00:00The world didn't know that you'd had a miscarriage.
00:02You share that, and life is put in free.
00:04So you made a conscious choice to share that.
00:06I did.
00:07Why?
00:08Well, I felt like there are so many couples that go through that.
00:17When I first found out that I'd miscarried, I was so devastated.
00:21I felt like a failure.
00:26It happens, you know, like, in life in general,
00:28people who are not on TV and in newspapers,
00:31they go through this all the time.
00:38I didn't want to talk about it because I was just really nervous,
00:42and I have had a miscarriage before.
00:44You had a miscarriage?
00:46Yeah.
00:47That must have been very painful for both of you.
00:50It really was.
00:51It was really tough.
00:53I had a miscarriage for those two weeks that I took off.
00:56That's why, on the show, when it says she doesn't want to come down,
00:59she doesn't want to come down.
00:59I couldn't move.
01:00I was sick.
01:01It was hard.
01:02I mean, when you get that call that, you know,
01:05that you've had a miscarriage,
01:06and I've had a miscarriage myself,
01:08and we were just devastated.
01:10This is something that is still not talked about very often.
01:13I also feel like there's this pressure
01:17that you're just supposed to be able to snap your fingers
01:20and continue to walk through life like it never happened.
01:24I'm not the only person that goes through this.
01:26So many people go through it.
01:32I've had some work in a time.
01:33I don't know.
01:33I can't remember.
01:33you
