00:00my mom probably walked around like a hollow shell she did show us love and she did try to be
00:06there
00:06for us but who knows god knows what was going on in her head most people think symptoms and
00:12acting out or behaviors show up like in a negative way i didn't have those type of um symptoms i
00:19did
00:19not i excelled in everything that i was put in or i allowed to myself to be in and so
00:24i'm talking
00:24about like choir if i was at piano recitals anything i was able to get into i got into and
00:32i
00:32excelled i was a gifted and talented student i was a national honor society so that was my way of
00:40behaviors or acting out i was seen as like oh my god she's so lovely like i love like teachers
00:47loved
00:48me but that was me on the inside screaming out like you guys don't see that i'm hurting i knew
00:54something
00:54was going on when i was a child and i knew early on something didn't feel right and i knew
01:00early on
01:01that i my dad couldn't be trusted
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