
21:56My love.
22:01My love.
22:23Emir, I am not okay.
22:25I am not okay. I am so sorry.
22:28I am not okay.
22:30This is the most special night of my life.
22:33I ruined everything.
22:54I ruined everything.
22:59You didn't ruin anything.
23:05This night is still very special.
23:10I understand you.
23:15Yes, I want you so much.
23:20I have been wanting you for so long.
23:24I can stand it when you are with me.
23:28I can wait for you forever.
23:41Now take off your nightgown.
23:54Now take off your nightgown.
24:24Now take off your nightgown.
