00:00I like to use makeup to express my personality.
00:03I'm very smiley and a happy person, so my go-to thing is always highlighters, so it's
00:08super bright, bronzy, glowy, just something super easy to do, quick, that I can throw
00:14on every day.
00:16There's always those nights where I am too tired, I don't want to take my makeup off,
00:20but the thing that pushes me is the after, like your face is so smooth and you just feel
00:25like a little baby.
00:26So when it comes time to take my makeup off at the end of the day, the first thing I
00:29always
00:29have to do is grab my robe, which I have with me.
00:34Next thing, I have to put my hair up, I just throw it up in a really messy bun, please
00:38don't
00:39judge me.
00:41The next thing I have to do though before I take off my makeup is take off these lashes.
00:46I barely ever wear falsies because I always have extensions on, ow, why do people do this
00:53to themselves?
00:55I hate this so much.
00:59Got it.
01:02What I use for my makeup remover is Clean & Clear.
01:05I've used this for about two years.
01:08I find that almost every other brand makes me very irritated.
01:13The first time I ever remember, I don't even remember this, but I just know that when I
01:19was four years old doing twirling, my mom always put makeup on me.
01:23She'd throw on a wing liner all the way up to here, and she always used Great Lash Maybelline
01:29on me.
01:29The next product I use only on days where, again, I wear mascara instead of lash extensions
01:35is the Oil Free Eye Makeup Remover from Neutrogena.
01:39I won't have raccoon eyes after this though.
01:41I'm scrub-a-dub-dubbing.
01:43I would say I've always been okay at doing makeup, but I've learned so much from people
01:48always doing my makeup.
01:49I'm so bad at eyeshadow that I'll just put my little bronzer on my eyes and call it a
01:54day.
01:54Ugh, I hate this oily feel on my face.
01:57My next thing I use is Cetaphil Foaming Face Wash for redness-prone skin.
02:02I've been using it pretty religiously on days where I feel a breakout coming.
02:08When I was growing up in middle school and everything, no one even posted on Instagram
02:13with makeup on.
02:14You just were with your families and stuff.
02:17I would say when YouTube became more of a thing and people were posting videos, people's
02:22makeup bags changed.
02:23People started spending $200 on foundation instead of $9 at CVS.
02:28And now people got 19 things in their skincare and 80 things in their makeup bags.
02:34And it's very different.
02:35The next step, I got a baby bottle for all my trips.
02:38This is like the product that I live by.
02:40I have like six little bottles and like two big bottles, boyfriend's house, my house.
02:44And I literally just put a tiny bit on my face and my neck.
02:49And my neck.
02:51I notice a big difference in my comments when I'm wearing makeup and when I'm not wearing makeup.
02:55If I'm not wearing makeup, people will comment, oh cute, love it, whatever.
03:00Like they kind of just go on with their day.
03:01If you have a full face of makeup on, people will freak out.
03:05They'll like send it to their friends or call you a baddie.
03:08So it's like now that you set kind of a bar, people follow you from that baddie photo.
03:15And then they see you without makeup and then their whole opinions change.
03:18It puts pressure on us.
03:21So everyone has to just do more and more makeup.
03:24Every single photo they posted look better than their last one.
03:27That feels so good, that moisturizer.
03:29So some days I do stop there.
03:32But when I have like one little pimple on my face, I like to do a little extra.
03:38This is my Kapari Coconut Melt.
03:40This is the only thing that's super expensive in my skincare.
03:45When I do get hate when I don't wear makeup or anything,
03:49all the good comments is what comes to my mind.
03:51Sometimes they get to me, but then as soon as I read a good comment,
03:53it kind of just changes my mood.
03:55It's just nice to like get complimented when you don't have makeup on.
03:59You'll see, watch, just watch how sparkling my skin is after this step.
04:03The second to last step in my skincare routine is my Ultra Repair Lip Therapy.
04:09It's from First Aid Beauty.
04:11I like this kind of applicator better than a normal chapstick.
04:17I don't know why I feel like something that comes in this really works.
04:20My overall journey to become more confident in myself with and without makeup on is
04:26I feel like it does take time.
04:29I feel like just having people around you that always make you happy.
04:33My family, my boyfriend and people around me are always just making me feel beautiful
04:37and it's better than makeup compliments.
04:39It's like real life, real people always loving you.
04:43This is my last step.
04:45It's Mario Badescu Drying Lotion Rose Spray.
04:47Everyone knows what this is.
04:49It is amazing.
04:50It smells kind of bad, but everyone else thinks it smells really good.
04:53I spray this a lot on my face.
05:00I'm 19 so I did 19 squirts.
05:03Just kept going with it.
05:11Just use makeup how you want to use makeup and don't let anyone tell you how to use makeup.
05:16I would say that you are your ultimate true beauty.
05:19The way you were made, the way God made you, the way your mom has made you.
05:23It's just like your true self, your true skin, your true hair, your true body.
05:27That's just your true beauty.
