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Neha is an actor in LA who is struggling to prove she's made the right choice to her family. She wants to eventually be able to make all her money through acting.
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00:13Hi, are you here for the audition?
00:14Yep. Go ahead and have a seat.
00:24I kind of like live for these moments where I get to actually act.
00:36Sometimes I think we have a theater ghost.
00:38Go ahead and complete the audition form.
00:45Let's take a list with that.
00:47All right, so now I'll go ahead and have you stand on stage there.
00:51You will imagine a large object traveling from a distance, okay?
00:58It's traveling from a distance and arrives at the liquid stage.
01:01Let's take a look.
01:16Let's take a look.
01:16Let's take a look.
01:31Okay, good.
01:32That's it.
01:33All right, give yourself a round of applause.
01:38All right, you will be notified within 24 to 48 hours.
01:42You did a great job.
01:44Forget about it.
01:45Relax.
01:46It's on Friday.
01:47Enjoy your weekend.
01:48All right?
01:49I'm tired.
01:50There's like, there's something in the air today.
01:54I just chalk it up to being LA.
01:56It's LA.
01:56And there's all types of people in LA.
02:06I moved to LA three years ago to become an actress.
02:09Capri.
02:10Capri.
02:11Capri.
02:12And that's clothes.
02:15I was about to go to law school and then I interned for a bunch of lawyers and it was,
02:20no one was like happy for me or like excited.
02:23And then I just had this huge change of heart.
02:28My mom was just like, she just couldn't believe it.
02:33In Indian culture, they really care what other people think.
02:36And so the first thing she said was like, what am I going to tell other people?
02:40Like, what about our reputation?
02:41In fact, they didn't tell everybody I went to acting until like two years after I kind
02:46of chose it.
02:51I was in this play.
02:53And so my dad, the last time we talked, he was like, hey, did you ever get paid for that
02:58play?
02:59And I said, yeah.
03:00And I, I don't know why I just said 300 instead of 250.
03:04He was like, wait, didn't you drive there like every day over an hour?
03:07And I was like, yes.
03:08And he was like, and how long did you rehearse for?
03:11It was like a full month.
03:13And he was like, so that means, Neha, you didn't even make minimum wage.
03:21Should I do something like Indian?
03:23Just kidding.
03:24Namaste.
03:27I like coming here because it reminds me of home.
03:31I kind of become the black sheep of the family.
03:35I know my grandparents just don't.
03:37I don't even talk to my one grandfather.
03:40He was like, oh, that's not a profession.
03:42How can you give up all your college education on this?
03:45He was just going off.
03:46I just let it, I just know to like, let them talk and say what they want.
03:50But then he turned to my mom after like, you know, haranguing me.
03:54And he was like, but this is your fault.
03:56Like you raised her like this.
03:59So that was really hard to see that my parents were getting like the brunt of a lot.
04:04Their, their parents are a different generation who just don't even understand.
04:23Yeah.
04:23Ready for your next edition?
04:25Yeah.
04:26I don't like not knowing what it is.
04:28But.
04:30Hey, Miss.
04:31Hi, guys.
04:32Can we use it on YouTube too?
04:52Night, hi.
04:52Nice to meet you.
04:53Nice to meet you.
04:53Let's help.
04:54You look sad, that's fine.
04:55Yeah.
04:56After you.
04:59Do you want me to be like, center?
05:01You can be wherever you want to be on the stage, and you can talk to one of us, or
05:07you can just talk to the whole room.
05:09It's however you want to do it.
05:10All right, thank you.
05:14Everybody needs to own it.
05:16Everybody.
05:21Because we are like this.
05:24We are like this.
05:35Thank you so much.
05:36Have a great weekend.
05:38Lovely to meet you.
05:39The life of an actor is coming out of every audition and being like, I fucked up.
05:44I'm horrible.
05:45I suck.
06:01I don't think I look high school.
06:03You know what?
06:04Submit anyway.
06:07The second audition, he was like, we liked you.
06:12Well, some of us were on the fence.
06:14And so that was kind of awkward.
06:16But then, you know, with this, I just had to let it go.
06:22I would just like, for my income solely to be from acting.
06:27I know it sounds really bad.
06:29I really don't want to cry.
06:36I know, like, the best way to prove them is just to, like, be stable in it.
06:41That paycheck.
06:43And showing my dad, like, I can make a career of this.
06:47And I'm going to come back and prove to you that, like, I can do this.
07:03I ask myself every day, am I doing the right thing?
07:10Am I?
07:14Because more than anything, more than anything in the world, I want to be good.
07:21Okay, let's cut.
07:22How did you feel about that one?
07:25I felt better, but I took the lines, like, way.
07:30And I'm going to tell you.
07:30Alright.
07:31Bye.
07:31You

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