00:00so i remember just crying and he was like he just got up and was just ready to leave and
00:06i remember
00:06like just trying to beg him not to leave because i'm shaking i'm trembling i don't think i'd cried
00:12in my life that much like that night that evening um and i just remember trying to go after him
00:19and
00:20then it only became worse from then um he started becoming physically abusive so
00:27even though i was raped then he was also cheating actually which i found out later
00:33so though he would say to me i don't want to be with nobody else i don't want to
00:38have interest with anyone else i'm waiting for you etc i still was raped and also he had
00:45been cheating with other girls at that time as well and this was something that unfortunately
00:50i found out later on um but he became very controlling after that it's like he totally
00:55changed um i think also because it's that psychological aspect that if you're doing
01:00something you think the person is also doing something and that wasn't the case that's not
01:04how my loyalty is set up um i was really faithful and this paranoia started to take over him so
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